#I'll just go 'wow you kinda suck today. still wanna kiss you tho“

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the top advice on how to make a crush go away is always "concentrate on what you don't actually find all that great about them/stop idolising them" but you would not believe how good my bpd brain is at holding multifaceted views of people in my head. I will literally love people to death that bother me every fucking day of my life. this does not work on me

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Girl Next Room: Motorbike Baby livewatching

(i made this list as i watched so i could share w/ my friend later. but then it got long so i decided to just post it) SPOILERS AHEAD!

Mile= the REAL consent king tbh, everyone else can go home (anyone who calls fighter consent king is so very Wrong it pains me)(no i will not be accepting criticism)

literally, the only questionable thing (that i remember) Mile doing was sneaking his nametag into her bag which made her uncomfortable?

the way Mile literally got beaten to a pulp for Sundae and she walked away.... just for him to drive her home... sundae pls

the way BOTH of these guys have bruises all over but are so concerned over her bandage-sized cut. i'll have what she's having

young Tan was such a cutie 😔 sucks that he grew up to be Like That, huh

can we discuss Tan's secret artistic abilities? those deer paintings look great, maybe he's an art student

idk if it's because they're dating in real life or just bc they're great actors but Tan and Sundae have really good chemistry

Tan's dad is so funny omg

you're telling me Tan waited SIX MONTHS into the official relationship, which started wayyy after he asked for her number, to KISS HER. is this chivalry, shyness, or stupidity, i can't figure it out

mm. love that she called out Tan for being a jerk, but notice how she didn't do the same when Mile was throwing money at a clearly-financially-struggling Tan. he took it in stride tho, good for him

(Side-note: glad they showed him working for once, i was wondering how his bills got paid if he's just trailing behind Sundae all day long)

wow ok this ep was obviously meant to show Tan in a better light but. he gets the most points NOT for buying her food or rescuing her from the elevator, but for not judging her crying abt a cockroach & also rushing to go kill it. I'll Have What She's Having

this girl is.... so dumb. two (2) cute boys wore black for her and she failed to connect the dots both times 🤦🏽‍♀️

did u really think someone else's boyfriend would kill your cockroach for u??? pretty privilege.

the way i caught wind of foul play in their last relationship and am willing to forgive tan for everything... hi my name is Ayesha and i'm a Tan simp

(side-note: who else thinks Sundae's mom said something? omg PLOT TWIST it was her brother 🤔)

Mile made her a homemade tiffin now that he knows she's a picky eater 🥺🥺 you poor boy, they're gonna do u so dirty 😔

the way i forgot Tan went to school too LMAO

the guitar serenading during dinner is tacky, but at least he's self aware

she said she doesn't wanna see his face, so he came back the next day with his helmet on 🤦🏽‍♀️

so much gremlin behavior today Tan

actually he's gotten worse ever since she said she'd see Mile instead, that staircase bump was so juvenile

and still Mile has never reacted rashly, this boy can do no wrong

was the "Sunday" helmet bit an ultimatum? it felt like an ultimatum and also a game of hot potato asdfghjkl

OOP spoke too soon abt Mile. he kinda pressured Sundae into looking like a couple in front of Tan, knowing full well that she needs more time

I mean tbh compared to allll the strikes Tan has gotten, Mile would still be ranking higher- in a normal situation. Alas, I can't figure Tan's rank until i find out what the deal is about that "promise" he made also i'm a Tan simp but at least i can admit my favoritism

oh. the part where she comes back for the helmet... hits different

okay sundae is LYING to herself if she doesn't think she's been into Tan this whole time. like yeah she likes Mile too but c'mon we all know you never forgot abt Tan

Wait noooo not the dad i love him

LMAO the way Tan's life flashes before his eyes right when he realizes his brother is a loudmouth & will absolutely mention the post-breakup comfort session they had earlier 😂 true siblings

i thought Mile was gonna be pissed and petty, but he wasn't? he just listened to her and trusted her explanation and communicated how he felt?? only recommended cutting Tan off after Sundae asked for his opinion?? i stan one (1) second love interest

did i mention i love Tan's dad and brother like! yes call him out! knock some sense into him!! we stan honest, kind, and emotionally intelligent men

that confession 🥺 the yearning-from-afar Tan montage 🥺 the scene with his dad and brother after 😭

if i could forget about my pain from 5 mins ago i'd say this date scene is actually super cute

WOW OK I TAKE IT BACK ALL OF IT i had a feeling he'd be a cheating player. and he made her go gift shopping for his real girlfriend?? yikes

feels like a low blow to write him off as a love interest tbh, they just made him too perfect and had to backtrack 😪 rip mile's character

OH MY GOD I WAS RIGHT IT WAS HER BROTHER OMGGGG WHAT NO WAY NO WAY

okay her brother shouldn't have blamed Tan for either times bc once it was also out of guilt/grief for her mother, and the other it was Mile's betrayal plus her grief for losing Tan. he just happened to find her both times

looking back, the way Tan kept that paper so he could control his emotions 😭 so he wouldn't close enough to break his promise, but also close enough to potentially hurt her again 😭 And when he said "i can't control my emotions anymore" he was actually so torn and felt super guilty and selfish bc he couldn't stay a "safe" distance and keep his word, i-

WAIT WHEN HE SAID "I'M A MAN OF MY WORD"... THE FORESHADOWING OMG

ALL CAPS BC WE CRYIN IN THE CLUB WOOHOO

wowowow Tan on a normal day is cute and and sweet and endearing, but furious Tan is.... hot

Sundae WHY are you depriving me Tan and your brother the chance for them to jump Mile, it's what i deserve!

asdfghjkl this bitch boi said "i hate confrontation so i decided to two-time :)". electric chair.

Tan's reaction to that was like "babe should i kill him or should i kill him", and her brother's was "are u done did u say your piece great MY TURN"

cute scenes are nice but decent apologies and explanations are a balm to the soul 😌 his dad raised him well

did y'all see the way he still gets nervous before kissing sundae even after all this time 🥺

and then they lived happily ever after! this was fun, maybe i'll do another sometime