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hope you feel better soon!
I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!
#ask#non mdzs#My health journey has been: Hernia -> acid reflux -> Vocal pain due to aforementioned reflux -> chest infection.#I'm terrified to know what's about to hit me next. Please let it be something kind. PLEASE.#The consequence of living with linguists is that you'll wake up with a wacked up voice -#suddenly you're sitting you down in front of a program called something like Praat having your shimmer and jitter levels calibrated.#They gave me a GRBAS of 33012. I have a fun thing called a pitch break where a whole octave just does not exist.#My vocal pain was bad enough I ended up seeing a speech pathologist and that whole experience was super neat!#I learnt a lot about voice - to be honest I might make a little comic on it after some more research. Fascinating stuff.#For example; your mental perception of our voice modulates the muscles of the vocal folds and larynx.#meaning that when you do have changes (inflammation = more mass = lower frequency)#your brain automatically attempts to correct it to what it 'should sound like'. Leading to a lot more vocal strain and damage!#And it gets really interesting for trans voice care as well - because the mental perception of one's voice isn't based on an existing sampl#So a good chunk of trans voice training is also done with the idea of finding one's voice and retraining the brain to accept it. Neat!#Parkinsonial Voice also has this perception to musculature link! The perception is that they are talking at a loud/normal volume#but the actual voice is quite breathy and weak. So vocal training works on practicing putting more effort into the voice#and retraining the brain to accept the 'loud' voice as 'normal'.#Isn't the human body fascinating?#Anyhow; Now I have vocal exercises and strategies to reduce strain and promote healing.#Which is a lot better than my previous strategy of yelling AAAH in my car until my 'voice smoothed out'.#You can imagine the horror on the speech path's face. I am an informed creature now.#I'm my own little lab rat now. I love learning and researching. Welcome to my tag lab. Class is dismissed.#I'll be back later with a few more answered asks </3 despite everything I'm still going to work and I need the extra sleep.#Thank you for the well wishes! And if you read all of that info dump; thank you for that as well!
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A lil something for Whumptober day 10: blow to the head
#I don't think this came out right but I chose to mess up my sleep so i could speedrun this#because I promised myself I would try to post at least some sketches for this#I'm sorry I'm nit used to draw something more than a person like 🧍 but ig it's good to push myself a little 😅#eventully something will come out alright#buut I have to at least try#HI I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO TAG#or if I want to but I already put some time into this so might aswell lol#lu sky#lu twilight#linked universe#cw blood#ig... b&w poorly drawn <3#whumptober 2024#lu whumptober#I could've finished it later#ill be sooo tired tomorrow#but it b like that#worst part is I wanted to redraw some sketches I had done troughout the year but I didn't do a single thing#this is all I have and I started it like two days ago lol#I don't like posting stuff I made so recently bc it's so easy to miss obvious mistakes but I want to feel like I made something in time...#almost XD#lu fanart#I'll shut up
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105 / Heart - Jessie Early
#end roll#russell seager#uhhh implied chris??#chrissell#my art#i swear i'll have playlist-based things that are more chris-focused too 😭#the ones earlier on i added too recently or never got inspired enough for#so it'll definitely even out midway and later on at least#anyway this is a smaller thing than usual bc my siblings were trying to get me to finish it early on#so i lined it in a rush#and then just didn't feel like ditching that to paint it when i gave up on actually getting it done that fast HAHA#moved chris' apartment number and changed the door a little just for compositional/aesthetic purposes btw
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Resident of Metropolaris Ayin
I also like this version
#*The colours of the abno aren't actually that dark but I like dressing A in dark colours soz#'I'm gonna draw one of my favourites in a cool outfit and have the ability to not make it An Entire Thing' <- my idiot self#next up is *rolls dice* smoky old man Oats and Heath. I'll get it done sometime this century#as for explanation:#RoM is an abno I see as representing self isolation - and given how the robotic theme adds with him making Angie partially out of want for#someone who wouldn't fail as his human companions did made this a fairly obvious pick in my mind#which is also why I started giggling when I made parts of his outfit robotic and shiny looking#I'll add on if I think of more/remember smth later#normal tags:#fanart#lobotomy corporation#limbus company#ayin lobcorp#fan E.G.Os
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click for better quality!
must be fall
#my art#eye contact#tw eye contact#scopophobia#scopohobia tw#furry#sfw furry#oc#let me know if i need to tw tag this more or give me the proper tags if im not using the right one!!!#i do not remember my oc tag bc when i went to look NOTHING would pop up . so maybe i'll edit this later and see#I HAVENT DONE ART FOR [ME] IN A REALLY LONG TIME which is why ive been working up to posting this AHBDFKU#BUT YEAH i am really happy with this. im having a fun time switching between the first sketch and the final product#im also eating a bag of blue raspberry sour patch kids like my life depends on it theyre so good#my hair is also getting pretty long i think and im debating on just letting it grow out or buzzing it again or a Short haircut#we'll see i'll probs figure out by the time october is over#ive been stalling the last 30 minutes to post this LMAO
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posting vash sketches to remind myself i have an art acc
#vash the stampede#vash#trigun#trigun maximum#and happy yeehawgust#okay i'm also posting these bcs i need to force myself to post more#i'm still sitting on all this trigun art i've done but am too shy to post#u get it.#either way#vash my beloved#OH i almost forgot but#okay i have this checklist of things i want to post#after that i'll accept requests!!!!! so if u've got requests for me to draw things. i will be accepting that. later
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shuuko-san while it's still yuri day 🧡🤍🩷✨
#so glad i had some time after work today i wanted to draw her SO BAD#unfortunately now that means i have to stop drawing for the evening and work on the actual project I've been procrastinating 😔#i wanna draw more GL ssmy but alas. i need this promotion and need to be a responsible adult. agony.#ssmy#sasaki to miyano#sasaki shuumei#sasaki shuuko#lol does anyone use shuuko in the tags... well may as well#sketches#also i just realized I've been forgetting to image id my art both here and on twitter I'M SORRY 😭#once I'm done with my actual work project I'll have to take an afternoon to go through and ID everything#also also - i had more time for this one than i did miyano's last night. I'm sorry yours isn't as polished miyano 😔#you'll get a cleaned up sketch later i swear on my life 😤
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There are tears in James' eyes when they look back. They found themself a tragedy. Regulus isn’t the best at saving people. He’s never done it before, but he’ll succeed for them. They might be the only person worth succeeding for. The moment settles over them, and their lips turn upward. Not very much, it’s hardly noticeable even in the light, but it’s something. The ocean is still climbing in their eyes, and the tides go in and out with their breath, but they’re smiling now. They’re safe. Regulus will save them again if need be, any time no matter where. He’ll do whatever they want. Whatever they want. I Might Like You Less Now That You Know Me So Well
Leonard Cohen - Boygenius/unknown/unknown/More Than This - Patrick Ness/Cowboy Take Me Away - The Chicks/We're in Love - Boygenius/Cowboy Take Me Away - The Chicks/Alex Hirsch/Unknown/Unknown/Leonard Cohen - Boygenius
#supposed to be studying for an exam i have in two hours#i did this instead#i'm thinking about it#someone commented on it yesterday and they had Just figured out James' plan#and I was thinking about it again#like I could go on and on about this fic but I'm in the tags so I won't#I'll just leave this#I'm trying to not make my web weaves so long now#i'm trying to keep them as small little things#also like i might do this with more of my fics it's fun#or any fic i've read really i've done those too or characters i might do web weaves of characters or ships or stuff#i might make an ask game with that later... now that i think about it hold on#jegulus#jegulus fic#fic: i might like you less now that you know me so well#web weave#web weaving
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I gave myself a writing challenge and I am fascinated by it
So basically I put the robins in a randomizer to give them a new order/role (because I just...kinda wanted to see what would happen + I like role-reversal AUs) and got results that are giving me a fucking brain blast.
Stephanie, the first sidekick who defines the role
Tim, the sidekick who dies and comes back wrong
Dick, the sidekick who saves Batman from himself
Damian, the sidekick who was never supposed to be a sidekick but would go on to prove everyone wrong
Jason, the youngest sidekick who is still the Kid Wonder
...So this is fucking wild. I've got some ideas and several of these fit perfectly (Dick's role is pretty similar to his one in canon), but some of these are fucking INCREDIBLE to explore (Steph being the first Robin is something I never even considered but tbh I kinda love it).
I probably won't write a fic or anything because tbh I don't like publishing my writing that much, but I might expand this into a full AU and post about it. I might randomize other stuff too (ie, stuff that I cannot change vs stuff that I cannot keep the same) but this fucking rules as a starting point.
#uhhh what am I calling this??#randomizedrobinsau#stephanie brown#oh my god I am so excited to figure out how tf to write this.#because she's my favorite of these characters and having HER be the first sidekick + the one who has a mentor/older sister relationship#with the others?? kickass. though I'll probably keep her and Tim's relationship as 'dating-then-exes' because I think it's funny#and then SHE can be the Robin who Tim got fixated on + figured out her identity?? holy fuck and then the angst of Tim later dying#Tim Drake#tbh I kinda wish he'd gotten a different position because 'sidekick who dies' Tim has kinda been done a lot with the standard#reverse robin aus. But it'll still be fun to write. Definitely going the Joker Junior route with this because Batman Beyond kicks ass#Dick Grayson#He'll honestly probably be the easiest. Like...his role has not changed much outside of being younger/not the one who defines this#But I still think it'll be good to see how well I know Dick beyond his eldest brother thing (which is my best way of relating to him)#Damian al ghul#damian wayne#oh this is gonna kick ass#Bruce does not want his son to be a sidekick but Damian just kinda forces his way into that role#and everybody doubts him because of his history with the league but he later proves himself more than capable#to the point that he can set out mostly on his own and still thrive#Jason Todd#Jason being the baby of the family is also something I have never thought about but holy shit it could kick ass#I really hope that I don't roll 'Jason must die' or 'Robin 5 must die' on the randomizer. I just kinda want Jason to live this time#But unfortunately I double-screwed him because he's on the 'must happen' wheel twice now. I did not think these prompts through#TBH I am so happy that none of them rolled their OG roles. because that would have been so fucking boring
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yeah my Moze is fine why do you ask
#roguish archetype.txt#hsr#honkai star rail#moze#hsr moze#moze hsr#I AM NOT DONE W HIM YET#i'm still working on his traces i'll finesse his relics later ;A;#i have to wait one more week to get Cruising for Feixiao so i can swap the LC i have on her to Moze
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Alright, the kewk classic 'face hole' design it is~ 📊✅
"Ain't he a doll?" 💋💦💕
And now while I fuck with this anatomy sketch 5ever, we gotta decide on a background! I'm thinking Sal would prefer to do his love-sick swooning in the privacy of his bedroom, but where, exactly? 🤔
'The bed'-
Perks: seems more routine, sowft snuggly nest to daydream and swoon in, [darling] collage on the wall, '... okay, what have you been doing with that pillow...?'
Drawbacks: Limited space, have to take stability/sinking into account with props, perspective is Hard and I will make that headboard look good or die trying
'The floor'-
Perks: seems more impulsive, more yan/NEET clutter potential (more room to spread out), a glimpse under his bed (and at all the [darling] stuff he's got shoved under there)
Drawbacks: That carpet is UGLY, I will probably (definitely) bite off more than I can chew trying to fill all that space with props, it hurts my Everything just thinking about lying on the floor like that for too long
'Secret third thing'-
....???? idk you tell me lol
#sally face#sal fisher#love sick sally#tw yandere#tw unsanitary#sorry steve#lime#(just implied a little ((for flavor))#im laughing at the potential of the 'secret third thing'#planking on his dresser? Chillin like a vamp on the ceiling?? Sliding up the wall like a slug???#Periodic reminder: Your only artistic limitation is your own imagination...~🌈♾#i gotta come up with a tag for this redraw so all the posts can be dug up later#i was gonna just make a chain of reblogs with the original post but decided it would get waaaaay too long by the time im done#im so flattered that yall chose the face hole design fr qwq 💖💖💖#I'd have been happy either way but it was a close race for a while and im just pleasantly surprised 🥺💗#side note: ive recently been going down an OG l/oony tunes rabbit hole (bu-dum-tss) so if my doodles start lookin more cartoony thats why#k.e.w.k. x sally#(I'll probably be doing little selfship doodles on this at almost every stage of this redraw bc it sparks joy and i deserve it uwu 💙)
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PROJECT: FREEMAN
Okay i'm done waiting i'm dumping my new Half Life au here
The plot of the au is that the events of Half Life 1 (or at least. parts of it. vaguely.) are a large-scale experiment on Gordon (One he is unaware of by the way) to test a new HEV suit model, one that can heal normally fatal wounds, and even bring its user back from the dead. Said test is also used to simulate a possible resonance Cascade scenario in a safe environment. (well. safe for nearly everyone.) to try and prepare just in case one takes place.
(read more for more information.)
This is the HEV suit Mk. 5 (not to be confused with the one from half life 2, which is not canon in this au.) a suit made in 1998 with the sheer purpose of keeping its user safe and, more importantly, alive, no matter what. It is to be noted that this suit can not be removed by the user themself, rather it has to be removed by an authorized personnel. (being why Gordon doesn't just. remove it)
The test runs on for a full week, and Gordon is made unaware of the test even taking place, nor what is being planned for him during it. Scientists and other Black Mesa staff alike are ordered to not inform Gordon of the test taking place whatsoever, with the worry that it will "affect test results". The entire time, Gordon is only left with a vague feeling that its not real, but is constantly told that it is. (think. The Truman Show.)
However, as the test goes on, things start to go. wrong with the suit. resulting in. terrible things happening to Gordon himself.
I'm unsure if I want to elaborate further here, so for now i'll leave it at that. Lemmie know if you wanna hear more about this au cause. yeah /VLH
#half life#gordon freeman#Project: Freeman (Half life au)#Subject: Gordon#yeah sure that'll be his character tag.#shmorps art#I have more art for this but. i'll reveal it later.#Cause I wanna keep SOME things ambiguous for a at least a little while#side note I would've done a full body of the suit but. I didn't feel like it GDHFKDS#but yeah uh. hi half life fandom. I barely know you guys. setting this in front of you. /VLH
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hey guys, listen. it means the world that you like my stuff and are eager to see more of it, but i literally posted a wip just two weeks ago and have so many people asking when it's going to be done. the answer is: i don't know. this month has been tremendously difficult for me, and i'm really, really exhausted.
i've been posting art, vids, text posts, writing articles, etc. all for the sake of fandom while trying to keep on top of the huge amount of asks and messages that have come my way. i was supporting a loved one in the hospital, my laptop is broken, and i experienced a really horrifying situation earlier this month that left me sick, that i'm still recovering from. please do remember that i'm not a content factory, and neither are any other fandom artists you like. i know some of you are just reaching out because you are excited, but a lot of the time it's coming across as a demand, and it's making me just want to log off and not work on anything at all. this isn't my job - i'm just a person who gets excited about stuff and likes to write/draw/talk about it, that's all. i recognise some of this response is just burnout from a really terrible month, and i probably wouldn't be reacting this way if i was less at the end of my tether, but this is something i've always been vocal about. as a prolific fandom creator i've had my fair share of 'WHEN'S THE NEXT CHAPTER???' comments on fics, and 'OMG YOU SHOULD DRAW THIS!!!' replies on art that's just been posted. zero acknowledgement of artistic merit, of what they liked about what was made...just an insatiable hunger for more. i don't know if it's because i'm in so many fandoms, or because i make such a wide variety of fan content and make a lot of posts that seem to draw strangers in. but none of my fanworks come with a release date. i make them because they make me happy, and i release them when they're ready, and if i want to. i shouldn't be logging onto Tumblr and feeling dread looking at my askbox, messages and replies because i know there'll be more demand. for real guys...my stuff isn't that good? it's just silly self-indulgent nonsense and autistic overthinking. this is the place where i go to release the fixation energy, not to come to another workplace 😓 my apologies if this seems ridiculous or overblown. it's a feeling i've been sitting on for a few months now, and it's one i've had following strong/frequent/demanding interactions in larger fandoms before. i don't think there's a fix for this, because people are always going to be crossing boundaries and treating fanworks creators this way. but i think i need to stay firm and say that i don't owe anyone a schedule of the art i make for fun. thanks for reading 💖
#delete later#it's possible that i'm just feeling awful because of a series of terrible things happening in a sequence#but it can be really hard having a chill silly space be overtaken by demands for more 'content' even if it's not meant that way#i'll still be making stuff. i don't think i'm capable of NOT making stuff#but i really need to take a breather and say. guys. please stop asking me when X will be done. it's too much#vent#starleskatalks#long post
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FINALLY finished these romance style alt-covers for my first 4 books!
They're slip covers, so if you'd like the books to slip into something a little more comfortable, these covers will accompany your books while Adam and Steve accompany each other on their journey~
I'm planning to get the titles, name, and book number foiled :)
I printed an examples for book one on my home printer, so no foil, but it looks so nice on the book!
It's an add-on on my kickstarter now!
#FUCK these took so so so fucking long#sheesh#so glad I finished them before I fly out to florida...#I still have more work to do but I'm almost done with everything now#OKAY#kickstarter stuff#kickstarter#I'll probably use the art from these for some other posts later cause#I mean theyre really nice illustrations and they took me soooo long#like so so so long#AHAHAHAH so much longer than I thought ngl#thats how the cookie crumbles
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GUUUYYUYSSSD !!!!!
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KIMONO MY HOUSE VINYL!!!!!!
Also funny story which is that when my brother took these to the cashier he said something like "oh... Sparks... they were here one year ago"
#YES THEM BEING THERE IS EXACTLY WHY I TOLD MY BROTHER TO GO THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE ('there' being tower records in japan)#but i find it so funny that the cashier actually remarked on that fact too#anyway. you need to know that i'm feeling so very AAAAHHHH right now. all of these are such a big deal to me#i didn't think i'd actually own KMH ON VINYL at any point#also utterly shocked about the guerilla toss CD. very exciting to have that one too#they're one of my fav bands and i implore everyone who likes unhinged and very experimental and cacophonic rock to check them out#this album (eraser stargazer) isn't the most accessible thing there is out there but i really love it#(i don't even know how to describe it properly. it's just really something to behold anyway)#the plushie is also a gift from my brother!! i'll gladly take any name suggestions for him#oh and also sparks debut album. first album that i own both on CD and vinyl as of today#it's not even that it's my fav sparks album or anything (i do really love it though and it's definitely somewhere in my top ten)#it's just that some albums feel more like they 'fit' with the vinyl format than CD in sound. to me at least#one other example of that besides this one being gratsax#ok i think that's all i have to say about this. one of the most epic hauls of my life that's for sure#OH WAIT one more thing. somewhat unfortunate actually#which is that my brother said he's pretty sure he saw a latte vinyl#but when he passed by that section again like 10 minutes later he already couldn't find it. oh latte.......#it's ok i'll have it one day. i'm really curious what went down there though. did someone really snag it in those 10 minutes???#and yes in case you're worried i did thank my brother profusely for getting me all this#and now i'm going to force him to listen to the TMBG vinyl with me so that he's PREPARED FOR THE CONCERT#that's in 3 months and that he's know about for a year and a half. ok i'm done now#goosepost
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Those are not specific scenes of that fic, but it is still in spirit an illustration of forward tho' I canna see by nex_et_nox (and a couple others, listed on the AO3 page of the art). In which Nightwing has absolutely no clue about the identity of the Red Hood but still decides he is friend-shaped even though Jason is (figuratively) shouting at the top of his lungs "I am Big! And Bad! And Fearsome!".
Here on AO3 , and the other parts of that series on tumblr (when they get done) here
#part one#overly enthusiastic puppy dick grayson#nex_et_nox#fandom#dc#fanart#animation-y#nightwing#red hood#dick grayson#jason todd#batfam#nosart#nosfinal#I have a few more planned#that I'll post sometime later#I just wanted to post something yanno#without having to wait for it all to be done
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