#I'll deactivate my notifications for awhile
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#Ok#This is the first time I'm doing this#I don't always like to bring personal stuff here#But I need to vent#I had a mental breakdown last night#I couldn't sleep#I was in the bed#and just crying#Why? You may ask#because i'm tired#Tired of seeing all of my ex classmates graduating while I'm still stuck in university#Tired of seeing my colleagues and friends getting a job or just stability in their lives#while i'm still stuck here in university#completely incapable to do anything#Don't get me wrong I have just two exams left before working on my thesis but...#I always have the sensation that I'll never be ready for them#That I'll inevitably fail both of them#Idk why I feel this pressure and anxiety#Maybe I should just stay away from my ex classmates and colleagues for a while#I'll deactivate my notifications for awhile#You might see me here don't worry#I might just not be that much active today#feel free to interact
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The one major thing that never really works with my Tumblr app is ask notifications. So every once in awhile (once every 6 mo lol) I'll go in and see if there's been anything I've missed. Since I don't use it that often it's pretty easy to just scroll through and see asks I've sent and received from years ago. It's nostalgic and bittersweet. Opportunities missed. Passing connections that have since deactivated. A perfect snapshot into who I've been and how I've changed since. Also a reminder of what 2014ish Tumblr was like. Anyone remember blog rates?
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