#I'll be opening actual commissions at some point because I need to support myself for an incoming move but for now this is it!

[ozuzo]

I'm doing this over at my Twitter, in case anyone is interested!

[yenyen-o3o]

— WELCOME request rules, info's and more

⌑﹒⌣﹒💙﹒about me ;

Hello!! I'm Yen

In this post, you'll be able to find some info about me as well as rules for requests and the anime/characters I'll write for. /ᐠ_ ̮ _ᐟ\ฅ

⌑﹒⌣﹒💙﹒about requests ;

Requests Open ✔️

Requests Closed

⌑﹒⌣﹒💙﹒rules/info's

I will write for; Blue Lock only currently but at some point, I'll probably write for other Anime/Manga as well

I will write for these characters;

— Isagi Yoichi

— Itoshi Rin

— Itoshi Sae

— Bachira Meguru

— Nagi Seishiro

— Mikage Reo

— Chigiri Hyoma

— Karasu Tobito

— Rensuke Kunigami

— Shoei Baro

— Shido Ryusei

— Oliver Aiku

— Michael Kaiser

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what I will do; headcanons, one-shots/drabbles, and matchups

what genres I will write; fluff, crack, hurt comfort, and angst

examples/explanations for the things I will write for;

— MATCHUPS (only for blue lock)

what's that?; when requesting a matchup you'll need to choose an anime/manga of your choice and tell some information about yourself and then get paired with a character of said anime/manga that the author thinks you'll get along/would probably have a relationship with

requirements; to commission a blue lock matchup I'll need some info about you the most important are: your personality, hobbies, and things you like/dislike. you can also add your MBTI, Enneagram, your looks, etc. of course If you don't feel comfortable about sharing Info's about yourself that's completely fine no one is forcing you!! but then please keep in mind the more you leave out the harder it will be for me to think of a matchup

— HEADCANONS, AND ONE-SHOTS

headcanon requirements; to request a headcanon I'll need to know the headcanon, genre, and character/characters you want me to write for and perhaps a little explanation for the headcanon if you have something specific in mind! if you don't request any specific character/characters I'll choose them myself. I can also write for all characters but then I'll break it down into multiple parts and It will, of course, take longer to write and post If I wrote a headcanon in which your favorite character isn't included you can extra request that specific headcanon just with the character of your choice

headcanon request example; I would like to request a crack headcanon with x, x, and x in which the reader finds a stray cat and gets bitten, and now x, x, and x are scared because they think the reader got rabies

(stupid example but I hope y'all get what I mean T-T)

one-shot/drabble requirements; for one-shots/drabbles I'll need a story/plot that can be written into a small one-chapter story and only one specific character again if you have a very specific storyline/plot in mind I need a bit more detail to make it as accurate to your liking as possible and of course which genre it should be also if you see a one-shot/drabble I already made you can request that with a different character of your choice

small note; to me one-shots are a bit longer and drabbles shorter

one-shot (drabble) example; I would like to request a hurt comfort one-shot/drabble in which the reader wants to break up with x since they think they are only being a burden and x then stops them and reassures them that the reader is not a burden and that they'll love the reader no matter what and comfort them

I WON'T write anything that includes; non-con, dub-con, and gore

I WON'T write anything that supports; Racism, and Homophobia/Transphobia

⌑﹒⌣﹒💙﹒notes!

I'm not the fastest and request will definitely take some time so please be patient I'll mainly work on requests and other stuff at the weekend and try to update it once in a while during the week

I've actually never really done something like this so please if you see any mistakes don't be afraid to tell me I'll gladly hear critique, tips, and tricks that could help me improve!!

(but please don't be to mean T-T)

That is all I wanted to share and if you still have any questions feel free to message me! I hope you have a great day/night and I would like to thank you for taking the time to read through this!!

author's current state; busy with exams

requests to work on; 1

last updates; 29.05.2023

[friendlyneighborhoodgaymer]

Keep forgetting to post on here aAaa someone needs to smack me lol. Anyway- this is gonna be a bit of a long post so, bear with me!

These two polls here are for my Twitch streams! They have multiple choices, and you may vote on as many as you'd like! I also won't see who votes, so don't be afraid to do so! These are important as they will dictate what I stream this upcoming week, as well as whether I continue streaming AC:CF, record videos of it in my own time, or both. I am also debating streaming more than once a week, but we'll see. I have to figure out dates, and see when I'm not busy. Things could change on the 11th too, so there's a possibility my schedule could change if that's the case as well. We'll see! I am working on editing VODs from previous streams to upload to YouTube soon, so at the least if I can't stream on my usual day in the 3rd week of October, then I'll have something to post on YouTube at least!

First Poll

Second Poll

I will also note; I have a public discord where I keep my streams and YouTube content up-to-date! I always announce if I'm streaming or not there, since I can't always keep up with updating all my socials all at once. I am still in the process of getting it fully set it up, and anyone is welcome to suggest chat ideas. We even have some VC chats. There's also places where you can share your art, streams, videos, etc. as well as discuss gaming and anime, and other various topics. The discord also has a supporters role and a private chat + VC for those who are supporters via my Ko-Fi! Those who are supporters also get WIPs for multiple things, as well as a slew of other rewards which can be seen here! Anyone is welcome to join the discord though if you'd like to be kept up-to-date on when I'm posting videos or streaming, so feel free to pop in here if you'd like!

Also, I have some good news! I have a compression glove now and it seems to be helping a decent bit with gaming and art? My arm still hates me from time to time but it's definitely helping my hand, so I may look into a full on compression sleeve at some point in the near future when I can afford it. For now though, this has been helping! Also, apologies for the slowness in art. I have been dealing with all sorts of things and have also been trying to work on MAP parts and editing VODs as of late, so I've not been doing too much art. I also got a minor concussion last night and I've been having a lot of nightmares the last week, as well as last night, so I'm struggling a bit rn. I'm hoping to have some more time to work on getting owed art to those that are waiting on it soon though! Also will be working on some halloween YCHs soon! I'm definitely thinking there is a possibility that once I finish all my current owed art, I may only start doing small openings for commissions and YCHs. So if you're interested, now is the time to be ordering! Because I'm hoping to have everything finished before the end of the year so that I can take a break from owed art. But as of currently due to needing funds and I myself not having a job or disability, I can't afford to not have them open. But I think this would be the best possible option for the future, due to my arm, back, and spikes in motivation+focus due to ADHD. If things change though, I may change this, but we'll have to see! I just genuinely miss being able to actually draw for myself and those that are important to me and I can't do that these days without the stress and pressure of my owed artwork, or without pain.

Also, My partner and I still need funds for bills! They're overdue at this point with another one coming soon!

•I have characters UFS/UFO/EOs here, as well as I'm EOs on these OCs here.

•I also have commissions open here, just fill out the form and feel free to DM/PM for any questions!

•My partner also has commissions open here as well as PNGTuber commissions open here!

•My partner & I's buddy Sammy/Spectre also made some adopts to help with the bills, you can find them here!

[m-to-z-andbackto-m]

About Me! (MasterPost???)

Hi! I'm MZM I a lil' silly sometimes-

MZM are my irl initials used as an online name, but I genuinely think of myself as "MZM" sometimes!

You can also just say M! (But if saying the letters feel weird, type it as Em, one friend actually felt that way lol) Nicknames should be a-okay unless I voice discomfort!

(The nickname "MZ" is a little personal, I'd prefer if you don't use it, "Zizi"/"ZeeZee" is for close friends, respect that too :D)

🖤🩶🩷🤍🩷🩶🖤

Demi-Girl: She/Her/They/Them

🖤🩶🩷🤍🩷🩶🖤

💙🩵🤍💛🧡

AroAce Spectrum 🫶

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March 28th 2007 - 17 Years Young c:

DO NOT SUPPORT/AM UNCOMFORTABLE WITH/PLEASE AVOID:

Racism, sexism (misogyny AND misandry), homophobia, transphobia, aphobia, faithism of any kind, ableism, you know what, prejudice/discrimination in general, keep that to yourself and move along buddy.

Offensive and disgusting "jokes", look, I like dark humor as much as the next person but there is a line and I guarantee you have made someone uncomfortable and they just didn't say anything, set boundaries with your friends, people, or just don't make certain jokes.

Proshipping (As in shipping that's incest, pedophilia, non consensual, etc...), I'm a (somewhat) sane multishipper and I will not cross that line. Fiction Or Not.

Realistic Gore, Children/Babies Screaming/Crying, Disturbing Things In General (I Get Paranoid)

Directory Thingy

# MZM Rambles A Lot - My Rambles (Consist of mainly me nerding out about characters, fandoms, etc... But open to other topics) + Responses To Reposts And Reposts Accompanied By Text (Basically Any Text I Post)

Currently working on tagging my art

Art Trades And Requests Closed!!!

Commissions will open as soon as I make a reference sheet and figure out payment methods :/

Fandoms I'm Familiar With: UTAU/UTMV (UnderTale AUs/Multiverses) 🫶, TMNT (A little 1987, mostly 2003 and 2012, some 2007, 2014/16, and 2018), VenomVerse, Spiderman (Mostly the animated content but I'm catching up on the Marvel movies to prepare for Venom 3 💪), FNAF, The Owl House, Amphibia, Steven Universe, Hazbin Hotel, Helluva Boss, etc... because we'll be here all day if I go on- 😭

(Remember, love the content/concept, don't mind controversial creators)

Interests/Hobbies/Things I Do: Art/Drawing, Animation, Cooking/Baking, Sewing, Learning To Use Watercolors

I Dabble: Voice Acting, Music (As In Singing), Literature

Extra activities I have done/tried but don't/can't do regularly: Roller And Ice Skating, Ceramics, Embroidery, Have an unfinished plushie head in the basement, probably some other stuff

A Little More About Me: Sometimes I feel extra childish, bare with me, I'll understand if you need some space, I can be overstimulating sometimes

Don't be rude, literally, just scroll past what you don't like, keep interacting and you'll get more of it, then you're a masochist at that point

Some More Stuff I Like: My Friends <3 (Duh), Animals, Mythology (+ Creatures), 80's/90's shows I watched for some reason instead of normal cartoons 😭, Cartoons In General (including a few unpopular ones) 💕, Cultures (Religion included but I'd rather not talk about it), LOTTA QUEER STUFF 😊

~Other Socials (In Order Of Activity + Links If You Click Name)~

Discord (Maybe I should make a server at some point...)

Tumblr - You're Here! :D

YouTube - ꧁Lazy MZM꧂

Quotev - しᎯⲍႸ ⲘⲌⲘ

I was gonna put Amino but I rarely use that mf-

And others I either forgot about or don't use

Just to be clear, sometimes, or, well, a lot of the time, I think randomly and process things differently/weirdly, please be patient with me and tell me if I need to reword something 😭

[kalopsiadaemon]

Hi tumblr, been a while!

I rarely post here now compared to how much I used to and I'm sorry about that.

So I've decided to make a post to let you guys know, who are still following, what I'm up to right now!

Work update:

For the last year I have been working full time as a freelance animator working on a new League of Legends game! Pretty cool right? I haven't been able to share any of the work I've been doing due to NDAs but as soon as I have the go ahead to share things I will! I'd love to show you all the cool stuff I've been doing!

However after today I will be done with that contract and back to being self employed again. So for anyone who may have been wanting to request a commission during my long break from them, you should have a chance to soon! I will be taking a short week break from any work though before I do to take some time off but I'll update here when they're open. And to those I've already been in contact with about commissions, I'll reply via email with an update!

Also because I was working full time this year I haven't had much time off to work on any personal art, fanart and projects so that's why posting on my socials have been super spotty! So I'm hoping to start posting more again soon.

Health update:

To those that don't know I'll give a short TLDR; basically I have had chronic knee pain since I was 13, so 10/11 years ago, and in 2020 it got drastically worse to the point where it effects my daily life and I am in constant 24 hour pain. I'm have been in the long process of having my knee examined and have seen many different specialists with no real answer. But I may finally have an answer now that makes sense and am on a waiting list for an MRI to verify it! It's taken a very long time to get to this point but having a solid answer as to why I have daily chronic pain, and then possible avenues to start getting better is a huge relief.

Once the diagnosis has been verified I will update you all on what the result is and what further treatment I may need, including possibly surgery.

But for now, thank you to those that have sent me words of encouragement on this over the years, it really means a lot!

Other health issues I have, including my fatigue issue, have been put on the backburner this year due to my knee being more serious of a concern, but tbh it has been a lot better! And it may actually be directly linked to stress from my chronic pain. But we'll see when it comes to getting treatment, how much that'll improve.

General life update:

On a more happier note, for those that don't follow my twitter where I update most often, I actually moved out this year in May and have been living in my first apartment!

It has been such a huge change that was much needed and I truly have been thriving here. And I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for everyone who has supported my creative endeavours over the years so honestly, thank you guys so much <3

Also I have been on a bit of a witchy/spiritual journey this year too and have thrown myself into tarot! Which has very eye opening for me and a really cool experience. And I may have some fun creative projects in mind...such as making my own tarot deck...so stay tuned for that if that's up your alley

So after that huge update, if any of you guys would like to ask me anything or just say hi, please feel free to send me an ask! I would love to connect with you all again. I've really missed it here~

Also if you'd like to support me on other platforms, I am most active on twitter @kalopsiadaemon! And occasionally post to insta. But from now I'm hoping to be more active over here and on my other platforms!

Thank you all again for still continuing to support my art over here despite my practically year long absence. It really truly means the world to me. I hope you all are doing well <3

[callisto-rants]

Starting a new ✨series✨ that no one asked for! ( ꈍᴗꈍ)

Callisto-Rants presents...

Here's my Two Cents

Where we just throw down our two cents on how we would change a series to make it better, in our own personal opinion.

[You can Block this tag if you're not interested in this series: #Here's Our Two Cents]

Here's my Two Cents

Yarichin Bitch Club.

Ever since I had the misfortune of having that opening theme song stuck in my head because of countless memes and tiktok edits. . . I have wished for days to have the ability to create a time machine to prevent myself from saying. . .

"okay, fine I'll bite the bullet and check out the source material."

Now if you're reading this and thinking, "huh. I never heard of this series..." let me just tell you, GOD I WISH I WAS YOU RIGHT NOW.

No one was going to tell me this BL Manga about a "pHoTogRaPhY cLuB" wasn't completely INSANE? I was just supposed to find out Three Volumes Later??

Now some of y'all who have read the source material might be thinking. . .

"Okay Callisto, get over it it's obviously supposed to be a comedy it's not meant to be taken seriously 🙄"

And to that I say... I mean I guess??? But do we really need all of THAT to make it a comedy?? I feel like you could still have an entertaining comedy BL Manga without 90% of the shit that goes on in that series..... But that's just ✨my two cents✨ take it or leave it.

FIRST THINGS FIRST, here's all the stuff I'd automatically remove from this series off the bat.

💀 The Gang Bangs.

💀 Teacher x Student Relationships.

💀 In fact all instances of unconsensual acts & sexual assault committed in this manga. Throw all of that away.

💀 the fact that the term Bisexual was used as a replacement for the term switch, and had nothing to do with the sexual orientation itself whatsoever.

💀 The High School Setting.

💀 Whatever the fuck Yuri was on.

💀 90% of the hyper sexualized traits these characters had.

Now here's what I'd change to make it better... Basically here's an AU of what if it was actually a normal photography club....

Actually make it a fucking Photography Club. Not a sex club that's in a fuckin HIGH SCHOOL. Hell, you could just throw this in a college setting too, for more mature themes.

Main character, Takashi Toono a college student that's trying to get out of his comfort zone more. So he decides to join the photography club, because he thinks it's not demanding to require anything of him compared to any other club on campus. He knows completely NOTHING about photography, and doesn't have any passion for the art media. His Character growth would be learning to appreciate the art media While learning what it means to him, as well as who he wants to be as he enters the adult world as a young adult.

Yuu Kashima, can stay as Takashi's love interest. Also, I feel like all the members should have a specific style of taking photos that correlates with their personality in some way. Yuu's photography style would be something the lines of Candid photography which is a type of photography style that's main focus is to take photos in the moment or in surprise. Something he has already done when he took that photo of Takashi. I also feel like Yuu would be the one to keep pushing Takashi to love photography, and understand it's more than snapping a photo.

Kyousuke Yaguchi, can stay as the Love Rival for Yuu Kashima and overall keep his personality? It was actually pretty interesting and I liked his Character dynamics with everyone else. Kyousuke Yaguchi can also stay as the outsider that directly / indirectly influences Everyone else in the club. Causing Takashi to explore his feelings and expand his social group, and make him think about what he wants to capture in his photos. Overall the same interaction between Kyousuke & Yuu Kashima with their rivalry and brotherly relationship at it's breaking point. As well as, Kyousuke and Yui's relationship being tense with miscommunication.

Yui Tamura, I imagine Yui's photography style would be more of Adventure (capturing shots in the great outdoors, usually involving extreme sports; mountain-climbing, skiing, kayaking, sky diving, etc) & Sports Photography. Which could create interesting interactions between Kyousuke and Yui. Cue Yui trying to cover up the fact that, every time the soccer club commissions Yui to take some photos of their club activity to promote their club, all of Yui's photos are of Kyousuke playing soccer. Causing Yui to complain to Kyousuke to get out of his shots and that he's ruining them by being in all of them. So, Kyousuke just shouts back "then stop following me around with your camera, DUMBASS". Just imagine Them bickering, because Yui 100% did not delete the photo he captured of Kyousuke getting knocked out by a soccer ball to the face.

Itsuki Shikatani would definitely be in the club, but only because he prefers to have his photos be taken, more than he likes taking photos himself. He would probably be a cross dresser, who enjoys dressing up in feminine articles of clothing and posing for photos. Everyone on campus who doesn't know Itsuki personally, always asks who the beautiful woman in these photos are, the club president and vice President always just says it's one of their cousins that happen to be in town. If Itsuki had to have a style of photography, it would probably be fashion.

Toru Fujisaki. . . This one is difficult only because his Character is purely centered around Yuki's Character. . . So I'm going to take some creative liberties here. . . Probably really insecure about himself, because he feels like he's a wall flower that's really forgettable, that no one cares about. Although, it's mostly because he's shooting himself in the foot by not letting one have the opportunity to get to know him to give him a chance, in the first place. Until, he meets Yuki who makes him realize that not everyone sees him as a wall flower and someone can notice his nicer qualities about himself that he's hiding away. Toru's Character development in this AU, would be for for him to learn to love himself more and try to trust people to accept him. As well as to expand his social circle with the support of not only Yuki, but the Photography Club as well. At first I bet, he would only feel comfortable with Yuki taking his photos and modeling only for him, but over time he'd let the other club members take his photo when he gets more confident in himself. While also, developing his own style of photography, that isn't just "cute photos of Yuri", it would probably be Still Life or Portrait.

Ayato Yuri, okay first. . . I'm still not over the fact that this boy was written like a deranged feral child, that was given access to a pornhub account way too early in life. While being dropped on his head several times, before and after his first words. Anyhow. . . I feel like Yuri would fit the trope of the genius, that no one understands in any capacity. His mind is 10 steps ahead of everyone else and he forgets to slow down and explain what the fuck he's talking about, when he goes into a passionate rant about photography. With endless rambles about golden ratio, gold lighting and blue lighting, and how he needs these specific props, that don't seem to fit the theme of the photo at all to make it perfect. But despite that, his photos always come out beautifully. No one can deny that his methods might be extremely weird, but they always work out way too well to give anyone the opportunity to chastise him. Anyone trying to work with Yuri often leaves the experience with a beautiful photo in hand, but an enormous headache. Even members within the photography club can't keep up with Yuri most of the time either, he's often in his own little world that just makes sense to only him. He can be a eccentric and passionate about his hobby and goofy to not make people feel too uncomfortable with the huge distance he unintentionally places between himself and others when he doesn't bother to slow down for anyone. But, he still has a good heart to make sure everyone gets a piece of art that'll always be memorable to them. Additionally, with that being said I feel like Toru would be the few people that would consistently attempt to keep up with Yuri, when he's a light year away from everyone else in his rambles. Toru wouldn't shut down and show disinterest in what Yuri says when he can no longer keep up, he's always being supportive and encouraging Yuri to continue because he knows it makes him happy to be able to express his passion. And sometimes, Yuri will pause and explain a bit to let Toru keep up with him, because he just truly appreciates someone trying to get closer to him, without making him feel bad. I would say Yuri is a jack of all trades when it comes to Photography styles. There isn't a single style he is terrible at, but he truly excels at Abstract Photography.

Koshiro Itome I think Koshiro would fit the silent type trope, but with a lot on his mind. Always over thinking things, and although he looks calm his mind is always buzzing with 500 things at once. Because, of this the only way he can find some semblance of peace is by going out for a nature walk and letting the environment take his mind off things. He's always worries about deadlines for projects, meeting up with clients face to face for the first time, whether or not a company will like his photos he submitted, if his boyfriend Akemi is okay, what if he doesn't find anything to take a picture of or if he's missing the perfect shot right now, will the club be okay after they all graduate, what else can be learn to improve his skills etc etc. Akemi can always tell when he's actually calm and when he's just zoned out and drowning in his own worries behind his calm demeanor. Luckily for Akemi, he knows exactly what to do to make him feel better, like a life boat to his pleas for help in the vast ocean of his thoughts. Koshiro is 100% the mom friend in the club, always helping newbies out on how to properly take care of their equipment, and the general basics, stopping people from bickering and carrying around a Mary Poppins bag of useful items. "Damn I forgot to bring my infrared lens with me!" "It's okay I brought a spare, here you go." Koshiro's photography style would be Nature & Wild life, cue everyone wondering how the hell he managed to capture a photo of baby bear and it's mother so close up with such clarity with the equipment he has on him. It should be impossible there's no way he could it's just unlikely, but all Koshiro does in response is just shrugging calmly "I just slowly walked up to them, and took some photos and went my way after I was done, they weren't bothered at all." At first no one believes him, until they see the next photo of him petting the mother bear, and within the next photo of him holding the baby bears paw. I like to think Akemi is always bragging at how his boyfriend is basically a Disney Prince, with the way animals just trust him enough to let Koshiro approach to take the photos. Of course Akemi has the proof that his Boyfriend is not making any of these up. With photo evidence he had taken from a incredibly safe distance away, of Koshiro just interacting with wildlife at such a close distance. Because, Akemi was not in fact gifted the ability of a Disney prince, to be doing that shit that Koshiro pulls on a daily basis. I feel like because of this Akemi can be a bit over protective of Koshiro, always telling him to text him before he goes to work and he gets back home, so he knows a feral bear didn't devour his boyfriend in the woods. He tries his best to join Koshiro while he works so he can be at peace of mind that Koshiro is in fact safe, but they both know it's very difficult for Koshiro to focus. When his boyfriend is being incredibly cute how could he remember he's here to take photos of the wild life and not his boyfriend? That and Akemi always accidentally scares away the wildlife, when he accidentally reads the animals body language wrong as any attempt to devour his boyfriend. Akemi will lose 25 years of his life with amount of false alarms, he has encountered in those damn woods.

Keiichi Akemi, Akemi is definitely one of those smug bastards, that has an ulterative motive or an ace up his sleeve. Appearing sweet and kind until you realize it was a facade. But one way or another you find yourself wrapped up in his convoluted plans, where you're either in his photoshoot as a model or you're carrying all his equipment, while he goes from one job to the next. Akemi's photography style would be Wedding Photography & Landscape something he definitely would've picked up from the countless outings he had with Koshiro in the outdoors. Akemi's friends are almost always married or paired up together, and that's no coincidence. This man is a match-making demon, a hopeless romantic who loves to see a budding romance finally bloom. So, he can snag a fat check when they thank him for brining them together and hire him as the official wedding photographer. His intuition is never wrong about the perfect pairings and how to push the right buttons to move things along, without getting directly involved until the right time comes. Something, that will be a pain in Toono's ass down the line as he stays in the Photography Club.

Overall, I feel like this could've been a really nice BL Manga which was a love letter to the art media of Photography. As Toono figures out what Photography means to him and how he wants to use it to express his feelings. "Why do you take photos? What do you want to say in these photos and tell people without the ability of using your words?" I feel like at first Toono, would just be confused "it's just a photo what's so special about it? You take it as a cool momento for something."

But, as time goes on, and he learns why everyone in the club enjoys photography and why they're here, he learns it's more than that. Whether it be to vent something you're unable to express in words, express your love for something or someone, to tell a story, to inspire others, to feel free, to share something with someone. All these different forms of expression, will let Toono figure out what he wants from photography and how he plans on expressing it.

Also instead of the whole "have sex with someone in one month or we gang bang you against your will" dilemma. . . I feel like another suspenseful situation could have been, "Create a photo album, that will impress all of us in one month, or you have to help us all out with our next projects." Which at first doesn't sound terrible, until you remember...

Yui is a thrill seeker, and would probably push you off a cliff to snag a cool photo. Or force you to be his pack mule as you climb up serval mountains.

Itsuki would force you to cross dress and model different fashion styles to make you look like a clown for his own amusement. All the while he revels in your shame, and points out how these colors don't suit you at all, but ignores the fact he's the one who put you in that outfit in the first place.

Yuri is such a wild card that you honest to God don't know what the fuck will happen to you, it'll be like being on an acid trip the whole time. And not knowing what will happen brings you more fear than knowing what will.

Koshiro would probably bring you to a wolf den full of hungry ravenous wolves, and let you accidentally get eaten alive by a pack of wolves. While he takes pictures of puppies, without a care in the world.

Akemi... Akemi just scares Toono, he seems like the safest bet out of everyone else. But Toono knows better to trust that sweet smile. Toono would be safer walking into Satan's house than spend a day with Akemi at work. Whatever he would have planned for them if he were to lose this challenge would not be good for his sanity. He hates how he knows Akemi wants just that for Toono to know he's not going to be safe either. Akemi would probably make him cry with prying questions about his romance life. While hitting too close to home with all his assumptions about him that he can't argue back. It's losing battle from there on out.

The only problem for Toono is Everyone in this club is so different, that it's almost impossible to be able to impress them all. None of them agree, which style is better or having almost anything in common photography style wise. Toono can't just half-heartedly replicate anyone's style either, he's going to actually try and fail miserably to understand this art media better, like everyone else. I think after losing the challenge and spending time with everyone, Toono would come to really like the club and everyone else in it.

And that's my ✨two cents✨ on how this story could've been better if it didn't focus too much on the whole pwp aspect.

Take it or leave it.

[oftenderweapons]

Cold Nights - Hoseok

Pairing: Hoseok x reader (nicknamed Giggles)

Wordcount: 1.5k words

Genre: (hinted/mild) smut, fluff, lowkey angst

Rating: suggested 18+

Hiya! It’s Hobi’s turn! I have finally finished writing my dissertation, which is currently being checked by my professor. There might be some editing to do, but I’ll have to hand it in on Monday so I’ll feel more relaxed after that. Last step will be presenting it to a commission from my university that will give me my final grade. And then GRADUATION (supposedly November 4th)!

But let’s move on to more pleasant stuff! This fic is set a couple days after Hoseok’s Love Talk and it deals with Hobi’s feels for his Giggles. The end of this drabble is ideally the beginning of Hobi’s Wild Nights.

Word count: around 3k maybe, didn’t check 🤔

Here you can find my Masterlist

Enjoy!

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Hoseok stared at his feet.

He had just left your place and he felt messy.

Yoongi opened the door almost immediately. "Hey."

"Hey." He responded quietly.

"Are you busy? Is Kitten around?" He asked as he entered his apartment and took off his shoes.

"No, she's with Angel." He said.

"They're hanging out a lot together." He noticed. "If I were you I'd be worried."

"Who told you I'm not." Yoongi quipped, shaking his head with an exasperated laugh.

They both entered the kitchen and sat down at the table. "Beer or soju?"

Hoseok exhaled. "Beer."

"Cool." Actually, fuck. He silently grabbed two cans. Maybe he should directly go for all six of them. This conversation was about to get heavy. "Listen, I love talking about Kitten--"

"You love Kitten, full stop."

"I do, but that is not the point." Yoongi remarked. "What is going on?"

Hoseok laced his fingers together, placing them on the table. "I think you know by now but I'm seeing someone."

"As in dating or hallucinating?" Yoongi asked with a serious, concerned tone which made him even more hilarious.

Hoseok shook his head.

"Just kidding, go on." Yoongi said, happy that Hoseok was hiding a smile. He was glad he could instill some happiness even though he looked so lost.

"Giggles."

"Oh, is that your Kitten?" Yoongi asked. "I mean is she to you what Kitten is to me?" In the meanwhile he put two glasses and the drinks on the table.

Hoseok laid his forehead on the back of his hands. "I don't know. I think so?" He sat up straight again. "She's a masterpiece. Cute and kind and bright and so, so lovely."

"But?" Yoongi nagged. Usually this was the point when Hoseok said he didn't feel anything or that she was boring or that he needed something different.

Hoseok shook his head, laying down again. It was slightly hilarious. "No buts." He rose up again, skittish. "But maybe it's temporary and I'll grow bored or she'll get tired and maybe it's just too early to find out about buts and maybes."

Yoongi opened his bear and poured some as Hoseok merely mirrored his gestures without really thinking. "How long has this been going on with the two of you?"

"More or less... Three months?"

"Mh." Yoongi meditated. His arrangements were usually a few weeks, maybe a couple months. This was the point where his interest just disappeared. From here on it was all uncharted territory for him. That's why he looked so scared, Yoongi thought.

"I don't know if I've been — like — swept off my feet by the sex or if this is actually affection."

Yoongi pouted and nodded.

"I've never had someone like her, Yoongi. I've never felt this need to protect and just gush all over someone. I want to tell everyone about her. And then I want to keep her all to myself."

"Does she make you happy?" Yoongi asked.

"Yes." He didn't hesitate one second. "I've never felt my life so full. It just... It feels like I don't even have to try. Like she needs to be in my life for some reason because she makes it better."

"What do you expect from your ideal partner?" Yoongi asked taking another sip of beer.

Hoseok looked at the glass and drank too, reflecting on his answer. "I think other than love and respect, maybe... Peace? Serenity? Someone who can pick me up when I feel down? She's just... She's ticked all the damn boxes so far and I can't help but be continuously reminded of how fucking perfect she is." Hoseok scrunched his face. "If she's not the one, then I don't know who could possibly be."

"And I bet you haven't told her about this, huh?"

Hoseok let himself go, his elbows propped on the table, his head in his hands. "How could I? I don't even know what the fuck is going on.".

"You do know though."

"How can I, Yoongi? How can I ask that?" Hoseok raised his voice. "This started as sex, Yoongi. I'm not like you wrapping my emotions in gift paper and handing it to my partner whenever I start seeing someone new."

Yoongi stayed still, blinking.

"Sorry. I overreacted. I think I'm in panic mode." Hoseok frowned. "It's... I'm afraid she'll throw me away?"

"You should be having this conversation with Namjoon. Do you remember what he put himself through for that precise fear?" Yoongi poured all the beer left in his can. "I think you should tell her you want to be with her. Call it what you want. Maybe Kitten and I did it the traditional way, went on dates, did stuff together, said our "I love you"s and got together, but that's not the only way to do that. You know how it went with Joon and Vixen."

"They were dating too. Giggles and I are not like that."

"How did it happen?"

"Mickey's vet was on holiday during an emergency, I took him to the vet and she was the substitute. It sort of spiraled out of control."

"I wanna ask how, but I'm not sure I wanna know." Yoongi snickered.

"I asked her number, she gave it to me. Went to a sort of a date but things got kinky and we hit it off..." He slipped into silence.

"Hobi, I think you should just find the nerves to tell her you want more. I know it's scary as fuck and everything, but I'm pretty sure she's a sweet girl who'd love to be by your side."

"She is sweet." Hoseok said with dreamy eyes. "And caring, and loving and funny and so, so soft."

"Just ask her out already. Simply tell her 'Hey, you, I know we've been going at it like bunnies for months but do you wanna go out for dinner or whatever, see if we work as something more?" Yoongi resolved practically.

"Do you think she'll say yes?" Hoseok asked, a little anxious.

"I think the right way to approach this is, what happens if she says no?" Yoongi reasoned.

"I don't want to think about it."

"In my opinion she would just say 'thanks man, but I'm not interested' and you'd just keep fucking like bunnies."

"And what would I do with my feelings?" Hoseok asked, frowning at his empty glass.

Yoongi smiled bitterly. "I am not the greatest advisor with this but I'd say you either keep them on the low or let them go. If you can." He perched himself on the chair, bringing his knees to his chest. "Personally, if she said no, I would let go of her and find someone new. It hurts but usually you cannot kill feelings for someone. The more you go on, the more it hurts. But just talk it out with her, casually."

Hoseok nodded and stood up abruptly. "I can't keep living with the doubt. I can't go on like this. Gotta go. Thank you, Yoongi."

Hoseok dashed for the entryway, Yoongi at his heels. "Guess if it goes sour you'll text me for a drunk pity party?"

Hobi was already putting his shoes on. "Guess so." Left shoe.

"And if it goes well you'll just go AWOL for a couple hours?" Yoongi suggested.

"More like a couple days, but we'll see." Right shoe. He stood up, grabbing his coat. "Thanks a lot. You know you're the best friend in the world, right?"

Yoongi nodded with a soft smile. "You are, too. Good luck."

"Thanks, see you!" Hoseok sprinted out of the door.

Yoongi simply closed the door behind him, shaking his head with a smirk.

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"Hey." One sweaty, breathless Jung Hoseok stood at your door. His call had caught you by surprise: when you had picked up your phone he asked if you were home so he could stop by. You told him you had just arrived from your shift. And now you were at your doorstep, staring at each other.

"Hello." You said with a confused smile.

"I'm in love with you." He declared, still breathless, hunched down, standing with his knees bent and his hands propped on them for support.

You blinked a few times, asking yourself where all of this was coming from.

Fuck it. "I love you too." You said, ignoring the common sense and reason suggesting you asked an explaination for this.

He went wide-eyed with incredulity, standing up straight. Next thing you knew he was kissing you desperately, pushing you back in your apartment and closing the door with his foot. "I love you." He purred.

"I love you too, Hobi. I'm in love with you, baby."

He growled. "Bedroom. Now."