#I'd not fibd something that works well. Andbi feel i love so much more now too? Idk i have always been loving but now when not

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Um. I know ive said it so much but... Truly. It somehow feels like I'm alive/living for the first time ever. That sounds depressing. But I've been seriously depressed since childhood and only now found a medication that fits me.

And its so amazing. I genuinely did not think I'd EVER feel this light in general. I never thought I'd be able to truly say im GLAD to be alive. I thought at best I'd be.... Deppressed but managing somehow?

But now things feel so... Much better. My life isn't perfect, nothing of my situation or such have changed much but now I feel like I can still appriciate what I have.

I'm never going to live an normal life, work full time, have a house and kids but... Outside from that... I think i have options and I'd like to try. Even if trying is just being alive. I'm now being alive rather than just staying alive... And it feels so good