#I’m sorry this is taking me so long 😭🧡💛

[smoking-pipeweed]

Obsessed with your writing 🫶💜💗💖💛💞💓🧡 [tis the person who requested arwen nsfw alphabet, thank you lovely, i return to it periodically 😭🫶]

Would you be interested in writing a smutty wlw domestic scene between Arwen x wife!reader that involves you both noticing the other needing care & stress-relief, and taking turns shyly asking each other about what they could do for each other physically (ifykwim 🤗)? It’s difficult to be fully blunt, but we take turns showing our full encouragement and support: kisses, touches, scooching so close to each other you’re eventually in each other’s laps. You have to let her whisper in order to confess what she wants.

Some ideas- (I’ll list a lot but take what calls to u and leave the rest!!)

nipple play, with soft waxes and oils (loved the massage hc), sleeping together naked for the first time, the insecurity and innocence of it, trying bathing together for the first time, making her pancakes in the underwear she just came in as she sleeps, trying affirmations & indulging praise kinks during sex about the qualities and physical qualities you most appreciate in each other (holy fuck I-… praise at their most vulnerable? Whispering at how perfect her stomach and thighs are? yes), dressing you tenderly after sex and letting the fabric brush against your nipples, unintentionally turning her on again… BUSH PLAY??? (Would prefer if both Arwen & wife did not shave their bodies but hey if you hc she prefers to trim/shave, I respect the fuck out of her right to do that with her body) 😌 ok woof that was a long list!

As if I haven’t shown it enough, I’m down baddddd for your super specific scenarios oh my god they’re so creative and lovely

I shall dump here and trust you with how little/much u want to write! Feel free to write in bullet points or paragraphs or both, whatever calls to you, I’m gonna eat it up in any way any shape 🫶☺️ one thing I love about how you write Arwen, something central to my sapphicness I think, is her dimensionality - horny Arwen, intimidating Arwen, shy Arwen, sweet Arwen, sassy Arwen, cranky Arwen, tired Arwen, snappy Arwen, patient Arwen, she’s so good at consoling and comforting and uplifting and also needs to be consoled and uplifted and comforted. Also another thing I loved about your Arwen alphabet is that not all of the actions had to involve sex or sexual implications, the goal was to make each other feel good and safe and valued 🥺 likeeee what turns me on fr is the underlying respect in the relationship, and the duality of heavy lust and gentleness. ( when you said Arwen doesn’t ‘fuck,’ she ‘makes love’ - wheeeeeeewwwww … gbye yeah that had me out for the counttttt 😪😪😪… i’ll let her fuck fr tho)

Also, feel free to not use any of the suggestions — I much more prefer being surprised by your brilliance, creativity & free reign! I so wonder about your intuition about her & wifey - does she initiate or do you? What does wife!reader do to embolden her to initiate? What about you / your actions / your words / what acts of service turn her on? What does petting look like and how does it start? Also please feel freedom to characterize the wife!reader’s preferences / responses to Arwen any way you want.

Sorry - long ask! I know your request list is def occupied rn, so no presh to fulfill this ask at all. Ahh i Loooove your work ☺️♥️🫶🤗 mwah mwah thank you for reading!

Also a p.s. i really wanted to make more comments of the things i loved in the nsfw alphabet, but was worried it would be weird, esp if i mentioned explicit things, bearing in mind that you as an author are separate from your work & writing smut about a fictional character doesn’t open the door to initiate convos abt sex with you as an author. If there are any ways you prefer to receive comments — ie, prefer not to hear what garnered a physical reaction, prefer not to have the story extended by reader, prefer not to engage in convo abt sex not on your terms… I would def love to hear! (since we’re the ones requesting i guess it feels weird to give you explicit comments back? I think this is my way of asking what you’re okay to receive back as comments) ♥️♥️

Hi girlll holy shit thank you for this ask I was giggling and kicking my feet just reading through it HHEE

You're the absolute sweetest and I'd LOVE to write a wlw arwen smut for you so i've added this to the list and i really appreciate you taking the time to tell me things you loved and maybe didn't like about the NSFW alphabet for the elvish queen herself

This gives me such an awesome vision and story to go off and I can't WAIT to build off of your request (i'm so obsessed with her im gonna have the time of my life) ❤️❤️

I'm answering this ask now so I can answer your last question, and my honest answer is: I'm an open book. If people want to post explicit comments under one of my explicit content posts, then go for it, I am not one to become uncomfortable easy

And I love hearing what people liked about my writing cause it makes it all the more fun, whether that be just sending me an ask or a dm wanting to talk more about it or just under the post in tags. Be as explicit as you want and if something genuinely made me uncomfortable (which i think would be hard cause i'm such an oversharer and people know way too much about me) then I'll probably just tell the individual person in a dm or won't respond

I have in my guidelines page what kinks or other things that are COMPLETELY off limits here and with me, because THOSE would make me personally very uncomfortable and I don't want them affiliated with my work

But you're an absolute angel for bringing it up because I definitely think it is a very good point and a grey area that tends comes up when talking to smut writers or explicit content creators. I really appreciate you taking the time to ask me in such detail

Have a wonderful day lovely and keep hydrated and fed xx

[shy-nightmare]

Slice of Life

Finally. After four months, I completed a new gift drawing. This one is for our dear @lastofautumn. Autumn 🍂, THANK YOU SO, SO FREAKING MUCH FOR LETTING ME DRAW YOU AND YOUR BELOVED BABY PUMPKIN MARIE 🤗🤗🤗! I am so unbelievably sorry this took for-fucking-ever to finish 😭😭😭, but I really hope you enjoy this.

@weaselnerd, @spookiifi, @amberfox232, @heartsissopure, @imaginarytoon1, @just-kit-ink A.K.A. @thatnerdgirl7, @basiabd, @marinerainbow, @trashogram A.K.A. @mantisandthemoondragon, @los-angeles-toon-patrol, and @slashingdisneypasta A.K.A. @wicked1will0sparkles, I have a huge favor to ask. Marie sadly passed away this January of 2025, and I think we can all agree that Autumn needs a lot of comfort right now. Autumn, I am so, so sorry for your loss 💔. It is truly a horrible, tragic and unfair way to start a new year, so I have high hopes this long-overdue gift drawing gives you a sense of solace. You bring a beacon of light into our lives, and I’m absolutely certain Marie knew that herself 💛🧡💛

She will always be with you forever 🫂❤🫂

And if anyone else has gone through this heartbreaking experience too, please accept my deepest condolences 🙏. I also wrote a drabble because I felt like the twins should do something special to help Autumn heal.

Autumn and Marie belong to @lastofautumn (A.K.A. herself)

The Twisted Toonz Twins belong to me

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The night was usually so comforting. While the days of gold bring long hours of sun-basking warmth and clear blue skies painted by iridescent beams of rainbow renewal blessed by the first few drops of spring rain, the night brings solace in its own way. The sky is a canvas of deep blue ink, providing a sense of serenity for weary travelers and lost souls lingering and seeking a restful slumber. True, one must never forget the foreboding tales of darkness, mystery and the unknown lingering in the shadows once the last few rays of light vanquish. However, words cannot describe the celestial wonders this world is blessed with.

The night is a black velvet curtain, studded with diamond stars and the moon is a glowing pearl. Like specks of fairy dust, the stars twinkle and shine miles beyond the limits of the sphere, radiating the immense, endless galaxy. Moonlight shares the same symbolism of a rainbow; renewal, beauty, and the unseen bridge between the earth and the divine. And the stars symbolize hope and light, as well as guidance during times of conflict and grieving.

And yet, there are no stars tonight. Not a single one.

Autumn sighed, “Figures.”

She had been standing out in the terrace of Bistro de Lumiere, an exquisite restaurant located in Uptown Toontown hosted by Lumiere himself, which included a lovely view of the lake on the second floor. The charming candlestick has really put in a lot of thought to ensure the guests feel welcome, she had to admit. Everywhere she went, the bistro was top-notch in not just having friendly staff, excellent food, music and chic décor. Candlesticks from all around added a touch of warmth and hospitality illuminating the establishment’s bright prosperity. Even the pillars were decorated with glimmering, silver gems of diamonds and pearls.

But despite their best efforts, it wasn’t enough.

It had been four months since the tragedy that completely shattered her life. Four months since Marie. And it had been the worst few months of her life.

Tears pricked the corners of her eyes, but she quickly sealed them shut and veiled them with her palm. Her throat hurt, even now after the champagne, and she struggled to take a calm, steady breath. It sounded shaky and heavy like the weight on her shoulders…and her heart. It hurts. Everything hurts so fucking much. No matter what she’s done, no matter how many days she spent trying to heal, it would never go away. The despair, the anger, the loneliness, and the pain. It felt like her heart had broken into a million pieces, their sharp shards stabbing her soul over and over again with merciless intent.

“It’s not fair,” she choked, wincing at how hoarse she sounded. “It’s just not fair.”

“Grief’s a bitch, ain’t it?”

Scared out of her wits, she turned her head so fast she could have gotten whiplash. For a moment, she panicked at the thought of coming across a stranger only to instantly felt at ease upon recognizing the newcomer.

“Tom!” she exclaimed agitatedly, her heart thundering and her cheeks flushed with embarrassment. She cursed, “Maldita sea, you scared the hell out of me! Was that really necessary?”

“Nice to see you, too,” the gunslinger greeted her, chuckling. He unzipped his jacket pocket and grabbed a lighter while digging out a small cigarette box from his pocket. Autumn caught a glimpse at the small black box labeled with white lettering contrasted by a bright red triangle for an A. She recognized the brand name. Djarum Black.

Tom caught her looking and politely offered the box. “Want one?”

She blinked back into consciousness and wanted to facepalm for zoning out. Her sleep schedule is off the rails, and it’s high time she gets some time-off. “Sure, thanks.”

She took one and like a gentleman, Tom lit the tobacco base for her. Autumn took a slow drag and exhaled a puff of smoke, and her lips pursed as her tastebuds adjusted to the flavor. Indonesian cloves; a subtly sweet flavor paired with other rich, sweet spices such as cinnamon, nutmeg and allspice. Added with a touch of bitterness, the flavor is intensely aromatic. Her nerves slowly but surely began to relax, and felt some of the tension leave her shoulders. Damn, Tom surely knows his smokes.

She exhaled a puff of smoke and talked.

Although it was nice to share a smoke with a buddy, her chest still felt sore from the immense waves of anguish flooding her heart with such intense force and pressure. She was parched, not from thirst, but from the endless hours of despair. Everything she shared brought a sense of relief, knowing that getting it all out helps tremendously, but at the same time it was torture feeling the claws distress and sorrow tearing at the heart piece by piece, relentless and constant. Grief really is a bitch, huh?

Her sweet little Marie. She rescued her when she was a kitten. A fuzzy little seedling, as small and adorable as a Jack-Be-Little. The moment she looked at her with eyes as wide as a doe’s and as radiant as jades, emeralds, aventurines full of love and innocence, Autumn knew she could give her the life she needed. The life she deserved. Life was nothing short of bliss, many years of endless joy, warmth, and companionship. Everything was perfect.

But now…

She hates how this year started. She hates it and its guts with a burning vengeance.

Autumn’s frustrated venting dried up, and she’s left with Tom staring at her. Cigarette limp in hand, and his eyes were solely fixed on her, not a single word spoken since she began sharing her grief. His eyes, known to pierce the hearts of even the coldest bastards and as black as the inky void, were so soft it’s almost hard to believe a feared horror Toon like him would ever allow himself to express a rare moment of sympathy. She ducked her head. “S-sorry, it…it just hurts.”

Tom stared a moment longer, then took a slow inhale of his cigarette. Autumn chanced a glance and the Twisted Toon Gang leader seemed…thoughtful, if not pensive. He slowly nodded, gesturing for her to go on when she was ready.  

She blinked, surprised. Then began to feel at ease knowing that she doesn’t have to mourn alone.

Turns out that despite being infamous for his reputation as a vicious vigilante with a fearsome temper (not to mention, a brutal kill count), Gunslinger Tom Toonz was a young man of humility and compassion. He hasn’t told her to stop. He never even interrupted her, not once. All he did was listen and provide a literal and metaphorical shoulder to cry on.

So Autumn continues to talk without a filter, and the constant shores of relief and heartache continue to flood over her, the waves rising and crushing. By now, her cigarette had reached half its course, but she really needed something to help her cope. And besides, it was sweet-flavored.

“This is so fucked up,” she said, her throat burning and her voice low and raspy. A gulp of fresh air could only do someone so much good, yet her lungs still felt constricted. She dabbed her eyes again with the handkerchief Tom offered, continuing, “It’s so fucking unfair. I mean, what kind of New Year’s is this?”

She gritted her teeth hard, her heart inflamed by thousands of fiery, angry embers. Her shoulders rolled, shuddering as a breeze of the evening spring wind blew past her as if attempting to help soothe her grieving. “I just…” she breathed out, mentally and physically exhausted due to fatigue. “I just want her to know that I loved her.”

“She does, Autumn.�� Tom finally spoke for the first time.

The brunette turned to him again. His expression was grim and stoic, but the gentleness in his eyes never wavered. He took another deep drag, and exhaled, “That’s the thing about grief. It hurts like hell, but grief is a great act of love we give to those we loved. Where there is deep grief, there was great love.”

He caught Autumn glancing at him, and he instantly clicked his tongue, cursing. “Shit, sorry. Got a little sentimental—”

“No, no,” Autumn shook her head and smiled, “Please. I’d like to hear it.”

He was still for a moment, then elaborated. “What I mean to say is, just because her soul has moved on doesn’t mean she’s not here with you anymore. You gave her everything she needed; food, shelter, a place to call home, and above all…love. Your love for her gave her the strength and happiness she deserved in life, and she knows that to this very day. To her, you were her life, her happiness, her everything. That’s why she’s not really gone.”

Not really gone? Autumn titled her head, confused. “What do you mean?”

He let out another puff of smoke, chuckling sheepishly as he rubbed his nape. “I…I’m not good at this, so I think it’d be better if Twyla takes over the reins.”

Autumn blinked. “Twyla?”

“Hi, Autumn.”

“AAAHHH!” the human woman shouted, her heart pounding so loud she could’ve gone completely deaf as she palmed her chest, feeling the repetitive beats thump against her hand. She aimed her cigarette at the possible foe like a sword, only to groan exaggeratedly as her sleep-deprived brain recognized the second newcomer. “Twyla! You—ohhh, yyyooooouuu!!!” she wiggled her index finger at both of them, making them both laugh. “You guys don’t just sneak up on people! What’s wrong with you?!”

“Everything, apparently.” The ravenette shrugged, smirking. Her ears lowered, and her smile dropped at the sight of the Latina’s state before she placed a comforting, sympathetic hand on her shoulder. “I heard what happened. I am so, so sorry.”

“Thanks,” Autumn thanked her, but then raised a brow. “Wait. How do you know that?”

Twyla chuckled, pointing at her ear. “No man nor mouse gets past a wolf’s ears. Or even a mink’s, for that matter.”      

She carried on before Autumn would pry further, “So listen. I know this sounds silly, but…” she trailed, “I know how to help you with your grieving.”

Autumn blinked, more perplexed than ever. Bewildered was an understatement. Twyla can help her?

Her heart soared with full gratitude at the generosity of the younger woman’s wholesome offer. It would, in fact, be very nice to have more things to provide the comfort and solace she needed over these last couple of months. And since Tom was being so uncharacteristically nice tonight, who’s to stop her from accepting Twyla’s suggestion?

She nodded. “I’d love that, Twyla. Thank you.”

The strategist returned her nod. “No problem.” Then, she gently reached her hands up and instructed, “Hold my hands?”

Autumn lightly giggled but complied. Twyla’s hands held her in a gentle, steady grasp.

“Very good. Now, close your eyes and take a deep breath.”

She followed the horror halfie Toon’s instructions and took a slow, deep breath. The moment her eyes sealed shut, the world around her faded into obscurity. A soft wave of calming, tranquil energy slowly but surely began to take hold of her being as the two remained still and serene. Her shoulders, once stiff and rigid due to stress and grief, now fell content without the bulldozing, massive pressure weighing on her back. Every fiber of her, once tied and tangled into messy knots, now broke free and roamed aimlessly as she continued to breathe. And then, she felt a new sensation. Warmth. Now that the first blossom of spring bloomed, the days were much warmer and the nights were much gentler without the ice-cold remnants of snow biting at her skin. The warmth Autumn was feeling right now, it was as if she was lying on the lush, verdant grassy knoll, basking in the golden beam of sunlight blessed by the summer goddesses Aine and Auxo. It was a rare, but unforgettable kind of warmth. The background chatter from inside the bistro ceased in her ears, the remaining cacophony of rushing cars and traffic disappearing into the far corners of the Tooniverse. Everything was peaceful and quiet.

“Meow.”

Wait. Does that sound like…?

“Meow.”

Autumn opened her eyes…and her heart nearly exploded out of her chest.

Facing her with a pair of beautiful, pearl-white angel wings streaked in luminous streaks of gold, was a smiling, happy little tabby. Her pumpkin fur was as vivid and bold as she remembered, and as smooth and adorable as a baby Jack-Be-Little pumpkin. An intense aura of heavenly, angelic light surrounded her, radiating her celestial presence. Her eyebrows and tiny whiskers were also painted in bright, glimmering gold and every time she blinked, a trail of sparkling golden pixie dust bounced off her lashes. She was clad in a whimsical, but charming and delightful pumpkin-orange outfit decorated with tiny, smiling Jack-O-Lanterns, a satin green ribbon bow accented her neck like a necklace, and a small hat crowned her head, shaped like the stem right below her halo.

Her forehead face and forehead carried chocolate kisses, and her innocent doe-eyes shone as bright and radiant as jades, emeralds, and aventurines.

A waterfall of tears rolled down Autumn’s cheeks but not tears of sadness. Her wobbling lips pulled in a joyous, exhilarating smile as a newfound euphoria washed over her, and her soul ascended to the jubilant, overpowering waves of elation. Her heart, once broken and shattered into a thousand shards of glass, now repaired and held onto each other as she comprehended the fact that this was no joke. This wasn’t a dream. Her little Marie, her sweet little pumpkin, had returned to her.

“Marie!” Autumn cried out, and her darling cat meowed and trilled happily as she was taken in the brunette’s arms. Her little snow mittens held onto her as much as she could as Autumn embraced her lovingly, her wings fluttering and tail swooshing with equal excitement as she was once again smothered in kisses. Autumn held her with one arm while zooming over to yoink the twins in a one-armed bear hug. “Thank you, thank you, thank you!” she thanked them, sparing them no mercy.

The twins gasped out, unable to breathe. She was quite strong for a human. Fortunately, she eventually let them take a moment to regain oxygen as they watched her twirl Marie around, dancing the night away in the light of the full moon as she was cheered on by thousands of sparkling, diamond stars. They sang and danced with her, ringing the bells of heaven.

Tom was unable to hide a smile as he watched their companion rejoice in the joy of her reunion with Marie, playfully elbowing his sister’s shoulder. “You did good, Twy.”

“Speak for yourself, tough guy.” Twyla returned the gesture, right in the chest and leaving him gasping for breath as the wind was literally knocked out of him due to her enhanced strength. He nearly collapsed to the floor, hadn’t it been for the railing to grab onto.

The forensics specialist rolled her eyes, “Wimp.”

Tom glared at her in response, but eventually regained his composure once he was certain his sternum hadn’t been ruptured. While he straightened his collar, he glanced up at the moon shining down on him and couldn’t help but feel…melancholic. It’s been so long since he gazed at the moon on rarely peaceful nights such as this. Hell, he can’t even remember the last time he did it. It all felt so long ago, the memories buried deep in the shadows of a past that can never truly be forgotten, no matter how hard he tried. The stars twinkled again, albeit sadly as if they could sense his own grief and pain.

The fearsome gangster shook his head, forcing the demons out of his mind before they could rear their ugly, twisted claws into his skull and tear apart whatever remnant of sanity he had left. It’s over, he reminded himself. It’s over. I’m not the scared little runt I was before.

He took one final drag of his cigarette before joining the girls back to the bistro, and turned his back on the world once again.  

[leviachan-mylove]

Introducing, my page!!

Honestly all my favourite people on here have one of these so here’s my attempt at doing this too… (Going to edit this as I learn more about tumblr or when I change)

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What I post:

It really depends, I love to write head canons or xreader fan fics for the media I’m interested in so you’ll likely see those on my account. Otherwise, I’ll just share random thoughts or small unrelated yap sessions. (Don’t worry, I’ll try my best to make them interesting)

Also, for obey me posts, different emojis represent different characters involved.

💙-Lucifer

💛-Mammon

🧡-Leviathan

💚-Satan

💗-Asmo

❤️-Beelzebub

💜-Belphie

⏳-Barbatos

👑-Diavolo

🍪-Luke

🪽-Simeon

🔮-Solomon

About me (Fandoms):

Oh yes, fandoms. HOW THE AUTISM CONTROLS ME… a couple of things I love would definitely be Obey Me, as you can tell from my user… Leviathan come home the kids miss you. Death Note has me in a choke hold. No further explanations needed. Definitely a Five Nights at Freddy’s kinda autistic girl. Also, Shadow from Sonic. I don’t know why but for some reason I know nothing about the whole franchise but everything about him. Sometimes I’ll hop into a Pokémon Sword or Pokémon Scarlet phase, but be aware that I don’t post much on it. I used to be a Bungo Stray dogs, My Hero Academia fan and Jujutsu Kaisen fan, but that has long faded now. But if you want me to write about them, just ask and I’ll deliver. And finally, not sure if this counts as a ‘fandom’ but Shifting!!! Yes, I am a shifter and if you don’t take kindly to that content please hop off my page <3

About me (Other):

If you’re reading this, I’m honestly surprised. Is that an attention span I smell? I could never. But anyway, let me split this up into different categories.

Music! I love many artists, as I literally listen to music all day everyday (headphones are my saviour) but the ones I listen to the most are; Adrianne Lenker, Arctic Monkeys, Mindless Self Indulgence, Weezer, Tame Impala, Rachie or literally anything my parents listen to as teenagers.

Other interests! I rollerblade!! I literally live laugh love rollerblading and I owe it my life. If you have any tricks or tips PLEASE tell me. I would say I’m pretty good but everyone can always improve. And also, you can laugh at this, but swings at the park. It’s SO fun.

Sexuality and Identity! I’m always questioning this, but I figured out I’m all for any gender with a preference for men. I go by She/Her and identify as a woman? Female? Girl? Coin slot? IDK HOW TO SAY IT SORRY! Jokes aside, I accept everyone here and this is a safe place for everyone. Oh also incase you couldn’t tell I’m autistic, but also less obvious dyslexia as I read over my post a thousand times and get others to read through them too 😭

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Anyway! Thank you for reading and enjoy my little diary of some sort. Stay safe <3

[writingstoraes]

Hi! I’m just wondering if you could tag me in all future smaus? I’m in love with you account ❤️🧡💛🤍

hey lovely! sure hehe sorry for taking so long to answer this 😭 thank you so much for loving my works!

i'm thinking of establishing a permanent taglist, would anyone want to be included ><

[kpophubb]

Hi lovely ☀️, how’s your Monday ?

I see you have being posting that you are not doing good mentally , I am worried :/ you can always talk to me about anything that bothers you , uk. Just write a kinda ✉️

Sorry I feel disconnected , it’s so hard to provide for myself with no additional financial support :( and this job , they always find some new ways to deduct smth from my payslip 💔

I slept 4h tday , and I feel so not working tday ., such a hard zombie day for me.. I hope you are doing better ?

I wanted to share a new song with you , I like the lyrics and it’s so smoothing (?) let me know if you like it

Also hv u seen txt Comeback,? Your thoughts ?

What’s up with your life now dear ?

I wish you a good week , have a good rest & get better , I’m here if u need me 🧡💛🧡

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Hi hi my 🐁 anonie !! 😘🤍 BEEN A LONG TIME WE LAST TALKED?😭 I’m so happy to get another sweet ask from you. First of all, happy jungwon day 🎉🎂🎁��🎊😽

♡…first of all I’m really sorry for the late reply. You sent this on Monday and it’s Thursday already, I’m so sorry I was at my nana’s place and didn’t check tumblr for that while. :(

♡…second of all yeah.., I’m not doing very great atm😓 emotionally or physically. It’s okay please DONOT worry about me or stop talking about your rants just bc you feel like you’re disturbing me and being one sided. I know people who love to help others like you have this tendency, they shut out if they feel like they’re taking too much from someone without giving anything in return! Well i always disappear when I’m feeling bad, bc I like to deal w my mood swings alone but one thing I can tell you is that I have severe levels of social anxiety😓 which makes me really unable to maintain interaction/communication/relationship with people. Well..a lot happened and that caused this problem with me and so, even replying on tumblr, posting fics, answering asks and dms seem so overwhelming to me since the past few weeks. I can’t even open this app OR ANY OTHER APP, just any sort of interaction frightens and drains me so much 💔 it’s not w the people, or the way they talk to me it’s just me and 99% of the times my anxiety and fear that cause me to ghost people and just disappear sigh.

♡…but don’t worry, it’s not that bad cause I don’t mind being away from people, in fact I love it in a sense bc I like spending time with myself so much and it’s honestly very healing. 🤲🏻 🤍

♡… oh anonie everytime I hear about you having a hard time it really pains my heart :( cause you’re so dear to me. 💔 that sounds so rough I wish I could help you in any way and make it all magically better for you! Job life experience seems so hellish I hear so many people talk about it. Maybe I’ll be able to understand you better when I enter that life myself and earn to provide for my self, but that isn’t until I’m 24-25 when I graduate my bachelors program so yeah. I really hope god makes everything better for you, my love. I’ll be sure to include you in my sincere prayers.💗

♡… oh no 4 hours really seem so tiring and exhausting!😭 anonie I hope you can sleep better in the upcoming days! Being zombie sucks I know, I was zombie yesterday. I came back from a 5 hour car journey with the worst kinda sunny weather, so I was so sick 🤢 I passed out before 10 pm and woke up at 5:58 am today so I can tell I had an amazing sleep 🤲🏻

♡… new song huh?🤩 born again, okay I’ll be sure to listen to it. Also here’s a song suggestion by me that I feel like you’d love, it’s my current fav. It’s “skeletons” by Keshi! Also about txt, I don’t listen to their music unfortunately. Sadly, our music taste doesn’t align, that is exactly why I don’t Stan them. I just love them and their personalities a lot!!

♡… my life is so-so rn but I’m still so so grateful for everything I have! My life is still loaded with many many blessings so I’m always thankful for where I am, who I am and what I have! ✨ anonie, know that you can always talk to me too and I really cherish and love you. 🥺💜 life will get better please do not stress and look at the bright side no matter how small it is. Sometimes even being alive is a gift we should cherish. Cause as long as you wake up, everyday is a new chance. 🌟

𝕴 𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝕾𝖔 𝕸𝖚𝖈𝖍

[mybiasisexo]

😍 MUTUAL APPRECIATION 🤤

HELLO~! So this is my first ever mutual appreciation post. ive been wanting to make one for a long time bc whether you've been following me for years or weeks, I genuinely enjoy the connection that is a mutual following. most of yall ive never talked to before but thats not gonna stop me from showering you with affection!! I hope we can all stay like this for a while!! im giving you a virtual hug rn and its gonna be long so dont get uncomfortable!!! bless you all and hope you have a great 2019!!!!!  💓❣️💕💖💗💘💙💚💛💜💝💞🧡❤️🖤😍💟

@baekberrie - soft 😌. so so soft for bbh and I appreciate that and need more of it in my life. your stories always make me feign for him in the worst/best way! Keep up the good work!!! *standing ovation*

@baek-me-right - you say you're a suhoe I say where??? no but tbh you have a url I just know when I see it. a rare multi fandom blog I can obviously tolerate, its not too much. Well balanced like my diet lacks. Anyways, I hope that in the future we can get well acquainted 😊

@baekphia - tbh???? im still shooketh. You’re one of the most popular exo blogs and you follow lil ol me. I feel bad tho cause I'm always late to the party so you'll prob never reblog anything from me but aye hopefully my tags make up for it 😬! I hope that we can talk soon~🙃

@bitten-by-the-kai-lovebug - RIN! you were the first friend I made on here so you will always have a special place in my heart. you are also the only friend on here that has a tag name with me in it (if you ever want to revisit our convos its under rinjin). hope all is going well! I know you out there grinding! hit me up whenever you're on so we can catch up!!

@blvenight - a shinee mutual. You keep my heart full and I love your tags, especially ksoo ones cause SAME

@brokeandjetlagged - I want to be your friend sooooo bad 😭. you're not on much but your stories are a1. when I first found you I was reading one of your sehun stories and it was so similar to the one I had just posted and I remember hoping you didnt think I stole the idea from you cause I didnt!! I promise!!! anyways I look forward to more of your works and hope to see you on more!!

@byunfirstlady- you are one if not the biggest supporters of mine! Whenever I post any of my writings its def with you in mind!! I hope that you continue to enjoy my stories, cause I will always enjoy your feedback!! Thank you!

@cave-0 - lmaooo idk if I should actually be tagging you in this but since we are mutuals it is what it is. the only person I know irl that follows this god awful blog. I love you. I miss you. thanks for not reading my tags to me in person lmao

@certifiedtostaystrapped - well, you're me. I love you binch!!! lets get this bread!!!

@chaisoo - a cutie??? a cutie 😌. we love a stan. I’m happy you were able to be blessed by yixing’s presence and love watching you fangirl haha. 

@chanbaektiful - you're as multifandom as it gets and I respect that!!! Its odd bc I feel like I dont see you a lot on my dash :/. if you ever need to fangirl with someone over exo--particularly chanyeol, you know where to find me 👀

@g-exo - firstably you are so adorable. Your writing is adorable. the way you ‘talk’ is adorable and im sorry im a shit replier. take care of yourself girlie and hit me up whenever you need to vent about anything. I’m not that great with advice BUT im an awesome listener

@jeulgi - you're perfect. thats it!! haha but yeah I feel like you havent really been on here much this year. I miss seeing you on my dash! But I get it. You’ve introduced me to so many things and I appreciate the love you have for all of it but most importantly exo of course 

@jhopeismybutthole - GIRL!! we've been mutuals for awhile. we havent talked much if at all but I still consider you a close mutual lmao. See you're still doing the reactions, keep up the good work!!!!

@jodecicryforluna - live for the url live for the quality blog 🤷🏾‍♀️. you're right and you should say it!!!

@jongiinns - IVY!!!!! a long time mutual whom I love and adore. I see you popping in from time to time but I dont wanna harass you lmao. know that I miss you tho and am always thinking of you ❤️

@kais-ride-or-die - pretty sure you're inactive but still a mutual nonetheless. hope all is going well!!!!

@kanye-hyung - first I am LIVING for your url. everytime I see it I just like get hyped yknow? we've been mutuals for a while which is wild bc idk if we've ever talked but thats ok! maybe some day in the future that'll change! keep up the quality content bb!!! 

@korean-ninja-penguin - everything about your blog is so nonchalant and like yeah and I adore it. you stick to your word on bringing us quality humor and Kpop even sometimes blending the two and I respect that ✊🏾

@ksoosheaux - you're so pretty! and you remind me a lot of myself cause we the same age and both have October bdays and are both from Florida and our lil sisters are the same age too!! You're another one I find really intimidating which is so lame cause I feel we have so much in common! 

@kyungsooskhakipants - I forgot we were mutuals cause I didn’t think you followed me :/. I live for your tags!! I’ll try to hit you up often to fangirl with haha

@kyungtoe - did you change your url recently 🤔??? imma be honest I have no idea who you are and ive been following you for a while. im sorry :/. hopefully we can change that tho!!!!

@kyungwhore - you're on hiatus rn but hopefully when you come back you'll see this 😊. You're lowkey intimidating haha you seem to have a great circle of friends on here which is nice! I hope all is well and that you come back better than ever!!!

@laysoo-l - imma be real with you rn... I love you. we barely talk but I love you and thats that on that!

@mininjas - JAS!!!! now im not gonna be mad that you left me for a real life man. I understand like thats the ultimate goal. but 2016 really bonded us and I mean we facetimed each other when I was drunk and tbh nothing will ever beat that for me 😭. I miss you so much and hope that we can meet in person some day!!!

@oh-ottoke - Hello??? I feel like we’ve been mutuals for a while. I KNOW your icon haha. You are one of the few bts stans I follow, which says a lot lmao. Glad you’re doing your thing. Hope to continue seeing you on my dash!!! 

@panic-hispanic-at-the-disco - you are my meme queen!!! whenever I need a good laugh your blog will never disappoint!!! thank you for your service lmao 

@park-chanyeezy - you're not on much but I think you mentioned something about changing that???? if so it will be great to see you on my dash again. if not, I understand, be free my lil birdie!!!

@puervy - I live for your aesthetic. Everything about your blog is so beautiful. We’ve never talked before, but I've been watching out for you. Glad everything seems to be going well!! Hit me up whenever you want to talk about life or just fangirl about exo!!!

@ravyeolii - another one of my writing supporters!! You’re awesome! and we def need to talk more outside of the writing realm! Hit me up whenever! Lets talk!!

@sehun-ist - I dont think you're on here anymore but there really isn't anyone that I know that loves sehun with as much passion as you and thats the tea on that!!!

@simplesunbeam - do you know what Kpop is?? lmao well either way you have a beautifully inspiring blog and thats why im still here!!!

@sleepytea5 - dimon.... you are literally the only person who I tried desperately to get to follow me lmao. I remember trying to impress you for so long cause I wanted to be your friend so bad!!! you are one of my og mutuals. its interesting to see how you've grown throughout the years. I know you've been going through it, but I believe in you and hope for your happiness. love you 💖

@stars-in-the-galaxy - now correct me if im wrong but you're kind of one of those silent bloggers. I see you. I appreciate you. lets make this bread!!

@the-pizza-lich - STEVIE!!! I feel like you're my older sister lmao. we need to fangirl over exo more thats a FACT ☝🏾. you always speak your truth and are so intellectual yet so funny. you always have me dying!!!! we've been mutuals for a long while and im so glad 💜

@timetohajima - the astrology queen! I want to get into astrology so bad ever since I found your blog! I really want to get my chart read also so I need to learn quickly. I’m glad you’re feeling better and pray your health stays on the good side! 

@tinypcy - no complaints here! awesome blog! we've been mutuals for a long time but havent ever really talked which is a shame 🚶🏾‍♀️

@xiuminsmygrandpa - your blog is a1. its quality content across the board!! Unfortunately thats all I got so we def need to talk and change that!!

@yeolaconda - you're not on as much but its ok bc that url will forever be #Iconic

@yourmajestyqueenchelseachels - jbs goddess!!! You are so funny and pretty and lovely. A breath of fresh air!! I know you out there rn grinding and im hoping for the best!! next time you go to Korea tho pls take me thanks!!! haha

@yubarikai - NIKKI WHERE ARE YOU?!!?!? I miss you :/. pls come back so we can fangirl over kai more pls thanks love you 😥