#I’m just not doing well today 😅🙃🥲

[themoonunderstoodmydadjokes]

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[ozimagines]

dating ryan o’reily would include . . PRETTY PLEASE !!!! 🤌

Oh absolutely. The appearance of the please is inconsequential lol I’ve always wanted to write this. The key to Ryan O’Reily is he puts his whole pussy into everything he does, and I feel like dating him would be more of the same. I present to the council:

Dating Ryan O’Reily would include…

The key to this man is obsession

Could be your looks, could be something you said, could be something you did for him; it doesn’t matter. Once he’s hooked, he’s hooked.

Will jokingly flirt at first, making quick passes at you, but he’s a flirty guy so you just assume it’s another O’Reily-ism

“Lookin’ good today… very good.”🥵

That is until you notice all your stuff starting to disappear.

It’s little things at first; a hat of yours, some makeup, but then you notice one of the pillows on your bed is missing

Bring it up and he’ll deny it, but he wanted to own some part of you

The real kicker is when you meet Cyril

Cyril immediately distrusts you; he remembers Ryan and the bad lady (Howell)

But you’re kind and gentle with him, and better yet, you don’t talk around him like he’s an object. You talk to him. And he notices these things.

“I like you… can we be friends?”🥹

When Ryan comes down the stairs to meet you, you and Cyril are talking like old friends, watching Miss Sally and discussing if Nooter or Pecky is better.

At this point, Ryan is more in love with you than ever.

He tells you as much, not bothering to ask you on a date before confessing his love.

“Hey, I love you. I love you more than anything.”💘

(If you’re same sex, he’ll insist he’s not a “fag” but say he loves you all the same, hoping you “know the difference🧐”)

It… it’s a bit much. Even for you, who feels the same.

You ask if you can take it slow.

He says yes yes yes and then tells everyone you’re in love and will be together forever🤣

He remembers all your food orders. Like, down to food restrictions and preferences on toppings lol.

Anything you don’t like, he’ll eat for you and give you his meal.

“Yeah, one Venti iced pumpkin spice latte with oat milk, three pumps of pumpkin, one pump vanilla, cold foam, and a sprinkle of cinnamon. And one regular coffee, I guess.” 🤣

Kind of a guy who when he stops quickly or short in the car, he puts out his arm over your chest to stop you from lurching forward.🥲

Dates are always epic and wild

He took you to a fair and won you and Cyril the biggest stuffed animals they have; you can barely carry it, but it’s a point of honor for him.

He took you to the zoo (lots of your dates include Cyril) and put you up on the rails over the lion pit, him being the only thing stopping you from going over.

Talk about trust lol

Ryan fucks like a beast but he makes love as well

Cotton sheets and candles lit, Ryan’s lips grazing over your body.

He holds you gently, like he holds Cyril after nightmares, kissing you all over.

Ryan, like many guys in Oz, just wanted to a chance to do over his life❤️‍🩹

And you gave it to him. Everything. His everything.

He wants kids with you, adopted or otherwise. Starts calling you mommy/daddy to get you on board

Cyril gets very excited to be and uncle, and even though you were worried about him being gentle with a kid, Cyril holds them like a mama bear holds a baby cat😅

Ryan had to learn some things, like not to smoke around the baby and that kids can go into poker houses🙃

He still teaches his kid to play poker and pick a lock because “you never know, right?”

You find him staring at you a lot, and when you ask what he’s thinking, all he says is “I’m lucky, that’s all.”

“I love you. I love you with everything I have.”

“Love you too, Ryan.”

Bonus: Ryan loves Sitcoms! He’ll never say it out loud, but he likes dis-functional families that all still love each other. He tears up every time a show ends. His favorite is Cheers, because he identifies with Sam Malone.

[queen-skiia]

100 Days of Productivity: Day 21 🤎✨

September 19th, 2022

Hey besties!

Here’s today’s productivity post 🥰

So as mentioned in the last post, ya girl did not sleep well. To be specific I didn’t go back to sleep sleep until 5:30… mind you, I have to be up by 8 for my 9:30 class… it was looking spooking for a second but we managed to get there besties 😮‍💨

9:30 is PoliSci and today we started our group projects! I was a bit nervous though, the group was made while I was quarantined so I was just kind thrown in there 🥲

After class I went home and made breakfast because I can’t eat on campus until I’m “Day 11” 🙃 but I made pumpkin spice Oreo pancakes so it was honestly worth it 😌

After that I took a short nap and went to my last two classes of the day. I fell asleep soooo hard in Anthropology, it was hella embarrassing 😭. Thankfully I redeemed myself in Sociology 😅. After class I went to a meeting and then went home for a late lunch.

Another nap and I’m back out for a BSA meet-up. Today is day 1 of homecoming week so it was fun making TikToks and talking to everyone 😊

Then I went home and made some dinner and now I’m chillin in my room. I have some physics stuff to look over but I’ll probably just do it in the morning 😅

Night besties! ✌🏾✨

🎧- Onto Something by Jayla Darden

[disaster-j]

Dear J,

It’s a quarter past 1:00 am right now, and I still can’t sleep. So I decided to look at your other asks. And ugh, what is people’s problem nowadays? 😓 But to give my 🪙 about this: obviously I can’t judge anybody’s -> Off’s sexuality. (1. Because it’s rude; 2. Because I am not a psychic; 3. Because I’m not a famous person so I have no idea how they would deal with such a thing; and finally 4. Because estimating other people’s ideas and motivations has never been my strongest suit. 🥲) And I don’t think it really matters.

And I would never underestimate the trials of coming to terms with who you are 🏳️‍🌈 (god knows it took me nearly 20 years and I’m still learning every day!), but I don’t think we should underestimate how difficult it can be portraying someone like “us queers.” Especially if you’re unsure about your identity or not part of the community at all. And this is really not meant as queerphobic, but merely targeted at the toxic climate that has been created around BLs (which Off rightfully criticises), in which “skinships” and real life shipping at one point became the norm. And whatever the reason is (you weren’t raised in a way that made intimacy a part of everyday life, you simply aren’t a tactile person, you find it difficult to do all those things [or anything at all frankly] in front of masses of screaming people, you don’t feel the need to do those things, you don’t consider it part of working at your career etc.), not everyone is immediately comfortable with presenting themselves like that. (Mind you I’ve only been in the fandom for a hot second 👶, but even I can see that back when OffGun first rose to prominence, the “demands” were even more insane than now.) Even when it comes to accurately portraying a queer character, I would consider that a craft, especially when you aren’t queer yourself.

Obviously we, a small ensemble of “us” noble fans with common sense who just want our favourite actors happy and succeeding in their work, can’t do a lot to change the entire BL system. (Gosh, this almost make them sound like Tawi’s gang! 🤭) But what we can do, is be patient with all of the actors (especially the new ones or those who, like Off, don’t seem exactly “at ease” in the BL cosmos) and support them in their endeavours. And let the art (lmao ehh the “production” 😅) be the prime focus. So, instead of complaining about “lack of chemistry” or your “fave ‘couple’ not acting together”, try to focus on what other projects actors are working on or just new BL shows with new stories. Stories that can open a whole new world, whatever that world may look like. 🏳️‍🌈 🌏

Love from,

~ anonymatcha 🍵

P.S. Apologies for this long sermon. 😬 (That would be my other inner half, the declining Protestant one 🙃)

Very well said anon! I don't think there's much for me to add except that I really do think people should keep what you point out in mind when talking about actors, especially asian actors since queerness is still very much something taboo for so many asian cultures. Not being comfortable with BL culture doesn't necessarily make someone homophobic. Even when he was super uncomfortable with the demands from bl fans he never once acted like queerness itself was something disgusting (looking at krist) he was very clear about the discomfort coming from his own dislike of physical touch. And still he never treated Gun poorly for wanting to hold hands and hug. He was always very careful with how he portrayed and talked about queerness too. Even now he's one of the most vocal BL actors when it comes to talking about queer rights. Just today him and Tay were flooding the tl with articles about the marriage equality struggle in thailand. To say that he's "aggressively straight" or not a good ally or being performative just because 6 years ago he didn't like holding hands with Gun is just such a toxic take.

People need to let asian actors be. Asian countries aren't as open to queerness. Not even thailand. In fact, being openly queer in the thai industry has effectively killed a lot of careers and even insanely good actors like Fluke and Gun struggle to get good roles bc execs don't want to cast them in "masculine" roles. It's a whole homophobic mess over there. So yeah, people aren't always gonna be comfortable with the BL industry and a lot of queer actors won't actively come out for years still. People shouldn't judge them without considering the context of their situation.

[staysuki]

Hi hi !!!❣️ How are you doing ?! 🥺

It’s been a while since I’ve sent you an ask, or conversed with you at all 🥲 I came over to just chat if that’s okay? 👉🏼👈🏼

My tumblr feed feels so empty without your updates and stories, but mostly I miss tossing ideas and theories back and forth with you 🤧

What have you been up to the past while ?! Have you been watching skz code ?! I haven’t watched any of it yet, I want to wait till all the videos are uploaded so I can binge watch them 🤡(Are they all out yet? I’m unsure... i’ve been a terrible Stay the past while 😩) I can’t just watch one episode and walk away... it’s a problem I have 💀

I read about your laptop charger, hope you get it soon!! 🤞🏼

I started following your insta but I haven’t been on my 97lovestay insta account in a hot minute 🙃 I’m gonna go look through your page today!

I hope you have a good wonderful day/night 🥰

#teamhyunjin👁👄👁

hello!! i've been away for a while, hope you're doing well~

and ofc! talking is just fine too~ since i haven't really updated anything in a while ehehe.

JSHWJSHHS and yes, i can imagine that my immense flood of updates often bombard one's feed so it's noticeable when it's not there 🙈🙈

i've mostly been resting and exercising whilst i waited for my laptop charger to arrive so i can start writing again~ i have dance classes now so that's fun! 💕. i don't really watch a lot of kpop content outside of their music videos and dance practices since i'm not really that type of fan 😅 i rarely ever catch up on those things, so i haven't seen them, maybe in the far future i will but i never really sought them out.

it's also a way for me not to get my "writer's view" askewed by relying too much on their variety personas in terms of creating character tropes if that makes sense. like, i want to draw a line between fiction and reality so i don't want things to be too similar to each other.

and yup! i'm more active on the instagrams now, saw your follow hehe. the other anons also sorta migrated there to talk and whatnot~ it's just a fun place overall, we share a bunch of things there like personal lives or special teasers 👀🤌 so i've been mostly more active there due to convenience, it's also easier to talk about theories and whatnot because there's no inbox glitches unlike tumblr's asks. i'm back to writing now but i don't think i'd be posting any more behindfics here as much (like some teasers or clues or games), i'm moving it all there ❤️

have a good day too! 💓