#I’m hanging out with friends tmrr

[araneol]

Life report/life dump rn:

I feel stagnant. Like, I don’t feel like myself anymore. I don’t feel as smart as I’m ‘supposed’ to be. I get good grades, sure, but idk. It feels unearned somehow. Things that usually come easily to me are becoming more and more tedious to do and I’m worried about that

Speaking of stagnant, I know its a rlly stupid way of thinking but I feel so awkward and uncomfortable with my status on romantic relationships and dating.

I keep on hearing word after word centered around romantic relationships, and I’m really happy for each and everyone of them!!! Like fr, i get so happy whenever somebody comes to me to talk about their relationships and asking advice, but at some point you start to feel bad about your own status in life because of that. It’s not their fault, it’s never their fault, like i just feel bad for some reason then I feel bad for feeling bad because I’m supposed to feel happier for them

It’s not like I feel preassured to date or anything, I just feel like i’m falling behind

May mali sa akin HAHAHAHA

Dw this is really minor and really not that serious LANSOWKIDJSS despite the dramatic-ness of this post