#I was required to do it /j
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Yippee he’s done
Golden Wolf from twilight princess
#gonna draw twi as wolfy next#also going to make this a series#drawing the chain as animals#but j chose to start with time and twi because they don’t require the brain power of coming up with designs#wait do I tag this as Lu or loz#legend of zelda#loz#twilight princess#golden wolf#tp golden wolf
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Queer ships are universally different and not comparable to straight ships in ship wars because without the ship/feelings/reciprocation all characters involved would still be queer because their queerness exists and is represented in them independently from specific romantic feelings and that queerness would still deeply affect their characters' relationships to themselves.
Queer ships are not the same as straight ships because queer ships are inherently indicative of something deeper in the individual that is affects their character arc to the core and straight ships are love stories.
Basically, the queer experience and the straight experience are not the same. I feel like people should know this, and I feel like people do, so I assume they just don't realize that that's what the conversation is. But I'm not fighting for the ship. I'm fighting for the characters to be queer. Your characters were already straight. You get what I'm begging for regardless. You think we'd have equal things - love stories - taken away but you're wrong.
If two people don't get together I don't have a love story to live vicariously through anymore. If two people aren't queer I'm not in the story anymore.
Hope this helps.
#lgbtq#stranger things#byler#buddie#sorry you like milkvan better than j@ncy that is upsetting if you dont get your fave#genuinely#but you can still have CHARACTERS you are represented by#you got a love story taken#i got a person#diff.er.ent.#i'm not fighting for mike to reciprocate will's feelings on will's behalf common misconception#i'm fighting for mike to be both queer and happy#and that in his own right requires will#if it didn't that'd be cool too#but 1. queer 2. believably happy#i never said a ship name even once there#but actually it's one of the reasons i find queer stories more interesting#because regardless theres something to rewatch for#oh mike didn't develop feelings for will until season 5 episode 5? that's fine! he was still queer the day troy screamed about fairies in hi#s face though. he was still queer when he described attraction in non gendered language. he was still queer when will said it's scary to tel#l people deep truths about yourself they might reject.#no matter what there is a retroactive recontextualizing fact about them that influences everything they do.#rewatch power!!!
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a doodle of a gumi inspired laika because i could not help myself. it was fun
(laika's comet belongs to @mrspider !!)
#zemboart#laika's comet#laika#webcomic#laikas comet will become required reading for my followers. you will have a pop quiz after the next update /j#i need to do fun warmups liek this more often
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It’s moments like these that I fear I’m not built for this whole college thing
#I’m so burnt out#and one of my classes genuinely makes me anxious just thinking about#which is great#and getting any accommodations requires proof of diagnosis and a note from a doctor#problem is that one of the major things I need accommodations for is autism and I’m not diagnosed with that because an assessment costs#thousands of dollars and there’s currently two whole people in the entire state I’m in that does them#and then there’s the fact that contacting doctors seems to be impossible for my brain at the best of times#so getting a note from my neurologist saying I can miss class without failing because of migraines has been not happening for a while now#but also idk what to do if not study ecology and get a job in that field#like despite the fact that it was really overwhelming and I was in a ton of pain at the end of the day#working in an aquarium last summer was the only job I’ve had that didn’t make me feel like I needed to crawl out of my own skin#anyway that was a lot and now it’s going into the void of tumblr#j rambles
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HOFAS/DAYNIGHT SPOILERS

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The way I passed YEARS in the "Ruhn is a girl's dad" agenda just to HOFAS to come and make him a boy's dad 😭 I'm so down for him and those boys, I NEED THIS FAMILY SARAH J MAAS!
#hofas spoiler#crescent city#daynight#lidia cervos#ruhnlidia#lidia x ruhn#ruhn danaan#hofas#sarah j. maas#I HAVE SO MANY FAKE SCENARIOS ALREADY#One is blonde and the other has dark hair#WHO DO U THINK YOU R FOOLING SARAH HUH#he's a boy's dad yeah#he plays with Brann and let Ace draw tattoos on him#I don't need evidence#I need fanfiction#his only requirement being a room with 2 beds#how dare him#love ruhn danaan
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actually aria’s ask brings up an important point which is . the only way the sugu/ari/oliver throuple survives is through suguru brat taming him and that requires mindbreak and pavlovian conditioning
#phdjdhhdhd#I THINK HE COULD DO IT I REALLY COULD . he’d have to force it though#this is half /j but half /srs bc well . the only way the trouple makes it past the first week is by oliver submitting to suguru#if sugu broke his guards down it could work but oliver usually requires a decade long slowburn minimum for that#so . mindbreak it is <3 yay#actual nightmare throuple from hell#ari noises ✩
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in a lost past, the future grew teeth
Summary: Prophets don't just foresee other people's deaths Notes: Something I wrote for a class and am now dropping off here. Part of the In A Vision universe, but not strictly canon, just an interesting possible take on Luke's own death prophecy
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When you last wake up, everything will be loud. Savour the peace you have now, if you want, but understand that it’s only peaceful because you don’t know better. It’s only peaceful because, so far, you have associated ‘quiet’ with ‘peace,’ and you don’t yet see the violence that exists in every unheard sound.
It’s okay. You’re figuring it out.
When you last wake up, go to the bathroom, but don’t bother with the toilet, the sink, the bath. Press your cheek to that of your reflection, and stare until your eyes are more pupil than sclera. If you find your mirror lacks a soul, you can place yours there, passed through the gaps of your teeth.
Pull back from the mirror. If it’s fogged from your breath, you did it wrong. Put a hand to your chest. If your lungs still move, you did it wrong. Add a tally to your list of regrets either way.
You’ll have until the phone rings to live, which is all the time in the world, which isn’t very much time at all. If you can’t yet stomach the thought, go back to bed and relive the nightmare of the night before until you remember why that which needs to happen needs to happen.
If there was a way out, don’t you think you would’ve found it already? If there was a way out, and you had found it, do you think you would’ve taken it?
Leave your soul wherever you manage to put it and head to the kitchen. Check your fridge, its food; make sure it’s all ready to rot alongside you, ready to mark the passage of time in a way your body won’t be able to. You won’t want to eat, but you will, if only to distract yourself from the siren song coming from your desk.
The food will taste like dirt. The plate—decaying. Mold under your nails, crawling up your fingers, spiderwebbing across the backs of your hands. You already know where you’re going. You’ll blink and find yourself outside, wood splintering into flesh, the shovel caked in mud. There’ll be a hole in the ground, empty despite your best attempts to fill it.
You’ve already tried this. You can’t bury what you dug up. Yet you’ve tried again. You try again. You’ll try again. Your hands, red painted, carry the guilt you’ve dealt into them, and trying has only made them dirtier. You’ll try to wash them but the sink won’t turn on, your nails will chip, and your blood is too sticky to clean with. Do you understand yet?
When you last wake up, everything will be loud, and you’ll wonder if you’ll even be able to hear the phone ring over the leaves rustling with a verdant fury, the insects crying, the sunlight singing as it cracks open the trees, her footsteps on the edge of your yard. Together, the noises are a scream, and when you scream with them your voice will be swallowed in the sounds and soothed away by the cacophony.
An almost peace, and when the phone rings, it’s an electric hum that will jump across the room to ground itself in your bones.
“Are you ready?”
Are you ready? If the receiver’s already in your hand then you are. The plastic won’t rot, it will shatter, but that’s not your concern. Listen to the voice through the speaker, the wind slamming into the house, the dirt crumbling into your self-made grave, the deer fleeing and the wolves howling and the crows wailing and there—
A knock on your door.
Breathe, if by that point you still can. It won’t matter if you can’t. You’ll drop the phone on instinct, unflinching as it crashes to the ground. When you walk towards her, do so with purpose, with resolve, not blind to your fate but instead embracing it.
Pay attention to the way that, for a single moment, everything tilts towards you. The wood of your house, flimsy in the face of force, knows what it’s like to be chopped down. The animals, knowing you were nothing more than another victim, will prepare to mourn you. The earth, old and timeless, already remembers the way it will hold you.
You will hesitate for a single moment, hand on the doorknob. Do you see now? How beautiful the noise is?
When you last wake up, everything will be loud, and the gunshot will be the most wondrous thing you have ever heard.
#in a vision#luke carder#inscryption#m.y funky words#please enjoy . or dont enjoy and politely dont tell me . world's an oyster#either way do continue to consider the parallels between prophet luke and cassandra of greek myth#that one is required u have no choice in it /j#ignore that it is much later evening than i implied it would be posted at i lost . time
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#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#WE DON'T TREAT HIM LIKE THE COMMON RUBBISH WE'RE USED TO: visage.#ooc post.#y'all... it really is crazy IMO how attractive barton's FC looks with brown hair even though i of course love him with blonde hair 😭#so i just had to share this picture with y'all of him but yeah. the vibe that this is giving off is also VERY immaculate if i do say so#myself. like okayyy mister mathis you have committed many atrocities and there's no excusing that though you all cannot tell me that-#he doesn't look good in a suit and tie especially here. otherwise you're lying to yourself okok / j LMAO i kiddd but this is also driving#me even closer to making it an official headcanon that the reason why barton hates clubs with such a passion is because he worked#at one for a time and he uhhh. did NOT have a good time at all to say the least ☠️ JSJSJ#but anyways i hope you all enjoy this little picture of barton's FC with the appropriate background music (which is that's me right there#by jasmine v buttt of course it's not a requirement for y'all to listen to the song though it is highly recommended haha)
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ween-live-osaka, japan-8-6-2000 voodoo lady and doctor rock save me
save me ween-live-osaka, japan-8-6-2000 voodoo lady and doctor rock
#required reading to speak to me /j#when he busts out the talk box…..#that fucking argus riff in the middle of this like 5 minute guitar solo is fucking evil goddddd why would he do this to me#the fact that they had that in their pocket as far back as mid 2000 is crazy#and i know they wrote boatloads of stuff way earlier then it was released but like jesus its just there… like thats it#thats some cats cradle buckingham green shit#also claauuuuddddeee fucking hell man#every singke on of them is nuts#ween#anyone else think its funny when the tags are way longer than the actual post#i have no business being all the way down here
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Can you draw a double date of Michie and Swedish Barbeque? Or a double date of Michie and Lautski?
They’re trying…
#i was gonna do both but that required too much effort#also im not entirely certain if that ship is who i think it is#but if it is then those brothers have a type and the drawing would have surrounded that idea#anyway onto the actual tags now except i dont tag for pete and steph because that place scares me after the ship wars#asks#lab-trash#j is talking again#michie
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so glad I don't have a sweet tooth bro I used to have such a sweet tooth when I was a little kid because my dad spoiled me but I'm so glad eating maggots fixed me
#I don't Like really sweet things#Sometimes something will taste really sweet and it just makes me sick#I don't Like pastries#I don't enjoy much Candy#The forms of sugar I do like are sodas sour candy and Nutella#That's pretty much it#And even Nutella makes me sick sometimes#I need to wash it down a lot with milk#I also don't Like the really savory things or whatever the hell is in bbq sauce it's just too much flavor and it makes me wanna hurl#maybe I'm picky#My favorite food is edamame btw#don't let the adults know I eat my greens /j#One time I ate a nutty buddy and it had maggots in it and I immediately never liked pastries ever again#This is really good because the job I want when I grow up requires a lot of food restrictions good health and physical strength#How can people just up and eat donuts bro I can't eat a half a donut#I lovelovelove cornbread but not the sweet kind who tf put sweetener or whatever in cornbread?????????? Who had that brilliant idea????????
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MOTHER FUCJERS GUESS WHO HAS A FUCKING PHONE AGAIN
#i have been so#explodes#withojt my fucking phone#mot even bc of anything i do on it#PURELY bc i havent been able tk log into anything important#bc everything fuckjn. requires two factkr verificstion#and theres no option to do jt alternativelyyyy#sk j havent been able tk log ingo#kr be contacted by anyone fkr anythjng for work#and it was making me wsnt to explode
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every time someone leaves kudos on my old ruby redfort fic (like 2017-2018 era) i'm obviously so so pleased that people are still enjoying things i wrote so long ago, but also a part of me always goes oh god please tell me you've read my new stuff too. please i was 14 when i wrote that this can't be your only image of me
#like i am genuinely pretty proud of the fics i still have up i do think they hold up especially given i was 14 Years Old#i just also think my writing has got a lot better since and i'm really proud of the end is near in particular#if you read and miles to go before i sleep the end is near should be required reading i think#(/j obviously. or am i)#but also i've been writing ruby redfort fic for almost Eight Years what the FUCK#i was so Small who let me do that??#eight years that's horrifying. sorry im having a Moment here#also family ain't just blood has almost 1000 hits what the fuck?? woag#anyway. there is work i am supposed to be doing that is Not musing on my old fanfiction#my post
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I have a special skill called getting nervous talking in front of people so I basically go on auto pilot when a professor makes everyone in a class say their name and pronouns and then I forget what I said and get nervous about having said the wrong pronouns
#like what if I did it wrong#<- didn’t do it wrong#like I’ve got friend pronouns and classmate pronouns and they aren’t the same#because sometimes the pronouns require context and there’s no way in hell my classmates are getting that context#j rambles
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redraw where i meant to redesign more of her costume but instead just got lazy and drew her the same ://
oc-tober day 2: girl who is about to get so pissed when her cd player very reasonably starts skipping
#not pjo#my art#I finished this late and forgot to post#not to self to figure out where a case strap would sit and incorporate it into the design#j realized that it would be better to use her phone for music while suited up but she is COMMITED and STUBBORN#she’s bringing her cds she’s bringing her cassettes she’s gonna be PISSED when they break and she’s gonna continue to do this#s’s never ending mission to get j to use wireless headphones vs j’s aesthetic. the wire is required plus it totally doubles as a weapon#my ocs#s&j#oc tober
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Ivara is the ultimate stealth frame.
#Loki Wukong Octavia and Ash maims what do we think? /j#mains*#nah but I’m also an Ivara Prime main; I bought default ivara with real money back in the day due to the tedious farming requirements too#same with Limbo because that quest was terrible to play solo back then and his kit looked that fun#mod rose#warframe confession#warframe#ivara
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