#I want to reactivate my membership so bad lol

[singlemom1975]

Ok so I know I have said it before and I blame myself for not following through honestly I can tell everyone I got lazy I admit it I stopped going to the gym and I stopped caring but after my last dr' visit and getting on the scale I'm not happy with myself as a matter of fact I'm so mad at myself for letting my weight get as bad as it has it's almost a new month so I'm about to make some serious life changing decisions. I count my blessings everyday I try so hard not to take my life or the life of my loved ones for granted so I'm ready to make some new changes I haven't been drinking as much coke especially with my whole recent toothache thank god thats over the truth is I would like to keep the rest of my teeth lol so I'm sticking to water I been drinking it every day and I'm getting used to it honestly I never liked it before but I feel good now when I drink it and lately my taste for soda is kind of going away. So I say out of sight out of mind and I decided that I'm going reactivate my gym membership as well I'm going to try my best to stay away from fast food I'm not a big sweets person but I do have a soft spot for ice cream lol I will admit it. But I don't a lot of ice cream I'm going to start eating more vegetables and my first choice has always been chicken I don't really eat meat a lot. My goal is pretty simple but I know and I've always known that only I can make these changes and I do I see all these transformations and I want to do it I'm going to do it. I'm going to walk everyday with my pups after work on the days I don't go to the gym and I'm just going to set goals and boundaries for myself and stick to them. In Jesus name is know I can do this. Thank you for your support in the past and I know I will have support today and everyday after. (at Hayward, California)