#I want to draw. I can't draw. I need to write a thesis. I'm overwhelmed and I'm gonna cry

[shaw-punsexualnerd]

I've become so accustomed to making my own content because its nowhere else to be found that now if I start finding more than 5 fan content of the thing I like I legit get nauseous 😭 crying

[biromanticwritergal]

June 2024 Update I guess?

I'm such a loser for real. I need to get back into my hobbies other than talking to random people on reddit. I have so many books to read. I just haven't felt like reading anything on top of my reading for my class. But school is making me not like reading. Glenarvon is pretty dull. Why did I choose it for my thesis again? :(

I don't game. I don't read or write (other than for my class and that's so unfun). I don't draw any more either. I journal a little, watch too much TV and probably talk way too much to people on reddit.

I feel like I can't talk to my IRL friends too much without annoying them. I don't want to be clingy or overwhelming. The curse of the self aware extrovert.

I know I'm probably depressed because I'm so tired of school and bored of my life right now.

I almost never see my real life friends. And one of my friends ruined one of our hang outs by turning it into a date for her and her SO. They always third wheel me and I really don't need this rn. :/ It was so rude of her to invite them to my house without asking me first but SO is pretty unstable and I don't want to be a jerk about it. My friend is so chill but her SO is not at all. So it will be awkward for no reason instead of being a fun hangout. Ugh.