#I wanna fucking commit murder on my sister she won't shut up

[silly-fox-and-its-stuffies]

no I can't sleep I have the late night adhd zoomies but I'm sad during them :(

my bio mom made fun of my voice

i bothered these two people by having a crush on someone and they're already with someone and probably made them both feel bad even tho they were setting boundaries

i made mac and cheese and its doesn't taste as good as usually

i wanna draw but I have a stupid ass Amazon fire tablet with no good drawing apps, let alone any good apps on the appstore and I barely have storage either way

I miss my pets that died and my cat my bio parents took back to the shelter

i feel like a failure bc I can't even clean bones right

I dont think my bio parents love me

im a polyfragmented did system?? instead of osdd? so that's fun /s

to go along with that I have horrible memory and I can't even take pictures bc of low storage

i feel like my partners don't love me enough bc I see all these other perfect qprs and people dating who get each other flowers and cuddle and stuff and all my relationships are long distance or the person doesn't care enough or have the ability to really do anything but talk to me

people are making a bunch of fucking noise eating

idek my own religion

my sister won't shut the fuck up and keeps talking and I don't hear any of it bc I'm zoning out

yeah that's not all but I dont wanna bother you even more its already long sorry sorry sorry sorry

why does nothing ever end up working for me. at this rate I won't even be able to go to pride in another city.