#I used to believe my m*ther was given a prophecy that I'd become someone. and she didn't want that to happen | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

david-watts · 1 year ago

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I missed my opportunity to run away and live it's. I don't want to say it because I'm terrified it will actually happen and I will manifest it happening but it's almost as if I've been grabbed by these roots and can't escape

#I had a dream last night that someone in particular visited. I'm thinking about what could've been. what could've been.#I think I know what I was supposed to do but everything around me was determined it would never happen #I used to believe my m*ther was given a prophecy that I'd become someone. and she didn't want that to happen #whether she knew that I would have horrible feelings about her doing one of the worst things she could to a child #or if I'd die young because oh of course I'll die young. my body can't cope with twenty yet alone anything more #I'm beginning to suspect that #of course. biggest issue is me. I never took the opportunities I was given #I thought rejecting what I was given because they were never good enough was a good idea.#turns out that's my lot in life. not good enough.

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