#I thought i'd be seeing my NOLA friend(s) a lot more
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I hate when I'm flatlining. like i am just so middle / unemoted / empty right now. I mean actually this is way better than being depressed although I'm worried that's where I'm heading
#personal#i don't fucking know man#i don't middle very often#i think part of it is just exhaustion from my trip#although my dad was spectacularly well behaved#think he has realized I can't stand being around him when he's drunk#he even went to a museum with me which i thought I was just going to do by myself#and he actually enjoyed it too i think which was nice#saw a lot of good friends#but yeah recovering#maybei t's jus the price that i was like really happy last week that now the mundaness of my regular life seems#blah#i was doing the math of like oh shit i have like... one (non-work) friend here in BR and then some of his friends by adjacent#like everyone has moved or is like an hour+ away#I thought i'd be seeing my NOLA friend(s) a lot more#but we're just doing virtual stuff mostly#which is just what i was doing in wisconsin but with actual in person friend stuff too#my mom/stepfather are moving in less than a year#who knows how long my grandmother has left
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