#I think of it all the time hence why im attached to Satan and ambivalent to the others

[littlestardescendants]

Nah, nah it's okay I think of that too.

Like they want MC/you but they don't know MC/you. Sex doesn't solve anything or fix anything-

- Doesn't fix the fact Satan gets off on you being so emotional you're irrational

- Doesn't fix the fact Mammon's hands are only ever on your ass

- Definitely doesn't fix the fact Leviathan insults and manipulates you and never saw you as an equal

- Doesn't fix the fact Beelzebub hits it then walks off even with your feelings

You don't matter in a way; Only your connection to Solomon and your body matters...

And I get it they're demons and it's a porn game but it's lonely because everyone loves you but nobody really likes you.

Not enough to know you at least...

Sometimes I wonder how WHB demons would react to MC being insecure about themselves. In the sense that they are obviously objectified and constantly used to have sexual gratification most of the time. Like. Do they really know you? The things you like? Hobbies, and passions?

Of course I know its not that deep HAHA. I just like to day dream a little bit sometimes.

Like during the Beelzebub Valentine's day story when Donggyun hands you the chocolates made to look like your bottom. I'd probably just stare at it, and sigh. I'll be smiling, but it would be more of a sad smile. Is that all they see you as? Do they really not know what else to get you?

I can imagine getting tired of it, maybe breaking down after one of your favs who you maybe start to develop feelings for goes to you for some physical affection.

"Is that all you know me for?"

"Is this all I'm good for?"

"Do you even...know me?"

Ur prolly thinking "whomp whomp it's an adult game that's the entire point" Well YEAHH but it's just a thought, you know??? Sometimes I randomly think of something like...if you play an instrument in front of them. Slowly but surely they start to be like...

"you play...(the instrument)? I didn't know that."

"Did you ever bother to ask?"

Angst O'clock