#I think gerry will have to do a lot of pretending. that twisted mockery of michael shelley next to him is his michael even though it's not | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

friszil · 5 hours ago

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i'm not much of a doorkeay shipper but every time i think about "anybody else" by dom fera as michael distortion and gerry my brain stops workingi'm like ndksodmrnwpalsnfne oh ogdo oh my ogooooood oh god oh ood please no

#“i get cold in your ex's clothes that you left me” <- i'm going fucking insane #“she said i'm older than the golder rule but we can say i new” <- i'm going fucking crazy #because yeah yk. an ancient being the distortion took the form of michael shelley. almost new. gerry can still pretend it's him and not it #I think gerry will have to do a lot of pretending. that twisted mockery of michael shelley next to him is his michael even though it's not #and the distortion in turn wants to tear his memory of michael shelley free itself from this curse from the box it is meant to fit into #i mean. maybe herry will learn to love it no shit but it's kinda boring to me ngl #no comfort for them ssry #gerry learn to live with something that will never be who you remember yet at the same time the most thing that remains of him #michael distortion learn to live in the other's illusion about you.#you are never fully yourself you are never fully him you are too much and not enough at the same time #gerry grieves. loves and hates how close and how far you are from michael shelley #.#peak of romance i believe #hey maybe i should write a fic about that. i actually already did but #there is no such thing as too much fics about the thing that makes you a true freak #i can't even say that i love doorkeay. i think i just love watching people (and things) suffer.#thank you for coming to my ted talk #!#tma #the magnus archives #doorkeay #micheal distortion #gerry keay #gerrymichael #not art #BUT THERE WILL BE.

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