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phantominzie · 8 months ago

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Burnout is hard

#take care of yourself #i've overworked myself so hard that I'm physically sick.#please value yourself and ask for a day off #I cannot take a break for the next 3 weeks or so due to end of the semester exams #I sit at my desk and cant bring myself to do work because it makes my head swim and makes me have dramatic angered mood swings #I cannot even bring myself to create art or do other things that I love doing I feel nothing but listlesness #and I fear that I bore or frighten my friends by my angry swings where I am more rude or cynical that normal #where I can only have a 'good day' once a week at best #where I cant bring myself to wash my face or brush my hair or teeth for days #I feel like someone splashed water on a candle wick and has been trying to light it but just cant get it to start #this is long and I feel cringey #I think I'll be fine eventually #it will just take a while #so please forgive me if I do not post anything original for a while #bye for now #burnout

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katiekatdragon27 · 2 months ago

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CHAT I AM ON 🔥🔥🔥🔥RN!!!! (LITERALLY)

I've been listening to three songs super frequently this week it's brain rotting me so bad. "Fangs", "Dead Inside", "I Bet on Loosing Dogs" are the culprits.

I'm starting to alter a ton of stuff regarding my take on Flatland bc of this. Still keeping some stuff from all my imprints, but I am altering a lot of motivations and personalities (mostly Abel cuz I need an outlet somehow-). I'm kinda making him more, sympathetic??? I have no idea how to explain it but he's just a rich coddled kid turned adult with limited social skills, given a super powerful position at a "dangerously" young age, and a strong fascination with Flatland. He never really had any friends and only really had his research for support, and he ended up being exiled because of it. "He'll be there on their side" if you will.

He's lowkey struggling(kinda like me) but that's just the nature of characters I like. If you end up on my favs, you get to suffer.

More progress photos below cut:

I was also kinda struggling with what colors to use for the piece, so i went on one of those ai pallet things and just used the results for the prompts. The second pallet is called "Someone to watch me die".

Have a good one buds :))

#i think i'm getting faster at ids but idk we'll get there eventually #this was super duper fun to do tho i had a BLAST. GET IT-#-fine I'll get off stage #flatland #koy's flatland #abel spherious #anthony squaur #a sphere #a square #flatland 2007 #flatland fanart #illustration #mitski #i bet on loosing dogs #flatland the film #flatland the movie #death #katiekatdragon27

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raiiny-bay · 2 months ago

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made this & then realized i wanted to make something else instead

#:-( i do this every time lol #at least i didn't start editing it yet #i still might do something w this eventually #it was meant to be part of the edit remakes i had planned BUT #i actually......... think i want to render some scenes from the story #like......... stills. from a movie yk #they wouldn't be cohesive bc i don't have the energy for that #but i think they will look cool #i have a vision #i may or may not write some kind of narration for it. idk #it depends how much brain power i have once they're made #n e way #guess i gotta go PLAN #it's fine. it'll make for a good anniversary post. if i finish it on time.#besides i'll get to show off more of the characters this way :-)#mbz is obviously primarily about the monster boys but there are a lot of side characters & plots & i actually quite like all of them #so i need to make more things with them #rainyrambles

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cure-stars · 2 months ago

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HAVEN'T DONE THIS OR THAT YET, IT'S ALWAYS SO FORCED

IT'S LIKE I'M, LIKE I'M, INEXPERIENCED, SO FROM NOW ON,

LET'S JUST DO IT!

HAVEN'T DONE THIS OR THAT YET, IT'S ALWAYS SO SUDDEN

IT'S LIKE I'M, LIKE I'M, INEXPERIENCED,

BUT WHAT'S WRONG WITH THAT? 💛

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violasmirabiles · 12 days ago

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ok so apparently this is one of those days where i start to cry after accidentally dropping my meds on the floor and can barely pause my sobbing for long enough so that i can take said meds and drink a glass of water. also nobodys ever going to love me and id do everyone around me and the society at large a huge favor if i just stopped living, plus other hits from my extremely trustworthy hell brain. ill be fine eventually but Jesus Christ. i do not like being me right now. as if i ever really do. lol

#in all seriousness i Will be fine. i Will be. eventually. But Jesus Christ.#right now everything in the world is my fault and when you think about it i actually Deserve to feel this bad. in fact i deserve worse <3 #(source: menthol i'llness i KNOWWWWW fucking hell. anyway time to make haha jokes and Not Move From Bed)

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tournament-of-ninjago · 9 months ago

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

I FORGOT ABOUT THE POLL OF THE WEEK I'M SO SORRYYYY

thanks @thenindroidtherapist for the poll idea! ninjago has too many seasons so i'll split them into two separate polls. this week's one is from the og (wilfilm) era :)

#i think i've already said this before but don't worry if your poll idea hasn't been done yet i'll get to them eventually!!#if you have poll ideas to share i have a post asking for them (link is in the intro post if you can't find it)#but if you wanna send them in via asks thats fine too >:D #ninjago #tonc #ninjago poll #fandom polls

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le-jardin-inculte · 1 year ago

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my first experiment with making paper flowers, of course I did something vaguely Trigun-related 😁

#i think i'll eventually do a full piece with a drawing and a few of these on top #but for now this is fine #also yes the flower is my own design #made a stencil based on a real petal #my art #trigun fanart #trigun

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pendraegon · 10 months ago

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everything feels like a slurry in my brain. simultaneously like i've been swept up into a hurling vortex that lurches around on unsteady legs and also like i'm the only stagnant thing and everything else is a loud cacophony of color that's almost startling. my eyes are hot and they feel wet. my head hurts. my chest feels empty. i blink and hours pass. everything feels like it's a stone's throw from reality or maybe i'm just on the opposite side of the glass entirely. i feel hollow and i feel brittle like the tiniest bit of pressure will make me shatter.

#my hands are cold but they're always cold but they feel nice against my face right now.........#i think. i haven't been dealing with things as well as i thought i have been especially the last week or so #might be mia for a bit guys. there's nothing to worry about regarding my safety at all but there is a.....#distinct...lack. of feeling or anything right now. just total numbing apathy and i dont like how i am both to myself and #to others when i get like this.#hopefully this passes soon xoxo. eventually i'll be fine because i'm always fine....

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running-in-the-dark · 7 months ago

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I've got an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow, and I'm getting my conch piercing swapped out for a shorter one. that's gonna be stressful 🙃

#annnd I will absolutely take my lorazepam for the second one... yeah it's unnecessary yeah it's dumb but. I'm SO scared #and I haven't even thought about taking any in ages. so it's alright and I don't mind #I will do things to make things I want to do but am scared of easier for myself so that I can do them at all #and that's fine #I'm so hoping she'll say the piercing is healing well... it doesn't hurt at all and I've been careful with it and I've cleaned it #(almost) every day like she said #but there's a bump and it still gets pretty gross and. well I'm just hoping it's fine 😬#I kinda keep going from 'I still want as many ear piercings as possible' to 'I don't want to get a piercing ever again in my life' and back #though at this point.... I'm thinking I definitely should not get any more in my left ear since it keeps being difficult (the slight hearing #loss and the tube and then I got a middle ear infection... maybe it'll eventually be fine again but right now it's not looking like it 🤔#but whatever maybe I'll get more in the right one. I could. if I wanted to. we will see 🤷)#also it suuucks that I now have to drive 30 minutes to get to my psychiatrist's office but I like him a lot so I will not look for a #different one #personal

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bobmckenzie · 4 months ago

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ALMOST 100 THIRST WATCHES

#I THINK ive backlogged them all the way back to 2015 now LOL #i just remembered i had a short-lived edward norton phase 🧍‍♀️ I DONT REMEMBER WHEN THAT WASSS it was only like 3 movies it's fine #maybe I'll figure it out eventually but I AM BORED OF BACKLOGGING NOW LOL #caitiechat

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fantastic-mr-corvid · 7 months ago

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Attept 2 [the first is not seeing the light of day] I need to make her a proper pallet. This will take a lot of colour picking bc lighting effects but it will save time. The old one is badddd and idk what each set of colours are for... anyway her<3

#thebirdarts #Uhh my wol? Idk if she has a tag #Eh I'll look in the art one #God same design since I started. Shit that was three years ago #Im too poor for fantasia abuse #I have some things I'm not 100% on bc it was years ago and I wasn't aware of some shit #Like is the dark gray skintone weird?? It's what one piece I did was green skin. Bc i was gonna change #I guess it's like drow tho. So fine? Idk it's late #And she has the galien or however it's spelt third eye I need to get rid of that and her other tattoo #Anyway sorry I'm tired I should delete these tags but I don't want something thinking I haven't thought about it? U know?#Anyway her<3 #This is just a quick one a collection will be posted on my art account eventually #When I'm awake enough to draw more #I need to shut tf up

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misterradio · 5 months ago

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you have to be actually shitting me for real right now

#original nonsense #personal #image described #wondla spoilers #FUCK YKU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#IM SO AMAZED IM LAUGHING. IM LAUGHING AND KCIKING MY LEGS. BECAUSE IM AMAZED.#this has got to be a JOKE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i'll calm down eventually but im actually in such shock at this. this is just unbelievable.#this is i think the most obvious example to me of how they changed a character (besides eva being Ethnically Ambiuous instead #of White which is fine but they still made her design more boring...)#but literally everything they changed takes out so muchcharm of the original.#JUST LOOK AT THIS. LOOk #okay to reblog btw. feel free to go crazy with me

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n4rval · 11 months ago

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a little pause on art for finals(they are all late) but boy has brain been braining

more specifically on dings' dynamic as asriel and chara's weird uncle bc that's just something i don't see a lot

#talking to the wall #i personally like to think dadster came up to be because these two warmed up the idea of children on his lonely heart #he used to babysit them occasionally #when they Fucking Died™ mf was absolutely destroyed. back to his lonely cave of mourning and no funny children #unless ☝️#but now we're getting into babybones territory we already have a lot of babybones content #and mad scientist playing god with DT yadda yadda you know the drill #asriel couldn't care less about the complicated sci-fi weird machine creepy shit he pulled off #in fact the guy gave him the creeps at first. made him cry once as a baby #but chara thought the guy was the coolest idiot. lab coat and super cool sci-fi shit?? you built WHAT??#So Cool. That's their idol. Also they get to sleep late and do dangerous nerd shit their parents would never let them otherwise #eventually asriel warms up because he's also into shenanigans (and doesn't want to feel left out so he starts trying to prove himself)#by acting like a smartass #fine i'll help but only to laugh when you go bald or something 🙄 (has the time of his life)#they went bald. now them and G are both eggheads #how delightful children are. he misses these two dearly #and then their parents proceed to divorce. is love even real anymore.#should i even tag this #oh well #undertale #gaster #asriel #chara #please nerd with me dont let me shout into the void #thank you

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perilegs · 6 months ago

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being homesick and changing as a person so much the place you grew up in isn't your home anymore is such a core part of ati and upon further inspection i think i was projecting a little

#like yea that is a very common basic thing that happens to a lot if not most adults #but also i think i get homesick a bit too easy #when i moved away from home i moved to the closest big city that's only an hour away and i was already deeply familiar with it #but i was so sad despite knowing i personally could never thrive in my hometown #i wanted to experience the big city but it was so scary and it still is and i miss the comforts of my hometown but it's not just me that #has changed #dont get me wrong i wouldnt move back bc i have hobbies and friends and a job and most likely a career in the city i live in #and this truly is a place i don't think i could ever move away from. unless it is to a neighboring city #it's so hard for me to imagine there are people who move not just across the country but a completely different country and they just. adap #i could never. i was visiting my hometown every week for like the first year i lived here #i eventually want to move to a bigger apartment and ive been looking at places already even tho i need to graduate before doing that #and i'm. getting homesick just thinking about moving to a different part of the city.#i like the area i live in. i like the cornerstore and the distance to the closest grocery stores and parks #i like how my grandma used to live in this area when she was around my age #i'm not good with change and i know it but there are several things about moving that make me miserable #like yeah obviously i will move out from my single bedroom apartment when i can and i'll be so happy and it'll be good for me #but despite having lived here for only a bit more than 4 years i'll miss this apartment. i have so many good memories from here and i'll #never be able to visit it again and have it feel the same #but that's the least sad thing imo. i dread being in a different area more lmao #but it's fine i know i'll adapt as long as i don't have to move to a different city ever again gfsahgak #idk ive had a long day and im feeling a bit melancholic #i'll sleep in tomorrow >:3c #leevi talks

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parablesystem · 2 years ago

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A message for protectors/caretakers/gatekeepers/similar roles in systems:

Remember to do something for yourself once in a while, if you can! Front for something fun, or buy something just for yourself, or something like that. You deserve to enjoy yourself, even if your role is mostly helping others in the system be safe and happy.

Also, you're great, and you're doing an amazing job. Shoutout to protector/caretaker/gatekeeper type roles, and similar things. You're so important for your system, and you do so much, make sure to at least give yourself a pat on the back once in a while!

#plurality #system stuff #pro endo #endo safe #plural positivity #parable speaks #noah #('s post)#post inspired by the fact that i went uhh. 4? years without doing anything for myself. pretty much ever #and i burnt out eventually and now idk if i'll ever be like. the same as i was before again #take care of yourselves when you get the chance to okay? its important #im fine btw. im like. getting better i think. in some ways at least

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bakafurai · 18 days ago

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was in the mood to draw my sonic ocs and oooh boy i forgot how hard it is to draw whatever proportions sonic characters have ouughh,,, shapes are hard OTL

#robin talks #i think everything is fine and then i have to draw the hands #why is it always the hands orz #i'll. figure it out. eventually

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