#I swear if the neighbors won't be quiet in the ne
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'Let me be the own to show you a love that doesn't hurt. One where you won't have to heal from'
#you send me this in a cute little Pic#and I was so so happy#I believed in you and in us#how could we end up this way?#when did this huge never ending heartbreak begin?#when was the first cut? The one that's making us bleed out#was it already when I tried to talk with you about how I am not feeling us the way#I used to?#it's quite a long time ago that I began missing something in our bond#I mean it still seems to be there somehow but some days I am not sure whether that's a good or bad thing#it's barely there but enough to make me stay#it hurts so much#we are on hold#I want us to grow#I want to move together with you; again#my mind knows what's the right thing to do after all the things we put each other through#but somehow there's this itty bitty tiny piece of hope left inside of my hurting heart#how could 'we' turn out so complicated? We used to flow with each other#it was easy with you and it felt so right#now nothing feels alright anymore#right now I am having a huge mental breakdown going through all the emotions and the only thing that would make me feel better right now#would be being in your presence I don't care where but one year and two months in the past#I need your comfort#I need the old you#and I am not able to think straight because my nerves are escalating#I swear if the neighbors won't be quiet in the ne#the next few minutes I am totally gonna lose it
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