#I need hugs and reasurrense but I won't.... I can't ask for it directly rn
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Um. I hate how stupid nightmares affect me like wtf lol stop :)
#miranda talking shit#I've had nightmares of being hurt murdered rped since I was a child. I don't like those dreams but I have them almost daily so it's...#I can brush them off... The ones that get me? The one involving my loved ones being upset with me or not trust me#That makes me wake up crying with my heartbeat in my throat#Anyway. Had a nightmare at Linus and ofc he doesn't get it#He laughed bc it sounds so silly. I dreamt he got very angry with me for petting his cat wrong#So I basically got up and said “okay I'll leave then if I bother you so bad” and he shouted back like “yes do. And don't you ever come back#I can handle being hurt and killed in my dreams but people being mad with me? Aw booboo nooo#I'm pathetic but I am legit crying about this as I walked home#I need hugs and reasurrense but I won't.... I can't ask for it directly rn#He was obviously feeling unwell anyway so not in the mood to deal with me
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