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baggedthumper · 1 month ago

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I haven't tumblr'd in soo long so here is my brain dump for you

My boyfriends friends are insane. I met him through a mutual friend (M) and that mutual friend dated his best friend. (K). For a long time I was convinced it was meant to be a meaningful relationship that K ruined because the lack of communication he gave M drove her over the edge before he disappeared and went into the military.

It was not. Apparently it was meant to be casual and M got "way too attached way too quickly". However I'm a M apologist until the day I die.

But also as an autistic person I've found that communication isn't as easy and to the point for others as it is for me. I'm stunned. My boyfriend and I were talking about it and he agrees fully that they should have just had a conversation about it and agreed on what they wanted out of it. But they didn't. And that was very dumb.

I'm still hung up on the fact that they just refused to talk about everything. Are you stupid? It's not that hard. Communication is a sign of respect. A type of "I care and so I need to make this clear." If you don't establish your boundaries, you can't get mad at people for crossing them. They didn't know them in the first place.

Neurotypicals will never make sense to me.

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onnoffwrites · 5 years ago

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cold

for the Hakukai_1day thingy thing on twitter

Theme: Common cold

(AO3)

(uhhh, i dunno how to do this fic posting on tumblr so let’s see how this goes. also ha, guess who forgot they have a tumblr)

He just wanted to mock Hakuba. That’s why he went to his house after a whole day without Hakuba at school.

Aoko had been texting in class more than usual, and by that he meant that Aoko had been texting the entire day. Frowning at her phone when it didn’t buzz with a response immediately.

When she wasn’t frowning, she bit her lip and looked out the window with furrowed brows, as if she expected to find something outside.

Kaito knew she was probably texting Hakuba, he knew they had each other’s LINE and texted regularly.

Kaito also knew that it was highly suspicious of Hakuba to be absent without informing the school ahead of time as he always did in the past.

Kaito might have also flipped Aoko’s skirt and taunt her to chase him around class and even out of class for longer than usual. The more time she spent trying to catch him, the less she spent thinking about Hakuba.

But really, all he wanted to do was mock the blond detective, and that was why he climbed through the bedroom window of said detective.

He wasn’t expecting to find the blond half covered by a blanket, as if he couldn’t decide if he was hot or cold, wheezing with every breath and sweating through his pajamas. Kaito might have stopped for longer than a few seconds to stare at the straight sight of a vulnerable looking Hakuba in front of him.

Until Hakuba broke into an awful cough that sounded both like he was trying to throw up some glass shards while swallowing a glob of pudding. The blond coughed with his whole body, torso twitching while his legs drew itself up, curling in on himself. When Hakuba was done, he just... melted back into a floppy helpless shape of a person. Just like how Kaito found him.

He couldn’t really explain what happened next.

Hit with a straight urgh, he moved as if he was being compelled by something. Coming over to touch Hakuba’s forehead and hissing when he felt just how high the fever was. Sneaking down the stairs to get some ice, only to discover that the house was completely void of life, all except for him and Hakuba.

That explained why the school wasn't informed.

Part of him worried wondered if Hakuba had been bedridden for the entire day.

The other part of him moved on autopilot, collecting ice into a bowl, filling it up with water, grabbing a small towel, then grabbing more, just in case.

He didn’t undress or change Hakuba’s clothes... that would be weird for him to do. But he did wipe down his sweat with the iced water. He could tell from the relaxed expression on the blond’s face that Hakuba was already feeling better.

He didn’t think about how the weight that had pressing down on him for the entire day seemed to have vanished completely as he looked at Hakuba's peaceful sleeping face.

He did think about how his face felt a bit hot and wondered if he could get sick just from being in the presence of someone who’s sick.

He couldn’t explain why he lingered and sat on the edge of Hakuba’s bed, watching down at the sleeping beauty blond.

It’s a good thing he won’t have to explain to anyone.

Kaito reached over to brush Hakuba’s bangs aside. He tells himself that he was just checking the temperature. ‘It’s gone down,’ he thought, ‘that’s good.’

He didn’t think about how many times his eyes slid down to look at parted lips. It would be easier not to think about it if he wasn’t doing it, so he looked back up.

Golden amber eyes blinked blearily up at him.

“KID..?”

Hakuba tilted his head up, leaning against his hand. Eyes blinked close and mouth slightly open, letting out tired heavy breaths, like sighs.

‘This is dangerous.’

He thought.

‘I should leave.’

He turned to look at the window he climbed through. Then back to Hakuba, face flushed with a fever. He was breathing deeply again, having gone back to sleep.

‘I’ve never seen him like this before.’

Kaito thought as he played with floppy blond bangs, soaked from sweat.

As tempting as it was, he resisted the desire to stay. It was getting dark out, he had himself to take care of.

He looked back at Hakuba again.

There was a slight gentle smile on the blond’s face.

Kaito felt his heart skip a beat, then started up again in double time. Sighing, he gave in to one of his temptations and leaned over to press a short, barely there, kiss on Hakuba’s forehead. He might as well reward himself for the trouble he went through to care for the guy.

It’s not like anyone would find out.

Edit: bonus/missing scene here!

#kuroba kaito #hakuba saguru #hakukai #dcmk #kaitou kid #my fic #god i haven't tumblr'd in so long i forgot how to tag #thats a lie i don't know how to tag coz i never tag

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