#I haven't tried an atmospheric piece in months hm

[vivsicx]

Happy Birthday Ayn! (★ᴗ★)

I can’t stop thinking about his cn bday sr help

[80s-roger]

before you leave - 70s!Roger Taylor x Virgin!Fem Reader

summary: you’re roger’s gf for almost a year and due to personal issues (self-esteem, shyness) you haven’t had sex with him nor with any other guy in the past. they all ran away from the third week but the blond drummer of newly formed queen stayed with you all this time, regardless of how much he wanted to have sex with you. he didn’t know that things would be THIS slow but somehow your attitude attracted him and still stayed with you. now it’s all about time before he leaves UK for touring with his bandmates.

inspired by @cams-writing-dump​ smut prompt.

words: 2,548

warning: this is so fluff omg, oral (f receiving), virgin fem reader, proof etc

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Roger is leaving tomorrow for the US. Their tour begins there and you do know how much you're going to miss him. However, him being with you was just all about fluff, cuddles and kisses. He's becoming a rock star, he wouldn't stay with you if you do take things really slow. And this is what you're doing for a year. You both agreed it would be slow but now the time is pushing you. You have to make the decision that's been pressuring you for weeks.

Roger avoids staying over at your home the last weeks because he knows you wouldn't do anything more than just kissing. He is a man. You do know what his needs are. He can't wait forever. Today you finally made that decision: having sex with him for the first time in your life. You knew you were feeling ready for it when just fantasizing it wasn't enough. You were craving for the real one and you knew Roger would make it all about you.

He would come here to greet you but also stay over, he'd bring his suitcases so he'd leave the next morning. You were crying thinking of the distance you'll both have but also him not being loyal to you and he would sleep with groupies. Your best friend though said that if you let him wait all this time now he'd be like a volcano ready to explode due to anticipation. He'll only crave your body. That's what will make it special. But he was keeping it all back, not trying to press you neither get you out of your comfort zone despite of how much he wanted it.

He's here now. You opened the door and kissed him before letting him in. You helped him place his suitcases next to the door and now it's all about you.

"This is our last time together, before leaving for three months..." his palms wrapped your cheeks and stared at your eyes for a long until he kissed you. You could read his thoughts: we've been together for a year and we never got to do something more than just kissing.

"You know I'm going to miss you..." you looked him back at his eyes and he just hugged you, really tight. You could even feel his boner at your lower stomach.

"And I'll miss you too." He let you out of his arms and took off his jacket while going to the living room.

You couldn't say what you wanted to say. You couldn't say Roger sex me up or fuck my brains out before you leave. You're romantic it's not that way.

As he sat at the couch ready to fire a cigarette you gently placed your hand against his wrist, gently stopping him from what he was doing. He looked at you confused and put it down.

"I've been thinking about it a lot and I um..." you stared at the ground. "I think it's time we should finally do that." you finally locked your gaze with his. He was looking at you surprised but then you could see how relieved he was after telling him it's about time to do it. He would be your first one and that makes him feel special.

"You think?" He asks as he stands up.

"I-I mean... It's about time to happen, you wanted it for so long and I've been imagining it since the night I met you and you're leaving tomorrow and I know I'll regret it if it doesn't happen tonight." You said with no breaths within.

"Easy love, it's okay..." he reasurred you as he placed his hands on your shoulders. "Listen I'm not pressuring you all this time, I respect you but now it's a time issue." He stated and you nodded. "Do you really want me to do the things I wanted to do on you for a year?" he asked as he looked deep in your eyes. His dirty words gave you chills and hell, you liked having his hands squeezing your butt gently.

"Oh my God, yes..." You whispered and he kissed you.

"Follow me, love." he grabbed your hand, leading you to the bedroom you both shared a lot of times sleeping together and cuddling. Now it's about time to make you feel all grown up.

You were standing at the edge of your bed and right there he began kissing your lips smoothly while his hands reached your shirt and with one move, he vanished it from your body, now staying with your bra and your sweatpants. You were so impatient, so your hands unbuttoned his semi-unbuttoned suit, now he was shirtless and you could see his chest area and giving him soft kiss es. "Lay down my love, this is all about you." He kissed your neck and gently laid you on top of your bed. Your head was where your pillows are and that was a comfortable position

Roger was going lower, at your legs and he took off your sweatpants, now staying only on your underwears. He was staring at your untouched body and felt so hyped as he saw you ready just for him.. He took off his jeans and now you had a clear view of his boner under the only fabric he had on. You liked the effect you had on him. Him waiting for you really made the effort. He was so impatient now, you could touch him and he'd melt. He laid between your legs, slightly removing your panties from your private area. He could notice a wave of nervousness hitting you as your body shivered. And then he stops removing your panties, placing them back to their place.

"Hey, baby, you alright?" He asked as his eyes met yours.

"Just feeling a little nervous." You honestly answered.

"We can stop if you want." He said, caressing your legs.

"No, please no. Continue, I want you to make me love..." You said beneath your breath, removing your bra from your body, now staying almost naked in front of him. At the sign of your confidence, he lost it, watching you now getting into the warm atmosphere, ready to lose that piece of innocence.

"Alright, let me taste you, is it fine?" He asked, asking for your permission.

"Just get on with it..." Your hands grabbed the headboard, ready to feel his mouth against your area.

His hands removed your cute cotton fabric from your legs and now you were fully exposed to him. You didn't mind. The night you are sharing is going to be stuck in his mind for the entire tour. His big palms, spread your legs and now he can have clear access right there. His mouth touched your labia and you knew it was really happening.

"You're so wet already, you do help me right here, baby girl..." He bit his lip and looked you into your eyes before turning back to your pussy. His tongue against you, sent shivers in every inch of your body. He started licking you and then eating you out, now, feeling more comfortable with his actions. "Babe, oh my God, where were you hiding all this? I'm so thankful I'm the first who tastes you." He gently kissed your thighs and now his long fingers attempted an entrance inside you. His one finger got in you, feeling your world collapsing already.

"F-fuck me Rog..." You moaned with your eyes closed, enjoying it a lot.

"You want more babe?" He asked and you nodded. You could barely talk. The pleasure he was giving you was indescribable. "I want to see how'll you react with one more finger inside you. You have to get used to them." He teased and got on top of you, as his fingers filled you. He was kissing your lips, then giving you small neck kisses. That feeling was addicting and hell, you liked it a lot.

"Roger, I'm gonna c-" You tried saying but he stopped you.

"You can't cum, love. You haven't felt the real one yet." he took off his fingers from you. "Wanna know how you taste like? Or do you know already?" He winked, referring to one of your masturbations in which he heard you moaning his name.

"Oh God, don't turn me off like that!" You laughed, feeling now comfortable and confident. He knows how to enlighten your mood. He laughed too and then he was surprised as you grabbed his palm, sucking the fingers he used to help you with your orgasm. "You like your taste hm? You so dirty..." He moaned and kissed you passionately, now your taste within your kiss.

"Go on babe..." You said after interrupting the kiss. He attempted standing up, but you stopped him. "I know you always carry condoms with you but don't leave the bed." You kind of begged him not to leave your side.

"But we have to take precautions." He looked at you confused.

"I bought a pack, it's in the bottom drawer." You looked at him as you pointed your nightstand.

He gave you a crooked smile before placing his left hand at your nightstand's drawer.

"You knew all this time, didn't you?" He asked after grabbing the condom.

"I would feel more secure If I bought them, you know..." you smiled and he couldn't smile back after seeing how cute and protective you are of yourself. "But yeah, I felt like tonight's the right time," you stated and he nodded incomprehensively.

"Anything that makes you feel safe, is good to me." He kissed your cheek and took off his underwear. It was about to happen. He wore the condom you bought for him and now he prepared you. He made small circles around your clit, getting wet again and he looked you deeply in your eyes. "Are you ready about it?" He asked while caressing your cheek and then your hair.

"Yeah." You whispered and grabbed your hands, around his arms, feeling now his body on yours.

His penis came closer to your vagina. You could feel he wanted entrance in there so he raised your leg so you could be more stretched. As he was finally inside you, he tried making smooth moves, making it easy for you to adjust on his size. A soft moan of you slipped from your mouth and felt pain as he was moving a little bit faster than before. "Want me to stop?" He asked after seeing you aching a bit.

"N-no, just keep up with it, I like it." You moaned and he kissed your chest, then your neck and then your lips, keeping you occupied and distracted.

His moves were now smooth as you got adjusted to his size, pain disappeared and all you could feel was pleasure and what you could hear was Roger's soft moans and your bodies tribbing against each other. You closed your eyes and opened them again, staring at the ceiling.

"Look deep into my eyes, sweetheart." His voice made you focus on him again, doing what he says, feeling even more sensitive towards him. His arms wrapping your body, feeling super safe with him.

"That feels so good Roger..." You said with your remaining stamina.

"I want to watch you fall apart." he moaned as his thrusts reached your G-point.

"Ah fuck, Rog..." You loudly moaned, leaving nail scratches at his back and his arms. "I-I can't." You said ready to finally cum.

"Come for me y/n, do it for me." He said as his last few thrusts were the ones which sent you. "Fuck." He moaned as he came around the used condom, now out of you.

"Ah fuck Rog, that was amazing." You closed your legs after him kissing you and standing up to clean himself.

"I know right love. Allow me to say that this is the best sex I've ever had. All thanks to waiting for a bloody year." He laughed after going to the bathroom.

You moved side but you noticed small stains of blood at the size you were a couple of minutes ago. "Aww fuck." You whimpered and checked yourself after seeing the blood at the sheets. "I have to wash them." You said to yourself after wearing your underwears again. Roger came back to your bedroom and saw you removing the sheets from your bed. He guessed what you were doing so he didn't ask. "I've got to put them in the laundry and get clean ones." You said to him and he came closer to you.

"No babe, go get them in the laundry, clean yourself and I will make the bed, don't worry." He kissed you before heading to the closet.

"Honestly, you'll make me sleep on the same sheets until you're coming back home again." you joked and he laughed at your compliment.

After all this tiny mess, you came back to the bed you shared for that night. He was smoking his cigarette before you came. You could feel nicotine in the air but you didn't matter. You only wanted him. "Roger I love you." You looked at him and he did the same after hearing these precious four words. He kissed your lips again, his hand at your neck, keeping you warm.

"I love you too y/n. Honestly, I find our relationship the most important thing in the world." He said back and all these worries you had about him cheating on you while on tour disappeared within a few seconds.

"Please don't hurt my trust." You looked him deeply in his eyes and you noticed a sign of confusion. "I gave you everything I had, don't make me regret it." You said feeling now insecure he'd hurt you.

"You won't regret it. Don't blow your head with nonsense!" he smiled and hugged you before turning the light off.

Airport

"Can I come with you to the airport tomorrow morning? I want to say you a last goodbye." You said as your head was placed at his chest, feeling his heart beating steadily.

"Of course my love." He kissed your head and then you slept on each other's arms. Probably the best thing you've ever done with Roger.

There were so many people there, saying goodbye to Queen and asking for autographs too. Roger noticed how upset you were so he grabbed your hand walking with you until their flight gate. You felt so broken he was leaving you but also happy you both completed your relationship. The rest of his bandmates were leaving, going inside the gate but the manager was still there, waiting for Roger.

"I'm gonna miss you." He said to you while wrapping your hands with his. The paps couldn't stop taking photos but both of you nearly gave a shit.

"I'll miss you so much Roger." You were ready to cry but kept it for later. You didn't want him to see you so fragile.

"I'll keep calling you every day. I'll call you when we land." He kissed your hands and you hugged him tightly.

"Roger, the plain is leaving in a few." The manager said, interrupting your cute moment.

"I love you y/n." He kissed you and then you could hear the cameras burning from the flash. "Yesterday night was the best time of my life." he whispered in your ear so nobody could hear it.

"I love you!" You whimpered and kissed you again before leaving. His figure disappeared as the gate finally closed. His rock-star life was about to begin.