#I guess this is why I'll never get my elf rebellion

[nessacousland]

As much as I like the reveal that the ancient elves were spirits forging themselves bodies out of lyrium in-universe...

It's certainly a choice to bake pretty overt parallels between a species that for all intents and purposes should never have existed - whose existence is in fact the catalyst for almost every known misfortune plaguing Thedas - and certain real life peoples right into the worldbuilding.

But it’s an even more "interesting" choice to then retroactively whitewash all the horrific oppression their descendants have suffered for eons in order to justify the suggestion that modern elves may just deserve any "future" mistreatment and distrust coming their way.

[kalinara]

I'm starting to get a little obsessed with Rings of Power, I have to admit. I'm not entirely sure why - perhaps I just really have a need to rejoin a fandom that is full of hyper-pedantic purists who nit-pick endlessly over contradicting canon material, racist "historians" who apparently never heard of the Moorish invasion, Mongol invasion, the Silk Road, or any of a thousand other reasons why actual historical people of color might have ended up in medieval Europe, and the usual victim-blaming villain apologists. (I won't lie, I also think the Feanorians are pretty compelling. I draw the line at blaming the invaded people for not wanting to hand the magic rock over to repeated mass murderers though.)

Eh, maybe I'll stick to my own corner. There's some good fic out there though.

These are my initial observations from the first episode:

1. There's more indirect Silmarillion references than I expected. From fan reaction, I thought they were scrapping the entire thing. But it seems like most of Elrond's fucked up backstory is intact. Or at least not contradicted. (I think there's even a Feanor namedrop in a later episode?)

2. Galadriel is so pretty, OMG. And her armor doesn't have boobs!

3. Elrond is adorable. Of all the fannish complaints, I have the most sympathy for the one about Elrond having Steve Harrington hair. I feel like it might be a character beat though. They seem to be leaning a bit into the idea of the Peredhel being not quite accepted in general elf society, so maybe that's meant to be a tiny little rebellion?

3b. The idea of the Peredhel not being particularly accepted does seem like a deviation from the Silmarillion, but then that was pretty broad strokes. We know EVENTUALLY Gil-galad and Elrond will be homoerotically joined at the hip, but it might take a while to get there.

3c. I would like him to grow it out eventually though. The current look doesn't suit his face. I think something longer and pinned back a bit might work better with those angles.

3d. The idea of Elrond not being an "elf lord" seems particularly offensive given the poor guy is arguably the heir of every elf kingdom under the sun. Then again, none of those elf kingdoms actually exist anymore. Except the one Gil-galad's running. But I actually really like the poor put-upon clerk with quiet ambitions aspect of his character. It's pretty rare to see open ambition treated as, if not a positive trait, then a neutral one.

I feel like there's this thing, in popular western media, where we adore the wise and powerful figures - the wise king, if you will, but we don't like the idea of someone actually wanting and trying to achieve that role. The only good powerful person, we say, is the one that doesn't want it. They get it by chance, by birthright, by being in the right place at the right time. Even if they "earn" it, it's generally by doing something heroic, completely unrelated to governing people or dealing with politics. THOSE sorts are almost invariably the Wrong Choice.

But what if you want to enact real, positive change? What if you want to protect people or take care of people? How do you do that, if you're not in a position of power? How do you get power, when you're not really allowed to want it?

(I might be projecting too many good motives onto my historically favorite character, but I have future canon knowledge that he does a pretty decent job when he actually IS in charge of shit, so there you go.)

4. I love that Galadriel and Elrond look like they're the same height. Google tells me he's 6', and she's 5'4". I'd never have guessed. Nice camera work. Or phenomenal job at hiding the stilts.

5. I love that elf aging seems to be completely arbitrary. Elrond and Galadriel look like babies. Gil-galad looks middle-aged*, while Celebrimbor...well, I guess being only non-murderous Feanorian is really stressful?

5b. It hurts me to say that as Gil-galad's actor is maybe a year older than I am. But alas, that's life.

5c. Celebrimbor also has short hair. Maybe it's a Feanorian thing? That'd be kind of interesting. Did Tolkien ever specifically SAY they had long hair?

6. I have no idea who Arondir is. It's probably worth noting that I haven't read the Silmarillion since college, which might explain why I'm not really nitpicking anything. Whether he's one of the umpteen tragic elves from that book, or a canon newcomer, I don't care. I want to keep him.

6b. I'd like to see that elf who said that there were only two elven-human marriages and they ended in death and despair to say that to Elrond's face. Wait, no. I think he might cry. Say that to Idril Celebrindal. I fucking dare you. (Tuor would absolutely hold her flowers.)

7. I wasn't expecting the hobbits. No one mentioned the hobbits.

8. Also, no idea what the Southlands are, but it's an interesting story beat. From an average human perspective, what makes one powerful overlord better than another? Especially given some of the shit the good-guy elves got up to over the years.

9. Everything looks really pretty and nothing's really happening yet, but this is Tolkien. I sat through the extended editions of the movies (...might have fallen asleep at one point, but that's between me and the Professor), I can wait a few episodes before things start to happen.

Anyway, I'm looking forward to seeing the next one.

[gay-otlc]

Alien

Sophie talks to Dex about gender. Xe/xem Dex, no pronouns Sophie. Content warning for cursing, transphobia (just mentioned), and dysphoria.

@everblaeze-and-balefire

Dex had come to Sophie's house to do homework. Neither was actually doing homework, opting instead to lie at the floor and stare at the ceiling, like they would do when they just talked shit and worry about normal, teenager things. Not the Neverseen. Not rebellion. Not war.

It was kind of nice to do this again.

"I came out to my grandparents as genderfluid," Dex said finally. Xe didn't look at Sophie, and Sophie didn't look at xem, instead opting to focus on the paper stars that decorated the ceiling. Maybe it would be easier if Sophie was somewhere with the stars, somewhere out in space. Maybe then Sophie would stop feeling so alien.

"How did it go?"

Dex fell silent for a while, and Sophie glanced over at xem, concerned. "Not great," xe said finally.

Fuck. "I'm sorry."

"They're not exactly thrilled about our family's reputation, you know? First my dad being talentless, the bad match, then the triplets, then... me. One final disappointment, I guess."

Sophie had never met xyr grandparents, but definitely wanted to go give them a sucker punch. "You're not a disappointment."

"Thanks."

A long pause. Sophie tried to collect all the thought scattered around, form them into something comprehensible. A question danced on the tip of Sophie's tongue, wanting to burst out. And at the same time, begging to disappear forever. Finally, "How did you know you were genderfluid?"

"I don't... I don't really know. It was just the only thing that ever made sense, you know? I was always confused and nothing else made sense. Why?"

"I..." Were tongues supposed to feel like sandpaper? Was anxiety supposed to squeeze at Sophie, cold creeping in? Sophie drifted off into a whisper. "I'm not so sure I'm a girl."

Sophie didn't really know what to expect. But xe just nodded and said, "Okay."

"Okay?"

"Am I supposed to bestow queer elder wisdom upon you? Cause I don't really think I'm the best elf for that. Um... gender is pretty damn hard, you don't need to find the answer right away. Or ever. Um. Shit. I don't know how to talk to people. Um. If you want to, like, talk about gender shit? I'm here?"

With a nod, Sophie continued not making eye contact. It was easier, somehow, to pretend it wasn't a real person hearing this. Just a shout into the void. "I hate clothes that are, like, tight. And show off my body. I hate my boobs. And I love my parents, I do, but I kind of flinch when someone calls me a daughter. Or a girl. Please don't tell my parents, though, I'm not really ready to..."

"I'm not gonna out you, Sophie, obviously. Do you have any idea what you are? It's okay if you don't, I'm just wondering."

Sophie paused. "Not a boy, I'm pretty sure about that. I'm somewhere in between, but I don't really know where I fall, exactly."

"Nonbinary is pretty vague. You could just use that, if you don't feel like specifying exactly where you are."

"I don't know. Maybe. I guess nonbinary works, but what if I find a better word later on?"

Dex was probably rolling xyr eyes. "Then change it, Sophie. There's no punishment for getting it wrong the first time."

"Then I think I'm nonbinary."

Xe chuckled softly and nudged Sophie. "Hi, nonbinary, I'm Dex."

"Fuck you!"

"I love you too." Another laugh. What a bitch. "Do you know what you want to do, pronouns wise?"

Sophie shook her- his- their- what the fuck?- head. "No, not yet."

"Okay. That's cool, feel free to experiment around and I'll give you pronoun checks."

Looking back up at the paper stars, Sophie thought, maybe Sophie wasn't quite so alone in this weird, kind of fucked up universe. Not quite so alien. "You're the best, Dex."

"Damn right I am."