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always-a-slut-4-ghouls · 6 months ago

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I caught myself looking like 😑 again at the grocery store today and I feel so awkward. I don’t want to come off as an asshole to anyone working there (it must suck as a job, especially during summer tourist season) but my face is just like this! I think it would be really funny if I got a custom t-shirt one day that just said “sorry, it’s (probably) not you. My face is just like this” with the 😑 emoji under it

#emma posts #when it doesn’t look like 😑 it looks like 😳#i just remembered today that part of the reason it’s like this was that in highschool if i looked like that my bullies got bored #was always switching between 😑 and 😳 and now those are just my defaults #the 😳 would probably be around regardless tho #it’s kinda funny how my teacher mom has strangers approach her regularly but my dad and I and maybe my brothers don’t get that #but my dad is 6ft with a 😑 expression most of the time in public #my brothers have different vibes but are also huge #youngest has got an awkward gentle giant energy #and middle kid has what I can only call a ‘more subtle bakugo rizz’ if that makes any sense #dude needs to take his meds like the rest of us #I really went from 😳 elementary to 😑 highschool expression wise #and one is anxiety and autism while the other is autism and defense against bullies #but now my face is just like that by default and it’s super awkward #I’m also self conscious about how i look while laughing #but that’s a mostly separate thing #mostly #non-human animals get the ☺️ expression though so they like my vibes better #I also try to be like that with kids. and I am a little internally. but I also panic about how the respond to them #I’d blame one specific younger cousin experience but I’m not totally sure #either way I look a little less 😑 to them but probably still a little 😳#kids with anxiety seem to like me though. we get each other’s vibes I guess 🤷‍♀️#but gods. I don’t want to look at cashiers like 😑 in the checkout but i keep doing it #and when i consciously try to stop i often look more like 😳#girl has no rizz if you’re not a cat #I react the same way to energetic dogs as I do most kids which is a bit weird tbh #I end up looking like a combination of 😳😐😬😦😅 when I try to talk to neighbors #my only advantage is that people think my jokes are funny. at least in person #and I can at least tell when someone is faking their smile response #if there are two things I can usually pick up on it’s nervousness and amusement

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