#I don't like to think about some of the stufd that I used to watch there for awhile

[allisonreader]

I'm going to start with the ghosty one first, because I'll need a palate cleanser afterwards. Also I'll put my thoughts below so that it easier to skip over if you don't want to see the details.

I'll admit that for a time; probably while I was in high school to a little bit afterwards, where I really enjoyed watching a bunch of the different ghost hunter shows. They were interesting and you often got to see neat old buildings that the hunters were scoping out. There were also some pretty creepy things at times. I did get to the point where I could no longer watch them, realized they were extremely bad for me on multiple levels (spiritual particularly). But one of the things that I could never understand was that in some of the haunting retelling stories (where it was clear a family was dealing with demons) that in their retellings, even if they said they were Christian, their first reaction was never to pray or call out for the Lord. Like my first reaction would be. There have been times in my dreams, where I would believe that I had demonic attacks. The very first thing that I did during either of the two that I've dealt with, was call out for Jesus and praying. The next things that I do is put on some hymns/worship music and read some of my Bible.

The first one that I had was extremely intense. It literally felt like I was having a knife put in my face and woke up trying to hide my face in my pillow, calling out (trying to, it was hard to get out, which just makes me further think that it was a true attack and not just a nightmare) for Jesus Christ.

The more recent one, (which is actually while I'm writing this post in the first place) it happened just the other night. It wasn't quite as intense as the other one. But still enough to immediately turn to Jesus when I realized what was happening. I woke up from the feeling of being thrown towards a wall. And again, my first instinct was to turn to Jesus. To call out his name, to pray, to read the Bible and listen to worship music. All of it bringing me such comfort.

[nanapop]

5 QUESTIONS, 15 (or whatever).

tagged by @aceofshitposts 🥰

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYBODY?

I was not as far as I know. My name is all miiine

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?

Lmao yesterday while I was watching a show bc I'm baby and a convo the mc was having with an old woman struck a chord or something 😭

3. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?

LMAO yes, of the non human variety. Hard pass on having actual kids, it's not something I've ever been interested in.

4. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?

Idk what do you think 😏 (i do)

5. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY/HAVE YOU PLAYED?

None!!! Sports and me don't click at all. If I have to run I will fall over dead after two steps.

6. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT SOMEONE?

Eyes, I think. & like mannerisms??? I notice if you seem distracted or things like that, I guess.

7. EYE COLOUR?

Greeen uwu

8. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?

Scary!! Happy endings are okay and I do like them but I'm not gonna hold it against anyone if things don't end happy (sometimes it's just the only way) but I looove scary movies. Love being spooked.

9. ANY SPECIAL TALENTS?

Uhhhh I'm really good at untangling things (like wires, string, whatever) & also really good at finding things in messy/crowded spots?? (Like played real life where's waldo once at a concert to help find some lady's daughter and all she told me was blonde and pink shirt, found her in like 45 seconds lmao)

10. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?

In a hospital somewhere

11. WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES?

Lots of things! I like the basics: drawing, writing, photography, video games, reading. But also enjoy macrame & hiking

12. DO YOU HAVE PETS?

Yess I have 4 cats, 2 dogs & 16 chickens lol this house is wild and there's ALWAYS something happening

13. HOW TALL ARE YOU?

5'3"

14. FAVOURITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL?

Hmmm...I liked certain aspects of English (not essays) but liked science a bit, it was the most interesting to me.

15. DREAM JOB?

Successful hobbyist lol idk I'm a stay at home now, which means I get to pretty much do whatever it is I want (like currently working on visual novels) whenever I'm not running around taking care of the house stufd (which includes animal care mostly, chickens are surprisingly a lot of work). So I don't really have a dream job?? I kinda like the setup I've got right now 🧡

Ok tagging: @aditi97 @thethickestcharles @kagapop @hypermanica