#I don't FULLY know what it is abt anymore.. some friends said soapshipping vibes at the beginning of this thing haha

[zokimaga]

You punch my face hard, my nose starts to bleed. This isn’t our first time doing this. I am not surprised. I trust you, i always do. I crave the ache you provide. We’re important to each other. I know you will care for me.

Your face is static. This hasn’t happened ever. I fall to my knees. I don’t hit back like i usually do. The blood from my nose burns. It’s my first time with iron in my snout. Its new, and it fills me with so many feelings.

You’re juststanding there, looming over me. This fills me with comfort. I am not surprised. I expect you to do something. Stillness is a stabin my heart, I want to feel your roughness. I know it isn’t healthy.

You put your hand in my hair. This isn’t how i expected things to go. How does one feel in a situation like this? A vulnerability like this, unexpected. I wish i could tear your arm off. It’s all too fast for me. It’s new, and it fills me with so many feelings.

You get down on my level, our eyes meeting. This is alright. I am not surprised. „Is everything okay?” you ask. No, the words sting my throat. I have to take a deep breath. I don’t know what face I'm making, you’re worried.

You pull me near. This feels warm in my soul. Your body one with mine. I trust you, i always do. I feel the pain in your mind. It’s my first time with your heart in my mouth. It’s familiar, and it feels so simple.