#I didn't say this in the first reblog but gosh you paint a world so vivid and like one minute it feels bright and colorful and reminiscent

[gixxie]

Please know you have my heart in your hands right now and you have the power omfg. I love we get more backstory here, the flashback within a dream, and we get a glimpse of how things were before in the prime of their time?? Please I'm emotional. I'm in awe fr!! The playfulness between aizawa and reader, the intimacy shared in the dream. Like you can see the closeness, how strong their bond was. Can feel the love between them!

Even waking up, and living through their dynamics to the proposal. The way they know each other like the back of their hand? I can't put into words how much this chapter moved me. How descriptive it is, how beautiful. Shouta proposal speech, I am a literal mess. Like I feel like I'm hopelessly in love right now. The warmth and his smile. His beauty, is all vivid and beautiful. And when it shifts back to the present and reader is dealing with her reality, I am left feeling cold and sad. That I'm losing a husband. AHHHH.

No because when nemuri and hizashi and Eri came, bringing some sense of normalcy to the couple, my heart can't take it. Shouta smile and reader wanting to feel that happiness if only for a moment, to know it's going to be alright. I JUST WANT TO HUG HER SO TIGHTLY. Not to mention the compliment he gave her. SOBBING. I got so emotional along with reader man. But it gave me hope as well. Please and the keys. Idk it's kinda funny, it feels as if they reverted back to their past selves if only for a moment with their family there. And I'm holding on to it as much as I can.

I'm living for the playfulness, how attentive and sweet and loving shouta was before everything fell apart. In the classroom before reader meets the class. AHH YESSIR PLS. I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU.

But fuck when things begin to change? Reader learning about him being hurt, that forever promise? Idk the foreshadow that forever is short? That his promise to try make her days perfect won't age well? Gosh it hurts in the best way. I wish I can convey it properly. All I know is, it HURTS. To see their love when it prospered then having to watch it all come crashing down, when the future is uncertain and falling apart. When they don't know how to navigate each other now, walking on eggshells, afraid of poking the bear, afraid of losing each other but don't know how to get passed the hump. Cause I 100000% he's feeling the same way reader is. Like reader said before they need to communicate but I can see how hard it is to do that when there's been none, and you're scared to ruin what's left. But doing nothing makes it worse because all there is, is self doubt among other negative things.

Then we get a glimpse of reader and Sho and gosh my fucking heart. Apologies I was reblogging the other fic in the wee bits of morning and my brain wasn't fully awake. Can I just say how cool reader's quirk are?? Cause they are! But also feel like a curse. I'm glad she worked at it cause I can only imagine how easily it could turn to something negative. Like yeah essentially you're taking away another's emotions and can give another but you have to deal with that said emotion?? Crazy.

I will give him my life fr. So proud Sho came to reader for help. PLS NGL this fucking makes me WISH we had reader in the show tf?? 😭😭 She fits so well in the canon divergence. THIS IS MY CANON NOW GOT DAMMIT 😤😤😤

Pairing: Shouta Aizawa x Fem!Reader

Rating: Mature

Word Count: 10.8k Warnings/Tags: Established Relationship, Fluff & Angst, Flashbacks, Canon Divergence, Some Kissing

a/n: part two is here and the feedback that I received on part one was honestly so so heartwarming and validating and just thank you so much to everyone who took the time to read it:) pls enjoy

part one | part two | part three

He’s asleep. Sunlight washes him golden. His hair is spread out over his shoulders, his back is exposed and scarred in some areas. You bring a finger up to outline one just beneath his shoulder blade. And despite the bumps of scarred skin, he’s smooth and soft. Corded muscles relaxed in his deep sleep and you sort of feel bad for wanting to wake him. But you can’t help it. You miss him in a silly sort of way. Especially with today being what it is. A year flying by before you even realized it. 

A year of you and Shouta learning each other in ways you couldn’t have imagined possible. It warms you. From your head to your toes and you can’t wait anymore. You flop on top of him, your upper body drapes over his and he huffs in surprise. You kiss over his shoulder, smattering them up his neck until you’re behind his ear. His cheek lifts, and you know it’s a smile he’s hiding against his pillow. He pulls his hand out from beneath his pillow, rounding it behind his back and playfully smacking the side of your thigh. 

“What’re you doing?” He mumbles, voice hoarse from sleep as he rolls over in your embrace. 

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Great big pumpkin

Summary:

It's Nora's second time at a pumpkin patch and she loves it

Warning: Chris Evans x reader, dad! Chris, Chris! Nora

Word count: 900+

Title: great big pumpkin

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Nora has been so excited ever since you and Chris told her you were going to take her pumpkin picking. She probably didn't remember, but she went last year and when she was one, and let's just say she was out cold the whole time in her stroller. But hopefully this year was much different than the last.

After getting Nora in her orange cable knit sweater you got, you lead her down the stairs to the first floor where Chris was waiting for you both. 

"Mama, I going to get the biggest pumptin ever." You looked down at her seeing her big smile. "Oh you are?" She nodded, giving you a uh huh. You chuckled at your little one as you reached the bottom step. 

Chris was standing at the door with his white cable knit sweater, ready to go. "Ready ladies?" You and Nora nodded to his question. Chris muttered an okay before opening the door and going out. 

Nora letter goof your hand and tell Chris how she was going to get the biggest pumpkin ever as he put her in her car seat. Chris didn't do anything but smile as the almost three year old went on about her pumpkin. She was literally his world.

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After a 15 minute drive, you arrived at the patch. Nora was still going on about how big her pumpkin was going to be and when you pulled into the parking lot she gasped loudly. 

"Oh my goodness, we're here, we're here!"

Chris parked the car and turned to look at her. "You ready princess?" Nora nodded hard, giggling uncontrollably. Chris turned to you shaking his head with a smile. "Okay, let's go." 

"Yay!!!" Nora shouted. 

You got out of the car and opened her door. After getting a excited Nora out of the car, you all began walking to the patch. Rows filled with pumpkin filled your eyes and Nora couldn't contain herself.  

She began to run to every pumpkin touching them. 

"Oh my gosh. Mama, daddy look at this one." She pointed at a pumpkin which was small, but huge to her. "It's the big pumptin I wanted." She said. You could hear Chris chuckling at her words. "Okay, let's get that one then." 

Chris was about to pick it up, but Nora betted him to it. "Don't worry daddy, I a big girl." She picked up her pumpkin like it was nothing and began to walk away. Before you and followed her, you turned to him giving him wide eyes. "We have a strong daughter." Chris smiled, leaning over to kiss your temple. "She gets it from you, love.

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After you and Chris got your pumpkin, as well as one for dodger, you did a hayride and got some pumpkin treats for the house, and you were on your way home. 

Nora of course couldn't get over her pumpkin. It's crazy how something so small made her so happy. It was just like her goldfish. 

As you pulled into the driveway, Chris turned off the car before turning to little Nora. "Are you ready to carve your pumpkin bub?" Nora smiled at him, "Yes!" 

Chris looked over at you and smiled. "Alright, let's do this."

You all got out of the car and made your way inside. Dodger greeted you all and of course Nora told him about her great big pumpkin. 

"Dodge, I got the biggest pumptin ever. And I picked it all by myself." She sat her pumpkin on the ground in front of him. "See?" 

Dodger started sniffing it, making sure it posed no danger. "Well me and mommy are going to carve it. We got you a pumptin too." She picked up her pumpkin and brought it over to the dining room table where you and Chris were waiting for her. "I ready."

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Lots of carving, drinking pumpkin spice hot chocolate, and eating goldfish, all of your pumpkin were done. It wasn't the fanciest pumpkins ever, but they were perfect. Nora especially loved them.

"Our pumptins look so nice." Nora's hands were clasped together as she looked at all of your pumpkins with a smile so big.

"Should we go put them outside?" You asked her. She turned to you and Chris. "Yeah, and we put tandles (candles) in them?" Chris nodded, "yes we will."

Nora pushed her brown curls out of her eyes with a giggle. "Alright, let go." She tottered to the front door and you, Chris, and dodger followed her with the pumpkins. 

The cool autumn breeze hit your face as soon as you walked out of the front door. The sky was painted light pink as the sun was going down behind the earth. You sat the pumpkins in your hands down onto the steps and Chris did the same on the other side of the steps.

"Okay let's light it up, light it up." You chuckled softly. "Okay Nora, okay."

Chris pulled a lighter out of his pocket and lit the candle that was placed inside the pumpkin. As soon as he finished Nora gasped like she just saw the greatest thing in the world.

"Oh it's so cool." Chris lit every single one and then you both stepped back to appreciate your hard work.

"What do you think Nora? We did a good job?" Chris looked down at Nora who was still smiling. "Yeah we did an amazing job daddy. Let's do this again tomorrow." You and Chris laughed at her comment. 

"Don't worry Nora, tomorrow we're going to do something very fun."

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