#I didn't finish it for so long bcs sth bothered me...

[casualblacklight]

I had this in my wips for months xD and very time I started sth new this wip stared at me to finally get finished 😅😂

SO HAVE SIMULATION GATBOSS 😝💜

I like the dancing queen outfit... But even more like Boss' comfort wearing it ...

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hello how r u today? just read ur intro n wow weve very similar music taste! ^^

r yellowjackets wasps? omg hope ur alright now

don't reckon if i answered to the other ask, sorry, so ill answer now

st is an alternative story of b&j from trhps (always by richard o brien). while in trhps they get married and go tell dr scott but they end up at fnf's castle instead, here it is implied they made it, they never met fnf, they got married n live together but theyre not so close anymore so they take part in a tv show where a group of neurosurgeons has to perform a shock treatment on brad to make him feel luv 4 janet again, while she becomes a self-centred spoiled diva bc.. idk.. -.-'' but in reality its all fake, the docs r just actors n the shock treatment is just the flash of a camera, n in the end we find out its brads evil twin bro (a showbiz magnate, names fay farley sth like that) who planned everything, he wanted to marry j instead so with a strategy he made b his prisoner, paid actors to act as docs n made a diva out of j cos he wanted her all 4 himself (like biff n lorraine from bttf1-2)

then cant reckon theres bert the tv host who is said to be blind but hes not, just uses shades as filter bc tv n spotlights f*k ur mind, actors crew n audience always stay there never go out, its like the truman show n he uses glasses for not to be blinded, n if I'm not wrong he wants to help j escape, he remember he goes to tell her but one if the docs (pat queen my deeear pretty sure it was she!) "catches him red-handed". But then they break berts shades during the main performance (best performance best part n best scene imo) n blind him with a flashlight they say to cure his blindness but after that i guess hes englobed in the falsity of tv shows in fact in the end b&j n find a way to escape n save themselves n Bert remains there :'c i ship bert n janet since day one bc there's chemistry theyre always together touching smiling dancing hugging theyre a very nice duo ^^ i guess the actress actually liked him but he didn't care bc he was depressed bc his then wife wanted to divorce, read somewhere he phoned her between the takes to tell her to think about it but cant remember where its been a long time i was in high school now i finished university havent watched the movie in a lifetime ^^' it was on yt now idk

st is a nice movie but trhps is way better is pure perfection 1 of my fave musicals ^^

sorry 4 the long mex luv talk w u + when im anxious n stuff i talk talk talk -.-'' sorry hope i didnt bother u

HIIIII I'm doing good how are you :D yayyyy that makes me very happy !!! Yes they are thank you

Wow that's really interesting I might watch it sometime I had no idea they were connected thats so cool thank you for telling me about it

Thays alright I love talking !!! And I do the same when I'm anxious. You're not bothering me in the slightest I really enjoyed getting this message !!!

[seoafin]

in chp 58, there’s this subtletly of gojo’s insecurity,, which is kind of obvious when u rly squint lol but again,, this is another mistranslation 😐 (1)

a panel of gojou training megumi which goes :

m: well beggars cant be choosers

g : is it that annoying? to ask me?

what gojou is actually asking in the panel is 「そんなに嫌？僕に頼るの？」－ "is it that bad to rely on me?" ,, the raw specifically used tayoru “頼る” 🥴

i think the whole point of 'fostering the next generation of strong jujutsu sorcerers' stems from this insecurity or rather his inner (and very well hidden) knowledge that he isn't invincible and he can't be relied on indefinitely

that's what bothers me about the fanon’s misconception that gojou has a 'god complex' the idea that gojou is the superior shaman doesn't come from him but from everyone else in his world,, it's a burden that was placed on him he's just trying to deal with it

but sometimes ur disinterest or indifference doesn't make u a better, bigger person ,,, gojou isn't necessarily a better person than geto just bc he didn't stray off the path. his indifference speaks volumes,, but yes he’s trying ig

but does this stop me from clowning this mf ? NO

jjk translation team 😭😭,, i rly dont even want to know what goes on behind the scene anymore,,,

I WAS SO HAPPY THAT JGKRK ACTUALLY HAVE A DECENT TRANSLATOR , i picked the series up like a week after i first caught up with jjk and was side eyeing it like “pls dont tell me its like jjk’s m.tl” after reading the EN tl b4 trying to re read with jp raws

the problem with translated things is that,, u have no idea if ur actually reading the manga/ manhuas/ webnovels/ etc or if ur reading what the translator interpreted with their personal bias

yes, morally grey/ ambiguos characters are so sexc to read but,, i dont even want to know if i have crossed path with those kind of ppl irl, in this life or the next one (i did twice actually, and hope that there wont be a third time💀) ,, getting into convos where it leads into someone questioning humans’ rights (to live) get my gears running on how to ghost them right away like HUHH IKFYL, HOW DO U ARRIVE TO SUCH CONCLUSIONS,,, im both fascinated and wary of human’s thought process

on an unrelated note,, YES!!! VNC IS GETTING ANIMATED AND BLUE PERIOD TOO ,, im not going to start with pandora hearts 🥴

also if ur going to start tog, i think it will be better once it’s out of hiatus (it’s almost been a year now) 😔 the story is actually getting real good,, this is one of the series i cant even talk abt bc it will be very biased ,, I JUST RLY LOVE HOW THE FEMALE CHARACTERS ARE WRITTEN , STRONG WOMEN GO BRRR

all of them are empowering but it doesn't mean that these women shld lose the sense of femininity (there’s more than enough series i went thru where the author turned the powerful women into sth akin with “not-like-the-other-girls” and reeks of sth,, finding out SIU (tog’s creator) is a man was so surprising like am i actually seeing this right?)

,, the story line is one hell of a slowburn but everyone is connected even the npc-ish turns out to have their hand dipped in the bigger picture not to mention the lore - 🐱 (2)

forgot to add this but i’m curious if part of megumi’s exasperation towards gojou is bc he cant be fit into the “black or white” box since gojou’s a gray character lol (3) - 🐱

yes!! i saw that translation mistake! I don’t know how they translated that into “do you hate me that much?” HATE RELYING!! ugh

i think one of gojo’s biggest flaws is that even though he knows and acknowledges that he needs strong comrades, he will always fall back on doing things solo because he’s the strongest, and that’s just the way that it’s been for so long. that is not the definition of a god complex at all lol

I’m planning on reading blue period. I’ve heard really really good things about it so im excited, especially since i finished jigokuraku yesterday. LOVED THE ENDING.

i haven’t read tog in so long!! i think I was in the part where rachel betrayed baam or smt I don’t even remember it’s been like 5 years so I can’t comment on how SIU writes women bc I’m p sure back then I was still struggling with my own occasional instances of internalized misogyny LMAO 😭 

everyone in jjk degree is gray to a degree, which I think is one of my favorite things about it. I can’t wait for this week’s chapter and what lord tengen is going to tell them....I need more information on gojo’s family/everything !!!

[starsmuserainbow]

Okay, look, I do need to get this out, so here's a something. Unrelated to RP or anyone on here, so don't worry, but like. I need to write it out, or perhaps get some thoughts too if anyone wanna, but, yeah.

So like, there's this friend of mine. Yes, that friend of mine, I think I made a post or two about him or his whole friend-group (I basically know all of those only bc of him, probably wouldn't be doing stuff with them without him) before. For reasons of referring to him better in this text, let's say we call him C.

So like, up until idk, two weeks or so ago maybe, when I mentioned that game I recently found to enjoy (and I only mentioned it when I was asked what I was gonna do or the likes), I was reminded how he, they, or whatever, consider it cringey as fk and like idk what else. I think "pathetic" at one point too, but like, honestly, I don't care what other people think about what I like.

Okay, so now, not too long ago, something new was added into the game, something I know C likes. So I told him about it, he was kinda sorta interested but also not really in a way of wanting to start the game. Another bit of time went by, I offered to show him the things of the thing he's interested in within the game, it almost happened once but didn't because my updating stuff takes forever and we stopped calling before I was done with it, then nothing anymore. Then at another point, with another of his friends in the call and he gone for sth (like idk food or bathroom or whatever), I was asked what other games I have. The friend was kinda interested when I mentioned [game] - much more than C, really - and before leaving for the day, saying something along "I'll install [game] for the next time playing and you should too, C". He was actually doing so then, finishing the download for the next day, and then starting it with me.

So like, he knew nothing about the game. I gave tutorial-ish tips and stuff, like what does what or what to use or do or the likes, and another friend of his joined in and we got to a somewhat daily thing for a few days now. I'm really enjoying it, and I'm kinda glad that I have someone I can more regularly play [game] with, but also... You know. It's not been a full week yet, I think. Game's pretty intuitive, I'd say, so it probably makes sense that they know it by now, but yknow, I still feel like... idk, I can't explain. Thing is, now when we're in matches, I often go "be careful" or "you should do xyz" or "you need to do xyz first". I'm well aware that I'm saying "be careful" as kinda my line at the moment - you know what I mean, at least I'm rather sure everyone always has this one word, or line of words, that they use frequently at one point for some reason - and I'm trying my best to stop saying it. Also the other things, but really, if I'm the one still alive I also hear from them "get out of xyz" or the likes, so I'm not sure if that's really all that different from "you should do abc".

Thing is, C is very much pointing these things out to me. It's okay, I know I might be doing it too much since they by now have a good idea of the game, but, C's other friend also playing with us never says anything about it [though idk if he's too polite or nice or whatever and/or just only complains about it like behind my back or whatever or if it actually doesn't bother him] and then sometimes his reactions of the likes of "I fking know!!" are like half-shouts and I really, really, really don't feel good about getting these.

I know it's difficult to say since you don't know what game I'm talking about nor exactly how basic or not the things I say are (honestly like I said, I'm not so sure myself but I don't feel like they are much different from other things they also say or that like are naturally said when doing such a game as a team with calling), but like, is it a thing to really get annoyed about, if someone gives you too many mentions of what to do? I think if I'd be on the recieving end, I would mostly just either not comment on such a remark at all, maybe a simple "yeah" or "yup" or the likes or maybe give a simple "mhm" or like a somewhat annoyed-undertone-"mhm" (though the latter I can hardly see except if things get really repetitive or sth), something like that. But like, if any of you does have opinions or thoughts on this, I would certainly appreciate them.