#I couldn't breathe the whole time. then i mistakingly thought she wanted my actual input when she asked why he didn't just tell her no
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04/28/24
#her other partner cancelled their plans together#we were riddled with anxiety upon hearing this news because we knew it would be a bad night with her#as she and i were talking about it on the way home from my job#she asked ''am i hard to disappoint?''#and i asked her to elaborate. she did.#it basically boiled down to ''you and him and everyone else in my life refuses to tell me difficult things. like i get that I'm a cryer but#i calm down and have an adult conversation pretty quickly. right?''#and i spent a few moments just telling her what i thought she wanted to hear. when the truth is she is fucking terrifying to disappoint.#I couldn't breathe the whole time. then i mistakingly thought she wanted my actual input when she asked why he didn't just tell her no#rather than saying maybe then canceling. and i said ''i don't think he was being dishonest. i think he meant maybe and it just didn't work#out.'' she was livid. really proved the counterpoint of what she was trying to say about herself.#no you are not easy to disappoint. you are scary. we are afraid of you and what you might do if you're upset enough. what you HAVE done when#you were upset enough.#entry//
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