#I cna quit this job and get a better one but that won't make me any happier | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

aberooski · 3 months ago

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If I get yelled at for sitting down or have to keep doing everybody's fucking jobs with no respect and just keep getting nothing but flack or get patronized by another fucking old person one more fucking time I stg I'm gonna quit.

#except I won’t because unfortunately I'm a responsible fucking adult. fuck.#working is a scam. life is a scam.#there's no way to make any of it better.#I cna quit this job and get a better one but that won't make me any happier #I've been trying since I got here and there’s just nothing for me I can't do anything and nobody wants me #I get it I'm a worthless waste of a human. i understand. i wouldn't want me either.#but I'm trying my best. I'm doing the best I can to want to even keep trying to try and it's just not enough #I don't want to try anymore I don't want to do this anymore #I want to be someone who sees an opportunity and actually acts on it instead of hamming and hawing about it until it's too late #I'm tired of sabotaging myself and being only more miserable for it I'm fick of being resentful of people for not helping me #when I can't even let myself help my fucking self #fuck I hate me I hate me so much I'm so fucking pathetic I should die #abby's havibg a crisis

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