#I can't sleep I'm gonna puke again tive taken half a pack of ibuprofen and Ive ran out

[gayspock]

I lied I'm not done

It jsut fucking sucks no. Matter what I do I can't fucking do anything fucking right I fucking don't fucking know what to do I feel so fucking Stupid I feel so fucking useless I feel so fucking alone always fucking feel. So fucking alone and Like insanely fucking pathetic and fucking angry and fucking upset because can't fucking do anything but fucking fuck up and fucking whstever fucking fuck me I fucking get upset I fucking cry I fucking lose it I always fucking backin the same fucking place the same fucking idiot who fucking can't fucking whsreveri just fucking f. Whatever whatever what wer I wish I was safe or happy jsut one time it fuckingfell apart I wish there was anything else on the other side do youever ge tliei that 8 think about sincerely if killed myself it's just genuinely for the better for everyone and everything and I cannot fucking do anytjignever to doanytjing and I wish it meant something more ireally fucking wish it jsut meant slmetjign like it wasn't just always short fucking straws I can't fucking take it any more I really fucking cant