#I can't remember which blog I've been posting this shit to so here: video game thing

[zombiesama]

Me, staring at RPG maker character sprites stepping like :

[feralbeeast]

I've been on here for WAY too long to not have a proper pinned post and my blog over the years has become the chaotic hell that is my brain so hi, read my bio!!

Pre 2024 handle was @ badasswitchbitch

Prev pinned was " My gender is not boy or girl my gender is Slut. "

Interactions and reblogs are always encouraged 🖤

Dms and asks always open !

18+ minors dni ⚠️

I'M NOT A WOMAN! I'M NONBINARY!

Keep reading!!!

Intro / about me :

You can call me Bee, my bio gives a good basic description of my interests/blog but there's so much more feel free to ask !

I'm a shy flirt by nature so if we chat keep that in mind 🖤

Feel free to spam/dm/ask literally anything on here! I love attention and talking to people

𖹭 Pansexual Sub-leaning switch 𖹭

I'm 5'3, in my 20s and currently reside in the US [pls don't ask specific age/location]

I have a few tattoos and piercings but crave more, my style can only be described as an alternative mess

Always looking for more homies to sesh and hang with

As stated in my bio I am poly! I'm currently in an open relationship with 1 partner. I'm not actively looking for another but I'm also not opposed to it :)

If you want to see what I look like check the featured search tags, i post selfies and lewds

I try to tag all my personal posts and reblogs that I add to / relate a lot to with #feralbeeast ramble !

You can tip me and buy personal spicy content on cashapp $acutewitchb ✨️

You can also add me on snap but pls dm on here first before expecting an add back @beecatcult

I unfortunately have many mental illnesses and disorders, as well as physical disorders and chronic pain so you'll probably see some stuff about it

Kinks ;

𖹭 includes but not limited to ; exhibition, praise, pet play, weed intox, cnc, somno, bdsm, marking, shibari/bondage, monster fucker, degradation, knife play, breath play, corruption, pred/prey, obsession, masochism, sadism, inspection/attention, blood, objectification ect. I'm open to trying anything at least once 𖹭

What to expect :

This blog is run by an extremely mentally ill, didabled, autistic, hypersexual queer with very diverse tastes. The main themes and aesthetics I like to reblog are horror, gore, blood, goth, grunge, fantasy, nature, animals, stoner, nerdy, anime/video games, dark humor, sex ect. [There's plenty more but I'd be typing forever]

I'm a traumatized freak with dark kinks and will show that side sometimes! Be prepared for unhinged postings when I'm stoned (which is basically all the time)

Since this blog has been up for a long time it is filled with shit I don't even remember, I used to post a lot of depressing stuff and personal vents that I've been trying to move over to my side blog so if you get triggered by self harm or suicidal themes turn away now or properly block those tags.

if you want to see the darker and more personal vent stuff dm me for the side blog

Limits -

I use They/Them pronouns ONLY

I am Nonbinary. Not a woman. Not a man.

Do NOT call me a girl in any form.

I don't tolerate ANY kind of homophobia, transphobia, fatphobia, sexism, racism, terfs, ableism, nazis ect on my page, and you can fuck right off if you do🖕

If you can't respect me don't interact

[jodiosmenu]

ohhh a tag game i felt like doing. tagged by @rainbowcoloredpalmtrees

sign: sagittarius

height: 163cm

time: 20:45hrs

birthday: 29th of November

fav band: SKZ, EXO, BTS, FOB...

last movie: i honestly can't recall

last show: it was either alice in borderland or cumbia ninja (if you're latinamerican and you know, i'm sorry it's a guilty pleasure...) i can't remember which of the two

when I created this blog: 2010 :l

what I post: anime/manga, kpop, video games, shitposts, funny things, just anything i find interesting really

other blogs: yes, but i won't say it (if you know, you know. and also if you know, don't say it skjdfhskjdfhds)

do I get asks: almost never

followers: a lot of inactive followers that have gathered in the over 10yrs i've been here

average hours of sleep: probably around 5-7

instruments: nope

what I’m wearing: a 3xl shirt and toe socks (my preferred pyjamas)

dream job: i don't dream about labour

dream trip: i would like to go to south korea, but only if i can go with my best friend. don't feel like travelling on my own it gives me a lot of anxiety

favorite songs: shit, there are just too many... right now i'm super fixiated on Stray Kids' Double Knot (Eng Ver) and Ateez's Wonderland

💛

3 ships: zelink, gyjo, yasugap

first ship ever: i honestly can't remember... either Sakura x Syaoran (Cardcaptor Sakura) or Videl x Gohan (Dragon Ball Z)

last film: can't recall

last song: my yt history tells me Stray Kids' Case 143 but it's only bc i was watching a live performance they did with other two songs, so i'll say the previous one to that performance which was EXO's Kokobop

currently reading: a lot of fanfics that i won't name nor link on this account

currently watching: you mean right now right now or just a show that i'm watching? Cuz right now right now i'm watching Ocarina of Time Randomizer - Max Item Shuffle/No Logic in the ZFG Vods channel, but if you mean a show then both alice in borderland and cumbia ninja i guess

currently consuming: cocktail sausages for dinner

currently craving: nothing i'm full already lol

tagging (don't feel pressured to do this, i'm just having fun if you don't want me to ever tag you in these things let me know lol): @raspbinniecreme @peppermint-tea-life @akmu @euchroma @the-hand--the-world and anyone else that might see this and would like to do it

[starlit-hopes-and-dreams]

Whump Intro

Hi, hello! 

Um, I’ve been avoiding this intro bc I am a shy awkward hermit that usually just lurks and likes stuff, but that doesn’t really work on Tumblr so here I am! Plus I wanted to use Whumptober to force myself into sharing my writing and figured it might be useful to introduce myself first.

You can call me starlit, or anna, or hey you, I don’t really care lol. She/her pronouns. I love reading fantasy & fantasy romance, writing, and playing RPG video games when I have the time (usually fantasy based-are we sensing a theme here? 😂)

Before we get to more about me nonsense-

Acknowledgements!

Shout out to @i-can-even-burn-salad

For beta reading for me and then being brave enough to share her stories with me. And for sucking me into Tumbler lol. And for talking to me all the time and making me laugh. And for being such a great person. <3

I love her writing and stories so much. Please, please, check her writing out. It's worth it, I promise! Bring tissues though!!

Best internet friend ever trophy, where is it? I need to send it… oh, there it is. Here you go, Elli! 🏆🎉💜

I haven't had the opportunity to check out many other blogs yet, bc someone has such an extensive back catalog 👀 😂 but tagged below is the one I have read. I devoured Traces in one day because it was so good. Highly recommend!

Traces by @whumping-in-the-wings - Thanks for writing such a great story! Can't wait to see what happens next :)

(Obligatory disclaimer: heed the warnings. They are well-tagged.)

I've got my eye on several other blogs once I have a little more time. Hope ya'll like spam likes/reblogs/comments, bc I'm a bit enthusiastic 😂

Ok, back to me, I suppose. Under the cut 🤣

I tend to use emojis excessively, but don’t expect me to know the meaning of them beyond face-value expressions. I shamelessly claim elder millennial status as an excuse (which means I’m 18+, obviously).

I’m audhd (combo autistic/adhd), but I didn’t find that out until earlier this year, so I’m still very used to tiptoeing around people and holding myself back out of self-preservation. Working on that though, bc I’m tired of that shit. 

Erm, also… fuck is my favorite word. If you don’t like foul language, I might not be a great fit for you. 

I joined Tumblr about a month ago, so I am still learning and ask for your patience. (I will probably be learning for quite some time, tbh) If I’m doing something wrong, please let me know so I can fix it.

Asks are welcome, although not sure what you would ask me lol. With asks, keep in mind that I’m literal as fuck and context is everything :D

As is fairly common from what I’ve seen in this community, I’ve daydreamed whump for as long as I can remember, and it’s nice to:

1. know what to call it 🥲

2. find someplace where I don’t feel weird about getting it out of my head and putting it on digital paper. Well, not quite as weird haha.

I’m super nervous to post on here, but that’s what I’m here for, so… deep breaths 😶

Likes: 

*Fantasy whump 

Magic w/ consequences

Captivity

Torture/punishments 

Restraints

Dub/non-con 

Emotional whump/angst 

Defiant whumpee

Breaking whumpee to the point of hopeless despair before building them back up again

Revenge against whumper 

Creepy/intimate whumper 

Named characters 

Recovery arcs, bonus points for romance <3

Eventual Happy endings after copious amounts of suffering

I write what I like, btw. I have written explicit romance previously, but I’m not sure if I will here.

I will try to be diligent with my warnings, but as those are new for me as well, I may miss some. Please let me know if I do and I will fix it! (within reason, don't ask me to tag something like sadness. that's a typical emotion. extremes like depression, yes. sadness, no.)

* Disclaimer: I will only ever write fantasy. I prefer to read fantasy as well, but I have made exceptions when I get the tropes I want :D 

Squicks: 

I’m willing to try most anything once. 

In general though, I tend to avoid cannibalism, major character death, hard-core conditioning, whumper redemptions, bad caretakers 

I’m excited to join the community here and looking forward to participating in Whumptober! I have no idea how well I’ll keep up since I only decided to write for it 3 days before the event, but I’m willing to try 😅

Even if I can’t keep up during October's events, I do plan to finish the storyline and there will be a happy end :D  

Fuck, this got long. Sorry!!!

See you all around! 💜

[thatwaywardwolf]

I'm going through my notifications to see if there's anything I missed since the app is being glitchy for me again, and I noticed that an MCU blog liked one of my posts. Okay, that's alright. But, it wasn't one of my general shitposts I make. Rather, it was in response of that mini divination session I had several hours ago with Thor after finally deciding to give that "deity and I" spread a shot, which I'll link below.

I've been sitting on this for a bit, and I'm still not sure how I feel about it. Not the session results or anything, okay, maybe a little bit, but the notification itself. This isn't me ragging on the blogger or anything, don't get me wrong. I just feel a little...weird about it.

I've tackled this topic before in a general sense when it comes to paganism and how pop culture can bleed into it, and I recall seeing some Hellenic Pagans say this has been the case for them because of the popularity of the Percy Jackson series. It can be difficult to find things relating to your gods or the pantheon(s) you work with in general, so having this added to the mix as well is a recipe for disaster and frustration. I'm not sure how other pagans go about it, unless every group seems to have that problem; be it an issue with pop culture related fandoms, problems with academia, or there's little surviving records left for us to go off of - be it poor archiving or erased via colonialism and conversion by Christianity.

I know for me as of late, it's been challenging to want to do something special to spotlight certain gods when the only results I get on here are for video games, anime, Marvel, or Nazi black metal bands. It's absolutely disheartening and repulsive (with the white supremacist trash) to look for either music that draws inspiration from the legends and stories of the gods, and I get directed to Nazism that uses the names of the gods and their halls to perpetuate a hateful agenda. For example, if you've been following me for a while, you might remember a post I made where I didn't take kindly to finding out who Bilskirnir was. When you scrub past that, it's just sad how quiet it is to find other devotees or pagans to kick it with.

The pagan tags and subs I follow are more quiet than usual and the tags specifically related to the gods are 98% of the time pop culture related. It really sucks to want to find and share wholesome, goofy shit with you guys or strike up a friendly conversation on devotional writings, our UPGs, and just casual coffee time stories about our encounters with the gods only to see fanfiction or other similar content. Yeah, I'm a broken record when it comes to this topic. I'm just burned out by it, I guess. It would be nice to have an active, separate space or tagging system where we can just do our own thing and not have to wonder if something else will come into the mix and disrupt things.

Let me just get this out of the way before I go any further:

I don't have a problem with pop culture pagans. If you have a practice that works for you that you're doing safely and you aren't being a tool, it's all gravy to me. However, I don't feel that great when it comes to pop culture assuming I'm talking about them when I bring up my practice, even if it's in a joking or sarcastic manner or can be assumed such on my part. I'm probably being a dramatic baby about the topic, but it feels like the more this happens, the more minimized we are. I remember this happened with the Thor Appreciation Cuddle Pile tag many months ago, where a Marvel blog didn't know it was a devotee tag and apologized later - but still.

I end up looking back on posts that are for devotees of a certain deity asking for people to like/reblog so they can find more blogs to interact with, and I can't help but to wonder how many of them are just Marvel fan blogs and how many are pagans who either have a connection with a figure like Frigg, Thor, Heimdall, Sif, Loki, Odin, and Hel or are working towards that. Again, it feels lonely and isolating in a way. I'm sure other communities on here have a huge pain in the ass of a time finding content, but damn, working with the Norse gods on here (or other online communities) and trying to avoid folkish pricks on top of that feels like a lot to ask for.

I think I said what I needed for now. I'm sure I'll end up making another post like this in a few months, but what can ya do I guess. I'll see you cool cats around later. Stay safe and warm tonight if you're still dealing with the winter advisories, and I'll catch you later.