#I also think that near inauguration day I'm going to have to completely deactivate

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I am sorry to be crude. But I am just. So fucking angry. I am so fucking full of despair, and I'm not sure there's a way out of this one, guys. Unless a miracle happens in the next few hours, I genuinely struggle to see a way forward beyond killing myself.

And if that terrifies you? If you feel compassion for that? If you don't want that for me? You better have been endorsing the one candidate who was in a position to beat Trump. If not, then whatever happens to me is on you.

I know that I'm a random nobody to most of you. So a very large percentage of you can probably live with that. My ultimate fate probably doesn't matter. But in the slight event that it does: I hope your guilt is even a fraction of the intensity of the fear that I and every single person I love is feeling right now.

I hope one day you understand what it means to actually care about the lives of other people. And I hope that you don't ever claim to be a compassionate person ever again. Face what you have wrought, and may you carry the guilt of that to your fucking grave.