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malusrecord · 7 days ago

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((In all seriousness the urge to just change everything back to being centered around Danny is a constant thing---it has been ever since day 1 of making this blog---and it always will be. Maybe one day.))

#;;ooc: mun muttering #I've been shown time and time again it doesn't matter what I do or who I showcase tbh; it all ends up the same #plus having Heis at front (whom I love just as much as Danny and have put as much work into; Blair can attest)#has attracted people that I don't vibe with for various reasons; I'd forgotten how bad and shallow the r/e r/pc is #and Danny ......well .... y'all know; If you know me and have been around long enough you know #I still maintain (and am proud of myself) for recognizing and taking the space I needed #the change was necessary and I don't resent that whatsoever; no matter how dead my blogs are #but oh my god; Danny; the way he fuckin changed the trajectory of my writing and etc uhhggggg #I still have the alex url; I snagged it when I moved (yeah I love all of my urls fight me)#and while I can't comm anyone for a whole new.... everything.....it is still on my mind #I just don't want to seem like I'm backpedaling you know? it's complicated to say the least #it was such a horrible and draining experience y'all have no idea; but I still look upon my work #I'm just gonna try to focus on actually writing and see what comes to mind about all of this.... I'm just nattering #like I could do it .... I could #I could keep this url potentially and just..... change things #man idk there's only one person who cares about my Heis ( and 3 at most for everything I do; Danny included) so idk what to do #maybe I'll talk to Blair; thay really helped me when setting this blog up in the first place #plus I still have my main; although that's a struggle in it's own way #ughhhh fuck I don't know #I also have another url saved but I know that'll be a fuckin dud and is just for me fffffff #.... this is becoming more negative I'm gonna stop and refocus gdgffd

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