#Human Domestication Guide

[once-a-singlet-nevemore]

Trans Feminism and the Human Domestication Guide

Or

Wishing on a misogynistic star won't make your dreams come true

Thesis: A running theme in some parts of the HDG sphere is the unintentional chase and valorisation of misogynistic standards for women in the pursuit of validation.

“The most radical thing that any of us can do is to stop projecting our beliefs about gender onto other people's behaviours and bodies”

― Julia Serano, Whipping Girl: A Transsexual Woman on Sexism and the Scapegoating of Femininity

I would like to open by declaring my own identities, both as a shield against a particular kind of bad faith criticism, but also to demonstrate that I’m operating in good faith here. I’m a fat, hairy, physically disabled, transgender, butch dyke who writes within the HDG setting with great joy and greater love for the community. I’m also hot as fuck. That established, I’ll continue:

There is a particularly pernicious lie that revolves around the state of women's bodies; that there is a correct way to have one and that those who do not meet these standards are unfeminine or otherwise worthless. It must have a vagina, of course, but it must also be white, thin, able, hairless, youthful, fit but not strong and, of course, soft. 

Trans feminism, and by that I direct my attention to feminist speech within trans and gender non-conformist spaces, has managed to, if not defeat, then at least combat one of the great evils of cis sexism, the necessity of the vagina. The ongoing and necessary validation of the girl cock as beautiful, as wonderful, as feminine is a wonderful, joyful thing. We (trans feminine people) exist as part of the spectrum of womanhood, and that means that our bodies also exist within and without that spectrum of womanhood as well. 

However, trans feminism of a particular kind has - rather than continue the work done to uplift the gock - has embraced a particular kind of ugly lie we’re taught. In many cases - due to a perceived desire to be as close to flawlessly woman as we can be - the focus will instead fall on a particular kind of trans feminine person who manages to engage with and evoke those standards aside from the obvious. To paraphrase Julia Serano in illustrating this point:

“Whether unconscious or deliberate, the gatekeepers clearly sought to … ensure that most people who did transition would not be “gender-ambiguous” in any way”

― Julia Serano, Whipping Girl: A Transsexual Woman on Sexism and the Scapegoating of Femininity 

One of the beauties of the class-G is that it allows the character to experience their body in an idealised form. I recognise and applaud this position, it is beautiful to see a writer able to imagine themselves completely idealised, completely transformed into something that doesn’t hurt. However, therein lies the rub; the ideal depicted displays some of that ugliness, some of the roots of misogyny that thread their ways through our brains like poison and make us into useful fools for its goals.

The thought that brought about this essay is a repeated phrasing that appears across several works within the HDG milieu; that to be hairless and soft is to be feminine. A character will have their body hair, all their body hair bar that on their head, removed and thus will be made ‘girly’. They, and other characters, may remark on how much more they feel like a woman, unconsciously or consciously linking womanhood to that hairlessness. 

You may note that this directly plays into another cis-sexist standard of beauty; that to be feminine requires a certain girlishness, a pubescent budding that belies the possibility of cellulite or wrinkles or the consequences of living a life where one is not simply a doll.

What is my objection to that? Surely, every writer has the right to depict their own wish fulfilment fantasies. Certainly yes, but also… one must ask at which point we celebrate their dreams and at what point we ask people to engage with their biases and question what they consider to be true. Women, all kinda of women, are hairy. Women have pubic hair, arm hair, leg hair, chest hair, even facial hair. The seeming desire to be completely hairless is as ‘unnatural’ a goal as any other, as ‘unnatural’ as any expectation set for us by the white supremacist culture most of us are steeped in. To return to whipping girl:

“Rather than question our own value judgments or notice the ways that we treat people differently based on their size, beauty, or gender, most of us reflexively react to these situations in a way that reinforces class boundaries: We focus on the presumed “artificiality” of the transformation the subject has undergone.”

― Julia Serano, Whipping Girl: A Transsexual Woman on Sexism and the Scapegoating of Femininity 

It must be noted that at least part of this problem is with what the reader brings to the table. When something goes unstated, we resort to the baseline of our biases and, due to the way society is structured, that baseline is generally white, thin and physically able. Beauty and femininity are racialised concepts, and I think we fall into traps headlong that white supremacy establishes for us. I am not the person to write an essay critiquing race in HDG, but I recognise the consequences of race and the expectations of white femininity on the work. Thus, then, we must consider the text, and the text is very often pretty clear about its characters.

How many protagonists of a human domestication guide story are textually fat? How many are stated in the text to be people of colour? How many of them are, if not stated to be, then implied through lack of mention, white, and thin? These questions ignore the many that are actively identified as those things. (I will pause here to note that Dog of War - notable as the most popular piece of work in the setting - features a protagonist who is both brown and fat, and I’m extremely happy to see it).

Collectively, as writers, we have seen a future where everyone is accepted and have created a world where the depictions of acceptance come with conformity to modern misogyny. We create a world without boundaries, where a person can be digitalised or made into a dog, and our characters are still aping their ancestors of five centuries prior in seeking validation of self. We are, I would argue (and borrowing heavily from Butler), ‘uncritically mimicking the strategy of the oppressor instead of offering a different set of terms.’

This is not, I would like to be clear, an attack on any particular story. You may recognise elements of several stories in this essay, and perhaps there are particular things I am drawing on, however, this essay does not charge the product of the writer's work with anything. That body of text can exist and be critiqued, but does not exist as a thoughtful, philosophical actor. Rather, I would charge us writers, all of us, with being more thoughtful as we engage with what femininity means to us and what is and is not feminine in a world where anything is possible.

Finally, a quote from Gender Outlaw that I direct at myself as much as anyone else:

“Let's stop pretending that we have all the answers, because when it comes to gender, none of us is fucking omniscient.”

― Kate Bornstein, Gender Outlaws: The Next Generation

[realhumanperson1]

OP's logic is too sound, I can't argue against it.

alright friends, hear me out.

affini!

[pyxxiestyxx]

Cherished

(affini 2nd person perspective, TW for: predprey vibes, general noncon)

You watch from afar as she saunters back home, another too-hard day of work for one so fragile. On the fraction of a spectrum the terrans call 'vision', your telescopic sensors can see the dried sweat on the collar of her shirt, something your olfactory senses confirm. The scented products she applies to herself (to herself! As if you wouldn't be more than happy to do that daily!) are all but dust on the wind, a distant memory of the terran getting up and hoping for today to be anything but what it was. You spent a brief amount of time on terran psychology and understanding (only a scant few months, an eyeblink really), and the way she stumbles haphazardly is paramount to a scream for help in your mind. The heavy sigh on her lips might as well be Domesticable on its own, in your humble opinion.

So you decided that today is the day. You unfurl yourself from the nook you were nestled in, vines made to stick and climb carefully retracting into you as you descend to the ground once she had passed. It wasn't as silent as you preferred, but the human's senses are so dull that she would have had a better chance hearing a conversation on the other side of a crowded square. You alight upon the ground with a whisper of a touch, a hundred vines tip-toeing, spreading the single moment of contact into a hundred smaller ones. Was it overthinking? Possibly, but if it was for the little one, then no effort was too large.

You follow after, at least sixty percent of your senses trained on her every movement, her every breath. If she turned around (and she hardly ever did, a sign of weakness if you had ever seen it! Such easy prey), all the terran would ever see is blades of grass springing back into place. You were fast, far faster than the terran, and you knew she would look over her right shoulder this late in the day. She was right handed after all, and you had already made sure to condition her to look over her right before now. A few subtle twigs snapping in previous walks home. A few affini friends who would only approach her from the right for the last two weeks.

You grew closer, your vines itching with the desire to bundle her up. Today was the day, you were sure of it now. You could feel it in your core, feel how much it needed to press that small feeble thing to it and let her thoughts and worries just…fall away. Her fingers tip-tapped to a broken beat, one you ached to fill with your own. You allowed yourself an eternity (almost a full eighth of a second!) of imagining her fingers dancing along your vines, only not in weary worry. No, you would make those fingers twitch and play in sheer ecstasy.

With nary but the slightest growl, you were upon her. She didn't even have a chance to squeak before your needles tipped into her flesh, depositing the perfect blend of chemicals for her to begin her journey. Her breathing quickened, then slowed, and the pulsing micro-tremors of her veins along with it. She looked at you with surprise at first, then growing recognition, and then…halting acceptance. She knew what was happening. She knew what you wanted. She knew that in time, she would want it too. And there was nothing she could do about it anymore.

Your vines couldn't wait, wriggling into her clothes and tracing fervently down her spine, feeling the muscle groups that would be shifted slightly to make room for a new part of her, an old part of you. You had already grown the haustorium long ago, had already been subtly placing things in her life to think about it. It was a beautiful thing, and you had already notified her Vet of your intent. They were more than willing to accommodate, of course. Their senses could see the naked hunger in your every movement. It would have almost been embarrassing, were you not so singularly focused on your target.

Your curled your lips into a smile, giving the little one the briefest moment of insight into your feelings. Could a mere facsimile of a smile convey the utter joy in this moment? Could the way your eyes pulsed purple and gold truly show her the depths of your desire? No, no of course not.

That would come with action, with experience. Nothing less would suffice. But for now, it would be enough.

Your vines sing with sound as you speak the words you practiced a hundred, a thousand times already.

"Good Afternoon, my sweet little songbird. You may call me Mistress."

[radio-sunrise]

I would be so easy to domesticate. If an Affini told me that I am getting an implant, I would just be like “whatever you want, miss” I’m very obedient.

[raeisteria]

Miss Methana Sacchara from A Visitor to the Ranch

[transmascfloret]

this is so real. even if I had all my needs suddenly cared for, I'd still be stressed about my friends and honestly strangers. There is high homelessness in my city and it distresses me. seeing elders in wheelchairs unable to access care, living on the street, sidewalks broken around them so they can't even get along smoothly.. None of that would be a problem anymore.

Not having to know I can't provide the care I need for myself and the care my friends need for themselves. They'd all be safe and cared for

Was reading some posts about HDG, written by someone outside the community.

What absolutely struck me is the lack of understanding about how the setting works.

First and foremost, I don't care what anyone says, it's a disability narrative. All the kink, and layers of horror and imperialism is in service to the disability narrative.

Because when your body or mind do not function like you expect them to, it's fucking horrific.

It's goddamn terrifying when my legs give out climbing the stairs, it's horrifying when I lose my ability to speak when I get overwhelmed and my stutter comes out full force, when I can't move because the pain from my knee is so intense I lose vision.

Quite often when I am like that I don't want help, I don't want anyone near me, I will actively refuse assistance. This is because of pride, fear, shame, a multitude of reasons. I don't want care, but I need it nonetheless.

One of the most powerful and meaningful things my current partner has ever done for me was telling me to shut the fuck up and let her help.

I needed to be forced to let her help me, despite being in so much pain moving made me scream.

She still needs to make me take painkillers, because I won't on my own.

This kind of care is an intrinsic part of HDG, you are so hurt you can't figure out what you need, so we will do it for you, and we will make you if needed.

Additionally, at least for me, another aspect is knowing that the people you care about are being cared for too.

A huge chunk of my life and daily stress is making sure my friends and lovers are okay, making sure I have enough reserve cash if I need to support or be able to make an emergency trip, anything at all to prevent another fucking lost friend and tearful memorial before their names get added to my sad list of loss.

I *know* I am deeply traumatized by loss, by closed casket funerals, of self inflicted wounds. Because I wasn't there, or fast enough, or didn't notice the signs in time.

I have as a result made myself into the kind of person that will drop Anything to be there. To drive across the country at a moment's notice because there was a Possibility that my friend needed me.

In the world of HDG, that isn't needed, everyone is going to be cared for and safe, and I would be able to finally rest. To relax. To enjoy the beauty of my friends instead of standing watch.

And that is a disability narrative too.

[raving-two]

the fact that so many people are willing to submit themselves to the affini, despite the fact that they are merely concepts just goes to show how much we mightve needed them in the actual setting.

like, these people are only concepts to us, and im willing to sell my actual measurable soul and body to be a floret. like.. we stand no chance.

[sheepwavehdg]

Sweet Tooth Chapter 4

new Sweet Tooth chapter from @pyxxiestyxx myself, in which we get very horny about sweet treats like objectively normal bitches.

[puppynametaken]

Thank fuck HDG is breaking containment. Praise be! We may get some innovation soon from new writers!

Seeing a mainline HDG post popping up on r/curatedtumblr this morning with some 1k upvotes and 100 comments was like a jumpscare and a half.

[puppynametaken]

Mentally ill tgirls remember that your future affini is gonna be so proud of you if you take a shower today or eat some food.

[kanagenwrites]

Freedom's Ember Chapter 15 — "Microdose" — is now available to the public!

You can read it on AO3 or on ScribbleHub! And, if you're subscribed to my Patreon, you can even read next week's chapter!

Freedom's Ember is a sequel to No Gods, No Masters and The Floret in the Mirror; you should read those first if you haven't already!

(If you have no idea what this is about, you might want to read up about the Human Domestication Guide setting!)

[honey-floret]

OOC/// I'm realizing that yes HDG is very much a hyperfixation of mine. And what that means is that truly it's going to be with me forever. The Affini truly got their vines around me and they'll never let go

[pyxxiestyxx]

Don't Worry, Fragile Flower

"What's the harm, little one?"

You had been invited to a bit of fun. One of your old friends was celebrating her Domestication Day, and you had agreed, thinking it was a small little get together where you shared a few drinks with her and her Master (a lovely old fellow that gave you fantastic advice).

When you got to her place and saw they had temporarily removed her house and installed a pavilion, you realized you may have assumed a bit too much.

"It's just a little bit of fun, you know. Class A xenodrugs like this one are rated for you, I already checked with your Vet."

You were one of the few independents there, with the rest being an absolute gagglefuck of florets and Owners…and quite a few affini looking for a meet-cute. Including the one currently boxing you in a corner, all four of her eyes trained on one thing: you.

"It will be a quick little prick, and then you get to feel everything so much….brighter. So much more. Does that really sound so bad?"

You shift uneasily at the vine she held between you, the pale yellow flower on its tip seeming to glow gold in the setting starlight. She was apparently a friend of a friend, or something. Maybe she was just a random affini who had wandered to the commotion. There really wasn't any way for you to check, unfortunately.

"Is something wrong? Plenty of respectable independents enjoy a bit of fun, you know. Unless…" She leans in closer, pressing the vine against your stomach and chest. You can't look at both her and the flower anymore, so you keep your eyes trained on hers.

"Unless you're one of those." Her voice drops to a whisper that rolls over your ears, as if it was a secret to share between you, as if you weren't complete strangers.

"Unless you're a floret, and just don't know it yet. It happens, oh yes. Far, far too often, really. A silly little sophont sees their friend enjoy a new life, and gets an uncomfortable knot in their stomach. Anger and sadness and jealousy. Because deep deeeeeep down, they want it sooooo badly. But they don't know how to say it, so they wrap it up all snug in a blanket of denial."

She peers at your face, searching for something in your eyes. You hold your breath, thoughts sparking out in bursts of energy, nothing useful or usable.

And then you feel the sting of a needle, though not the one resting on your chest. It was, you belatedly realize, just a pretty distraction.

"Don't worry about all that anymore, petal. You can't hide from meeee~ now then."

Her eyes pulled you forward and down as if gravity itself had changed. As you tipped onto your knees, she caught you by the throat, letting your knees dangle just slightly off the ground. Her smile was everything at the moment, a blazing star of emotion that smoothed all the worries in your brain.

She giggled, triumphant. "Say 'Thank You', dear~"

[radio-sunrise]

I think I got the Affini brain worms, last night I had insomnia and couldn’t fall asleep, so I literally role played getting drugged with class-Zs and it worked!

[generalb]

For a second i wondered why there’s not more remote toys in hdg stories. Then I realized that if an Affini wanted to toy with their floret, they’d simply do so on the spot, public or not

[puppypalice]

All the stuff making sure that you understand the affini compact are imperialist is kinna annoying because there’s a pretty good argument that they aren’t imperialist.

I’m a Marxist Leninist I have my own understanding and definition of imperialism and it really just doesn’t apply to the compact as described by the main setting.

Are they exploiting other planets for resources and labour? Are they expanding for the sake of benefiting the core worlds at the expense of those they encounter? No, absolutely not, it’s pretty explicit that the Affini are *not* doing that in any capacity even to the smallest degree.

Are the Affini expansionists, yes absolutely, that’s very obvious, but calling the affini imperialist comes off as a very vague vibes based analysis of what imperialism is.

Further more in many cases we’ve seen the compact liberate peoples from actual imperialism by the Terran accord. The hand full of Zeno’s the terrans encountered were heavily oppressed and exploited by the accord. When the compact came through these people were liberated not enslaved.

It just annoys me because it feels like people will get up in arms if you ever imply the accord aren’t imperialist, it’s like one of the first major laws of writing in the setting but I think there’s an actual interesting analysis to be made here.