#Hi Gold welcome back is this why we're having absolute insane unmixing waters of personalities here today

[blackvahana]

It is interesting though. I was having fun talking to myself the day before yesterday (or... yesterday?), it was just... really fulfilling. I feel most myself when I'm walking around in separate bodies and it was really clear (whenever it was).

I need to let the Flock come more into existence, which was what that was about. I was talking to myself in another Astral body as a collective representation of the Flock, trying to even out my feelings towards... myself? I was struggling before with the subservience of the Flock and how that worked, but that's an easy solve, they have a different part of my consciousness in them. No, this was... I guess a pre-dress-rehearsal in the way of going through uniforms and appearances before we put them on.

Explicitly: The Flock is... the seed form of something that's a lot more like the Apsara, in case that wasn't brutally obvious. They're... uh. theyre. really hard to explain. lmfao at the cards that just came out

And these that fell out when I picked the deck up

The first one... Yeah. They're that. Symbols radiating, colours, aura personified, whatever. Also the split lovers thing and the six pointed star as I was saying... The second pair... Yeah. First pair is more their exertion on the world, second pair is world exertion on them. and a million other things but I'm not in a tarot reading mood

Means of communicating with the world. They're meant to be way more complex than I had set them out to be, absolutely able to take on more complex forms. I'm pretty sure that's where the....... inspiration from how gods like Lev approach people is going, the whole complex answering and messaging system where they send autopilot responses to people, yeah. The Flock. They're manifestations of me but they operate on a different level in my consciousness. Really, they're meant to be complex all around, the apsara are. uh. another rainbow card, the Spectrum. I'll come back to talking about it. I basically think I'm going to give the divination complex and the Flock more concrete pseudo-conscious minds, actually, let me be clear: I'll be letting their already existent pseudo-conscious minds manifest as proper suitable bodies. I mean. divination complex is calling dibs on a huge obsidian mirror as an access way into the shallows of the traversable Sky Library but