#He’s there for the birth and him and Kiri are the best parents in the world to our little boy -

[7s3ven]

ONE THING LEADS TO ANOTHER, pt 1. neteyam x fem! metkayina! r

IN WHICH… Y/N and Neteyam’s walls suddenly come crashing down one night after a heart to heart conversation.

( requested )

Notes: mentions of sex (not written out, though), throwing up (morning/pregnancy sickness), small panic attack, a little angst, fluff ending, neteyam + reader are like 19 ig, teen pregnancy?

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Neteyam was thankful for the Metkayina allowing his family into their home but he missed his own. He missed the trees and the forest and his friends. The forest was all he had known. He was supposed to be the next clan leader, it was a job he had been preparing for since his birth. But it was all ripped away from him when he and his family were forced to leave. Now, he had nothing. No status, no promises of greatness, and almost no friends. Lo’ak didn’t count because he had to see his idiotic brother every day.

The night was quiet and cool as Neteyam slowly stepped over Lo’ak, who was sound asleep on the floor of the hut. Neteyam rolled his eyes at his brother, who was always sleeping in odd places.

He had been sneaking out regularly, trying to get away from his crushing responsibilities. Neteyam always sat in the same spot on the beach yet when he arrived, he found it was already taken. He recognised the Metkayina girl as Y/N, Tsireya and Aonung’s older sister and the future Tsahik. Kiri was better friends with her than Neteyam was. Nevertheless, he slowly walked up behind her.

“Out here all alone?” He questioned, crouching down. Their shoulders brushed as Y/N turned her head to glance at him. Her narrowed eyes softened at the sight of him.

“Oh, it is only you.” She murmured.

“Sorry. Did I startle you?”

Neteyam heard Y/N quietly laugh. “A little. What are you doing out so late?” She tilted her head, looking up at Neteyam. He sat down, shrugging.

“No reason.” He replied, “I just needed some peace and quiet.”

Y/N nodded in understanding. “I am doing the same. As mean as it might sound, I had to get away from my family for a little bit. Aonung’s snores are always so loud too.”

A small smirk crept across Neteyam’s lips. “You should hear Lo’ak. Sometimes, he’s snores so loud that it wakes my dad up.”

“How is your family settling in, Neteyam?” Y/N inquired, leaning back to stare up at the starry sky. Neteyam held back a sigh.

“We are trying our best.” He uttered, “But it is not easy. We are used to trees… not sand and water.”

Y/N hummed. “Do you miss the forest?” She mentally scolded herself for asking such a question. Of course he did. He would not be talking about it if he did not.

“Yes. And as much as I try to enjoy all this, I will always prefer the forest.” Neteyam abruptly shook his head to rid himself of such thoughts. “But I cannot complain. We are lucky to be here.”

Y/N looked Neteyam up and down, observing his body language. Slowly, she reached out a hand, placing it on Neteyam’s. “You can complain to me.” She gently told him. “I will not judge. I will only listen.”

It seemed Neteyam had been waiting for this exact words. He launched into describing his home with a smile on his face. He told Y/N of the banshees, the mountains, and the trees that stretched across the land for endless miles. It all sounded very foreign yet fascinating to Y/N.

“My parents would not want me to complain. Lo’ak, Kiri, and Tuk are allowed to miss the forest but not me.” Neteyam fidgeting with his fingers, a constant reminder that he would never be viewed as true Na’vi.

“Do they expect you to be perfect?” Y/N spoke up, her voice a soft whisper over the sound of the waves crashing against the sandy shore. Silently, Neteyam nodded.

“I am the golden child. I should not be saying such nonsense… but I miss my old life. Here, I get in trouble for every little thing Lo’ak does. I know as the oldest sibling, it is my job to look out for them, but it is growing tiresome.” Neteyam looked at Y/N, who was listening intensively, “Do you ever feel that way… about your siblings?”

“Yes. Aonung is always getting into mischief and I am given the job of picking up his slack. I am the future Tsahik yet with all the scolding I receive from my parents because of Aonung, it makes me feel like a failure.” Y/N aimlessly picked at the small shells nestled in the grains of sand as she spoke. “I love Tsireya and Aonung… but I cannot always be there to protect them. And that scares me.”

Neteyam nodded. He was closer now, barely an inch away from Y/N. She would have pushed him away if he was any other boy. But it was Neteyam, sweet Neteyam who was trying his best to gain his father’s approval and protect his family. She made no move to shove him.

“I feel that something terrible is approaching… and I am scared that I can no longer shield my siblings.” Y/N kept speaking as Neteyam drew soft circles in the palm of her hand to comfort her.

“I understand.” He muttered, locking gazes with Y/N. They held eye contact and for the first time in years, Y/N felt truly seen.

The feeling of finally being understood without judgement clouded Y/N’s mind as her back hit the soft sand and she returned Neteyam’s kiss.

The days after their sudden incident were a jumbled blur. Y/N had been feeling moody as of lately and it all made sense when she threw up the food she had eaten just minutes ago. Y/N shook as she wrapped her arms around herself in disbelief.

She was frozen in fear, barely able to register that Tsireya was calling out her name. “Y/N! I’ve been looking for you. Would you like to swim with Aonung and I and the Sully kids?” Tsireya brightly beamed, having no idea of the panic plaguing Y/N’s thoughts.

“I am alright, Tsireya. Thank you for offering. I do not feel good.” Y/N willed Tsireya to disappear so that she could figure out her situation.

“Oh… of course. I will tell Neteyam you cannot make it. I hope you feel better soon, sister.”

The mention of Neteyam’s name almost made Y/N spin around and throw up again. It was partly his fault she had gotten into this mess. Why did he have to be so kind and understanding?

Y/N quietly groaned in frustration as Tsireya walked away. She lay on her back, staring up at the brightly lit sky. Her thoughts weren’t giving her a break to think clearly. Obviously, she could not confide in her parents. She would not be surprised if they threatened to throw her out. Tsireya could not keep a secret for long and Aonung… well, Y/N would never willingly tell him. He would use every chance he got to remind her.

And Y/N dreaded telling Neteyam. He was already having a hard time fitting in, he did not need the trouble of this either. If word of this spread, his family would be outcasted even more than they were already.

She aimlessly wandered the beach, thinking to herself. The pressure of gaining her parents’ approval was becoming all too much.

As expected, Neteyam and Y/N avoided each other. Neteyam thought it was best to leave her alone and give her space to think, which was something he desperately needed as well.

Y/N was feeding her ilu when Tsireya and Aonung approached her. “Sister.” The latter uttered, folding his arms over his chest, “We need to talk.”

Y/N merely sent him a confused glance. “About what?” She questioned.

“Why are you avoiding us?” Tsireya got straight to the point. She huffed. “You never want to swim with us… and you are hardly around. You do not even eat with us. Why?”

Y/N looked away, petting her ilu. “I am busy.” She lied through her teeth. “Mother is encouraging me to oversee the affairs of the village and it is more tiresome than I expected.”

Tsireya faltered, suddenly feeling bad for accusing her older sister. Aonung, on the other hand, was not so easily fooled. He had always been annoyingly good at reading people. But neither of Y/N’s siblings asked any more questions. They simply accepted her answer and left her to tend to her ilu.

A few quiet minutes passed before the wood beneath Y/N creaked. She looked over her shoulder, almost jumping at the sight of Neteyam.

“Sorry.” He muttered. “Just came to check up on my ilu. She’s been more hungry lately.” He sent her a sheepish smile, hurrying over to the creature. Y/N tried not to pay him any attention as she kicked her legs in the water, the cool droplets splashing against her body.

“So… how are you?” Neteyam spoke up. There was an awkward pause. It took Y/N a moment to register his words.

“I am good.” She responded. Neteyam took her short answer as an attempt to ice him out, which he did not blame her for. In reality, though, Y/N was trying to stop herself from exposing her secret. She knew if she kept talking to Neteyam, then his sweet voice would coerce her into revealing everything.

“Right… I’ll see you later, I guess.” Neteyam walked off, rubbing the back of his neck. Y/N tried not to show her hurt at how quickly he left, seeming like he wanted nothing to do with her.

Her ilu nudged its head against Y/N’s thigh, cooing. Y/N sighed as she pet it once more. “What am I going to do?” She murmured. Time was running out and she still had no idea what she was going to do.

She clasped her hands over her belly, sighing as she lowered her head. She rarely ate with her family now, doing everything she could to avoid them. Her siblings and even her parents were bound to become more suspicious; Tsireya was already questioning it and Aonung did not believe any of her lies.

Y/N was a strong girl, both physically and mentally, but she could not handle this. Having to keep such a large secret from her parents and her siblings, whom were her world, and Neteyam was eating at her.

Her attempts to distance the eldest Sully boy from her were becoming harder but the secret could not be revealed. She knew Neteyam would ultimately talk. It was up to her to ensure his family would not be isolated any further.

Y/N’s heartbeat spiked and despite her underwater training, she could not slow it. She placed a hand over her chest, gasping for air. “Shit.” She murmured out a word she had heard Neteyam say, which only sent her further into a spiral.

It was becoming increasingly harder to clear her mind and she suddenly felt uncomfortable in her own skin. Her thoughts exploded into a flurry of negativity.

Her father would be so disappointed in her careless behaviour. And her mother… Y/N almost threw up at the mere thought of Ronal’s look. She would be livid that her perfect daughter, her daughter who consistently kept Aonung out of trouble, her daughter who was the future Tsahik, had engaged in such acts with a forest boy.

She clawed at her skin, trying to rid herself of such thoughts that caused more harm than good. Y/N leaned forward to comfort herself but she ended up diving right into the water purely by mistake. She thought of just staying under the glistening water. It brought her comfort. There was no one talking to her while she was on the verge of a breakdown. It was peaceful.

A hand suddenly grabbed onto her forearm, heaving her up. Y/N spat out a mouthful of water, coughing in surprise. “Aonung!” She exclaimed, slapping her brother’s shoulder. Though, it probably did not hurt him as much as she wanted it to. Aonung was a few months younger than Y/N but had much more muscles.

“Why are you lying in the water?” Aonung questioned as he pulled her back onto the dock. “It is not like you to be so distant. What is the matter?”

To others, particularly the Sully boys, Aonung was mean and a bully and an outright nuisance to be around. But to Y/N, he was sweet. He was Y/N’s sweet little brother who used to come crying to her when he scraped his knee.

“It is none of your concern. I am fine. I am simply stressed.” Y/N reassured him. Unfortunately, her soft words did not have the impact they had on Tsireya.

Aonung narrowed his eyes like he always did when he could tell Y/N was lying. “You are not telling the truth. You can tell me. I will not tell mother or father or even Tsireya. It will be our little secret.”

Y/N stared at her brother then at her shaking hands which had not stopped trembling since she found out she was pregnant. “I am with a child.” She suddenly blurted out.”

Aonung was silent. He opened his mouth to say something but the pair heard a gasp behind them. Y/N quickly looked behind her, partly relieved that it was only Tsireya. She had been holding a bowl of fruits, which were now rolling around in the floor.

“I am sorry.” She immediately apologised, covering her mouth with her hands. “I did not mean to eavesdrop. I just wanted to bring you some fruit so you would feel better.” She quickly crouched down to pick everything up. “Is it true… are you really?”

Tsireya sat on the other side of Y/N. Aonung swiftly reached over, grasping a piece of fruit despite Y/N’s look. She had always told him not to eat anything from the floor.

“Yes.” She hesitated.

“Damn, who knocked you up?” Aonung carelessly asked. Tsireya clicked his tongue, her long tail slapping him.

“Do not, Aonung.” She warned. “We will not tell anyone, Y/N. Do not pressure yourself into telling us the dad. We will let you take your time.”

“It’s Neteyam.” Y/N blurted out. She could not contain it anymore. Beside her, she heard Aonung choke. Y/N promptly slapped his back.

“Neteyam?!” Aonung exclaimed but Tsireya and Y/N both hushed him. “Mother and Father will not be happy.”

Y/N sent him a glare, “I am aware.” She muttered.

“Wait, this is good. This will top anything else I do. Father will be like, ‘Aonung, why did you slap Lo’ak?’ And then I’ll just reply with ‘well, remember when Y/N got pregnant?’” Aonung faced his sisters only to be met with their unimpressed faces.

“Aonung, take this seriously.” Tsireya hissed, resting her hands on Y/N’s shoulders. “Whatever you do, Y/N, we will be here to support you.”

Neteyam was not doing any better. The last few days had felt like a constant test on his patience. His father was always ordering him around and Lo’ak was getting on his nerve.

The last straw was when Jake had decided to scold Neteyam for Lo’ak’s actions. Neteyam had returned from the docks, still wondering as to why Y/N was suddenly acting so cold. He tried to forget that night, to move past it, but it was easier said than done. Y/N seemed to be everywhere Neteyam was.

The oldest Sully boy walked into their hut, exhausted and fully prepared to collapse. However, when he saw Jake standing in front of Lo’ak, his father’s arms crossed sternly over his chest, Neteyam almost groaned. Neytiri and Kiri were inside as well, exchanging worried glances. Tuk was nowhere to be seen, most likely playing with her newfound friends.

“Neteyam.” Jake said. Neteyam dragged himself to stand beside Lo’ak, his back straightening.

“Yes, sir?” Neteyam murmured, wanting to get this over and done with so he could tend to his own thoughts.

“Your brother got into another fight today.” Jake uttered. “Where were you? You’re supposed to keep an eye on him.”

“I was busy, sir.”

“Why weren’t you with your brother? Sully’s have to stick together.“

Neteyam, who had been trying to hold down his bubbling anger, suddenly snapped. “I wasn’t with my brother because it’s not my job to keep him in check.” It was the first time Neteyam had ever talked back. His ears flattened down, an action he didn’t usually do but had started doing because of Y/N. “What Lo’ak does with his spare time should be none of my concern. It is not my fault he fights every day.”

“Yeah, but you’re the older brother. It’s your responsibility to look out for him.” Jake poked Neteyam’s chest, causing everything to come crashing down. Neteyam, who had been trying so hard to hide his fury at how unfairly he was being treated, broke.

“It is none of my responsibility! I can’t be everywhere with Lo’ak, babysitting him! You forced me away from my home, from the forest in which I grow up in. I know nothing here! I am simply too busy trying to fit in to watch over Lo’ak! He is not the only one who needs comfort. I am still a teenager! Have you ever asked how I feel?!” Neteyam didn’t waste a heartbeat in spinning around, storming off. His swishing tail hit a bowl, causing it to fall. It did not break but Neteyam wouldn’t have cared anyway.

Neteyam left his parents and his siblings in shock at his outburst. He always took the blame for Lo’ak, what had changed?

Kiri quickly followed after Neteyam. Lo’ak, with a small nod from Jake, followed.

“Ma Jake,” Neytiri reached out for her mate, “What is wrong with Neteyam? He has been acting strange lately.” Jake held her hand, staring at the spot where Neteyam had been standing moments ago.

Jake wasn’t stupid. He saw how Neteyam’s gaze always found its way to stare at the Chief’s oldest daughter. He had been 16 once upon a time; it did not take long for Jake to form a suspicion.

“Neteyam!” Kiri grabbed her brother’s wrist, forcing him to turn around. “What is the matter with you? You have been acting so moody lately.” She pouted.

“Nothing!” Neteyam harshly insisted. “I am not acting moody.” Lo’ak caught up with his older brother but remained silent, knowing Neteyam’s anger was a result of his recklessness.

“My idiot brother, why must you be so stubborn?” Kiri groaned, “You are like Y/N sometimes, so hardheaded and annoyingly independent.”

Her name set Neteyam’s face alight. A dark blush spread across his cheeks. “She is the problem.” He finally admitted. “Y/N is.”

“Did she reject you or something?” Lo’ak voiced, arching an eyebrow.

Neteyam wished she did. This situation would have been much easier. “No… Y/N and I, we…” Neteyam trailed off, suddenly embarrassed.

Kiri got the hint. She slapped his shoulder. “You did not!” She hissed. “She is the Chief’s daughter!” Lo’ak stood beside Kiri, ever so clueless.

“What? What did they do? He didn’t even finish his sentence. You guys are acting like they”- Lo’ak paused, “Oh. I get it now.”

“It was an impulsive decision.” Neteyam uttered as he resumed walking.

“One that will get you killed.” Kiri added. “You are lucky she is not betrothed yet. Have you talked to her?”

“Briefly. She does not wish to speak to me.” Neteyam was met with another slap from Kiri.

“Idiot! She must be lonely. You must speak to her so that you can resolve this!”

Neteyam groaned, walking faster in hopes his siblings would leave him alone. “She avoids me.” He said to Kiri. “I told you, she doesn’t want to see me.”

“Then try harder to talk to her! Y/N is as stubborn as you. Do you not see the pattern?!” Kiri yanked Neteyam back, “You must tell Father and Mother.”

Neteyam scoffed. “I have caused enough trouble already. I will do no such thing.”

“You are foolish. If Tonowari and Ronal find out, Father will be able to calm them. If you do not tell, then at least speak to Y/N.”

Neteyam exasperatedly sighed. “Fine. I will talk to her. Happy?” He wandered off, leaving Kiri and Lo’ak behind. He knew where to find Y/N. During her spare time, she was always at the docks, playing with her ilu or swimming.

“Do you not ever move from this spot?” Neteyam spoke as he halted behind Y/N, who was sitting where he suspected. He saw her back tense up.

“No. I have moved. To eat. I came back.” Y/N was careful with her responses. One stumble and she’d end up spilling everything.

“Kiri says I should talk to you.” Neteyam muttered as he sat beside her, dipping his feet into the water. Y/N turned to face him, staring with wide eyes.

“You told Kiri?”

“And Lo’ak.” Neteyam’s reply did not ease her panic. “But I suspect you told Tsireya and Aonung.”

Y/N nodded. “I cannot hide anything from them for long.” In truth, Y/N had returned to the docks to mentally prepare herself for telling her mother. She could hide the sudden pregnancy but her body could not. It would start to show.

“How are you feeling?” Neteyam questioned.

“Stupid.”

Neteyam lowly chuckled, staring down at his hands. “Kiri is advising me to tell Mother and Father. But I do not want to do it without your permission.” Y/N almost melted at how sweet and considerate Neteyam was.

“I do not mind.” She muttered, “As long as they do not spread the word.” It was not Neteyam who would get the harsher punishment anyway. As the daughter of the clan leaders, Y/N had a standard to uphold. She had failed after managing to balance it for so long.

After a much needed talk, Neteyam and Y/N parted ways. The latter slowly walked into the medical hut where she found her mother grinding leaves. “Mother.” Y/N said, hands clasped in front of her. Ronal hummed, too busy with her task at hand. “I have something rather important to tell you.”

“What is it, child? Could it not wait until after dinner?”

“I am pregnant.” Y/N quickly said, half heartedly hoping she had spoken too fast for her mother to understand her. Ronal paused. The leaves she had been holding previously fluttered the floor.

“You are pregnant… by who?” Ronal was trying to keep calm.

Y/N hesitated for a moment, her head lowered. “Neteyam.” She whispered.

Ronal hissed in anger. “You allowed this?! When he is not your mate?!”

“I did not mean to, mother.” Y/N insisted, stepping forward.

Ronal thought for a second. “We must find you a mate.” She announced after what felt like an hour.

“But what about Neteyam?” Y/N frowned, “He is the father! Does he not deserve to know?”

“He is not Metkayina.” Ronal almost sneered, “If word of this gets out, it will create a scandal. Your father and I will find you a suitable mate.” Her mother turned to walk away but Y/N desperately grabbed onto her arm.

“No… please… mother, do not make me do this! I want him to be the father! I do not want any other idiotic boy!”

Ronal softly caressed Y/N’s face as small tears dripped down her cheeks. She finally allowed herself to cry after holding everything in. “I am sorry, my child, but it is for the best.”

Y/N abruptly straightened her back. “No.” She firmly refused, surprising Ronal. “I have been the perfect daughter for you and Father. Do I not receive a reward in return?”

“You have a baby without a mate. I could hardly call that a reward.”

“Why will you not allow me to decide? You say it is for the best but do you really want to live the rest of your life knowing I am miserable? Will you put me through that just to keep your reputation? Is your reputation among the clan more important than your own daughter’s happiness?!” Y/N had not inherited Tsireya’s gentleness nor Aonung’s ego. She had inherited her mother’s temper.

“Listen to me, child, they will leave sooner or later. They will not stay here, no matter how much Neteyam will claim he loves you.”

“Then I will pay the price. Let me do this, mother. I have already suffered enough. I cannot do it again.”

Ronal narrowed her eyes. “Come.” She beckoned her daughter out of the hut. Y/N did not ask where Ronal was leading her; she simply followed behind.

Ronal’s sudden appearance in the Sully Family’s hut caused them to quiet down. Neteyam shared a look with Y/N, confused.

“It seems my daughter has found herself… involved with your eldest son.” Ronal spoke, sending Y/N a subtle glare. Y/N chewed the inside of her cheek. “This is not the Metkayina way but unfortunately, she is pregnant.”

Chaos broke out. Jake spat out a mouthful of water while Neytiri coughed to hide the fact that she had almost choked in shock. Lo’ak muffled his loud laughs as a look of horror crossed Neteyam’s face. Kiri quietly clicked her tongue, staring at her eldest brother.

“For some unknown reason, my daughter wishes for Neteyam to be the father. I will allow this if your son proves to me that he will be able to provide for Y/N. She is the future Tsahik and I will allow only the best for her. That is all.” Ronal walked away, expecting Y/N to follow.

“You knocked up the Chief’s daughter?” Jake said as soon as the two Metkayina women were gone. Lo’ak could finally freely laugh while Neteyam shoved him.

“Shut up.” He muttered, standing to run after Y/N.

[muzsmocsing]

MHA headcanons bcuz the show brings me a lot of joy

If you don't agree with them or they clash with canon that's ok just scroll on, peace and love on the planet earth and whatnot.

⭐Iida is straight but is openly into BL. He's up to date on new releases, mostly pg shoujo stuff. Except for one fantasy comic that is hella explicit at some points but he is VERY passionate about the lore and characters.

⭐Bakugo has Inosuke levels of androgyny going on. He would give Shouto a run for his money in the "class 1-A's resident prettyboy" vote that was held if he 1. wasn't too scary for people to vote for him. and 2. if he stopped scowling for like two seconds.

⭐Aoyama is some flavor of nonbinary but doesn't use any labels because he HATES them. He is an ✨experience✨, a piece of art up for interpretation.

⭐Pro hero Red Riot has a line of menstrual hygiene products with cool and manly packaging because he's very popular with transmasc people and wanted to give back something helpful and validating to them.

⭐Kirishima once called Bakugo his "brofriend" and he just about had an aneurysm.

⭐ Before they got together, Kirishima wrote half the valentine's cards Bakugou recieved anonymously because he "just had so many feelings it couldn't fit just on one card!!"

⭐Bakugou is a secret romantic. He hates talking about it because it's "bad for his image" but he has a big collection of shoujo manga and internally melts whenever Kiri does something soft for him like buying flowers or holding his hand in public.

⭐Aizawa regularly gets intrusive thoughts of becoming a househusband whenever he has a particulaly annoying time. Like after his 7th parent teacher conference of the day or after a full week of falling asleep in uncomfortable beds in seedy hostels he stares at the ceiling like "Hizashi is a celebrity. He has three jobs. What am I doing here? I love him. I can't cook but I could learn 😫"

⭐Kaminari hits on Bakugo's mom every chance he gets. Bakugo's tries to blow him up, Mitsuki thinks it's fucking hilarious.

⭐Allmight has a crush on Midoriya Inko but is scared to do anything about it because A. it might upset Izuku and B. he thinks he's too old and ugly for her.

⭐You'd think Midnight would be a bad teacher based on her general sexy nature but actually she's well loved because she's the only teacher who the kids trust with advice on relationships and intimacy, especially after the dorm system set in. She has time set aside each week where she's available for anyone to pop into her office and chat about whatever they're worried about. Aizawa is endlessly thankful for this because one time Todoroki asked him what a backshot is because he heard Sero make a joke about it and he's still healing from that conversation.

⭐Since both of their quirks are food based Sato and Momo often bake together. Sato's the master decorator, Momo buys good quality ingredients and is a beast at chiffon cakes.

⭐Denki can't swim. After The Incident in primary school where he almost electrocuted a whole swimming pool of people he's been scared to try.

⭐Kirishima has two moms. His birth mom had him at like 18 and his biological father wasn't ready for that yet. Her best friend immediately stepped up to help with the baby, and that's Kiri's mama now.

Thank you for reading!! I am incredibly late to this fandom but hey I'm having fun now so. Sick.

If you liked this, you can find part 2 here :)

[marymary-diva17]

The ones we leave behind

sully family x reader + tarsem/tsu’tey/ mo’at

Among the navi people family was everything every child was love by their parents and cared for throughout out their lives. Family is the strong hold among each individual navi, but what happens when there is a child that hasn't revived the same love and care as others around. The effect of getting less love and support will effect a child over time, but what happens when the action of the parents and other adults around have effect them so, much that it will soon lead the child on a different path.verse everyone else. The feeling of being left behind will be a permit memory that will affect their childhood, what happens when it happens to a sully family member.

y/n " ......" you are the human daughter of Jake and neytiri unlike your other siblings you had been born human, and had spent most of your childhood as human no avatar body. The day of your birth had effect your parents and everyone in the clan, as it was shown the sky demons still were here.

y/n " guys come sit down and relax" you were looking at your siblings as they were all worked up for the events, that had unfolded today. As your siblings had gone out with spider and ran into old enemies, that were believed to be dead had come back to life. You are with them trying to comfort them as they none of them seem to be doing well, at the moment.

kiri " is spider going to be okay"

y/n " spider will be fine kiri norm and max are attending to him, he just need some medical care and rest" kiri soon nods her head and sat down next to you.

lo'ak " I think dad will blame me I was the one who decided to go there"

y/n " baby brother is not your fault no one knew they will come with avatar bodies"

neteyam " dad and mom have been in that meeting with grandmother and the council for a long time, he didn't even let me attend the meeting"

y/n " it going to be okay teyam when the meeting over dad will share what will happen next"

tuk " y/n I'm scared"

y/n " dont worry tuk everything will be okay, we are here to keep you safe and so are mom and dad" you brought tuk into a embrace making her smile towards you and you smile back at her.

y/n " dad what has happened" Soon enough Jake and neytiri had shown themselves, either one of them looking happy.

Jake " no now y/n there is new we have to share with the clan, we can speak later" you have a good relationship with your parents but you were not close to them like your siblings, and there were times when you felt like out of situations.

y/n " yes sir ...mom is there anything I can do for you or the family"

neytiri " ....." neytiri didnt pay any attention to you and soon walk towards your siblings. She seem very overwhelmed at the moment as she was scared about everything that had happened.

y/n " mom I can make the family something to eat or help around the house"

neytiri " no please do nothing" neytiti have you a cold look you didnt know if she meant it or not.

kiri " sis can you come with me to see spider or check up on him"

y/n " sure we can go and see him maybe we can all go as a family"

neytiri " no you all stay here and that is finally you can see that boy some other time or y/n can update you on him" neytiri soon picked up tuk and walked into the home with her, the older kids had stayed with you. Talking about anything to light up the mood even getting spider on com link was well, soon that all ended when a meeting was called for the clan by your father.

Jake " I have called this meeting to state the situation that had happened earlier today.... today children of our clan and human child life had bene out in danger, as enemies from our best have come back and now look like us" gasp had been heard from everyone as they were listening to Jake words.

Jake " I'm sad to share this new but the clan most leave we are no longer safe here, we all most leave and seek shelter else where until the demons are gone"

neteyam " what we are leaving"

Jake " we will head towards the sea clans where will be safe from harm, we can't stay here we have to think about the clan children and their safe"

Jake " will we have to leave our homes and ways of life but we will be back when the time right, but we most think what the best for our families and ourselves"

mo'at " Jake sully is right we will have to leave but one day will come home"

Jake " this decision is heavy on my heart as well my people we all love the forest and what she has to offer, but we most leave to keep her safe ... this decision is finally and I hope in time you all can forgive me for making this chose" there was no debating Jake on that as he was right once the meeting was over, everyone started getting ready to leave in couple days.

y/n " almost done just need to make sure everything alright"

Tarsem " so we are really are leaving"

y/n " tarsem yes we are it will be sad to no longer run around here and live our lives but it for the best" you and tarsem are best friends and have been close since you two were very young.

Tarsem " I came to see how you are holding up I saw you were very worried about your family and wish to go with your parents"

y/n " I'm good thank you for asking but you should be worried about my family more then me"

tarsem " always thinking of other but there has to be other worrying about you" you smile toward tarsem he would always come check on you after battles or hard situations.

Jake " y/n"

y/n " dad"

tarsem " olo'eythan Jake sully hello"

Jake " it okay young man I have come here to bring my daughter home there is something I most share with her and her siblings"

tarsem " yes sir I will see you later y/n maybe I can help you pack"

y/n " sure I will love that offer" Tarsem soon walked off looking at you one last time as you waved at him and smiled.

Jake " come on let head home there is something I need to speak with you and your siblings about" you had nodded your head and followed your father, soon getting back to the village and see your family gather together.

tuk " sis you come to dinner"

y/n " well dad said he had something to speak with us all about"

Jake " everyone sit down there is something I need to speak with you all about" you soon sat down with your siblings give some dinner as well, soon Jake and neytiri were suiting together.

Jake " we will be leaving in a couple days so I will need you all to pull your weight around here"

the kids " yes sir"

y/n " dad the scientist have started packing some of the stuff for travel we were wondering how that was going to go" Jake and neytiri soon looked at each other and soon at you.

Jake " y/n there is something I need to tell you"

y/n " oh okay dad you have my whole attention"

Jake " you will not be coming with us to the reef clans"

y/n " what"

neteyam " dad if she can't ride with you or mom she can ride with one of us or tarsem, it will be fine we will come up with a way to take her and everyone else"

kiri " yes we will find out a way so she can come with us we, so you and mom are not overworking yourselves"

Jake " kids that not the matter but there a bigger matter to address"

lo'ak " what tell us what the matter that our sister can't come with us"

neytiri " it because your sister is born human unlike your all she not navi, and it will be hard to get the clans to help us ... they already don't like human as they have been hunting over there and destroying there ways to life ... one human will be fine but to many will be bad news"

tuk " why don't we give her any avatar body like uncle noir that will slove everything"

neytiri " no we can't"

tuk " why"

y/n " because they don't have the resource and it will take to much time"

Jake " time we don't have kids"

neteyam " come on there have to be an avatar body for her and the there, did you all not making one when she was baby so it will grow over time"

Jake " we become busy and other stuff got involved I and your mom were already overwhelm of everyone else that was happening"

lo'ak " meaning you didnt care to do anything about it and forgot"

neytiri " no we become busy our family and clan need us and we have to chose the right decisions"

kiri " that not fair to y/n or anyone else"

Jake " kids we all know you are upset but we are sorry, we had to do what was best and look now you sister has lived a amazing life as human she one of us" kiri and Lo'ak looked at you and knew that you had face bullying for being te freak child of toruk makto.

y/n " wait so you are leaving me behind here all on my own"

Jake " you will not be alone you will have norm and spider alomg with everyone else, they will take care of you"

y/n " I want to be with you and mom along with my siblings... please dad don't leave me like this don't leave everyone else like this"

Jake " enough y/n"

y/n " I'm your daughter we are sully we stick together that what you told us"

neytiri " chid respect your father"

y/n " mom and dad I do respect you all but you can't just leave us like that it unfair ...."

Jake " I said enough and I mean it young lady you are almost an adult it time you learn to take care of yourself, and learn to be an independent adult and not some spoiled brat .... you selfishness is now effecting your siblings as they will refuse to leave and soon enough the rest of the clan will follow"

y/n " dad ..."

Jake " no you will listen here right now young lady .... this is what bets for the clan I know you are upset and mad but what is done is done., I don't wish for this but I most happen for the good of the family and good of the clan ... we will be apart of months or weeks but we will soon be together again"

y/n " yes sir I'm sorry"

neytiri " look we know you are asking alot form you right now, but you most do what best for the people and they will see you as one of us"

y/n " yes ma'am"

Jake " I will tell norm and the others as well but we need you all to act mature on this matter, no harm will come to any of you I know that and I think it will be for the best ... it will help you grow into a young women and help everyone else as well . hey maybe in time the rda will leave and we can all come home and be a family again"

y/n " ......."

Jake " look you can me mad at me all you want but I need you to do this for the family, I need you to be mature right now and take this for the family"

y/n " yes sir I understand" the rest of the family dinner was silent you didn't eat that much as you felt sick to your stomach, later on after the meal you headed home with your parents. No words had been spoken as you are coming to terms with everything.

Norm " hey welcome home kid and hey Jake and neytiri welcome back, came to make sure y/n made it home safe"

Jake " yes we want to make sure our daughter was okay"

norm " that sweet well we have some of the stuff already pack we don't know about everything else yet, we mights have to hide it if we can't take it"

Jake " umm norm I need to speak with you and the rest it important"

norm " sure dude no one has done to bed yet so we have some time to talk"

Jake " thank you" soon everyone had gather for the meeting as everyone was looking at Jake.

Jake " look everyone I know I made the announcement that we will be leaving but I have some sad news to share with you all, so please listen to me"

max " okay Jake what the matter"

Jake " the clan will be leaving in a couple days"

spider " we know mr sully and we are coming up with ways for us to make it out there"

Jake " no I'm sorry to say this but none of you will be coming with us, it will not be good for the clan"

norm " what"

Jake " you all will have to stay here you can't come with us"

Scientist " that rda is hunting us down"

neytiri " they are hunting down the clan children lives are in endanger if we stay, we most leave and seek uturu elsewhere"

Scientist 2 " we are apart of the clan"

neytiri" you are apart of nothing just friends and the former people of my mate"

max " what about the children y/n and spider they will come with you, right you will not leave you daughter and the kdis best friend here"

y/n " ......"

spider " mr and mrs sully I and y/n are coming as well"

Jake " ......"

spider " oh" spider knew he will not be coming as neytiri and most of the clan hated him for being human and his father as well, he knew some of the clan dislike you as well and you are not that close to neytiri as well.

Jake " the children will have to stay as well they are not navy like the other and don't have an avatar body"

norm " then we can make one for them it will be easy"

Jake " no we can't we don't have enough time for that we most leave before the rda comes"

max " how are they supposed to deal with this they are children"

Jake " they will understand and me mature about it they are about to become adults, they know what has to be done and pull their weight"

Scientist 4 " speaking of the rda we help you fight them we all turn down the offer to betray you all, and have been marked as traitors if we are caught it over for us ... think about y/n and spider they are innocent and teens"

Jake " it will be okay"

Scientist " coming from the one who will not bed here she your daughter you will leave her for the rda and anything else out here to hurt here"

Jake " enough it my decision I'm the reason you all are still allowed near the village, okay what I say is finally nothing can change my mind"

norm " not even the words of you own daughter know her she fought you on this right she know it wrong, you can't just leave her like this or spider what will happen to them"

neytiri " they will learn and adapt ... it for the best you humans are being selfish think about the children of the clan think about my kids"

max " we are thinking about your kids one of them is here"

neytiri " I'm done talking none of you are coming until future notice" neytiri soon stormed away saying nothing else as she left she didn't, even say goodnight to you at all.

Jake " look we will be leaving in a couple of days I will try my best to ask for you all to come with us, but it might be weeks and months until then ..... I know you all will be okay and will make it through this"

norm " ......."

Jake " look we all most do what best for the clan and I'm making the decisions I need to keep my family and clan safe I hope you all will understand some day, when you walk in my footsteps I will tell everyone in the clan later I will see you all later ... I most go be with my wife and children" Jake soon left heading home not even looking back you soon felt tears rushing down your face, it seems like you were not their children.

norm " don't let them get you kiddo you have us"

y/n " thanks uncle norm"

spider " we are going to need each other for what going to come" no one went to bed that night happy, and for the next couple days there was tension between humans and navi. As some of the navi hated the idea of leaving their human allies here to fight against rda alone, while big amount thought the humans were selfish on trying to change Jake mind about his decision. That the end of the day there was not changing what had bene done the humans were staying and everyone else was leaving of the clan. None of your siblings and tarsem wish to leave you, and that you blamed by the clan and your parents.

y/n " we will not see each other for a every long time" you are with your sibling and tarsem that day they were levaing.

tuk " I'm going to miss you big sister"

y/n " I'm going to miss you as well honey but we will still be sisters"

kiri " take care we will make sure you join us soon we will not forget you"

y/n " I know but I wish for you guess to live you best lives for me"

spider " me as well I want you all to still have fun and tell me all about it when we see each other again"

lo'ak " you all be well as well"

neteyam " yes take care"

tarsem " life will not be the same without any of you and it sad not that many are saying goodbye"

mo'at " they have made their decision and this might effect many future relationships, I have left some stuff for you all to survive on there were any other stuff left as well by other of the clan"

y/n " thank you grandmother"

tuk " where is mama and daddy ar they going to say goodbye to you and everyone else"

y/n " it okay tuk they are both busy"

lo'ak " to busy to say goodbye to their daughter"

y/n:" it okay"

Jake " everyone hurry up we are leaving" you soon hugged everyone goodbye one last time, there were no more goodbye from the rest of the clan or your parents but you learned to accept it.

later that night

max " these plans will work fine if anything bad happens"

norm " yes"

y/n " it seems like everyone has found something to do for the evening"

spider " it better then walking around here acting all hurt about everything that happened"

y/n " maybe tomorrow we can go find all the stuff that was left behind as we are going to need it"

norm " I'm proud of you y/n acting mature and helping everyone around, even your spider taking command of stuff and helping you two will to great stuff when you are older" soon an alarm had gone off getting everyone attention.

y/n " come on lets go see what the matter"

spider " on it" soon you and spider had gone outside to see what was the matter when you heard something moving.

y/n " come out and state your business of my friend here will show you his still with arrow and bow"

????? "it me y/n I mean no harm" you soon saw tarsem, tsu'tey, and avroke standing there.

norm " what are you three doing here"

y/n " please don't tell me something bad happen to the clan"

tarsem " no we came here to be with you all we count leave you all like this"

spider " wow"

tsu'tey " we are here to help you are all going to need it"

avroke " we are going to make sure nothing bad happens, you all have given up enough and now we wish to pay you all back for everything that happened"

norm " well we can talk about this more in the morning there was some tents you all can us" everyone else had walked away expect you and tarsem.

y/n " thank you for coming back but anytime you feel like leave you can I understand, I want you to leave your best life"

tarsem " I will never leave as I'm already living my best life" you soon smile towards tarsem and soon walked off with him after the others. Your heart was still broken about everything that happened between your family and the clan. Things will never be the same ever again between child and parents, and navi and humans. Some relationships will be fixed and while other relationship will stayed damages forever. Now you were walking down your own path and only time will tell what is on this path for you and what will become of you in the future along with milestones you will archive as well. The great mother was watching over you and you were hoping that life will bless you well.

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Nihona

Status: Part One (1/3)

Parings: Neteyam x Reader (Step SiblingReader), Sully’s x Reader

Genre/Warnings: Angst, Romance, Fluff, Jealously, Forbidden Love Troupe, Step-Siblings, suggestive content!!, NSFW/MDNI (A small scene in this chapter) Masturbation, Slight exhibition/in a public place?, All characters are AGED-UP.

Summary: Miréya and Neytiri have been best friends since birth. Miréya was always by her side, comforting her when she lost her sister and when the sky people attacked. Neytiri loved her as if she was her own sister. Loosing her was unbearable for her and Jake. What will happen when they take in what is left off her? Take care of her daughter who is completely alone in this world? How will she adapt to her new family?

Word Count: 4.6k

A/N: Due to popular demand I'm continuing this mini series. This chapter does has suggestive content so please proceed with discretion. Also there are a lot of separate sections with tiny timeskips. Please bare with me😅 Other then that I hope you enjoy!

*Still under rough editing, please excuse any mistakes!*

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“Why are you avoiding me?” Neteyam finally managed to corner Y/n. Leaving her no route of escape. Y/n chews her lower lip  nervously as her eyes dart around aimlessly. She made sure not to make eye contact with Neteyam knowing fully well it would make her heart feel weird again.

“What do you mean? Why would I avoid you?” Y/n shrugs, shuffling under his stare uncomfortably. 

Neteyam gulps at her bruised lips, the product of her chewing them nervously. He couldn’t help but recall the events that left him breathless. That urged him to confront her which only got him to realize she was actively avoiding him. 

“You’re barely around. You don’t come with me to training anymore and you don’t wanna accompany me on rides! Riding our Ikran’s together-” Neteyam gestures in the space between them. “-that’s our thing” 

Y/n finally looks up, her breath hitched as she stared into his beautiful yellow hues. It was true that she had been avoiding him, but not for reasons he beat himself over, no. She was avoiding him due to her own revelation. 

The reason why she felt so giddy near her older brother, the reason why she always followed him around and hated when girls their age would try to gain his attention. It was love, infatuation.

After the ‘practice’ kiss Y/n had realized, she loved him. She loved her own brother as a lover. As a potential mate. And that disturbed the girl in unimaginable ways. She knew Neteyam didn't feel the same, he even reminded her prior and after the kiss that it was a ‘practice’,  that it had no meaning. But Y/n just couldn’t help it. 

She began to contemplate her whole existence. Why was she born into a family where she fell head over heels for her brother? The connection she felt towards him, the tug she felt that always lured her into his embrace. It was as if fate was mocking her, being cruel to her. Why was she cursed? 

She always  felt like something was missing in her life. Never once did her parents, Jake and Neytiri, refer to Y/n as their ‘daughter’. Though they showered her with love, when anyone asked about her it was always Y/n this, Y/n that. Not how they would refer to Kiri. As their daughter. 

This confused the girl which always left her empty. Luckily Neteyam was always there, always ready to hold her tight ensuring she was safe and secure. That she was loved. In Y/n’s eyes, falling for Neteyam was inevitable. 

“No-I’m….I’m sorry Neteyam. I’ve been in a really weird headspace lately” Y/n admits, stepping closer to her brother. Neteyam immediately engulfs her into a bone crushing embrace as Y/n lets out a sigh of relief. She feels her entire body let loose, beginning to melt into the embrace as her senses filled with his comforting scent. 

“Then tell me about it. Tell me what you feel. How you feel. I’ll always be here for you, Y/n. No matter what” Neteyam murmurs, his heart beating erratically at the fact he finally had her in his arms after being apart for what felt like forever. 

Y/n pulls back, peering up at her brother who smiles down at her. His braids falling past his face as she gently brushed them aside. He loved how Neteyam kept his hair long, braided neatly and let loose. she ha told him on numerous occations how it framed his face beautifully.

“I don’t want to burden you” 

“How could you? You are never a burden. I’m your brother, you are my responsibility.” Neteyam assures. Y/n’s eyes widened at his words, everything he said was true. She was foolish for loving him when he was the perfect brother to her. She realized then and there she would have to get over her childish crush. For her brother's sake. 

“I’m sorry for keeping my distance Neteyam….forgive me?” Y/n asks timidly as Neteyam beams. He squeezes her tightly against him in pure glee. 

“Of course baby sister!”

~~~~~~~~~~~6 Years Later~~~~~~~~~~

(Y/n and Neteyam are both 19, turning 20 soon)

As the years flew by, Y/n and Neteyam’s bond only grew. In many ways more than one. 

Neteyam grew to be a great warrior, training every day and achieving feats unimaginable and heavily admired by the tribe. He grew to be the definition of  perfection, being nicknamed the ‘Prince of the Omatikaya’. He was widely admired and praised. The whole clan saw him as the perfect future leader as they marveled at his accomplishments. 

Not only did he prove himself over the years but he grew to be quite handsome. Attracting many suitors along the way. None of which caught his attention, though many had tried. 

Luckily Jake and Neytiri never pressured him to find a mate, but the clan did not forget. Many would approach him with requests, many older Na’vi offering their daughters for the privilege to be his mate which he always politely declined. 

How could he? How could he even think about finding a mate when Y/n looked like that.

“Would you look at that~~~” No'eng, Neteyam’s friend whispers, his eyes trained on a certain female Na'vi. 

Neteyam and his friend had been near the river gutting and cleaning the fish they had caught earlier in the day. Across them a few children jumped around in the water playfully. 

Neteyam looks up, his pupils dilating as they land on the very person his best friend openly gawked at. Y/n giggles as she splashes some water towards Tuk who dogged just in the nick of time. 

Over the years Y/n had also grown. Though Neteyam hoped and prayed his feelings would dissipate over the years growing alongside her, it didn't. She grew up to be beautiful. Her beauty and skills were admired amongst the clan. 

She grew a few feet taller, still shorter  than Neteyam  and many other men. Her long locks reaching past her shoulders, always perfectly braided to her liking. Somehow always  having beads and pearls that would always catch Neteyam's eyes. 

And her body, Neteyam always felt himself get hot when he thought of that. He desperately tried not to notice her physical development, but the longer he stared. The more tempted he got. The deeper his desires became. 

The way her bust grew, larger than many other female Na’vi but that much desirable. Neteyam often caught himself gazing at them, daydreaming about how they would feel against his hands. Her tiny waist that he knew would fit perfectly against his hands.

The list goes on and on. 

She was perfect, she is perfect. Not just to Neteyam but to many other males. Something Neteyam hated. 

“That's my sister No'eng, watch yourself” the sharpness in Neteyam’s tone causes the boy to quickly look away, apologizing quietly. It was well known that Neteyam protected all his siblings, especially Y/n. He made it his mission to keep everyone with lingering glances away,  all because he knew what they meant.

Which is why he was that much more protective over her. No one was good enough for his sister, not even himself. 

Neteyam’s ears twitched to the sound of Y/n’s laughter, it sounded so beautiful and serene. Neteyam glances over at his sister, a smile twitching along his lips. He watches how she gets splashed with water, claiming vengeance against Tuk who cowers away in mock fear. 

Neteyam’s face heats up as his eyes zone on the droplets of water that cascaded down her body, past her neck and into the confines of her top that shifted amidst all her movement. He gulps as his eyes catch the delicious sight of her nipples under her top now that it stuck onto her after getting wet. 

Clearing his throat loudly Neteyam forces his attention to the fish in hand. Ignoring the throbbing in between his legs. 

~~~~~~

“N-Neteyam, we shouldn't” Y/n whispers, her  eyes scrunched up in pleasure as she lays before her brother. His hands caged her in between them as he propped himself above her, his lips swipe along his lips as he tried to burn the image deep into his brain.

Y/n, sprawled underneath him with her hair spread out. Her face flush with embarrassment and lust, and her eyes dilated in desire. The same desire he felt shock through him, 

“Fuck, I know nihona, I know. I just can't help myself” (Sweet) Neteyam whines, his tone laced with pain from holding himself back. He felt his resolve disappear the more he watched her tremble underneath him. How long he had wished for this, how long he dreamed of this. To have her so close, withering under his heated touch.

Neteyam slides his knee up along her inner thigh, coming in contact with her hot cunt that causes her to jolt in surprise. “O-oh! N-Neteyam '' Y/n moans, closing her eyes at the feeling of him rubbing against her soaked folds. Neteyam sighs out loud, feeling her essence soak through the fabric, his knee working along her pussy. 

“Y-yes love. Say my name, just-l-like that” Neteyam gasps out. Who knew that Y/n gasping his name would sound so delicious? So addicting? 

Neteyam leans down, brushing his nose up against her neck. Finding the optional spot to take in a deep breath as her scent invaded her senses. He swipes his tongue along her delicate skin as she whimpers at the new, but welcomed sensation. 

“I need to be inside you, my nihona. P-please” Neteyam begs breathlessly. Unconsciously he bucks into the cot they were sprawled upon, seeking any sort of friction. Though every primal instinct in him wanted to take her no questions asked, he had to hear her admit to wanting it just as badly as him. Y/n shivers under him at his words. 

“N-Neteyam. I-I” 

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Neteyam jolts awake, a thick layer of sweat drenching his body. Tiny gasps escape him as he looks around to his surroundings trying to get a grip of where he was. He tries to calm down his heart rate as his eyes take in what was around him.

He realizes he’s in his family tent, tucked away is his respective corner. It was a dream, it was a fantasy he dreamt of every day. Though he lived for his fantasies, it only proved to be a curse when he realized that's all it was. A fantasy.  Feeling uncomfortable under his weaved cloth he pulls it over, gasping at the sight. 

“Shit” 

Neteyam curses under his breath seeing his member hard and already leaking  from the dream he had. He had to take care of this, it didn’t seem to go down even after he realized he had a wet dream in the comfort of his own home with his family soundlessly asleep around him.

Just as Neteyam lifts his covers fully to silently get out of bed he hears the tiniest whimper from beside his cot, freezing at the sound he looks around the tent for any movement. His ears twitch and strain to listen to the sound only to be rewarded with a tiny moan. 

He’d recognize that voice anywhere. His cock twitched once he realized what he was hearing. 

“Hmm” Y/n whimpers out, shuffling around on her own cot. The sounds of her fingers working against her slick folds seem to echo through the tent. 

Neteyam felt like he was already a terrible brother from having the dream he was enjoying so greatly. Now he felt horrible listening in on his sister's tiny cries as she pleasures herself. Why did he convince his parents to have their cots right next to each other? 

Neteyam lays back down quietly, trying to ignore the sounds that seem to zone in on him. Her breathless whimpers, the squelching sounds of her juices as she desperately pumps in and out of her puffy cunt for a release. 

Neteyam closes his eyes, his cock straining against his loincloth at her moans. He couldn't calm down now even if he wanted to. Not when she sounded so sensual. 

After coming to the conclusion he couldn't do anything right now without being found out he was awake and hard, Neteyam reaches down to pull his loincloth to the side. He hisses as the cool air hits his hard cock as he wraps his fingers around the girthy shaft.

He spreads precum across the tip and along the length. Neteyam  gently pumps along his member while closing his eyes at the feeling. Y/n’s moans only increase in intensity as she nears her peak, prompting Neteyam to pump his cock faster to cum the same time as her. 

“F-fuck” Y/n whispers out. Neteyam bites back a moan that threatens to escape as he increases his speed. 

That night Neteyam had the best orgasm he had in years, all while fucking himself to the sound of his little sister. Just as she pleasured herself not knowing her brother heard every moan, every whimper. 

~~~~~~~

“Shit! Neteyam!” Y/n runs alongside Kiri as it had been announced that the war party had returned. Y/n caught a glimpse of her injured brother which only prompted her to push her legs faster, coming to stop right in front of him. Her fingers reach out to touch him to which he holds his hand up in protest. 

Neteyam shakes his head as Y/n rolls her eyes, taking his arm into her hand as she examines the wounds and traces of blood. 

“Y/n, Kiri, Will you please help your grandmother with the wounded, please?” Jake asks, briefly turning his attention away from lecturing his sons to his daughters who didn't seem that bothered by his harsh words.

“Our brother is wounded, dad” Kiri speaks up in annoyance, Y/n furrows her eyes on her brother's face who looks to be on the verge of tears.  She seemed to drown out what her father was saying as all she could focus on was her dear brother. 

After Jake tosses a few more words their way Neytiri orders Y/n to patch Neteyam up who agrees immediately, dragging the older male to their family tent. Upon entry they see Mo’at had all the ointment already set up and ready, but she was nowhere to be found. Not wanting to wait any longer Y/n pulls Neteyam to sit down on a mat while she plops down across him 

Neteyam’s ears twitch nervously ,  he glances at his sister who hasn't uttered a single word. His eyes follow her as she gathers to ointment in her fingers, rubbing them together to warm up the paste. Feeling his ears drop at the lack of response, Neteyam clears his throat which causes Y/n to finally look at him. But not with the smile he had been waiting all day for. 

“Is it that hard to follow orders?” Y/n hisses, her ears folded back showing she was actually worried for Neteyam despite her harsh tongue. Neteyam gulps at her words. 

“You know how Lo’ak is, I was try-”

“You didn't try hard enough!” Y/n hisses. Tears began to form along her irises as she tried to hold them back.

 

“You promised me-you promised to be careful! You said you'd be careful for me!” Neteyam couldn’t help but frown. The morning of the raid, when Y/n brought  him in for a tight hug, she made him promise to come back to her unscathed. He did promise. No wonder she is upset. 

“You think I like seeing you like this? You think it pleases me to see someone I-my brother in pain?” Y/n stumbled over her words, her cheeks flushing when she realized she almost slipped up during her emotional rant. The whole time  Neteyam stayed quiet. He deserved this, he should be protecting his sister. Not causing more stress for her like he did now. 

“You have no idea how much you mean to me. How….how much I care” Y/n mumbles in defeat, wiping the stray tears that disobeyed her orders as they ran along her cheeks. Neteyam scoots closer to her, using his finger to lift her chin up to look into his awaiting eyes. 

“I know, I’m a skxawng for making my sister worry. It won't happen again, I'll be extra careful I promise , I swear by Ewya-” Y/n smiles at his words, leaning her forehead against his. Neteyam ignored the stinging pain his wounds provided, relishing the moment when he felt her heat against him. 

“-and I know how much you care. Because I care for you, I know how you feel” Neteyam whispers. 

Y/n’s eyes widen as she stares at Neteyam. Her breath hitched at his words. “Y-you do?” she asks, her breath fanning against him. 

Y/n leans closer to her brother, seeking more of his warmth. Though Neteyam’s eyes widened in slight fear at how close she got, he couldn't help but glance at her pouty lips. As if waiting for something, wanting something to brush up against. 

Just as Neteyam feels himself lean closer, the sound of the tent flaps rustling causes the duo to jump apart from one another. They share a nervous glance as Mo’at walks in, her eyes tracing over them. 

“You have not tended to his wounds yet?” She asks in slight annoyance as Y/n scurries to stand up. She felt her entire face flush at almost being caught at such a compromising position. 

‘I almost kissed him! Kissed Neteyam!’

Y/n doesn’t dare look back at Neteyam as she walks to the entrance. “I-I’m sorry grandmother. I need some f-fresh air” Y/n says before quickly rushing out. 

Mo’at sighs before walking to her grandson in disappointment. The entrance flutters open as Lo’ak, Kiri, Spider and Tuk rush in to be there for Neteyam. 

Neteyam’s shoulders drop, his eyes training on the mat below him. 

‘I fucked up’

~~~~~~

Y/n rushed to the only place she felt calm.

After many years she kept denying her feelings for her brother, always pretending like it didn’t exist even though her feelings only grew over the years. The only place she seemed to have a peace of mind was Vitraya Ramunong (Tree of Souls).

Where she went to express her feelings, pour them out as she surrounded herself with the warmth of her ancestors. Specifically two Na’vi, who always met with her when she connected to it. Two figures she has still yet to know the identity of. 

“Y/n?” A sweet voice calls, Y/n whips around at the sound of the comforting voice. Her eyes welling with tears as the woman walks closer to her, her arms stretched wide as she pulls her in for an embrace. 

“What’s wrong dear? Why are you upset?” The woman asks, her eyes looking down at the smaller girl who weeps freely in her arms. Y/n didn’t know the connection she had with this Na’vi, only that the woman brought her great comfort. And that she was always there when Y/n connected with the spirit tree. As if waiting for her. 

“I-it’s…my feelings. I feel so conflicted. I feel…such a burden and disappointment!” Y/n admits , pulling back from her embrace. The woman smiles softly, pulling Y/n along with her to a large log . There sat a male, an older Na’vi man who smiled warmly at Y/n. 

He pats the spot beside him as Y/n takes a seat. The woman following closely after, 

“What feelings? Is it love?” The woman asks, reaching her hand to gently stroke Y/n’s locks. Y/n feels her shoulders relax, her sobs calming down at the action. 

“I…I love him so much. I just don’t know why? Why can’t I stop? I can’t stop myself from feeling this way…I-I shouldn’t love him!” Y/n whispers. The man beside her chuckles, patting her back, 

“And why not? Love is a beautiful thing, if you’ve loved him for this long, isn’t it worth fighting for?” The man asks, his eyes crinkled as he smiles wide. 

“I can’t, it’s not that simple” 

“Oh? Do tell?” The woman muses, her eyes shining with a knowing look. 

“I-it’s Neteyam…..I love Neteyam” Y/n whimpers. She had previously told the man and woman about her family after she had visited many times before. 

Y/n looked to her lap shame, she waited for the helpful Na’vi’s to wretch at her confession. Her feelings were taboo, wasn't it? But none came, instead the woman giggled bashfully. 

“The best advice I could give you is to trust your feelings, trust your love for Neteyam. Love is sacred, you wouldn’t feel this strongly for him if it didn’t mean anything. Ewya has a way for everything, I’m sure Ewya has plans for you two” the woman says mysteriously.

  

Y/n feels herself smile to herself before turning to both the man and woman. “Thank you….I needed to hear that. I’ve been so confused lately….thank you both” Y/n whispers happily. 

Y/n starts to feel herself slowly drift out of the connection. Realizing she was running out of time she frantically looks between the two. 

“Who are you, why won’t you tell me who you are?” Y/n asks hurriedly. Feeling her connection weaver at a rapid pace.

“When you're ready” the man replies, patting her head just as she disappears. Once again now knowing who they truly were. 

The man and woman look to one another with knowing looks.

 

“Our little girl has grown up so much,” the woman says softly, tearing up. The man pulled her for a tight embrace agreeing with her words.

 

“Yes, she's beautiful Mirèya” 

~~~~~~

Neteyam searched for Y/n the moment his grandmother gave him the green light to leave. Even though his injuries still stung, all he could remember was the brief look of fear he caught in Y/n's expression when they almost kissed. 

He cursed himself for slipping up after many years of control. How could he have been so stupid?

Hearing some hushed voices Neteyam’s hurried steps come to a stop. He leans against the tent noticing his mother and father whispering amongst themselves unaware of him eavesdropping. 

“She has a right to know Neytiri. The girl has been confused her entire life! She wants answers. We can give them to her” Jake says in a hushed tone. Neteyam furrows his eyebrows, wondering who they were talking about. 

“No, it is not time Ma’Jake. This is the will of Ewya. I promised Y/n’s mother I will take care of her and I will. We’ll tell her eventually.” Neytiri says in a stern voice. 

Neteyam's eyes widen once the words reach his ears, losing his balance as he tries to process what he had just heard.

Neteyam stumbles in the sight of his parents who stare at him with shock and fear of being caught. Jake goes to open his mouth but once Neteyam regains the composure he steps closer to them, his gaze set hard. He was never one to stand against his parents, especially his father. But at the moment all proper thoughts flew out the window. 

“What is the meaning of this?!” 

“Neteyam-“ 

“No, what do you mean by Y/n’s mother? Is  Y/n not my sister?!” Neteyam demands, his heart racing a mile per minute. Neytiri looks to Jake, her shoulders slumping in defeat. She turns to her son as she realized she had no choice but tell him the truth, 

~~~~~~~

Neteyam's feet carry him across the forest floor with urgency, his smile stretched across his face wide. After hearing the truth , both Jake and Neytiri gave him permission to tell Y/n. He was ecstatic over the fact she would finally retrieve a piece of her she didn't know she had. And also happy for other reasons. 

It felt like forever since his heart felt so full, so happy. He had learned that Y/n wasn't his sister, she was taken in when her mother passed. That meant everything he felt, everything he dreamt of was possible. It meant he had a chance.

Neteyam runs into the cleaning noting Y/n was  sitting under the Spirit Tree, her arms around her knees as she looks up at the glowing tendrils

“Y/n!”  Y/n jolts at the sudden voice, her head snapping to Neteyam directions while she quickly wipes her tears away, 

“Neteyam! What are you doing here?” She asks as Neteyam walks over to her. His smiles disappears in a instant and he sits down beside her, his eyes tracing over her in case of any injury.

“Why are you crying?” 

Y/n chuckles weakly, wiping her cheeks, “Oh, I haven’t noticed. Sorry,”  she says sheepishly. Neteyam quirks his eyebrow reaching up to swipe his thumb against her puffy cheeks. A part of him jumps in joy watching how her cheeks turned purple under his touch. 

“Why are you apologizing nihona? Are you alright? He whispers. Y/n giggles at the nickname. A nickname she adored as Neteyam had been calling her that for such a long time.

“Why do you call me nihona?” Y/n tries to divert the question, staring at Neteyam with curious eyes. Neteyam smiles softly at the girl, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear. 

“Because you're the sweetest thing I’ve ever laid eyes on '' Neteyam admits, his truth out on full display. Y/n grins at his words, nuzzling against his hand that rested on her cheek.

 

“Now tell me, why are you upset? You know I hate it when you’re in tears,”  Neteyam pulls her closer to him, causing her to let go of her knees. Neteyam maneuvers her into a comfortable position, also close to having her straddle him. 

Y/n bites her lips at his question. Contemplating her words before glancing back at the glowing tendrils she was connected to not to long ago.

“I just…feel so empty sometimes. Like I’m missing something. It doesn’t help that I have these conflicting thoughts swirling in me, confusing my feelings… ” 

Neteyam quirks an eyebrow at her words. He bit back the smile he had been holding, maybe what she had been missing in the very news he was eager to share at the moment? His hand glided along her arms all the way down her hand. He interlocks their fingers in a comforting gesture. 

“Missing? What conflicted feelings?”

“I can’t explain it…it just makes me realize how lucky I am to have you guys-to have you Neteyam. I guess I realize how important you guys are to me. How important my family is,”

Neteyam nods, pulling her in for an embrace as she straddles his  hip. Her body molding against his. The action had no Ill intentions, just comfort. Neteyam hums, urging her to continue.

 

“I guess what I'm trying to say is if our family gives me meaning…make me feel like I’m fulfilled” Y/n admits deciding to keep her deeper feelings hidden. She finally realized how important her family was to her but also that her love for Neteyam would never die. And that she would live with that. She would have to love him from afar. 

“I see…..Sully’s stuck together Y/n. You’ll always have us, you have nothing to worry about nihona” Neteyam murmurs into her neck. His voice cracking up. He clears his throat to make sure she didn’t hear the pain that seeped through his carefully calculated  words. 

‘I can’t tell her’ 

Seeing how much his family meant to her, seeing how his family kept her from falling apart. Neteyam had to admit he couldn’t tell her about her true lineage. 

For what? His own gain? So he could feel like his feelings had a shot of coming true one day?

 Watching the pain across Y/n’s face, seeing the tears that slipped past her façade. Neteyam came to the grilling conclusion he couldn’t and wouldn't tell her. Not until she was ready. Which only meant he would probably never get the chance to admit his feelings to her. And he was fine with that heartbreaking realization. 

“You’ll always have your brother” 

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A/N: I’m not proud of how this turned out. I’m having a dry spell with my work lately. I’m so sorry guys! I’m figuring things out, so hopefully the next part is better. Nevertheless I hope you enjoy!

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hey bestie bae <3 how are you doing? I was wondering you if you could write an neteyam x twin!sister!reader where they are best of friends and did everything together and is heartbroken when he is injured, maybe she saves him or maybe she doesn’t. That would be great! <3 please keep up the great writing and have a great day! <3333

I found this a bit funny bc I actually have a twin brother and we’re pretty close. Not attached to the hip typa close but still close.

Oɴᴇ Lɪғᴇ Eɴᴅs, Aɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ Bᴇɢɪɴs

➜ Pairing: Neteyam & twin!sister!reader

➜ Summary: Two peas in a pod. You couldn’t imagine your life without your twin brother in it, he meant the world to you and there was nothing you wouldn’t do to keep him safe. Including give your life for his.

➜ Warnings: Death, mentions of blood, heavy angst

➜ Word Count: 2.0k

➜ Notes: I almost cried writing this, so respectfully I hope it rips your hearts out &lt;;3

Aᴠᴀᴛᴀʀ Mᴀsᴛᴇʀʟɪsᴛ

All your earliest memories included Neteyam, there were very few that he wasn’t in, even the more recent ones. The two of you had pretty much been glued to the hip since birth. Two peas in a pod. You couldn’t fathom a life without him, and he couldn’t fathom a life without you.

One of the earliest memories you had was your fourth birthday. You and Neteyam were sitting together, grinning stupidly as your family (which only consisted of you, Neteyam, your parents, mo’at a baby Kiri and Lo’ak)  sung ‘happy birthday’ around you. Then when they’d finished, Mo’at scooped the two of you up, easily balancing the two of you in her arms and smothering you both in kisses. The ticklish sensation throwing both you and Neteyam into a fit of giggles, while Mo’at continued to pamper you.  

“How big and strong my grandchildren are becoming!” she’d said, smiling at the two of you as she set you down. You remembered the matching wood carved charms she’d gifted you both that birthday; you’d clipped them onto your songcords, and then run off into the forest together, Neytiri following behind you both closely.  

You grew extremely close over the years, almost never leaving the others side as you learnt the ins and outs of life together. You told each other everything, and you could still remember the first secret of yours you’d entrusted him with.  

You’d run up to him grinning wildly, a few teeth of your missing like they would have been for a eight-year-old. You’d plopped down in front of him, whispering – or trying to – to him that you had a crush.  

“But you can't to tell anyone!” you’d exclaimed immediately after the confession, looking at him very seriously. His eyes had widened, nodding in affirmation to his next statement.  

“I won't,” he’d promised like it was the most important secret in the world. At the time it very well might have been, and to this day he hadn't told a soul.  

You built the trust between the two of you through wordily affirmation and experiences until you could confidently say you trusted him with your life, and he intern trusted you with his. You knew, that if there was a need, you’d give your life for his without a second thought, although you hoped it would never come to that.  

But sometimes people just aren't so lucky.  

“Go!” You could barely hear his voice over the deafening berate of gunfire as he yelled the order. Bullets clattered against the metal of the ship as you pressed yourself into the wall. Lo’ak and Spider were quick to comply, running to the railing rimmed pool and diving into the water, but you stood firmly next to Neteyam. Two peas in a pod, you wouldn’t leave him behind.  

He glanced over his shoulder as he ducked further behind the wall.  

“What are you doing here? You need to go tsmuke!” you shook your head, stubbornly.  

“I’m not leaving you!” you screamed over the gunfire. Neteyam grunted, shifting the gun in his hand. There was no use trying to convince you to go by yourself, that would just waste time. The one thing you didn’t have. Neteyam glanced down at the gun in his hand, there wasn’t enough ammunition in it to cover the both of you properly if you made a run for it separately anyway.  

“Okay we go on my count,” you nodded, pushing yourself off the wall and getting ready to run.   

“3,”  

“2,”  

“1.” Neteyam turned sharply, using the last of the ammo in the gun to fire in the direction of the Avatar shooting at you, before discarding it and bolting towards the pool.  

You saw it in slow-motion as you looked back, the sound of gunfire amplifying tenfold and mixing with the ringing in your ears. Bullets whizzed past the two of you, and something in your gut told you he wasn’t going to make it in time. All you knew in that moment is there was no way in hell you were going to let anything happen to him. 

Just as he jumped to dive over the railing, you reached out almost instinctively, pulling his body to the side so you were in front of him as you dove into the water side by side. You felt something collide with you, something small, and fast. You didn’t even have time to understand what had happened before red-hot pain, bloomed right above your breast. 

Your scream of agony was muffled as your body hit the water and searing hot pain overtook your senses. It was blinding, only being amplified with every shift of your body as you pushed your body to the surface. Your brain scrambled to grasp reality, through the feeling of burning nerves and weight of water pushing you down.  

“Neteyam!” you gasped, breaking to the surface and doing your best to stay afloat. One hand cupped your chest that was bleeding profusely, turning the water around you a deep shade of red.  

He turned at the sound of your voice calling his name, and his heart dropped, eyes widening at the sight of hazy red water that surrounded your struggling form. He rushed to your side, eyes raking over you looking for the source of your bleeding until his eyes landed on your hand, right over your lung and panic overtook him.  

No, no, no. This couldn’t be happening. He thought, he couldn’t lose you; he needed you.  

As a child he would sometimes find himself imagining a life without his twin sister, he remembers the way his stomach would churn at the mere thought of it, and his mind would move on to happier thoughts. Those same nights dreams of losing you would haunt him. He would wake up with a thin sheen of sweat coating him, before his eyes would settle on your sleeping form and his heart would slow its raging pace. He’d lay down, shaking the contents of the dream away and drifting of to sleep again. 

 He hoped this was just another nightmare that his mind had cooked up to screw with him. He’d wake up and you’d be right there, sleeping soundly by Neytiri and Tuk across the Murui pod like you did every night. Your chest rising and falling steadily against the threaded sea grass top you’d made with Tsireya. No one came to wake him though, and no matter how hard he hoped his mind didn’t pull him out of his sleep, because there was nothing to wake up from.  

“She’s shot! Help me!” He called to Lo’ak and Spider frantically, hoisting you onto the ilu. You hissed in pain as they moved you. Tsireya helped pull you up, holding you against her as you took shallow breaths.  

You couldn’t really focus on anything as the ilu sped away from the Demon Ship, lost to your faint thoughts of death and slow mind.  

Your body slid against the rocks, jagged edges scraping against your skin uncomfortably as they push you onto the sturdy surface. The waves crash against the rock, a sound that you would consider soothing if not for the circumstances. Your face is pale, breath shallow and rapid, your ears are ringing and your adrenaline is starting to fade. Everything is slippery, wet and somehow sticky and even now, when you're bleeding out and dying it makes you feel gross.  

The soft breeze is chilling to your wet form, and the gentleness of it is unfitting for such a scene. Your head bumps against something as your set down, and you hear the screech of an Ikran infront of you, feel the rough wind its wings bring as it lands, and see its head peeking out into your field of vision. Then its gone, replaced by your father's face as he rushes over to you. Your eyes shift to Neteyam who sits next to you looking helpless, and you reach out to him, looking for his hand. He gives it to you, clasping your hand in his.  

Your wound screamed as Jake moved you, curses falling from his lips before he set you back down on your back. You're struggling to breath, eyes unfocused as the dart to each member of your family, desperately trying to memorize their features before you go. The older sister in you notes that Kiri and Tuk are missing but you can't focus on the thought to much. You don’t have the energy.  

“Why would you do that?” Neteyam whispered, and your barley hear his words. If you had the energy you would smile, squeeze his hand and tell him that you didn’t regret any of it, because you don’t. But you can't. So instead leave him without an answer and focus on your breath, focus on the pressure of Lo’aks hand over your wound, and the feeling of Neteyams hand in yours, focus on your mothers' eyes and your fathers worried expression. You can sort of Tsireya in the back, a frown on her lips, just like all the rest of them and you focus on that to.  

You want to tell them it's going to be okay, that there's no need to worry, but you're not a lair, so you opt to something more truthful.  

“I want to go home,” you whimper through grit teeth. Even your own words sound faraway now and you realize this was how you were going to die. But you didn’t to die, you had so much to live for, so much to experience. You had just begun to settle into life with the Metkayina, just begun to learn the ocean and the reef, just begun to make friends. You were only 15 years old; you had your whole life ahead of you, you didn’t want to die. You weren't ready. How was that fair? 

“We’re going, we’re going,” Your father reassures. He sounds helpless, broken. You think he’s lying for a moment, but then they’re faces start to fade from your field of vision and you’re truly to weak to care. Only able to think about the fact that you aren't ready yet. That you don’t want to die, not like this. 

The world fades, all sensations put to a halt and it's like a weight is lifted of your shoulders, despite your reluctance you can't help but feel relief. The heaving of your chest stops, and your nerves aren't burning with pain anymore, and there's no more crashing of waves, there's no bitter chill biting at your skin or sticky blood coating you. 

There's only a blinding white behind your eyelids, accompanied by the chirping of birds, a sunny warmth that touches your skin and warms your soul as soft grass caresses your skin. You feel a deep sense of peace take root in your heart, and you don’t question it as your eyes flutter open to be met with the lush forests of Pandora and clear blue skies.  

“Y/n! Y/n!” A childish voice calls to you. You turn at the sound of your name and rustling of leaves pushing yourself to sit up. Neteyam bursts through the underbrush, young and bright, and smiling like he always was. He’s waving at you to get up.  

“Common!” he says urgently, “I wanna show you what I made!” And then he’s dashing off in the direction he came again, leaving you to run after him with a giddy smile. 

 You were home again.  

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HIIIIII!! I just want to ask if you could do a black ( if you do poc) 6'11 reader who has an avatar that is 9'11, and she's really sassy but in a funny way and also brutally honest way, who prefers animals over people and just don't deal with the omaticaya but weirdly the cln7( including neytiri) loves when she's around bc she's super simpatic ans what i am SPECIFICALLY asking is you could do one where the sullys boys + spider are in love with her but she doesn't know and they don't know if they'll confess which is basically torture for everyone since they have to witness all of this( HELL THEY'RE MAKING BETS)

SORRY IF IT IS TOO MUCH YOU CAN CHOOSE TO TAKE OUT SOME DETAILS IF YOU WANT TO!!!! 🙏

Hello!! sorry for the wait on this one, I wanted to get it right! hope you like it!

Ch1 , Ch2, Ch3

Tstew

"HEY TSTEW! CATCH!" a fruit was thrown and aimed for Tstew's head, which she catches flawlessly. "trying to aim for my head lolo?" she smirks as she takes a bite from the fruit.

Tstew, a pet name given to her, which means brave. She likes the sound and its meaning. gives her a boost of confidence.

"it be pure luck to get a hit" kiri says as she and neteyam jump down from a brach. Lo'ak and spider joined in by coming out of some tall grass. Lo'ak shakes his head and he puts an elbow on Tstew's head. "well if she was a bit shorter, maybe", without saying anything, tstew grabbed him by the arm and threw his whole body down to the ground, landing with an 'OOF!'.

Tstew as she is named by her friends, was much like spider. Born on the planet of pandora, her home, didn't know anything of her birth parents and didn't care to know either. But one thing she is 100% sure its genetic, is her height. Standing proudly tall at 6'11, she over towers almost everyone. Her dark skin makes her stand out even more. Her bright green eyes that reflect pandora's nature. One of her prized assets being her hair. While she never interwoven with the Omaticaya clan, she had adopted their hair styles. Braiding her long hair and decorating it with beads and feathers.

Don't get the wrong idea, Tstew loves and respected the clan and the na'vi. However she believes its best to stay away at a safe distance. After the great battle, there was still tension between the na'vi and the humans who stayed. She didn't want the thin relationship to bend and break. So instead she would rather spend her time with the animals and nature.

Kiri rolled her eyes and spider and neteyam look at their friend with pride in their eyes, "had enough of rough housing? we are going to miss them" kiri said almost impatient. "don't worry kiri, we will make it" tstew replied and she help's lo'ak back on his feet. Neteyam takes lead and guides everyone else to see the herd of prolemuris.

As everyone starts to run and jump to get to the specific location, neteyam and tstew both had ran faster, jumping and swinging from vines. "think you can catch up nete?" tstew shouts as she jumps around. Neteyam laughed as he admires his friend, "I always do!". Lo'ak and kiri were just as fast but can see neteyam's and tstew determination to beat the other.

Finally arriving, the five arrived, huddled together in a branch, using the massive leaves to hide themselves. "ugh, spider, move!" tstew places her chin on top of spiders head, to which makes spider's heart thump a bit. Lo'ak held in a grunt, so he shoved himself close to tstew. "idiot give room! its to tight!" spider frowns as he tries to push back lo'ak. Kiri rolls her eyes and she lays on a branch above from them, "no need to huddle all together" she says.

"SSHH! they are coming!" neteyam hushes the others as the see Prolemuris swinging in herd. All communicating in their own sounds and pass by the kids. Their beautiful colors blending with the forest greens and doing their thing. All the kids look at them in awe as not often do they see those creatures. Kiri and tstew appreciate every chance they get to see them.

"so pretty...." neteyam whispers in awe, "did you say something nete?" asks tstew, neteyam clears his throat and shakes his head. "no, I didn't say anything". Tstew shrugs it all, as unconsciously she wraps her arms around spider, who he is loving the embrace while lo'ak and neteyam glare at him in envy.

tstew's eyes linger on as the view of the creatures fade away into the forest. She tries to swing like them but unfortunately, she only has 2 noodle arms. "that was fun to watch, but we better get back, its almost eclipse" kiri says. So everyone got up and this time, they took their pace slow to head back. Lo'ak turns to tstew with a grin, "excited for tomorrow?", this made tstew light up with glee. "fuck yeah I am! I have waited so long for this! I can use my avatar and bye bye to this stupid mask-oh, sorry spider" she grins nervously. Spider shrugs not offended. "its ok" but spider refuses to admit, he wished he too had an avatar. But the science guys only had enough material to make one more, and Tstew's DNA was compatible.

Neteyam grins, as he too is excited. They can do more things now since tstew was limited to certain things because of her human body. "though I high doubt your strength will be any different tstew" neteyam teases. Tstew took that as a challenge, "oh yeah?! try this!" she full body slams on neteyam as they start to rough house.

though neteyam tries to give tstew a challenge, its a bit tricky since he didn't want to break her mask. And admit he would let tstew win. Kiri scoffs and she warns them to hurry it up. And fair, the sky was starting to get dark.

They made it in time, as the sully kids said their goodbye's to spider and tstew. Both kids got into their base and slept. Waiting eagerly for tomorrow.

NEXT DAY

"WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?!"

THIS WILL HAVE A PART 2!

Tstew = Brave

I hoped you all liked it. Lemme know what ya'll think! It will have a sequel for sure!

[fanfictions-loveavatar]

Why always her?

Pairings: Neteyam x f!omatikaya reader (Neteyam is 19 and reader is 17 and Lo’ak is 18)

Warning: non-smut, angst, fluff with Lo’ak. Neteyam

Summary: With Lo’ak being your best friend you are considered a Sully however you could never look at Neteyam the same way you look at all the Sully’s. However Neteyam sees someone else the same way you see him and for your destress it’s the one person you hate most, your sister and Lo’ak helps you through the hurt.

Word count: 2781

Y/N POV:

If I knew this was going to happen I would have stayed at the village. I was currently standing in front of a Thanator, correction a very pissed Thanator. I have to thank Lo’ak later for messing with the baby thanators and pissing off their mother. The said idiot currently standing next to me, his knife in his hand ready to defend us against the creature. Kiri and Spider were above us in the trees thinking of ways to help.

Suddenly I see an arrow flying through the air landing next to the thanator’s leg. Causing the creature slowly turning around and running away. Me and Lo’ak finally breathing again.

“ARE YOU CRAZY?!” we both turned around to meet the person who saved us and yelled at us.

Neteyam didn’t look impress as he and his Ikran landed next to us. Kiri and Spider also coming down looking relieved.

“What are you all doing here? It’s pass the boundaries that we are allowed.” Neteyam’ s gaze moved from me to Lo’ak.

“Chill bro we were just exploring.” Lo’ak met his brother’s gaze, he knew he was wrong all of us knew but he still had to talk about to his brother.

“Ye exploring the ways to die.” Neteyam took deep breaths to calm himself down, I like to believe he has gotten used to his brother’ s behaviour.

“Well, we didn’t die, me and Y/N were handling it.” Lo’ak put his arm around me.

“Yeah exactly.” I said proud.

Both me and Lo’ak were way too stubborn to ever admit that we fucked up. Neteyam glared at me.

“Seriously, why do you always follow through with him?”

“Because he is my best friend, if something happens to him it happens to me.” Lo’ak smiled at me and I returned his smile.

“Love birds.” Everyone looked at Spider, him immediately running back into the forest back to the village with Lo’ak chasing after him and Neteyam just shook his head, his braids moving from side to side, his hair had a mind of its own, following the two boys back.

“Boys…so immature.” Kiri said as we also started walking behind the boys.

“Tell me about it.” We both giggled.

 Later

Thankfully we avoided a lecture from Jake since Neteyam didn’t tell on us, knowing full well he will also get scolded for not looking over us in the first place.

It was now after eclipse, everyone (the Sully’s) was gathered around the fire.

My parents were gone, my dad was a Na’vi, and my mom was a sky person, a good friend of Jake her name was Trudy. Their love was forbidden but like Neytiri and Jake that didn’t stop them. But unlike Jake and Neytiri my parents didn’t live a happy ever after. My mom died while giving birth to me and my dad died on the battlefield while fighting among side Jake. After my parents’ death Jake and Neytiri took me in as their own, they were my family.

“Y/N, Lo’ak.” Jake looked at us. We both looked at him.

“You guys are adults now, have you started thinking about choosing a mate?” Me and Lo’ak exchanged looks, we haven’t discussed it yet.

“I haven’t thought about it yet.” Lo’ak said.

“Same.” I said after. Jake nodded ending the conversation and returning to his food.

I have always had someone in mind, someone who was currently eating his food, someone who always saves me when me and his brother get in trouble, someone who is tall, muscular, amazing warrior and handsome. Neteyam was someone I knew saw as a brother but as so much more.

The Next Day

Me, Kiri, Spider, Tuk, Lo’ak and Neteyam were sitting next to a waterfall not too far away from the village. Tuk was playing with the nature around us, or with the small animals that would fly around us. The boys were in the water splashing each other. It was rare for all of us to get a free day and it was even more rare for Neteyam to join and actually have fun instead of standing at the side being protective. Kiri and I were sitting on a rock next to the water.

“So have you really not thought of a potential mate yet?” Kiri’s question caught me off guard.

“No not yet, there is time though I am only 18 after all.”

Lo’ak emerged from the water sitting down next to me.

“Same here, what if we mated.” He said it so casually like he was saying the weather was nice. I played along though because why not, we always joked around.

“Sure, imagen what our lives would be, should we do it before Eywa or find somewhere else.” I wiggled my eyebrows ( a trade me, Lo’ak and Kiri shared along our 5 fingers.) Both of us laughing when Kiri rolled her eyes not taking us seriously, while Neteyam looked flabbergasted.

“What are you two insane?” Neteyam asked taking us seriously.

“Nope, completely sane and also Y/N, would you like to swim?” Lo’ak turned to me with a devilish smirk on his face.

“Oh no, don’t you da- Lo’ak!” Before I could even finish Lo’ak picked me up in his arms (bridal style) and jumped in the water with me.

“You crazy bastard!” I splashed him with water when I emerged from the water. Lo’ak laughed along with Spider while Neteyam and Kiri covering their laughs. I started chasing Lo’ak around the water and when I caught up to him, I grabbed his head and pushed it under water. Before I could continue, strong arms wrapped around my waist pulling me away from him and towards the shore. Neteyam put me down next to Kiri before smiling at me saying “Please don’t kill my brother I know it’s hard not to sometimes.” His smile was so beautiful I couldn’t stop thinking about it.

Soon we had to go back to the village, through the way back me and Neteyam were at the back talking.

“You know Y/N you are so beautiful when you smile.” I couldn’t believe my ear, did Neteyam just flirt with me. His hand patted me on the head lovingly. Maybe he did see me as more then family as well.

Later

It was dinner again; everyone was around the fire eating. Neytiri suddenly started talking.

“So Neteyam, how is your mate search going.” My food got trapped in my throat and I started coughing at the sudden question. Everyone looked at me questionably but I just apologised and drank some water.

“Actually, yes mother I have.” Neteyam responded with a smile and my stomach turned. Everyone looked at Neteyam.

“Who is it?” Neytiri asked clearly excited for her son.

“It’s Eyra.” As soon as the name fell off Neteyam’ s lips it took everything in me not to vomit.

Eyra, the person I hated most on Pandora, of course, of course it had to be her. Eyra is my older sister. My parents had her 2 years before me, she blames me for mom’s death. Growing up she made my life hell. At first my dad’s relatives adopted us both, they were my grandma and grandpa but Eyra kept on turning them against me, ripping a basket and blaming it on me saying that she saw me, bullying me outside the tent, calling me a 5 fingered freak. She got her friends to beat me up and call me names too and would get one of her friends to hit her so she could tell grandma that I hit her, and she was defending herself and grandma believed her, always her. One day Lo’ak found me all beaten up and took me into his family that understood that my living situation had to change and since then I have lived with them. And now Neteyam wanted to mate with her. But I am not surprised it was always here it will always be her.

At night

Everyone was asleep, everyone except me. I couldn’t sleep not after feeling betrayed by Neteyam. He knew how much my sister hurt me yet he still wants to choose her as his mate, it really hurt.

I needed fresh air; I tip toed through the sleeping bodies and went outside going next to the end of the mountain where the village was located on. I sat down my feet dangling off the edge of the mountain. I started thinking about my past about how hard I tried to get Eyra to love me.

Lo’ak POV: I woke up feeling like something wasn’t right. I looked around and saw that Y/N was missing. I noticed that there were footsteps leading outside, I followed them and found Y/N sitting at the end of the mountain. I walked towards her and once I got close, I heard her little sobs. When at her side I quietly sat down next to her and pulled her into a hug, my arm around her and her head resting on my shoulder her tears rolling down her cheeks. We sat like that in silence for a while.

“It’s not fair Lo’ak.” She finally spoke. I knew what she was talking about I knew the moment her face looked like a ghost when she heard my brother saying her sister’s name, someone else might have missed it the way her face changed but I knew her better then anyone else and I especially knew how much she was hurt by her sister after all I was the one who found her, bleeding and bruised.

“I know flower I know.” I moved my hand up and down her shoulder.

“Why does it always have to be her? First getting to meet our mom and experience her love, then being grandmas and grandpas favourite, not getting the “curse” of the 5 fingers and now getting the guy I love.” I couldn’t help but grab her face making her face me.

“Hey listen, you might not have experienced your mom’s love but you have experienced so much other love, my mom loves you like you are hers and so does my dad, your sister doesn’t have family that loves her just because of her they love her because she manipulates them to, but you are loved for who you are for your personality. And I know that having 5 fingers is known as a curse but what if we aren’t cursed just unique.”

Y/N POV:

Lo’ak’ s words really touched me. He was right I have a loving family and maybe I am not a freak just unique. I need to know my worth.

“Thank you so much Lo’ak I really needed this.” I smiled at him.

“Always, you are my sister.” He smiled back at me. We hugged.

After sitting down for a little bit more we stood up and went back to the tent. I went to sleep smiling.

Waking up the next day I decided to not let Neteyam’ s choice ruin our relationship. However… after waking up and not finding him anywhere I went out to look for him and found him near the forest. Right as I was about to go and talk to him I saw that someone was with him… Eyra. They were looking at each other, not noticing me not far from them, I hid behind a tent and when I peeked to look at them I saw them kissing. At that time I knew me and Neteyam’ s relationship would never be the same, it was too painful.

A week later

It has been a week since I saw Neteyam and Eyra kiss and I have been avoiding him like the plague. Whenever he would try to talk to me I would turn the other way completely ignoring him. At dinner when he would pass me something I would take it without sparing him a glance. I spend most of my time with Lo’ak who understood why I kept my distance with his brother. Kiri also found out why fairly soon I couldn’t keep it from her. She understood me as well.

It was a day where me, Lo’ak and Neteyam join Jake and Neytiri on their attacks against the sky people’s weapons. We were supposed to be in the air but I really wanted to go and see the weapons. I lower to the battlefield and Lo’ak and Neteyam followed. Just as I got handed a gun a big explosion sounded that send all of us flying. Me and Lo’ak were okay, but Neteyam was bleeding.

 Jake found us and immediately got us to safety. Me and Lo’ak got on our ikrans while Jake took Neteyam with him.

When we reached the village me and Lo’ak got a massive scolding from Jake. Afterwards, I went to help Neteyam. Yes, I was still hurt by him but he got hurt because of me.

It was only us two in the healer’s tent. I took a towel to clean away the blood from Neteyam’ s wounds.

“Why have you been ignoring me?” Neteyam suddenly asked. I didn’t respond but just kept cleaning his wounds.

“Y/N.” He said in a serious tone. I stopped cleaning his wound instead I stood up in front of him.

“Why do you think Neteyam you want to mate with my sister. When you know full well what she did to me. How could you?” I raised my voice at the end. Neteyam looked shocked for a second before getting annoyed.

“Come on Y/N that was a long time ago, she wants to make it right with you.” He stated like it was the most simple thing ever. Now I was angry how dare he make it sound like I am being the one in the wrong.

“Right with me? Don’t make me laugh she is a snake that is manipulating you to hurt me because she knows that I care about you.” Now Neteyam also stood up.

“Care about me? You have been ignoring me for a week, what is wrong with you?” Neteyam was annoyed. He was annoyed at me when he didn’t have any right to.

“You! You are what’s wrong with me Neteyam! I love you or more like I loved you I always have and you choose my sister. Why is it always her that gets what she wants?” I couldn’t help the tears that escaped me as I continued to talk.

“Y/N…” He looked at me with pity.

“No don’t Y/N me, you didn’t care for my feelings when you kissed her either, I saw you kissing!” He tried to grab my arm, but I moved back whipping the tears off my face.

3rd person POV:

Neteyam tried to hug Y/N, but she pushed him off feeling stupid for even saying anything.

“Y/N I am sorry, I didn’t mean to.” Neteyam felt awful he didn’t realise how hurt Y/N actually was by her sister.

“You know what it’s fine Neteyam I know my worth and I am not going to wait around and wait until you see it I deserve someone who sees me.” With that Y/N walked out of the tent, leaving Neteyam devasted.

Just as he exited the tent to go after Y/N, he felt a hand on his shoulder, turning around he saw his brother who looked angry at him.

“Don’t follow her bro, she needs her time.” Lo’ak was angry at his brother for making Y/N feel that way but he also knew his brother. Kiri and him have been talking about how Neteyam has changed ever since Y/N stopped talking to him and they knew their brother. They knew he liked Y/N even if he wouldn’t admit it or even realise it.

“Also, you might want to look over there.” Lo’ak pointed towards Eyra who was kissing another boy not too far from the brothers. Right then is when Neteyam realised how big of a mistake he has made.

He realised it when he didn’t feel a tiny bit sad that Eyra was kissing another boy but he felt devasted when Y/N started ignoring him.

He really screwed up…he had to fix it.

 Writer’s note: I hope you guys liked it. I have an idea for part 2 tell me if you want to see it?

[kolsmikaelson]

girls just want to have fun ; neteyam sully x fem!reader

Synopsis ; In which, Neteyam’s best friend, Y/N, has been having a rough week so he decides to make a special night for her. He wants to make it perfect but his plans go south when Lo’ak gets injured while out with the hunting party and gets stuck watching him for the night.

a/n - i saw avatar and fell for neteyam and this is what came of it | warning(s) - use of y/n, sweet neteyam, not proofread | word count - 1.4k+ | taglist

“Lo’ak you skxawng! You just had to go and get hurt today didn’t you?” Neteyam scolds his brother, Lo’aks ears flatten against his head and he begins spewing apologies. He really hadn’t mean to get hurt, it was a stupid mistake and he knew it. He felt for his brother and spent most of the journey home begging Jake to let him stay behind by himself instead of forcing Neteyam to watch over him.

“Come on, you know that I have been planning this night for Y/N for days now.” Neteyam knows that he’s being harsh with his brother but the remorse he feels is pushed to the back of his mind when he remembers you.

You and Neteyam were attached at the hip ever since birth, being born only a few days apart. People would often make comments about the two of you becoming mates when you were of age. When you were still children both you and Neteyam would make faces at whoever said it, claiming that you were best friends and only that.

Now that you are older, having passed both yours and Neteyams eighteenth birthday a few months back, you knew that your feelings for the boy had changed for the better. Instead of being disgusted by the comments of being with him, you would get flustered and the butterflies in your stomach would feel like a wild stampede running through your belly.

Unbeknownst to you, Neteyam felt the same way as you did. He realized his feelings for you before you did, he’d known since just before his sixteenth, he didn’t know what changed but all of the sudden he couldn’t wait to see you each day and make you laugh the way he loves to hear. Most days he couldn’t tear his eyes off of you, it was something Lo’ak and Spider teased him relentlessly for.

“Why can’t Spider or Kiri watch him? They’d be just fine.” He questions turning to his parents angrily. He had been looking forward to not only the night off, but to spend it with his favorite person. He wasn’t sure of the last time you’d gotten to spend any alone time together and he knew how rough things had been for you recently.

Jake gives a disapproving look to his eldest son, “Because Neteyam, Kiri had already promised to take Tuk out to play tonight and your mother and I trust you with your brother far more than we trust Spider. You know how he follows your sister like a lost puppy.”

“This a bad time?”

Every head in the room turns towards the opening of the hut, Neteyams being the last one to look in your direction.

“No, no, come in Y/N.” Neytiri insists, ushering you over the threshold.

“How are you, Y/N?” She questions, leaning against Jake’s side who instantly wraps an arm around her waist.

“I’m alright ma’am, I have been having a tough time recently I will admit.” You confess with a tight lipped smile, Neytiri though can see that you’re holding back.

“I see, if you ever want to speak about anything you’re welcome to come to me, sweet girl.” She hums, giving you a smile so sweet it brings tears to your eyes.

“And call me Neytiri, dear.”

“Thank you ma- Neytiri.” You clear your throat, willing the tears in your eyes to disappear, hoping that they weren’t noticeable.

“Are you ready to go, ‘Teyam?”

There’s a pregnant silent moment before Neteyam speaks up, “Actually, um I have to watch Lo’aks skxawng ass, he got himself hurt when he was hunting earlier.” He rambles, ignoring his father’s disapproving scoff at his language, “And I’m so sorry, I was really looking forward to tonight and I wanted to do something special for you…”

“ ‘Teyam,” Putting your hand on his chest, forcing him to take a break from his rant, “It is fine, don’t worry.”

“We’ll just do this another day, okay?”

“Actually, why don’t you two stay in tonight? That way Neteyam can keep an eye on Lo’ak but still spend the night with Y/N.” Jake suggests, looking at Neytiri who is nodding in agreement with her mate’s proposal.

“Yeah! It’ll be like I’m not even here!” Lo’ak exclaimed, wincing in pain at his sudden movements, “Maybe..” He adds.

“What do you think, Y/N? Think you can handle two Sully’s tonight?” Neteyam smirks, nudging your arm with his elbow.

“Okay, yeah all right.”

“Good! Your father and I need to head out but there’s food,” Your gaze follows where Neytiri’s finger is pointed at, “Nete, put this on your brother the way I showed you to in an hour.”

“Yes ma’am. See you later.” he nods at his parents as they climb out of the hut before they swing off through the trees.

“Here, was going to give these to you when we got to the spot, but now works too,” The boy hands you a clump of beautiful flowers and he brings his hand to the back of his neck, scratching the area where his fingers landed.

The flowers were a mix of blue and purple hues, some of them were larger while others were smaller, it was obvious they had been plucked with care. Your heart squeezed with warmth at the sweet gesture. It was something he did often, bringing you little things to cheer you up or things that remind him of you and each time made your heart swell with happiness.

“Had to ask Kiri to help me pick the right ones.” He says bashfully. This made the gesture even more special to you, Neteyam wasn’t one to ask for help but knowing he did for you made happy tears burn in your eyes.

“Thank you, Neteyam. So much.” You throw your arms around his waist, nuzzling your head against his chest pressing a soft kiss to his blue skin.

Fuck it, Neteyam thinks. He’d planned to confess his feelings for you after he brought you home but now he didn’t want to wait anymore, he couldn’t wait anymore.

“Come here,” He pulls you to the farthest spot from Lo’ak, hoping he wouldn’t hear what he was about to admit, “I was going to do this at the end of tonight but I can’t keep this from you anymore,” Neteyam takes one last deep breath before continuing, “I love you. I’ve loved you for a long, long time, forever I think. I want to be yours and you to be mine, for the rest of my life. We are of age now, nobody would deny us of this.”

Your eyes widen at his implication, thoughts running rampant in your mind.

“I love you too, ‘Teyam. And I would love even more, to be your mate if that is what you were implying.” You smile smugly, poking him in the chest. You rest your hand on his cheek, pushing a braid out of his face and behind his ear.

“Eywa, I’m so glad you told me. I’ve been waiting for this for so long, Nete.”

“Can I kiss you now?” Neteyams hands find themselves planted on your cheeks, his eyes looking intently into yours.

“Please ‘Teyam…”

In the blink of an eye, his soft lips are on yours. The kiss is kind and passionate but turns into something slightly more heated. Only breaking apart when you’re both in need of air.

“Thank Eywa.” Lo’ak comments.

“Shut up, skxawng.” Neteyams quip causes a laugh to bubble in your chest, it only spills out when you see he’s thrown his middle finger in the air aiming it at his younger brother.

“I know this isn’t what you expected tonight to turn out like, but I’m glad it worked out for us.”

“Me either, ma Neteyam, me either.” Planting one more kiss on his lips you walk to the food Neytiri had left for the three of you.

“Who’s hungry?”

You plate some food for Lo’ak, handing it off to Neteyam to pass along before making one for you and Neteyam to share.

———

“Look at them, I told you it would happen one day.” Neytiri murmurs to her mate, seeing her eldest son and the girl she’s always thought of as a daughter curled into each other asleep under a blanket.

“They remind me of us, a bit younger than we were but have you seen the way they look at one another?” She continues.

“They deserve it, they’ve both been working so hard lately.” Jake wraps his arms around Neytiri, his tail swishing back and forth behind him, lightly tickling Neytiri’s legs.

“C’mon, lets go to bed.” He pressed a kiss to her neck, stalking towards his and Neytiris space for the night.

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[leaveitbythewave]

I honestly do not have a title for this yet...it was originally a shifting script ...

PROLOGUE:

They say that the way of water has no beginning and no end… and up until now, I believed it to be true. 

“Here pull him up on this, support his head.” Even though the intent of my voice was to scream, I felt that these words came out as harsh whispers. 

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Your heart was racing, there was a blush amongst your blue skin but to the naked eye, I couldn’t see where it was coming from. 

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Voices surrounded us and shaking hands were placed on your chest…there is the place that made you this way…”oh god”

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Your wandering eyes shifted to each face…I wish they didn’t land on mine…

15 seconds. 

That’s how long it took for me to realize that the way of water does indeed have an end…and this was it. 

You took the way with you…

First I do want to make crystal clear that I aged everyone up quite a bit. Neteyam is 19, Lo'ak is 18, Kiri is 17, Tuk is 13, and Spider is 17.

Character Information:

Rachel (River) Quaritch: Born as Rachel, she is the daughter of Colonel Miles Quaritch and sister to Spider. She is 19 years old and was given the name River by Max due to her obsession with open water. Her relationship with her brother is very close, and at times she almost feels like a mother figure to him. Growing up her and Spider became very close to the Sully family (without the approval of Neytiri) and she found herself becoming significantly close with Neteyam. They both had a mutual understanding of what it was like being the eldest sibling and the responsibilities that came along with it. She also envied him in a way. Sure, he had a ton of pressure placed upon his shoulders because of who his parents were and his place in the family but, he had something she dreamed of, a family. She loves her chosen family, Max basically stepping in for the role of "dad" but seeing the way the Sully's are with each other, she can't help but want.

Claire Augustine (aged 29): She is the niece of the late Grace Augustine. Prior to Grace's arrival on Pandora, she gained custody of Claire after her mother passed away. While Claire may resemble her mother Sarah, she and Grace share the same passion for the Na'vi and the fight to protecting them while studying the ecosystems. After the passing of Grace and the birth of Kiri, Claire has made the lab her permanent residence. She hopes to fulfill Grace's work and to continue on the path of conservation since she is the only one able to access the locked data Grace kept secret. She acts as a big sister to River and Spider in times of need but she also is given words of encouragement from them when it comes to slowing down.

Robin Anderson 32(basically picture kathryn hahn): She was Grace's right hand woman in the lab and her best friend. When Robin was first brought into the AVTR program she was doubted by Grace not by her knowledge and skills but by her age. She was 25 when she first begun assisting Grace in the research with the RDA and had to prove herself with again not only her knowledge, but with how she would react if the well-being of the Na'vi was ever at stake. After the passing of Grace, Robin felt not only lost but also empty. She wasn't sure where to even continue her research and without her best friend she felt alone. Claire had noticed the change in Robin throughout the years and tried to be cautious but friendly towards her. They both completed numerous research assessments and configured many theories together, and due to their constant communication and closeness...they began to see each other in a different light. *kiss kiss*

FUCK. that was a lot of character information but hopefully this seems interesting...if not, i am still going to write it anyways lol.

[sunandsstars]

Ask for story idas and you shall receive story ideas, I got 3 and 2 of which can be alternative story routes for yawnetu like au's

And yeat again it's gonna be very long

So i know with yawnetu we are going the ronal and tonowari route

But I don't think you wrote if reader was aware the Grace's avatar was pregnant with kiri, because in the movie the sully's only find out grace is pregnant after the birth of neteyam. So by the time the sully family arrives at the reef with kiri, thoughts come racing into reader mind and the worst one is that neytiri at jake had their way with Grace's body like they did with her and nobody was able to stop them. So trust is jake and neytiri are practically nonexistent and is starting to be hella protective of kiri and the twins picking up on it

Plus I think they would be the ones to break up the fight ao'nung and his friends have with neteyam and lo'ak.

For the alternative stories they have some what of the same path as the original yawnetu story line so far but really start to differentiate at the birth of the twins, plus their first communion with eywa and the first recom encounter at the old shack.

Alternative story #1 recom route

Reader stays in the forest but moves out of the tent with jake and neytiri. But moves in with Mo'at instead with the excuse of her having the first born twins of the clan leader much sooner than expected, she is taking no chances with their health so is staying with Mo'at.

She still takes care of spider as her own and as the older brother of the twins much to the dismay of the sully couple. And wherever spider goes the twins follow. Their dymamis would be the shorter older brother and the taller younger brothers.

Mo'at has a far more active role in raising the twins. Jake and neytiri try to get involved but even as baby's the twins are not having it along with mom and mo'at.

Years pass the twins are trained to take over the clan when time comes and neytiri is having none of it. Which causes her to push for neteyam to get training as well, which he does. So the twins and neyteym have a bit of a tense rivalry on who will be next in line. In reality the twins don't care and are more "go with the flow along with, if we get it, we get it and if we don't, we don't". Poor neteyam feels like he has to get it or be deemed a failure, not only by his parents but the clan.

So bitter competitive younger brother neteyam and the surprisingly supportive older brother twins. Because in the end they want the best for neyteym and he's earned it. They look out for the rest of their half siblings and have a good relationship with them. They just tend to avoid them when jake and neytiri come around for obvious reasons.

The twins participate more actively in the raids and attacks but not as scouts like neyteym and lo'ak. Which fuels more jealousy from neteyam

The recom encounter practically goes the same but reader and the twins are with jake, neytiri, and neyteym on their respective ikrans. Some how trying to win over reader and the twins and still failing. So when lo'ak calls the 6 of them race over there.

Goes the same but reader and the twins don't kill anyone, they are just more focused on getting the kids out of there which they mainly succeed.

But when spider falls due to the explosion reader jumps after him which causes the twins to jump after her. Which sadly results in reader and her 3 sons to be taken by the recoms no matter how hard they fought to get out of the recoms grip. And seeing that jake and neytiri had left them behind just as the helicopter arrives to take them.

They go back to high camp with out reader and her family and Mo'at is absolutely heartbroken and livid at jake and neytiri. Going off at them in public for not only lossing their wife to enemy had but also the heirs of the clan, thier children, her grandchildren.

And that's it for this alternative story idea on to the next

Alternative story #2 norm route

Yet again reader stays in the forest but moves in close to the scientist with the excuse that they know more about twins that the na'vi. And have far more advanced knowledge of medicine which mo'at agrees with. Plus she doesn't trust jake and neytiri with her grandbabies, plus i have a feeling that the scientists would call out any bad behavior that jake and neytiri could direct towards the reader and her twins.

That means that she can stay and care for spider as her own and as the older brother of the twins and helps norm with raising the orphans caused by movie #1 event's. (In the comics norm runs a orphanage for both na'vi and human kids)

Norm if far more active in a father role than jake is. Even if jake is trying his best to foster a relationship with the boys. The twins at times call norm dad /sepku when nobody is around. (I think that the na'vi word for dad, if not correct me)

The twins are and very good terms with the scientists and the avatars. So they have a better out look on humans than the rest of the clan. Knowing that there are both good and bad humans

The rivalry between the twins and neyteym are still there for training. But the twins spend more time with norm and the orphans. Fueling a bit of jealousy from neyteym because they would drop anything to help the orphans, even with the smallest of tasks and the most stupid of things. Being the big brothes and role models for the orphans. They would do the same for neyteym, he just has to ask which he doesn't. And neytiri is a bit of a bitch to them at times so they don't hang around often.

Stilla good relationship with the rest of their half siblings.

The twins participate more actively in the raids and attacks but not as scouts like neyteym and lo'ak. Fuels more jealousy from neteyam

The recom encounter goes exactly the same and spider gets captured. But Reader and the twins are at high camp helping around and waiting for spider to come back from exploring with lo'ak so they can have diner and rest for the night. When the sully's don't return with spider reader and the twins are absolutely heartbroken and go to norm for comfort.

Jake tells them that they all have to leave. Reader and the twins are even more heartbroken have a very lond and heartfelt good bye to everyone especially to norm, Mo'at and the orphans.

They arrive at the reef and live in a separate maui that the main sully family. Reader and the twins cause absolutely no trouble for the clan, helping with anything and everything they can because they miss being busy with the norm, the scientists, and orphans. Which causes them rise the social hierarchy very quickly than ever expected. Far quicker and higher than Jake and neytiri, plus being on better terms with ronal and tonowari.

Because we all know the only reason they can get way with what they did is because of Jake's status as tourk makto.

They get close to ronal and tonowari telling them of their past life in the forest. Reader and the twins bring up norm a lot which peak the intrest of ronal and tonowari.

Kiri has her seizure so norm and max to the rescue along with reader doing what ever she can to help kiri out. Kiri awakens so all is well. Reader and the twins have a heart warming reunion with norm showing him around and introducing him to everyone.

The final battle happens and in stead of neteyam getting shot it's both or one of the twins who do as they push neyteym out of the way. Neteyam is rittled with guilt that no matter how awful he was to his older brothers they still would risk their life for his. They nearly die but with the aid of norm, max, and reader they bring them back from the brink of death.

When they wake up from being shot while still in critical condition and a very loopy fron medication, they start calling out for mom and dad for comfort. Reader and spider shows up conforming that mom and big brother is there and is now solely calling for dad. Jake shows up to their side trying to calm them, but it's not who they are calling for and still are calling for dad. Norm finally shows up after reader calls for him and nudges jake out of the way. Jake leaves heartbroken.

I don't know how her and norm would confess to each other but I know around this point they would and the boys would like "about time and we want a younger siblings from norm get on it". And they would have a small yet amazing ceremony, max would most definitely be the best man.

Well that's all I got for know I'll send in some more if you want. I hope you have an amazing day

damn this is loooongggg it’s literally a fanfic by itself

i’m suprised i read every single bit of it though and ideas are brewing! i definitely like the idea of the reader getting caught by the recoms and then they all just go so soft for her and become one big fam omg

and norm is so cute. i would probably say that instead of the reader going with jake and neytiri to awa’atlu she would probably stay in the forests. since the recoms wouldn’t know her and her sons are associated with jake at all there’s no actual danger with them. also spider is taken so she wouldn’t wanna leave. but she would also wanna stay with norm!!

[eywaseclipse]

Written in the Stars Epilogue: The Gift of the Great Mother

Characters: Na’vi oc Tani, Jake, Lo’ak, Neteyam, Tuk, Kiri, Ronal, Tonowari 

Synopsis: You and the Metkayina people fought bravely against the sky people, causing them to retreat in defeat. Tonowari decides a feast of celebration is in order. You fall ill only to be told by Ronal, you are pregnant.

Warnings: child birth

Word Count: 4k

The battle against the RDA took an emotional and physical toll on you in more ways than one. You tended to everyone's wounds with Ronal within the next few days, aiding her in anyway you can for your clan assisting the Tsahík. You also couldn't help but watch Neteyam like a hawk, practically never letting him out of your sight. You were nervous for him after his near fatal incident, although he kept insisting he was more than capable of his duties with eye rolls and constant reminders. The Tulkun liquid healed his wounds completely, leaving but a faint scar on his chest, serving as a reminder of his brush with death.

Jake and you were able to spend your evenings with your family over dinner, without the impending fear of war. But you could see Jake visibly struggling with coming to terms that Quaritch was indeed dead, for good this time. You understood his guilt, fear, and post traumatic stress over the events of your time here. You did your best as his mate to calm him when he would wake up in the middle of the night writhing and screaming in agony covered in sweat. You would hastily attach your kurus making Tsaheylu, taking his pain, his anguish, his guilt and lessening it for him. He could sense your worry for him, although on nights like this, he was grateful for a mate who saw his most raw moments clinging to sanity with a thin thread, heaving with anxiety fighting the pain. 

Your day has started out calm, the days since the battle, provided a blanket of somber serenity like a tidal wave. The thick of the worry now finally disappearing into the horizon, you feel as if you can breathe again. You nuzzle into your mate’s neck, inhaling his delicious scent feeling the warmth of his skin radiate onto yours enveloping you in. Your ears perk up to the gentle sounds of waves hitting the shore, and the soft clicking of ilus rising with the morning. 

As the fishermen ready to set out to hunt, you feel Jake’s arm caress your back gingerly. You smile into him, as he brings you in closer to his chest. “Good morning my sweet girl.” He whispers into your hair. You raise your head to find him already gazing to you lovingly, “Good morning Jake.” You reply with equal vigor. He brings his lips to yours, softly caressing each other in a tender kiss. Most mornings start like this now, appreciating the small moments of intimacy you have with your husband. You hear a quiet yawn from behind you, slowly breaking the kiss turning back to find Tuk waking up from her sleep.

The little Sully rubs her sleep ridden eyes and looks to you and Jake. She groggily gets up, and makes her way over to you two laying on your mats, and crawls in-between your warm bodies. Recently, Tuk has been needing more attention following the traumatic events with the RDA, all of the kids did. You and Jake made sure to give each of them equal attention and care as best you could as parents. Tuk wraps her small arms around your neck as you rub her back, “Did you sleep well little one?” She just replies with a sleepy “Mhm.” Causing Jake to laugh. 

He won’t lie, in recent months seeing you with Tuk and his children had him longing for more members to add to the family. The gentle nature you carried with Tuk and Lo’ak, Kiri, and Neteyam warmed his heart. And that’s what Jake loved most about you. 

Jake sits up, to get breakfast started as Neteyam begins to rise with the morning sun peaking through your marui. You turn to him with a small smile, as he yawns a big sleepy yawn with fangs poking out and stretching his slumber ridden limbs. He looks to where you lay with Tuk’s head in the crook of your neck holding her as she sleeps. He smiles at his little sister, and the sight of you caring for her so deeply, as he smells the banana wrapped leaves begin to smoke. Jake flips the food over a few times for good measure, as Lo’ak and Kiri begin to wake from the aroma of breakfast breaking their sleep. 

You bring yourself to a sitting position with Tuk still asleep, as you gently wake her, “Tuk Tuk, it’s time for breakfast. Come on, I bet you’re hungry. Dad made your favorite.” You see her ears begin to twitch at your words, slowly opening her big eyes and waking from her sleep. She silently moves from your warm body, and over to where the rest are sitting with breakfast filling their tummies. Jake looks over to you, as you make your way to join them. “Here hun.” He passes two leaves, one for you and Tuk, as you hand one to the youngest. “Thank you.” You reply.

You begin to eat your food, slowly chewing the warm filling of the leaves, as the aroma of smoked vegetables and meat hit your nose with an unfamiliar smell. Disgust suddenly fills your face, as your stomach lurches at the scent. You quickly bring your hand to your mouth, fighting sudden nausea. 

What the hell is happening to me? You swiftly think to yourself. Jake immediately notices the quick change in your demeanor, scanning your body for any signs of illness, as you hastily rise, and dismiss yourself. You run out of the family tent, and bring yourself over to the edge of the marui, and heave up the little food you have in your stomach. Jake following suit, sees your body vomiting the breakfast into the water as he makes his way behind you to make sure you’re alright. “Tani, hey. What is it?” With a hand to the back of your neck, you wipe the vomit from your lips breathing heavily. Your head begins to rush, and your vision goes slightly blurry, as you try to stand. 

Your knees buckle slightly, as Jake catches you wobbly form. “Whoah, hey! Hey sweetheart I gotcha.” He says holding onto you. “Oh Jake, I do not feel so well. I’m sorry. I think I’m experiencing a panic attack. I have been getting them frequently since the battle.” He brings his hands to cup your face gently, understanding what the two of you have been put through is no easy feat by any means. “It’s okay sweet girl I understand. But why don’t you go see Ronal today, just in case you’re coming down with something okay? Can you do that for me?” He asks with concern laced in his words. You truly don’t know what’s come over you, now with worry flowing through your own veins, you meet his gaze and nod. If anyone would know what’s come over you, it’s your Tsahík. 

After your family finishes the rest of their meal, you are walked to the Tsahík’s tent with Jake, who insisted to go with you. You laugh at his worry, although you can’t blame him so you don’t fight it. You enter Ronal’s tent flipping up the privacy flap as your eyes scan to her and Tonowari weaving baskets together. Their children must be out in the water with your kids already, you observe. Her eyes whip up to where you and Jake stand, her big belly now swollen in the last trimester of her pregnancy as she struggles to stand up to meet you. “Tani what can I help you with?” Suddenly a lump in your throat begins to form, as the embarrassment hits your cheeks with flush. 

A mighty warrior like you, taken down by a small fever how laughable you think. “I fell ill this morning around breakfast time, I couldn’t even keep my food down. I fear I may be coming down with something.” You say quietly, as Jake rubs his hand on the back of your neck. Ronal lightly nods, and motions for you to sit on the mat with Jake, as Tonowari rises to give you privacy. “I will see you.” He says to you both, nodding and making his exit. Ronal does a quick scan of your body, taking in your form. She notices your cheeks flushed with a plump new color than previous, your bioluminescence slightly brighter, your hair shines more in the light.

She knows what you’ve come down with before she even gets her tools out, but still she must get her confirmation. “Lay down on your back Tani, I will see to your illness.” Your ears don’t miss the way she stresses that last word. 

She brings a basket to the side of you, raising a wooden tool to your skin as she rolls you over to your side. The cool contrast of the wood to your skin causes a shiver to rip down your spine, as she lightly taps each vertebrae. Once done, she rolls you onto your back again, as Jake examines everything with wide eyes. She brings her hands to press down onto your abdomen a little rough, causing you to wince. She moves her hands side to side, pressing against your womb and bladder as you hear click her tongue.

“You are pregnant.” She states calmly. A gasp escapes yours and Jake’s mouths simultaneously. You quickly rise, in a sitting position staring wide eyed at your Tsahík. “Are you sure?” You ask in a hushed voice. Ronal just chuckles to you, “Of course I am. I am your Tsahík. You’re about 3 months along. You aren’t showing just yet. But you are indeed pregnant. With a girl.” You whip your head to face Jake, with tears forming in your eyes. “A baby girl?” He looks to you glossy eyed as well. 

You bring your hand to your mouth as a small giggle escapes. “A girl?” You repeat. Ronal watches your interaction intently, rising to give the two of you privacy. “Oh Jake! Eywa has blessed us with a gift.” Your glossy eyes meet one another, eyes crinkling with pure joy, the butterflies filling your belly with fluttering motions like the ones you felt on your wedding night. He brings his large hand over to your belly, lightly caressing the skin. “I can’t believe it. You have no idea how happy I am sweetheart.” You bring your lips to meet his in a sweet and tender kiss, filled with love and admiration, as you sniffle from happy tears. You bring your foreheads to one another, relishing in the joy of this news with only light and delight filling your hearts.

Breaking the news to your family was something you and Jake would never forget. The beginning of new life residing inside you caused your children to light up with instantaneous glee. A new sibling, a new chapter to your lives. Tuk being the happiest that she would no longer be the youngest Sully, and Kiri grateful it’s a girl to add to outnumber the boys. Lo’ak stared in awe of you, then slight disgust over the fact that he knew how babies get made. Neteyam and you finally reaching a comfortable kinship with your bond, was now ecstatic to have a new member of the family. You and Jake began making a bassinet as soon possible, both too excited to wait. Over the course of your pregnancy, Ronal gave birth to her own child. A baby boy, named Akairu. 

Rambunctious and filled with vigor like his parents, you would routinely visit her marui to observe motherhood close up, from everything to breastfeeding, nap routines, and how to wrap a small loincloth. Your eyes never ceasing to fill with wonder over the maternal instincts your friend possessed. Seeing how she interacted with new life, filled your heart with your own excitement, anticipating your own young as your belly grew with new life. 

Many eclipses go by, as you reach the end of your pregnancy, your belly hard and swollen making it harder and harder for you to perform your every day tasks. Because of this, Jake assists you in anyway he can, making sure you’re as comfortable as possible like the caring mate his is. Neteyam and Lo’ak had completed their Metkayina Iknimaya’s and were ready to adorn their first tattoos as reef men. Neteyam previously completed his passage into adulthood back in the forest, knew that he was allowed to choose a mate if he so desired. Lo’ak knew that he would be with Tsireya, and Neteyam had met a kind girl who came from jewelry crafters. Both you and Jake okayed the boys’ choices, blessing them with your approval. 

Today you wobbled your way through the forest to gather some fruit from the melon tree in the mangroves, carrying your empty basket alongside Tuk. You enjoyed the smaller tasks as a clan member, as you reached the end of your pregnancy. You may not be able to go hunting and training like you used to, but spending time with your little ones, and taking it easy allowed for your body and mind to calm, for you and the baby. Your demeanor in the last few months was incredible considering you thought you would be frustrated and irritable due to hormones, but it was the complete opposite. You seemed to glow, carrying impending motherhood with grace and poise.

You and Tuk reach the destination, and set the baskets down, as you ready your tools to grab hold of the fruit, slowly the baskets fill with weight as you’re satisfied with the harvest. “Alright that looks good Tuk, how about one for the way back huh?” She looks to you as you toss a melon her way, eyes lighting up with joy. You craved nothing but sweet things during your pregnancy, as your teeth pop the skin of the plump fruit. The juices overflow your senses, as the liquid drips down your chin. 

The two of you make your way back to the marui, setting the baskets down, as you feel a pinching sensation in your back. “Agh!” You squeal in surprise. Tuk whips her head to you, as your brows furrow with pain. “Mama what is it?” You start to feel intense cramping, when suddenly a giant pop and splash hit the ground of your tent.

Your eyes widen with fear as you realize your water has just broke. Tuk gasps, and runs to you. “Mama what is that?!” You bring you fingers to your neck comm, with your birthing plan officially early. “Ma’Jake.” Your voice cracks to life in his neck, as he finishes his hunt with Tonowari and the boys. “Tani, sweetheart what is it?” He inquires. “My water has broke. We must prepare for the baby.” You explain as calmly as possible. His stomach drops with panic, but quickly takes a deep breath to calm his senses. “Okay, just hang tight the boys and I will be there in a few minutes.” 

You and Tuk page for Kiri to come in from free dive training, as she quickly pops into the tent. “Oh Tani, let me help!” As she takes the items from your hands into a woven bag for you. You prepared for your baby girl’s arrival as much as possible, but now with the birth looming quickly, your senses have been dialed to 100. You allow Kiri to help pack anything you would need, preparing to make haste to the Tsahík’s tent. As a member of the Metkayina now, you have been preparing for a traditional water birth. The private pools of the mangrove forest have a special area reserved for family births, with a small hand crafted tent most families would nest in for the next few days. 

Jake suddenly enters the family home, with Neteyam and Lo’ak following suit. “Hey I’m here. You feel okay?” As he brings his hands to cup your face, another contraction rips through your body, causing a loud cry. “Ah!” You hold your belly tightly, as Jake does your breathing exercises with you. “Okay, two quick ones in and out. Good girl.” You feel him rub small circles your neck. “Neteyam boy, can you get the pack please.” He motions to the family pack of food, water, cloths, clothing and everything you’ll need in the next few days as you embark on the journey together as a family post birth. Jake hoists you up bridal style as you make way to Ronal’s tent. 

Kiri opens the flap for you to enter, as Ronal expects you and your family. She has you lay down on the mat, while readying her tools. A small sheen of sweat coats your skin as you feel another contraction hit you, this time the biggest one yet. You scream in agony, as Jake offers his hand for you to squeeze. The Sully siblings gather around anxiously watching as Ronal takes her tool to inspect how dilated your cervix is, after gently removing your loincloth. “You’re halfway there Tani. Drink this tea, it’ll help with the pain. Let us make way to the forest for your birth.” Her words ringing in your ear, as Tuk bends down to guide the tea to your lips. “Thank you Tuk.” Your voice shakes with pain. 

You all follow Ronal and Tonowari through the forest as the pain subsides. She insists you walk to help speed up the process, as you hold hands with Jake steadying your steps. The lush jungle comes into your sight, as you approach the hot spring and tent. Neteyam and Lo’ak begin to unpack everything and settle into the tent as Kiri and Tuk assist Ronal with her birthing tools. She begins to rub a salve onto your back and lower spine, helping the pinching immensely. You coo into your mate, as the relief floods your senses only to find he’s connected your kurus to help. You gaze into him with appreciation knowing, that he’s desperate to help take your pain away, as much as you are to rid of it and finally hold your baby girl. 

Ronal steps into the hot spring adorned in her Tsahík garments for the special day, as Tonowari stands next to her. It is custom for the Tsahìk and Olo’eyktan to perform the Metkayina birthing rites welcoming new life into the clan, as immediate family joins. “Jake help remove her clothes, she is ready to begin pushing.” Her words solidify your wonder, as you feel the contractions take hold of your body. Jake and you untie the strings to your garments, as they fall to the ground. He guides you into the water, with immediate relief flooding your senses as the warmth of the hot spring caresses your skin. The kids closely behind you, enter the water as well witnessing you prepare for the birth. 

With the water only up to your waist, you bring your head back to Jake’s chest as he coos into your ear, “Shh, you’re okay baby. Just try to relax okay?” You nod your head as Ronal makes her way to you. She grabs both your hands, caressing them softly, as you begin to feel your body’s natural urge to push. “Tani, it is time. Begin to push girl. Take a deep breath for me.” She instructs, as your body begins to contract bursting with pain. “Agh!” You scream into the air. Lo’ak and Neteyam stare wide eyed as you screech in agony, while Tuk and Kiri stand close by with cloths to wipe the baby down. You lean back into Jake as you’re put into a laying position, floating in the water. Ronal spreads your thighs apart, as you begin to push again. This time, you feel your baby’s head begin to exit your body. “She is crowning. I see her head, one last push girl! This is it!” She exclaims sternly. 

Jake feels the pain of your contractions, the intensity ripping through his own body through the bond, as he tries to comfort your body through birth. You suck in one more deep breath, pushing as hard as you possibly can. “Agh!” You scream into the air, you feel as if you’re being torn in half, your vision begins to spot when you suddenly hear a small wail. “She’s here!” Ronal shouts.

She begins to guide your baby from your body, as your child squirms to the surface gasping her first breath of life. “A girl!” She shouts, lifting your child into the air. Jake coos into your neck, “Look! Look sweetheart you did it! She’s here!” He brings your tired face to the sky where your child is thrust. “I did it.” You say with exhaustion. Ronal brings your baby to your chest, skin to skin as you feel her searching for your milk. You guide her gummy mouth, to your nipple, as you feel a sudden latch pinch your skin. Kiri and Tuk both crying, make their way to you drying off their sister from the embryonic fluid. 

Lo’ak and Neteyam stand in awe as Jake beckons them to meet their sibling. “Boys say hi to your baby sister.” He says choking on his tears. They wade through the water, to your side as they look to their sister suckling hungrily on your nipple. Neteyam giggles at the sight, as Lo’ak cries softly. With your family surrounding you, you feel nothing but complete bliss. “It is time for Tsaheylu, Tani.” Your leader speaks softly. Ronal swims to your side, detaching Jake’s kuru from yours, and connecting it slowly to your baby’s. The rush of endorphins flooding your senses is nothing you’ve ever experienced before. Not even with your own mate. No this, this is much deeper. 

All of the atoms in your body relishing in the contact you’ve made with your child. The life you created inside, nourishing her and bringing her life. This is Eywa’s blessing. The synapses in your brain firing one thousand miles a minute, the beat of your heart syncing to your child’s, your breath, even the blood pumping through your veins. You would do anything for her. 

You begin to sob, feeling the effects of birth and the bond, as Jake brings his hands to caress your braids. “Shhh. It’s okay Tani. You did it. I’m so proud of you. You brought new life to our family.” He coos into your ear. You crank your neck to look to him gazing at you lovingly, as you weakly beckon the children to come closer. “This is your new sister, Zuleika te Suli Tani’ite.” You say with pure adoration. 

You and Jake had picked a name months ago, having gone through a list of ones you thought sounded nice. But Zuleika just seemed to stand out most, her name meaning ‘gift from above.’ Ronal and Tonowari stand proudly, as they hear your announcement chanting her birth rites as member of the Metkayina. “Great Mother, we welcome Zuleika te Suli Tani’ite as member of the Metkayina. The way of water has no beginning and no end. The sea is around you and in you. The sea is your home before your birth and after your death. The sea gives, and the sea takes. Water connects all things- life to death and darkness to light. We give thanks.” You and your family chant after, “We give thanks.” You close your eyes in bliss, feeling the love you have from your husband, your family, your daughter. You give thanks to the Great Mother and her gift to you.

[elkmoon21]

Karma part five

The falling Eclipse is blinding the entire island, filled with endless bioluminescent algae, shining like falling stars in its bay, on the scaffold of Sully Marui, Jake sat there, touching his toes in the water, rubbing his arm where Skold had struck with his dagger, now it is a small scar, sewed by Ronal, couldn’t shake his thoughts, and remember the day he greets her in the infirmary. After the heated debate, he clutches his bloody arm on his chest, avoiding anyone else down the boardwalk, and sees Ronal standing in the infirmary, filled with incense, fruits hanging on the ceiling, herbs, and even decorations to comfort her patients. The wise Metkayina woman starts to smell dried blood from his side; her green eyes glare like a hawk, and he raises his other hand to salute. Very slowly and wobbling hand motion. It’s awkward to say I see you. “Let me presume….Did Skold hurt you, JakeSully?” She gave a calming, soothing voice. Surprisely to his attention, he notices her tone is an experience with Aesirs. If they ever made them angry or perturbed. She shows a seat near the fire chimney. He waddles towards, sits down half away, and almost falls back as he hiss in pain. Still clutching the blood and its cut. Ronal grabs his wrist. Examining as she hums. “I see he has stabbed you. Without cutting the lifeline.” She notices the puncture wound is clean and avoids arteries. For a few minutes, she sutured his wound precisely and required patience. “I heard you took him in. As Spider.” He flinches to hear a name he forgot for over seven months. His tail curls around his waist. A sign of defeat and shame. “Did he….tell you everything?” He looks up to her. Hoping to see a reaction from Tsahik. There is none. It’s not a sign of discord or discomfort. Slowly, she slices the thread. Then, wrap his wound with a dried bandage. And puts her small knife near the fire. “JakeSully, I know you tried your best to keep us away from war. But this isn’t Omaticaya village anymore. You are Metkayina. So….let us hope and make sure there is no violence between you and…his parents.” She sombers him. The illusion of herself has vanished out of his thoughts. A warning. To be ready for anything. 

The golden sun has risen, shining on the village, and down the beaches, Skold stares at the horizontal ocean, never breaking or blinking his eyes, he feels his hair swaying, still growing, almost down his neck, more braids, spinning his dagger in his fingers, so fast as the water hits the sand, halt his dagger, and blinks to see two silhouettes in the water. Like shadows lurking in the bay. He stood up quickly. With his loud voice to call them. “<Mother! Father!>” He hollers. Out of the ocean, they are waving their hands in the air. They are hard to see with the sun to conceal their appearances. “<Oi!>” A man shouts in Ancient-Asgardian language. A voice he hasn’t heard his father for ten years. 

While the village is stirred up, Tonowari summons all the residents to join him in the largest Marui in the clan, a place to have a council. Among the villagers, the Sully family joined them, wondering what it was all about, curious to know why the Olo’ekytan summons in the early morning, despite the excitement in the air, only Jake kept his daughter in his arms, fearing the worst, understood it is four weeks, the very day that Skold’s biological parents are here. Lo’ak, Neteyam, and Kiri squeeze through the crowd. Leaving their parents behind them. They notice Skold is standing with Tonowari, Aonung, and Tsireya. Except Ronal. She is absent after she gave birth to a baby girl. “My people! This is a great rejoicing day! A day to rekindle our friendship with Aesirs. So, let us welcome….Ase and Freya!” He bellows to his fellow villagers. Everyone starts to celebrate in unity. Unlike the day, Sully’s family had experienced the war council. Around the corner of the tee-tee tent under the largest Marui, the parents and kids start to see a tall woman, similar to Skold. She has long golden-auburn hair locks that conceal her breasts, a golden crown with a tooth on her forehead, the brightest blue eyes, and wears earrings and transparent peacock-embroidery loincloth. Amazed to see an immortal woman who was much taller than Tonowari. After her, they notice a man, terrified to see how tall he is, almost 20 feet taller than 17 a tall woman. He is incredibly built for athletics, has a braided ponytail of bright platinum blonde, three earrings down his pointed ears, black eyes with golden colors, has a chest armor, almost shaped like lightning, deep blue-black loincloth, and carries a black dagger on his waist. “Thank you, Tonowari.” Ase, the father of Skold, spoke with a deep, thundering voice. He is naturally fluent in Na’vi. 

I loved the reactions of the Sully family. They didn’t expect to see my parents in person. 

“I am sorry for your losses in the three brothers’ rock. We wanted to help. But we, Aesirs, cannot interfere with Eywa’s way. It is her way to welcome your families into the afterlife without feeling pain or suffering.” Lord Ase mentioned a tragic incident. Neytiri observes the faces of the villagers. They all agree with him. She is shocked and feels angry. Without hesitation, she steps into the ring of the council. “What about the home tree of my clan?” She hisses in front of them. Jake is horrified to watch his wife as she tries to get some answers. She stares at them hard. Hoping to see their reactions. Freya raises her finger at her. Blankly. “Ah…..you are here, isn’t it?” Her sharp tone. The stubborn Tsakarem blinked as she couldn’t move. She realizes she cannot move her limbs. Like she has been frozen. 

Ah. The infamous paralysis bending. To control anybody’s body. Like they are frozen in time without suffering an injury. 

She couldn’t understand why she couldn’t move with her free will. Freya approaches her. Neytiri is surprised to see her slithering, towering over the Na’vi forest woman, and grabs her tail. “Neytiri Te Tskaha Mo’at’ite….How much you have changed in fifteen years? From a warrior to a fierce mother—“ She grabs her braid and lifts her, a familiar motion for Jake to remember the time Skold used to drag him up. “But I do not appreciate the way you treated my son.” She grabs her chin. Neytiri felt her fingers bruising her mandible. Pain. A pain she hasn’t felt the devastating loss of her sister and father. But this time, it is Aesir goddess who will make her suffer. “I listened. I watched. And I am disgusted. You are blinded. A fool. You did not see the clear waters if my son isn’t a human. Instead, you see the filthy vermin in him. Yes….Quaritch. That’s what you see him.” She drops her and smacks her jaws as she collapses to the floor. 

Ooooh! I don’t know if I enjoyed it or not. But she did deserve it. 

The crowd is baffled to see a woman who strikes down the foreigner. Neteyam starts to run in, helps his mother, and sees her nose is bleeding. “The Hometree?” Ase approaches Neytiri and her son. He begins to laugh louder as the Tulkans loudly cry. “I had warned the humans not to come here. I warned Grace and her scientists not to teach your clan English. And I warned your pathetic husband not to expose the location. In the end, he is responsible for leaking that location. But your clan forgave him….for nothing.” He snarls his full shark-like teeth in front of her. The reef clan is whispering to recall the time of the great sorrow. Ase ignores the voices. He took a kneel. In front of the forest Na’vi. “I understand you had lost your sister, your father, and your Ikran. But you are not the only one. Among your people, they too, have suffered. Mothers, fathers, brothers, sisters, uncles, aunties, cousins, and even little ones who did not grow up as your children.” Neytiri couldn’t look away from his black sclera eyes with golden pupils. She has been drawn into those eyes. Almost hypnotized. Then, Ase grabs her neck with lightning speed and pushes Neteyam to the floor. “You have no right to abuse my son.” He chokes her in front of the entire clan. Jake drops Tuk out of his arms, runs to them, and bends his knees. “Lord Ase! Please! Don’t kill her!” He pleads with great fear and worries for her life. He can hear the air escaping her throat. Kiri kept Tuk in her arms, crying for her, Lo’ak ran to Neteyam’s side, and together, the sons observed their mother trying to fight back. “Kill her? Don’t be daft, Sully. I’m reminding her….BUT SHE HAS NO RIGHT TO HARASS MY SON FOR TEN FUCKING YEARS!” He slams her into the floor. The beams have snapped off clean, everyone is shocked, and Neytiri screams in pain. “And you!” He telekinetic Jake’s body into a puppet. Walking to him. And sees his eyes turned blacker. 

Wow. Is it my birthday or a celebration to win the so-called court for domestic violence? 

Jake wants to break himself free. In his heart, he can feel its thumping loud, louder, and the loudest. Unable to fight back. Above the ceiling, he can feel the intense glare from Ase. The immortal man who predicted the downfall of the home tree, the death of Grace Augustine, and the war he won. “Jacques Sully.” He spoke a name that Jake hadn’t heard since he was a child and once a human. “How could you allow the blue flute clan to ostracize him if none of you ever notice that Skold isn’t a normal human?” Fiddle to control his mobility. “I was hoping you and the scientists to guess he wasn’t Quaritch’s boy. To break my spell for believing he wasn’t his son.” He lifts his finger on his face. Stroking his blue skin. Jake’s heartbeat is getting heavy, filled with dread, and untimely fear. He knows he could scratch his face or his neck if he is willing to kill him in front of his family. “In the end, you are all occupied with war against RDA.” He scoffs. Ase releases the paralysis bending off him. Jake begins to rub his face, neck, and vital organs. “We will discuss this another time. Right now, we want to spend with our son. So, take your family and think carefully before you defend your pleas. Understood, Sully?” A snarl from his throat. A mild threat to him. Jake hastling nods. 

What? That’s it? 

(“Dad! Why did you take an easy on them?”) The teen asked his father. Slowly, Ase turns his eyes to him. (“It is not the place or time. Too many folks here. And young Tuktirey is also here. If we kill them now….we will lose our friendship with the Reef clan. Not like last time.”) Soften his tone from anger to gentle. Skold understood what he meant. Too many witnesses. And most of them are children. Spill Na’vi blood is not a good sign to sever the ties between Aesirs and the Metkayina. 

After the short council, Tonowari took Skold’s parents to greet Ronal at the Marui pod. Inside the commune, Freya happily ran into the room, seeing Ronal holding a newborn infant in her arms, seeing how small, and fragile. “You have a daughter. Well done, Ronal. You are now a mother again.” She claps silently. Not to disturb the infant’s sleep. A new addition to the family is a joy and proud to enter the world if she did not know what’s happening. “What is her name, Tsahik?” Ase asks the wise woman. She notices Skold’s parents have shrunk their heights to compare the adults in the village. “We called her….Kaia.” She strokes her daughter’s brown hair. Rubbing to make sure she stays asleep. “Kaia. A beautiful name to describe hope and ocean.” Freya loves the name. Of course, Aesirs have lived many eons since the creation of the Yggdrasil tree. They know many kinds of names when it comes to language, culture, and even race. Including humans before the 22nd century. “Remember the night I gave birth to Skold here, beloved?” She gleam with the brightest smile. 

Oh, mom….Not that story. It’s embarrassing! 

The aged father of fifteen children chuckles to recall the time of Skold’s birth. He is the first Aesir ever born on Pandora and the waters of Metkayina. A rare occurrence for immortals. “How can I forget, my sweet queen? It was a blessing to have our Skold in the world. A world we all seeking for. Peace.” For a moment, he drops his smile to frown. A memory he did not appreciate the humans to seek planets or moons to escape Earth’s downfall. He had threatened the United Nations to not conquer any planets/moons that have life. In the end, he doubts it did come true. “Perhaps, we can have some beer.” Tonowari snaps his memory lane. Surprisingly, a beer would be nice to celebrate the reunion. At last, the eclipse has come down so quickly, that everyone is having a nice dinner. Ronal is breastfeeding Kaia, Freya is telling the stories of her shieldmaiden warriors who fought monstrous creatures, the boys are munching on food like they are trying to win who will grow bulkier, and Tsireya asks Ase for ocean stories from their world. “The sea creatures in your world are much bigger than Natsula and Tulkans?” She grasps on her drink. Tonowari smiles to see his daughter has found peace and solace by overcoming her nightmares. Ase puts his cup down. He begins to conjure out of his hands. A huge Serpentine has popped out of the ocean. Shaped as glittering stars. “This is Jormungandr. The biggest serpent in the world. He coils his body to balance the nine worlds. Without him, everything will fall apart.” He inhales the snake into snowflakes. Tsireya couldn’t stop marveling to see such magic. “But I thought he died in the civil war.” She questions his existence. 

He has died in the Ragnarok, little pearl. Dad has brought him back to life. So is Fenrir, my big brother. He wanted Jormundgander to disconnect from Earth and ended up protecting the Yggdrasil tree. In the end, he has found life to protect. No matter what. 

“That’s right, Tsireya. He had been slain by Thor. But he did not choose a side. All he did was defend the ocean he was meant to be. The mythology that humans made wasn’t as accurate as ours.” He took one long gulp. Not happy to hear the nonsense that humans made up on mythology. Yet, he isn’t the only god who has suffered such embarrassing and outrageous stories over time. Olympians. Egyptians. Celtic. And even other mythic gods. “Okay, I must retreat to my pallet.” Ronal slowly rises from her feet. Everyone says good night to her and Kaia.

 After dinner, Ase sat with Tonowari, far away from the pod, staring at the stars, still drinking the beer, and heard the wind. “I am ashamed to be his father, my friend.” He admits. The Olo’ektyan is a trifle to hear his words. A word that Aesirs rarely spoke of their mistakes or regrets. He watches him summon a Churchwarden pipe. Of course, Tonowari has been used to react on summoning any objects out of the air. Ase begins to ignite his pipe. Inhales the smoke. Lucky for Aesirs, they don’t have any problems as humans. “I didn’t expect the storm to send boulders and hit Skold in the head. Aesir’s children are very vulnerable and barely control their powers. Not as strong as teens or adults. In the end, he ended up with amnesia. A memory to forget who he is. And What he is.” Puffing the smokes into rings. “But you can bring his memories as a child—“ Tonowari wonders if Aesirs have great healing powers. “No. It is too dangerous. Aesir children are learning how to telepath, read thoughts, or see the future. You see, memories are delicate. If I have brought his memories back in his husk as Spider….it can cost him. Painfully. Like you feel the flames on your skin.” He gave a clear response. “Ah. I understand. If Jake knew….You and your people have taught us to understand your language and those terms.” The men start to chuckle as they both know Jake isn’t the only one who learned that Grace had taught the na’vi with English. “Before you hit the bed, are you…. going to punish them than banishment and death?” His blue eyes share the contact with golden eyes. Ase took a long, hard, holding onto his pipe and inhaled a flame smoke. “Banishment or death isn’t good enough for them. Besides, their fates are not up to me. All we can do is punish them. To make sure they must accept of what past cannot be mended.” Ase looks up to the galaxy where humans came from. A star he despised. 

A new day has arrived, and the villagers begin to start their chores, duties, and even a perfect morning to hunt their favorite meals. Down the palm trees, Ase is watching Skold master his bo staff. “Good. You have learned and adapted.” He gives an approving smile to his youngest son. “But let me show you real quick.” He opens his hand, letting Skold throw the staff, grasp its wooden shaft, start his defense pose, and demonstrate the spins to guard his front. “With the motion to guard your torso. It can help deflect arrows. Or bullets if you can turn the staff into armor.” Ase throws the bo staff back to his son. 

Turning wooden weapons into metal? It is not easy to do that. 

“Dad, how long will I recuperate?” He complains. Fearing he would miss the greatest festival of the Aesir culture. “You have to let your body and mind tell you if you are completely recuperating. You had been trapped in human form for ten years. It is hard to tell if your powers are truly back. So, be patient, or Mum will discipline you.” He shows his thumb towards Freya, who is riding the ilu with Tsireya and the girls. “Fine. I will do anything to help me back home as soon as possible. But I would rather not get my ass whumped down by my mother, who is the goddess of war.” He whimpers to remember as a child who made her mad. “That’s right. She is the goddess of war. Also, the goddess of love. Mmm. I am so lucky to have your mum….” He gave a blush on his long cheekbones. Skold starts to groan in disgust. “I know Mom is the queen of Valkyries and all women. But have you forgotten you also have consorts? My fifteen siblings’ mothers? Jeez, how can I truly understand my father, who had a harem?” Skold scoffs. Ase gave a jaw-dropping to hear his son scoff at him. Such an embarrassing moment for a father who explained simple martial arts training rather than his marriage and his harem. “Your mom is the queen. And I respected their mothers. As you know, I do not have favoritism. I loved all of you equally. So is the women.” He slaps his head. A mild discipline. 

If you can say so, Dad. Hmmm….The oldest among us are Goddess Hela and Fenrir. They are half-siblings of Jormungandr….Of course, the Norse mythology “experts” think the three children are Loki’s. But that’s not true. My father was the first person who greets the Jotun, Angrboda, in that time, he was very impressed by her shape-shifting powers and fell in love with her. Sadly, she has also fallen for Loki as well. The rest….well, Odin placed them in different places. After that, he kept having children with goddesses and Jotuns. 

He fixes his hair after he smacks him. “Hey, Dad?” Skold looks up to him. Ase shares eye contact. “Is it true you marked Jake? After I was born?” The wind blew the sand between them. Ase took a long deep breath. “Yes. I marked him. A symbol of betrayal and a liar. He has escaped death if he has one. Sometimes, the truth is hard to accept. He had punished himself if he could change time and prevent the missile-air strike on the tree. Sadly, he cannot go back to the past. All he can do….is to move on.” Skold is astonished that he has the mark of betrayal and the tongue of a liar. 

The Truth, eh? When I was Spider, the word “truth” was the hardest thing to convince the clan. To prove I am not the bastard’s son. But I’m glad that I am not his son. Yet, I have to visit the High camp. Gosh. It had been nine months since I had destroyed my avatar body without alerting the scientists or the clan. Now, I must tell them I am the one who massacred the RDA at Hell’s gates….After all….I will never go back. Ever. And say one final goodbye to Mo’at. The woman who did not see me as his son. 

[fluffygreenkoala]

I just wanted to share my own love letter to Spider's character and explain why (in my opinion) he chose to do what he did in the finale. (Will be taking info that was shared in the Avatar comics like The High Ground other than Atwow).

So, we know he's Quaritch's son (who probably knew of his existence but didn't care enough to try and locate him/know about how he was doing) and Paz's, a soldier deceased during the attack to Hometree in the first movie. We see him under the care of the scientists (Max and Norm in particular) and in the comics his adoptive parents, the McCoskers, get a couple of panels to let us know they exist.

But that's basically it. They are there, they do not actively engage in Spider's growth and development, they do not seek to actually form a parent-child bond with him, not going by what is shown in either the comics and the movie.

So, Norm and Max (+ the scientists) do their best to look out for him but ultimately have other things to do and the McCoskers -his adoptive parents, hold that role which is, in the end, only a facade. They do not act negatively towards him but they do not express a strong will to *want* to engage and have him with them.

Which other adult figures does Spider have in his life that he could turn to?

Oh! Jake and Neytiri.

Buuuuuuut here's the issue: Spider is the son of the man ultimately recognized as the greatest human foe to all of the Na'vi, and to Neytiri he's also the one who robbed her of her ancestral home AND killed her father/sister. So we can cross her out of the "empathically willing to get involved and understand Spider" list.

Who's left? Jake.

But Jake is shown as battle hardened and over protective in a not exactly good telling manner towards his own kids, and he himself calls Spider "not one of the family, more like a stray cat.".

And there is this underlining look-down feeling to how Jake references Spider's species and being human as if that simple fact the boy couldn't change was enough to eclipse all the good in Spider's existence.

Before his capture from the RDA squad, he was shown to have an extremely good relationship with the Sully children, to be extremely in tune with Pandora (and possibly, if it is explored in the next movies, Eywa), to be protective and caring towards their wellbeing and happiness.

While he is in captivity he undergoes TORTURE. His brain is put on display to strangers who seek to locate those people he admires and grew up wanting to resemble, he is tied and immobilized as they probe his mind for information for who knows how much time and he gives them NOTHING; it's highlighted how much his body was put through by his nose bleeding and his paleness and short breath once Recomb Quaritch stops the machine.

Remember that he's sixteen.

And he cried for the Tulkun mother being killed right in front of his eyes, screamed and cried for the Ta'unui villagers when they were endangered and was ultimately the reason they weren't wiped out. Even as he was burnedened with one more reason to hate himself than he shouldn't have to shoulder: the Recomb squad making him feel like they were there because he didn't give information and they HAD to do this instead to get info.

So now, knowing that he's been neglected his whole life, never had a real parental figure, never had that affection any human needs and deserves to receive while growing up (save for sweetness by Kiri and possibly Tuk but that's different), wasn't looked out for regarding whether he was well, whether he was ill, well fed, had nightmares, could take care of himself, knew how to hunt and track possible enemies, that no one made his songchord to celebrate his birth and achievements and are able to see beyond his dismissive shrugs and melancholic smiles, let's ask ourselves: was Spider saving his father's Avatar a completely aware choice or was it the product of his intrinsic compassionate personality and the abuse he's undergone in the months of his captivity (because yes, Cameron confirmed in an interview he spent MONTHS there), knowing that he wouldn't be rescued and could only deny the information they were holding him captive for and hurting him?

Knowing he'd have died for Kiri in the end even if Neytiri was bluffing (which I doubt she was, but still) because that's who he is. Who he was made to become because of the lack of basic things being offered to him and him seeing a shred of decency and care in the one person he hates and caused SPIDER to be loathed for things he couldn't help -his species and his father.

So yes, we need to take all of this into consideration when dealing with this character who, in my opinion, is the most innocent victim in the entire Atwow movie and Athg comics.

#LetSpiderSocorroBeHappy

[sntsatticus]

case     file          :          atticus     ,     nikko          well if I could apologize put the light back in your eyes

2001     ,     port liery          you will heal and you'll rise above

memoir          :          you wake up in the middle of the night, sweaty and panicking, empty voices caressing your fingers, void staring at you with a oozing crimson smile / / there’s an anger inside of you; hidden beneath layers of carefully constructed patience, and unusually quiet voice. it builds with each breath you take, much like the ticking clock you carry in the pocket of your pants. it sits still between your ribcage and your lungs, making a home of the sore bones you call your own. the anger hungers like a wolf, yet you don’t want to wear its skin. the sheep seems unfazed by the herding, but that’s not who you want to be either. (you didn’t like the shepard.) the anger builds and builds, an unpredictable black hole in your chest / / pomegranate juice drips from your red stained fingers like the waterfall in your eyes, trembling hand placing the seeds carefully on your waiting tongue. you don’t seem to recognize the world anymore, unsure of the place you occupy in the darkness. the shackles binding you are undying. / / you are too kind, too trusting, too forgiving, too naive, too much of everything. a childlike wonder resides in you lungs like fireflies dancing around a beautiful bonfire. you are too easily manipulated, and you talk too much. it seems you don’t fit in the mold of your family’s name but you can’t escape their clutches. / /

basics.

full name . . . ; nikkolas atticus

nicknames . . . ; nikko, freak, baby boy

association . . . ; loyal to his moms only

species . . . ; recently turned vampire

birthplace . . . ; port liery unknown

occupation . . . ; linguist student , radio host , living sacrifice

date of birth . . . ; january 1th, 2001

date of death . . . ; january 1th, 2001

status . . . ; single

sexuality . . . ; straight

gender . . . ; trans man

pronouns . . . ; he/him

languages . . . ; english, french, latin, italian, gaelic, portuguese

to note . . . ; has athsma, adhd, autistic coded, suffers from panic disorder, drug addiction, has developed a strong resistance to poison, has insomnia and night terrors, is deaf (uses aid, signs, and knows how to read lips)

scars . . . ; brow-bone scar, a fant line that reaches past his eye and grazes his cheekbones / / runes carved on his back, some bleeding and raw from recent use / / top surgery scars

tattoos . . . ; has a few on his arms, one saying 'big foot is real and he ate my ass'. the other are just drawings and symbols

piercings . . . ; none

positive traits . . . ; charming, loyal, intelligent, honest, selfless

negative traits . . . ; troubled, aloof, haunted, easy to fright, easy to manipulate

connections . . . ; desmona atticus . . . mother / / edgar allan paw . . . cat / / kiri and laure stephens . . . mothers / / blair . . . sister / / the ghosts . . . sometimes best friends

BIOGRAPHY.

TW: INFANT DEATH, VIVID DESCRIPTION OF BONES AND BLOOD, CHILD ABUSE, HUMAN SACRIFICES, MASSACRE, DRUG ADDICTION, CANNIBALISM, HORROR, GORE, BODY HORROR, BULLYING, CHILD NEGLECT, DESDEMONA A+ PARENTING, POSSESSION (ALLEGEDLY), CAR CRASH

INT . . . the shivering small figure of the child watches, no tears in her eyes while the imposing silhouette of mother approaches. the child stands with no shoes, blood dripping from the brow in green eyes, hand covered crimson from where it oozes out of a hole created by a sharp bone, twisting in ways it should not. the mother asks why, and all the child answers is . . . they told me to jump. 

There is no celebration when Nikkolas Atticus is born ⸻ an unwanted child of an unwanted daughter, covered in blood and grime as the walls around an old coven caves in. Dead, before a first breath is taken. Funny thing, death. Takes the innocent, fuels the pervert. The first death is not remembered, the veil breaching can still be felt on cold pale skin. A hole too small dug in blood covered soil, magic seeping down the roots of an ancient tree ⸻ Charcoal stained fingers drawing runes on an unmoving chest, red lips muttering old words forgotten by the small minded. Dirt in the lungs of an infant opening its eyes for the first time, something not right filling the empty space its soul had left. A birth, a funeral, and a rebirth ⸻ Who else is lucky enough to say they lived through all three? 

A baby is a baby in hospital nurseries or the graveyards of a cult, and even if this one didn't cry much, it needed to be fed. An infant is an infant and it doesn't know the difference between milk from breasts or chopped bleeding fingers of a dead man. Nutrients are nutrients, in the end. 

Lady Desdemona was not fit for motherhood ⸻ Cold, stiff, lacking affection and patience for the child watching her with knowing eyes. Love starved babies are incapable of feeling loved for a long time, studies say. The child believed his mother loved him ⸻ that love is made of barbed wire, high expectations, runes carved on his back. She fed him, clothed him, provided him a home ⸻ nothing more was needed; no bedtime stories, no comfort after nightmares, no words of affection. She pretended, of course, in front of godmothers and fellow witches visiting the lonely cottage she called home. The ghost of a child would watch visits from corners, half hidden in the low light. It doesn't talk much ⸻ It has nothing of importance to say.

 Is a mother a mom if she doesn't love you? She must have, for she allowed the child to watch rituals older than time, glimpse into the writings of a woman taken by madness. She did not see him as a kid, but a lamb for slaughter. Being the executioner's favorite lamb is love. 

When she plunges the knife in your neck, she whispers i love you i love you i love you ⸻ Nikkolas was never put on the sacrificial stone. Instead, he was pinned down by unknown hands reeking of gasoline while he watched the horrors inflicted on Lady Desdemona. On him. Body dropped into the cold, black lake behind a home empty of love or safety. He sank ⸻ The world became quiet, for a moment. It was when he felt it ⸻ a breeze past him, a touch of something freezing, desperation guiding his bones up and up and up ⸻ out of the waters and into a house destroyed. In the police station, covered in blood with his arm in a makeshift sling, he waited for the godmother. 

A face familiar yet strange, a woman whose warmth was the only he knew. Home was not in a cold cottage anymore, but a house smelling of flowers and death. It doesn't speak very much ⸻ it needs therapy. A ghost wandering the halls of a house it did not know, haunted by the grotesque dead around him. 

He was still the whisper lingering in the quiet spaces between breaths, a shadow at the corner of your eye that vanished when you turned. His existence felt like a fracture in reality, a thing half-formed, half-faded, teetering on the edge of being and not. He moved through the world like a ghost, though his chest rose and fell with borrowed air, his heart beat faintly, as though it didn’t belong to him. There was a softness to him, but not the kind that comforted. It was the softness of withering petals, of clouds veiling the sun, of forgotten things left to dust. 

His presence was a weight and an absence all at once. You looked at him, and he almost seemed real ⸻ until you realized you could not remember the color of his eyes or the sound of his voice.

He was drawn to the spaces between life and death, to places where grief hung heavy like fog and despair soaked the ground. He lingered in hospital corridors, by the bedsides of the dying, in abandoned homes where memories pressed themselves into the walls. It wasn’t intentional ⸻ these places called to him like the underworld calls to a forgotten queen.

He didn’t understand it, this pull toward the unseen. The ghosts spoke to him, of their trapped pains, of a life they wished not to leave. They would scream, leave marks on his skin, open doors around him ⸻ He could not escape them. He began talking to them, for the living were harder to reach. They didn’t notice him unless he wanted them to, and even then, it was fleeting. When he spoke, his words came like riddles, heavy with madness just out of reach. He didn’t know how to be understood, how to make himself be heard and be loved, with the burdens he carried. He tried. But he wasn't good at healing broken things ⸻ himself. Healing was for the living, for the bright and warm. He was a ferryman, a guide for those too broken to move forward on their own. His was a necromancer’s touch ⸻ not to raise the dead, but to remind them that they lived, that they mattered, even as they faded into silence.

When he pretended not to hear them, they punished him. A fever that refused to come down, an upset stomach, a head cracked open beneath the tree he fell from. Meningitis. He won't make it. He did ⸻ on a cold night, with ears bleeding and the silence closing in on him, his fever disappeared. You can't ignore us now. The dead are ruthless, and Nikkolas struggled to adapt. He learned to sign, to read lips, to keep his head down and ignore the grieving spirits around him. He could not hear nature anymore ⸻ the frogs, the birds, the trees. Was he even a witch? 

Acceptance was harder, and despite settling into a routine, hearing only the dead was maddening. The drugs came then. To tune them out, to hide them. He was only sixteen. For a time, it worked. He was okay. Then the crash happened. Riding with his first friends, sitting sandwiched in the backseat, laughing. The car flipped. The ghosts were not kind when he woke up in the hospital. Why did you let us drive? Why wouldn't you call an uber? Your fault, your fault, your fault ⸻ He tried to tune them out harder. The drugs, the partying, the whoring. Momentary distractions he chased as a starved man in the desert. 

Then his mom died. Missing. He felt sick. Dead. Desperate. He had never appreciated his magic before, but he couldn't stop trying every ritual and every spell to bring her back. The tips of his fingers were stained with rot, sweat blood red as he tried and tried and tried. Death didn't give her back. His lungs became worse, and the drugs in his system nearly took him to the grave. Death refused to let him through the veil. Cursed cursed cursed ⸻

When the stranger ripped his throat open, death laughed. It laughed and laughed and laughed. And then, it brought him back. 

WANTED CONNECTIONS: 

ENDGAME/HADES: Persephone in the garden, singing for their Hades to take her down down down down … This is not a healthy relationship. How could it be, when everything Nikko does is deliberately self-destroying? Destructive little bird, in a cage of gold. He wants the possessiveness, the obsession, the mutual codependency, devotion. Did Hades ever let Persephone go? ⸻ I’m absolutely down to plot anything for them; how they met, when they began fucking, if the obsession is mutual or not! I just need toxic yuri please!

BIOLOGICAL MOTHER: Not a good person. Due to rituals, Nikkolas is technically, blood related, half hers and half Desdemona. And Desdemona doesn't forget that. 

DEMETER: Persephone needs a cage.

VICTIMS: Now turned, Nikko should bite and drink from some people. Please. 

[backfireddedication]

Character List

Naruto:

- Ogi Family

Mujihi (mother) (war criminal who haunts the narrative)

Eiji (father) (let his love override his horror over his wife's actions)

Kazumi (older twin sister) (faces hostility outside of Konoha for Mujihi's actions) (heavily traumatized)

Suto (younger twin brother) (forgotten in the public eye and happy for it) (smarter than he lets on)

- Hana family

Hana-san (mother) (fostered Kazumi and Suto after their parents' deaths as appreciation for Mujihi granting them sanctuary after she and her husband fled Kiri with a baby Kiku)

Father (currently unnamed) (the source for Kiku's love of baking)

Kiku (older sister) (loves baking and acting like a fool with Suto) (more observant than she lets on)

Nami (younger sister) (a normal child)

- Ishi's family

Ishi (former ANBU) (sensei to his team, who he doesn't like at all) (wants to spend more time with his family)

Meriko (happy wife and mother)

Takuya (rainbow baby)

Naomi (younger sister of Ishi) (mostly a scrapped character)

- Head of the Ogi clan

Daiki (father) (widow) (leader of Ume)

Kimiko (daughter) (absolutely spoiled) (Mujihi's best friend) (employed Eiji as her bodyguard)

Dragon Ball:

- Kairi's family

Ai (mother) (strict, but loving)

Eito (father) (martial arts enthusiast) (deceased in the future timeline)

Kairi (adopted) (a Saiyan with no knowledge of where she came from) (birth name: Chaya)

- Siri's family

Amara (mother) & Yaro (father) (high class Saiyans) (long dead)

Izo (older brother) (low class and cast aside) (took Siri as a baby and fled Planet Vegeta) (died defending her when Frieza's soldiers found them on a refugee planet)

Siri (younger sister) (forced into the Planetary Trade Organization after the refugee planet was raided) (faked her death after realizing she had become what took her brother from her)

Misc:

Metal Gear:

Linda Thompson/Sockeye (a member of MSF, then Diamond Dogs)

Marina (concept for a fic that would piss off fans of MGS4)

FMA:

'03 Ingrim (ADORES her Colonel Archer, but has absolutely no idea how evil he is, finds out, and has to deal with that AND what Kimbley did to her at the same time. So, so naive. Almost like the perfect victim for Kimbley, in a fucked up way)

Manga/Brotherhood Ingrim (Such a terrible person compared to '03 Ingrim. Just doesn't care about Kimblee's war crimes. Sticks around him to do her job and ends up getting dragged to Drachma with him and has to come to terms with finding out her country is a lie.) (character details)

Many more for various fandoms, but I don't want to list them

Ship List:

Naruto:

KabuKazu (Kabuto Yakushi and Kazumi Ogi) (currently controlling my brain chemistry) (he's a spy, but she doesn't know he's a spy and she loves him, but he doesn't think that's true because she doesn't know and it's just all a big tragedy)

ItaKazu (Itachi Uchiha and Kazumi Ogi) (way too much needed context for this post) (betrothed as babies because of their respective clans' histories but they develop real feelings but things get in the way and the Massacre happens) (it sounds very Mary Sue-ish but I swear it's done tastefully) (absolutely and completely sunk by the time KabuKazu happens)

Suto/OC (concept currently forming)

Kiku/??? (previously Suigetsu for laughs)

Mujihi/Eiji

Hana/Her husband

Ishi/Meriko

Dragon Ball:

Future Tairi (Trunks and Kairi) (too sentimental to be renamed TruKai) (Purple Eyes was their old story)

Present Tairi (shocks everyone around them by how badly they get off on the wrong foot)

S17 (Siri and Android 17) (somehow bring out the best and worst in each other)

Ai/Eito

Misc:

Miller/Sockeye (don't get together until some time after TPP story ends)

03' Kimbley/Ingrim (shades of "dead dove do not eat") (Kimblee dies and Ingrim spits on his corpse)

Brotherhood Kimblee/Ingrim (they both die before anything can really happen)

[tealfling]

We talked about our girl Coren, got surprised twins out of Rolan. Lia already has 3 kids by then, and Cal keeps telling Coren she's "bigger than a bulette" while she's grounded by a huge belly. Rolan of course thinks she's a vision, and is such a fussy mother hen about it. Rolan does have a time of it with two powerful little mages giving him the run of the tower. >>And sometimes I think about a Cal that has kids of his own with a lover and sometimes think about the headcanon that pairs him with Lae'zel & imagine him as the best stepdad to Xan the hatchling from the gith egg while Lae'zel is off saving their people.

I think Zephyr & Gale are a "one and done// only Child" couple. Spoiled, doted on, and left wanting for naught their daughter is the splitting imagine of her mother. (Much to the delight of Gale. At least until the suitors come calling.) With all the wit and intelligence of her father. (again much to the delight of Gale & Tara) With two powerful parents, Waterdeep has a new witch worth watching. Top of her class at Blackstaff.

Amaranth & Astarion are child-free for a long time. They choose to cure Astarion of his vampirism and spend a lot of time letting Astarion explore the world. They have one child before her death. A pale little tiefling boy with purple eyes. After her reincarnation, he and Kiri have two children, both an elven son & daughter. Of course Astarion treats his children like royalty. And their mothers try to prevent their father from turning them into complete bratty menaces. Syke, the Dark Urge, & Astarion are child free. Refusing to bring anymore Bhaalspawn into the world.

Sunny & Karlach choose to live the wild aunts lives.

Hype & Wyll, come back from their adventure as the The Blade Avernus with an surprise little devil in the making. Deciding to stay in the Gate as the new Lord & Lady Ravenguard, they quickly create their own little party of adventurers. All 5 little tieflings like their mother and hell-touched father. Grandpa Ravenguard has his manor full of little Blades to watch over now.

Honey & Halsin, we know, left with carts full of orphans to raise. And they have the time of their lives raising them. Halsin is probably the happiest he's ever been. Restoring nature with Thaniel. Dozens of children to call him Daddy Halsin. Having Honey by his side the entire time. Telling bedtime stories of his adventures with Honey. Playing with children in their wild shapes. There's always new children to raise. To watch them grow up and start family of their own. Halsin as an elf is only a third into his life both as an elf & druid. Honey as a druid also benefits from an extended life, one that a normal tiefling wouldn't have the privilege of. The time drawls by in busy bliss. But with a bear of a man like Halsin and a hot head like Honey in heat it was only a matter of time before Halsin had cubs of his own to fuss over. And badgers usually give birth in sets of two. After the second set of twins Honey realizes she has to tell Halsin she's done being pregnant because he would knock her up every heat til the end of time if she'd let him. They still have plenty of lovely adoptive and foster children for him to father over.

Ok. Watching the new season of Call the Midwife.

Now I'm thinking which of my Tav's & their lovers would have children.