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luvs4haechan · 2 days ago

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Ooh can you write a fic about haechan and the reader in a college au, where she's like some kind of humanities major? And his petname for her is like "sunshine" or something cute like that? Kicking my feet and squealing thinking abt it

sunshine

𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘳𝘦: fluff!!!!

𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨: haechan x fem!reader

𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵/𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴: college au, use of y/n, the fr***h 🇫🇷

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"hi sunshine," you heard, despite being focused on reading the progress of the french revolution. it was moments like these where you began to regret taking so many classes - evidently history, english literature, and religious studies were kicking your ass. exam season meant your head burried in as many textbooks as you could carry to the library. it also mean your very sweet boyfriend being a little extra clingy; he explaied it as not being able to see you as often. it made you wonder how he had the time to pester you, as he himself was taking a very difficult computer engineering course. although you were always happy to see him, it didn't mean you had the time to - which led to many nights of him laying in your dorm, scrolling endlessly through tiktok, and every once in a while asking when you'd be done studying.

"hi hyuck," you replied, not taking your eyes of the page. you had almost memorised all the key dates you were struggling with. despite your lack of attention, your boyfriend pressed a kiss to the top of your head and made himself comfortable on your bed.

"what's keeping you from me today, sunshine?" he asked, playing with the stuffed teddy (that he actually bought you for your first anniversary). donghyuck was very understanding of your busy schedule, he'd often say your course was way harder than his, although you always disagreed. whenever he'd find you in the library at odd hours of the night, he would either bring you a snack and a red bull or bother you enough that you would give up and agree to go rest. donghyuck had always been attentive, even when you were just friends. he always made sure you were taken care of, whether that meant driving you home from a party or picking up pads when you were on your period. he often claimed that his love language was acts of service, however you said it was definitely physical touch.

"the french revolution," you replied, still engrossed in the, now unreadable, notes you took during your lectures.

"oh not the french," he rolled his eyes dramatically, even though you couldn't see him. your boyfriend heaved a sigh, hoping to catch at least some of your attention. luckily, you had braced for this moment and knew you could take a small break when he finally showed up.

"i know, the french are so dramatic," you played along with his antics, standing up and moving onto the bed with him. you placed your hand on his cheek, as he nuzzled further into it, enjoying your tentative touch. your hand moved up to brush some hair from his forehead, taking a good look at him. donghyuck's arms wrapped around your frame, bringing you to lay down almost on top of him. he placed his own hand on your jaw, tilting your head to meet his lips in a soft kiss.

"hi," he whispered, pulling away with a smile on his face.

"hi baby," you whispered back, a smiliar love struck smile adorning your face. your own arms wrapped around him, feeling his warm and comforting embrace. donghyuck's hand moved to brush through your hair as you settled further into his arms.

"how you feeling? still got a lot to do?" he said, glancing at the clock. it was only 3pm, so he knew you probably planned to study for a lot longer.

"i'm fine, a little tired, but fine. i really want to get this revolution under control before tomorrow," you sighed, closing your eyes.

"oh yeah, this revolution has to be stopped y/n. i believe you can do it, but in less than one day? that's a strech even for you," your boyfriend's playful words making you laugh softly, although his tone was totally serious.

"i think i can do it," you said with a small smile, eyes still closed. donghyuck looked down at you in his arms, a smile spreading across his face too.

"i think you can do anything, you're literally wonder woman," he emphasised his words by squeezing your frame slightly. his words caused another laugh to bubble out of you.

"sure, hyuck," you patted his chest, as if he were a child and you had no choice but to agree with his crazy beliefs.

"no i'm serious right now. sunshine, you can literally do anything you put your mind to. i've seen it too. you're incredible y/n," donghyuck said, no playfulness in his tone now. the words warmed your heart, butterflies swarming your stomach. it sometimes amazed you, that after so much time with donghyuck he still managed to charm you every time he opened his mouth. well...maybe not every time, but most times. your boyfriend fully believed that you would never undertand the capacity in which he loves and cares for you. you are always his first thought in the morning, and his last just before he fell asleep. he belived his sole purpose was to make someone as perfect as you happy. donghyuck's favourite times were spent by your side, making you laugh, smile, and (hopefully) feel cared for. all he ever wanted was for you to be happy, as long as he achieved that nothing else mattered to him.

"thank you," you whispered, pressing a soft kiss to his neck. the both of you layed in your dorm bed for a little while longer, before you began to get up causing donghyuck to whine.

"sunshine come on," he drew out his words, clinging onto you. "you can study some other time, i won't always be here," the brunette whined, as you untangled yourself from him.

"are you saying you'll break up with me?" you raised your eyebrows, stilling your movements.

"yes," he deadpanned, knowing his words couldn't be further from the truth. you rolled your eyes at his usual antics, detaching yourself further from him and moving to sit at your desk.

"you're so annoying," you say, not looking at him and opening your textbooks again.

"yeah, but you love me," the smile on his face could be heard as he said the words. his smugness caused you to shake your head.

"unfortunately," you mumbled, focusing on the words written on the pages. no more words were exchanged, as donghyuck knew you were keen to study some more - although he did love trying to grab your attention in numerous ways.

a few hours passed, of you studying with a couple of breaks, and donghyuck trying and failing to catch your attention. you were almost satisfied with your knowledge of history, at least for today - tomorrow was probably another day of looming over textbooks and crashing out over minor details you needed to remember in order to pass.

"wanna go to the beach?" the joy of living in a beach city. as the days were warming, you often found yourself sitting at the familiar beach. the sound of the waves always managed to calm your racing mind and tune out any nerves you seemed to have. your boyfriend found himself almost hanging off your bed, the boredom getting the better of him.

"yes," you said, closing your text book as you read the last line of the topic. you turned around, stood up and pressed a kiss to his upside-down lips. donghyuck raised his eyebrows, as this wasn't the outcome he expected when he asked the question. most times, when he bothered you while you were revising, his words went unnoticed. nevertheless, he was happy with your answer, and watched as you put on some warmer clothes. even though the sun was shining, and the air smelled like spring you knew better than to dress as if it was already summer.

soon the both of you found yourselves sitting on a blanket, an arrangement of snacks spread in front of you. donghyuck sat behind you, as you made yourself comfortable inbetween his legs, your back against his firm chest. your boyfriend's arms quickly found their way around you, keeping you warm and cozy.

"the sunset is so pretty," you commented, looking ahead at the horizon. pinks and oranges were melting into one as the sun hid behind the still water of the sea. sunsets at the beach were some of the best memories you'd made at university. whether it was parties that streched into the early hours of the morning, or simple, quiet dates with your boyfriend. it was times like these were you found yourself most at peace; the quiet hum of the waves crashing against the shore, the sun casting an orange glow over your fading tan from last summer, and donghyuck's body providing you with warmth as his arms wrapped tighter around you.

"not as pretty as you," donghyuck said, nuzzling his face into the crook of your neck, pressing a soft kiss on the exposed skin. his words caused you to laugh, he always managed to make you smile.

"you're so corny," you craned your neck to look up at him.

"no, you just can't take a compliment," he said, stealing a quick kiss from your lips. donghyuck pulled back with a wide grin. "i love being here with you, sunshine," he pressed another, longer, kiss to your lips - as if he was sealing his love.

"i wouldn't want to be anywhere else," you returned his smile, yours wider if that was possible. "i'd go anywhere, as long as it's with you," you laced your fingers with him, moving to look at the beautiful sunset again.

"i love you, sunshine," donghyuck rested his head on top of yours. "and i totally believe you can still stop that revolution, by the way."

𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘺𝘢𝘱𝘴!

thank u anon!!! this kind of felt rushed im so sorry lmk what you think 😚😚 also very hard to write since im a STEM girl but hope i got it all semi-right 💔 pls send more requests i have so much more time now to write 😋😋

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angstama · 2 days ago

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traitor | l.jn

pairing: lee jeno x f!reader

genre: angst

warnings: heartache :")

a/n: I AM FINALLY BACK???? suddenly had the urge to finish this story that had been in my drafts for YEARS :")))))))) AND YES THERE WILL BE A PART 2!!! also damn it's been so long so pardon me for the bad english and errors if there are any :")

chapter: 01 | part 2

lee jeno was the love of your life. and in some ways, you were sure that lee jeno is still the love of your life many years later despite the betrayal you've felt.

it was only five years after the end of your first love when his very name resurfaced in your world again. to begin with, it wasn't a very common name. you remembered the both of you had once agreed that his name is pretty much unheard of in the entire country so you were sure that it was the same lee jeno who promised you the moon and stars but left.

life after university had been on a high for you, or at least on the professional career aspects, it had soared and you finally made a name for yourself. you've achieved your dreams all by yourself and sometimes you can't help but to wonder if your relationship with jeno had continued, would you have come this far?

being highly sought after as a wedding dress designer, you take your pick of the pack of clients that comes to your little studio in hopes of getting the gown of their dreams tailored by you. your gowns knew no boundaries and that's what got you in the current situation you're in.

"next client is in for their fitting." mark calls for you, peeking his head into your office. you gave him a small nod, fingers needling through the delicate laces sprawled across the wooden tiled floor. "mark you know you can get this right?" you got up from the ground, dusting yourself off before heading for the door. mark knew your designs by heart as if it was his own. he's watched you many nights head deep into designing and sewing, admiring the dedication you have to the little details. he's just as good as a designer in your opinion, but that didn't matter because mark never believes in his own skills.

"I'm not ready, you know that." mark blushes, scratching the back of his head in embarrassment as he held the door open for you, unbeknownst to you who sat in the other room.

the room fell silent. as if you had just walked in on an intimate conversation not meant for the two of you to be heard. sitting on the cream coloured couch was lee jeno and the very girl he once told you not to worry about, arms locked with a certain glow that you can't really comprehend what it was shining from their face.

your eyes finally meet and jeno immediately stood up, his lover too. and as if second nature to you, you allowed your gaze to travel down to the dainty little diamond ring resting on her ring finger. "mr lee and miss song, this is y/n, our master designer." mark professionally introduces them to you, oblivious to the obvious tension in the room.

"y/n! we're such a huge fan of your creation!" she beamed excitedly. you swear any minute now, you could throw up. stomach feeling sick from the overwhelming wave of emotions running through your veins.

what a bitch.

"I-i'm sorry but my uh-" your words fumbled out, " uh my assistant made a mistake. I'm unable to take on any clients now." you bowed, taking a step back to retreat back into your office.

mark gave you a puzzled look, confused at the scene unfolding in front of his him. jeno follows behind you before mark could block his entrance. "y/n please." he hastily reaches out for you. the door shuts behind the two of you and you instantly melt under his warm touch. it was just like how you remembered it.

"no jeno." you pushed him away. "you cannot come in here." you pushed him again, causing him to stumble slightly. pacing back and forth with your arms crossed across your chest, you thought about all the times you wondered what you'd say to him if you saw him again. hurt and agony constantly crushing against your heart, a reminder of the pain that jeno had brought to you five years ago.

five years ago

"results are in!" jeno grabs your shoulder, excitedly shaking you awake from your deep slumber as you let out a soft groan, blinking profusely to adjust your sight at the glowing screen in front of you, eyes scanning through the first three words that comes into sight.

Seoul National University.

"oh my god!' your eyes widened, quickly sitting up and snatching the laptop away from jeno's grip. "it's here!" you read again. "I can't do this." jeno steps away, a pout forming on his lips.

the university acceptance was everything that jeno hoped for. all he needed was a chance at his dream college and everything would go according to plan. you'll both continue your studies in your respective courses, graduate together, marry each other and be rich together.

that was the plan.

you had spent an entire week crafting jeno's personal statement. a testament of your love for all of jeno including his character, successes and future goals. you knew that everyone would be lucky to have a jeno in their lives and so would the university.

so when the words of congratulations appeared on the screen, you couldn't help but to cry in his embrace for you knew he deserved this opportunity. "I can't believe I'm gonna be a student of Seoul National University!" jeno pulled you into a kiss. "you're gonna be a student of Seoul National University!" you cheered.

and god, you wished you could've said that everything went according to plan.

you really wished.

you should've read the signs.

it was the second semester of university year one when jeno brought up a girl named wheein. "so I guess I'm stuck with her for the remaining of the semester for this pair work." jeno shrugs, letting out a frustrated sigh. "maybe you'll find some fun working with her. don't judge before you try?" you hummed a response, gently combing jeno's bangs with your fingers, a simple action that jeno adored about you.

"maybe."

your relationship with jeno was built on mutual trust and respect. you've never questioned jeno's commitment for you knew that jeno would never cheat on you.

as months passed by, jeno had came by the idea of being friends with wheein. he found her funny. or so that's what he'd like to admit to himself because he was certain of his love for you.

and so, jeno held it out for you until he decided one day that he no longer felt the same way as he once did for you. it didn't take much for you to piece two and two together.

"did you fall out of love?" you whispered softly.

jeno lowered his gaze, refusing to look at you for he knew he had just broken your heart. "yes."

you watched the love of your life walked out of your life as he found his. and once again, you're left alone with nothing but a dreamy wedding gown you've designed for your special day hanging at the back of your closet.

words cannot describe the shame that jeno felt with his whole being. he too, spent a majority of his new relationship in the first year wondering what he would've said to you if he met you again.

clearly, life has a way of doing things and jeno never once saw you again in his life up till today. it doesn't mean that he's never kept up with what's going on in your life though.

when wheein told him about the little bridal designer that caught her heart, jeno knew that it was you. how could he not know? he chose the name after all.

"wildflower." jeno mumbled, snuggling comfortably into the crook of your neck while you're busy sketching the next new design for your latest idea. "hm? what did you say?" you asked, focus drawing you in to your sketch as you're determined to get your imagination out onto paper.

"wildflower!" jeno repeats again, this time with a firm gentle voice.

"what about it?" you hummed.

"the name of your bridal store someday." he answers, picking up the pieces of paper that you've discarded across the table in dissatisfaction. your designs were perfect in jeno's eyes, in fact he thinks it's too perfect to be sold for anyone else but yourself.

"why wildflower?" you paused, finally giving jeno the attention he yearned for in the last five minutes. "because that's what your creations remind me of." jeno grins before placing a kiss on your nose.

" y/n, please." jeno tries to grab ahold of your hand again, only for you to flinch from his touch. "i'm sorry." he apologises again. "there's a lot of things i would've done for you jeno, but not this." you shook your head.

it's true. despite the betrayal and hurt that jeno had mercilessly thrown onto you, you would've done anything for him if he asked. "i cannot in good faith design a dress for the love of your life when you are mine. i just can't." you confessed, voice laced with desperation and bitterness in your tongue.

something about seeing your shaky figure stirred mark deeply in an uncomfortable way. mark was never one to overstep boundaries in his line of work but in this moment, mark did the unthinkable. "apologies mr lee, but i think you should leave." he finally stepped in, directing jeno towards the door where outside stood his poor fiancé who witnessed the entire exchange.

guilt engulfed you when you were met with her tearful expression, though you weren't sure why even. she took everything from you. your comfort, your laughter, your happiness, leaving you with nothing but a strong distaste for love. oh how you used to embrace love so much that it became the embodiment of everything you do in this lifetime. when jeno left, the idea of love makes your stomach feel sick that you can't help but to throw up.

"i'm sorry, i really am y/n." jeno whispered softly as he turned to leave, a hand instinctively reaching out towards his fiancé to comfort her.

like as if he hadn't just wrecked your world that you've painstakingly built over again for the last five years.

needless to say, the encounter with jeno left you devastated. you hated how things had ended earlier and you hated the fact that jeno still had the same effect on you even after all these years even more.

mark winced at a your muffled sobs, fists balled in anger and disappointment at himself for not knowing. he hated that he was the reason jeno reappeared in your life again. but how could he have known? you've never talked about jeno to anyone after he packed away seven years of your relationship and left.

so all he can do now was to gently rub your back in hopes to take even just a little pain away from you if you'll even let him.

"can i open my eyes now?" jeno whines endearingly, heart racing in excitement for what's to come in the next few seconds. today's the day you're finally showing jeno your very own wedding dress. one that you've been working on since the day you decided you were gonna marry jeno in this lifetime.

jeno's seen the alterations you've made towards your dress, but this will be the very first time he's seeing it all put together. the very idea of seeing you in your wedding dress was exhilarating and in a lot of ways special for him. he knew that this was your way of expressing your commitment towards your relationship and that honestly made his heart burned even more for you.

"you can open them now." you giggled cheekily.

it was all golden. jeno couldn't believe his eyes, standing right infront of him was the love of his life, his heaven on earth, was donning the most ethereal wedding gown known to mankind (in his own opinion). he swore he could've marry you there and then.

"well?" you quipped, running your hands through the intricate lace patterns wrapping your arms perfectly to soothe your nerves. "you're... so gorgeous..."jeno gulped in disbelief, "i'm the luckiest man on earth."

you pursed your lips at the thought of the once happy memory, staring at the wedding gown hung in front of you. it still looked brand new despite having sat at the back of your closet and left untouched for years with its beauty haunting you with its own presence.

what a pity, for you thought you really could've became jeno's bride.

you don't know what came over you that made you log into instagram and searched for jeno's profile. you scrolled through his feed for the first time in five years, curious to see what he's been up to. and you wished you hadn't been curious when posts with his fiancé flashes across your screen, a painful reminder that jeno's no longer yours.

his smile.

his goddamn smile.

all it took was to see his smile that made you send that text.

come back again this friday noon. don't be late.

to be continued..

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