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Ending It All Part 2 (C.E)

A/N: Here you go guys. Much awaited part 2 is here. I am so in love with this particular fan fiction and hope you guys like it. If you want me to write any blurbs related to this series, do let me know.I am open to requests.

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Part 1 

Chris Evans Fan fiction (Fan fiction Masterlist)

Summary: Chris regrets divorcing you and he tries to mend the relationship. However, you have already moved on with Tom Hiddleston and are quite happy. He has to just stand back while you and your children become closer to Tom and it is all his fault.

Warnings: Angst all the way.

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“Coming in?” Chris turned his face towards you with a questioning look in his eyes.

“No, I have some work. Just wanted to drop the kids off myself.” Your ex husband’s house was on your way so you just saved him a trip.

“Not even for coffee, darling?”

“Sorry but I will have to say no.” You still got flustered when he called you with nicknames. You had once decided to tell him to stop calling you with all these terms of endearment but you couldn’t build up the courage to do it.

It has been over a year since your divorce and the moment you think you are over him, he is right there to bring those feelings back. You were a mess when he moved out and you had to see him on the weekends for the kids. It looked like you were drowning and you couldn’t come up for fresh air. It was exhausting but after several months, it didn’t hurt that much. It didn’t feel like your heart was tearing into shreds. You felt numb but that was better than feeling like your heart was being ripped out of your chest.

“That’s fine. See you Sunday?”

These were the only few sentences that were spoken between the two of you since the divorce. This was your new normal and you were starting to adjust to it. “Yeah, bye.”

“Who wants pancakes?” Sighing, he turned around and asked in a fake, cheerful voice. He didn’t get to be disappointed. These were the the seeds that he sow and he had to reap the results.

“I do.” A collective chorus came from the living room as they had already started to play with Dodger. Dodger was adopted from a shelter home about two weeks into the divorce. Loneliness was a destructive force and Chris hadn’t come to that realization until he was sitting in his home at eight, all alone. No laughter, no mess, no companionship. He went out that day and got a new dog. The apartment was eating him alive because it was a reminder of his ‘new life’. More like his ruined life.

“Daddy, you goin�� to be there for my match?” Jace looked up at his father and hoped that he wasn’t going to say no. There have been too many occasions this past year where he was not there for his children like Easter or Mia’s first day of school. He was either too busy with his career or he couldn’t bear to be with his family knowing that he wouldn’t be going home with them. He wasn’t strong enough to handle that truth.

“I’ll be there but I have work afterwards so I can only be there for half time.” The apologetic tone was all too familiar to the kids now so they just stayed quiet.

Chris noticed their disappointed look and continued, “When I get back, we’ll go to Disneyland for the whole weekend.”

“Mommy and Tommy will be going as well?”

Stopping in between making the pancakes, he asked with a venom laced tone, “Tommy who, Jace?”

“Mommy’s new friend. We like him.” Your son continued petting the dog without realizing the damage he is doing to his father. “New friend” was always a code for boyfriend and Chris didn’t know what to do with that information.

He knew that you had gone on a few dates with Tom Hiddleston because of the paparazzi. But he didn’t know that you both were serious. Your kids knew about him so it was pretty damn serious.

“He won’t be going with us.” Speaking with finality, he resumed cooking. You were his and that was not going to change. He knew he was being unfair but when it came to you, he lost all rationality.

“But he is our new dad.” Mia whined from her place and Chris just looked at her with a wounded look. His babygirl was putting someone else in his place.

His voice boomed throughout the house and both the kids looked at him with tears in their widened eyes, “I’m your only dad. Don’t you ever say that.”

“‘m sorry, daddy. Didn’t mean to make you mad.” Her chin wobbled and Chris was quick to realize his mistake. It was not your children’s fault. It was not your fault. It was his fault.

“Not your fault, baby. But you only have one daddy and that’s me.” Kissing her forehead, he wiped the single tear that managed to escape her blue eyes.

“’kay.” The kids got distracted again but Chris did not forget. He was still seething from the inside because Tom may have taken you away from him but he damn well couldn’t take his children.

They all get ice cream afterwards and the kids fall asleep in their rooms that Chris built from scratch. It was a lengthy process because he just kept remembering the times when he decorated their nursery with you. Such a beautiful memory and he was ruining it. The guilt ate him up inside when he realized that he may not get to ever decorate a nursery for your children again. He may not get to expand his family with you again. Again, it was his fault.

“Sorry, ‘m late. Work was hectic today.” Everything was so busy today because your boss signed up a new contract and he has been impossible to work with. You just wanted to go home and sleep for the whole week.

“It’s okay. They���re sleepin’ upstairs. Listen, we need to talk.” He was too consumed by anger and hurt to notice that you were too exhausted for everything.

“Go on.” You urged him, figuring that he might say that he won’t be able to make it to your son’s match. This was what most of your conversations were based on; him saying that he is too busy to be present at occasions related to your children.

“Why are my children referring to your boyfriend as dad?” He nothing but spat that sentence.

“I- I didn’t know about any of this. I’ll talk to them.” Stuttering, you tried to mediate the situation but nothing seemed to get through to him at the moment.

“No need. I already did that but for next time, keep your boyfriends away from my children.”

“Our children and I don’t let anyone near my children. We are serious.” You were offended by his crude tone and you weren’t just going to let him walk all over you.

“You can’t be serious with him. As a matter of fact, you can’t be serious with anyone.” Your ex husband declared it like it was a law. He didn’t know how to react to what you said. All the pain was converted into anger because that was his current form of expression.

“Are you serious?” This was all too much for you to handle. How could he say that?

“Yes. You only belong with me. I regret it so much (Y/N).” Chris’s expressions told you where he was going.

“Oh, stop. You can’t just do that. Can’t come bargin’ in my life and mess it all up again. I am happy.”

Chris reached out his hand but you took a step back. He was not allowed to touch you anymore. “I was mistaken. My career is not above you, darlin’. Never was.”

“You made me feel worthless. You made me feel as if I was the reason our marriage ended. Won’t allow myself to get sucked back into this relationship.”

“I know I broke our family. I tore us apart and didn’t even apologize for it properly. I’m so fucking sorry, baby.” There was a stream of tears running down his face and you wanted to wipe them away but you resisted.

There were still times when you wished that you were still happily married to Chris. That you still had your perfect, little family. The divorce made you feel worthless and lonely. There were times when you couldn’t even look at your children because they were the exact replica of your ex husband. You once adored the fact that they were his carbon copy. However, now you couldn’t help but get angry. How could he leave little pieces of himself behind and think that you could move on with your life.

It was all because you were with another man. He never said all these things when you were alone and you suffered from depression. There were days when you couldn’t get out of bed to get your kids ready for school. You knew that Jace had informed him because he was really worried about you and he always shared his troubling thoughts with Chris. But he didn’t do anything about it. He stayed quiet and you had to pull all the pieces back together yourself. It was all tape and glue. Your ex husband didn’t get to come back and dismantle your progress. You wouldn’t let him.

“You can’t do this. Can’t come back. I am with Tom now so stop trying to fix things that you already broke.” Your face was red with anger and all the energy was drained out of your body.

“Please, just give me a chance.”

“No!” You couldn’t choose Chris again. You had to choose yourself. You chose to think about your needs and your feelings for the first time in seven years. That’s why you agreed to go on a date with Tom. He surpassed your expectations the first time and you knew that he could be your partner. No one could compare to Chris but Tom made his own place in your heart and you were glad about it. You continued on, “Tom is good for me so please don’t ruin my happiness again.”

Tom was great. He was good with the kids and he was slowly becoming an integral part of your life. You still missed Chris because that man was the love of your life for seven years and those feelings can’t just disappear with a single piece of paper. You were glad to have Tom in your life and you knew that as time would pass, you will love him with your whole heart. However, a small part of you would never forget Chris and would always wonder about the what ifs. What if you were still together? What if you had more children? What it you got to grow old together? Broken dreams are what hurts the most.

“I don’t want to be a cause of that. Not again. But I want to make things right.” He unintentionally came closer to you, “I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you. Sorry I wasn’t there for our kids. Sorry that I broke you, baby.”

“A sorry doesn’t fix anything.” His chest was hallowing from inside out but he didn’t want to back down. Not now. Not ever.

“Just answer one question for me. Are you truly happy?” A tremble was prominent in his voice but you tried to ignore it.

“I-I am. For a long time, I wasn’t but I am now.” You spoke with such conviction that he knew you were over him.

You would always love Chris but now it was time for you to move on with your life. It was time to leave the past and delve into the future. Chris would always own a piece of your heart but you are going to allow Tom to have an opportunity as well. You will open your heart again to love. You were sure now.

“Okay. I will get the kids for you.” He backed off like he promised he would. You knew at that moment that it was all over.

Watching you drive away with his kids was heart breaking for him and he just watched helplessly. Chris still wanted to cry, beg and apologize. He wanted you to take him back but it was all his fault. He ruined you once, he couldn’t do it again. He couldn’t interrupt your new life. It doesn’t all revolve around him but he was okay to remain on the sidelines while you enjoy your life. He will be there for you if you needed him.

You are happy and that should be enough for him but he wants to be selfish again. He wants to fight for you but it’s all too late. You were with someone else. He lost his chance.

Wednesday rolled in pretty quickly and Chris dreaded going to the match. You were going to be there with your new boyfriend but he didn’t want to miss his son’s game. He could only be there till half time already so it wouldn’t be that awkward.

“I just wanted to be here for Jace. Won’t cause any problems.” Chris took a seat beside Mia when he saw you shifting uncomfortably. The seat that should have belonged to him was currently being occupied by your boyfriend but Chris just bottled up all his feelings. It was not right to still think of you as his wife.

“It’s okay. Let’s just forget about everything.” You wanted to move on and did not want anything to hold you back.

“Okay. Mia, you want Kit Kat?” Offering her a large chocolate bar, he started talking with his daughter so that he could distract himself from you and Tom.

“What is happening, love?” Tom questioned when he saw that his former co-star did not even glance at him properly.

Chris and Tom were not the best of buds but they were still good acquaintances. He thought that dating you wouldn’t be a problem because Scarlett had informed him that Chris was the one who asked for divorce. However, this situation made him realize that Chris was jealous. He still had feelings for you and Tom didn’t know how to react to that.

“Nothing of importance. Let’s just focus on my baby boy.” Saying that, you cheered for Jace as he made his first goal. He was an exceptional player like his father and you knew that he would pursue football as his career. Jace was really passionate about football. If Chris didn’t become an actor then he would have definitely tried out for football.

There were times when he used to take you to the park so you would play with him. It was your thing. Maybe he had replaced you with someone by now as well but what you didn’t know was that Chris had stopped playing football altogether. Like many things in his life, it reminded him of you and it was just too much to bear.

“You are doing great, buddy.”Jace immediately asked Chris to pick him up as you gave him his Captain America water bottle. It was half time and Chris had to leave for shooting. He was getting late but he couldn’t bring himself to leave.

“Thank you, mommy. Ollie doesn’t listen to me that much so coach is angry at him.” Babbling on, he rested his head on his father’s shoulder.

“Okay, buddy. I have to leave now but I will call you when your game is finished.”

“Won’t be going with us to Chick-fil-A?”

“Uhh-” He cluelessly glanced at you because he didn’t know what his son was talking about.

“I wanted to give him a treat after the match.” Tom butted into the conversation to prove that he was a part of the kid’s lives as well.

Chris could have actually made it to the restaurant because he would be free in an hour tops. However, he decided against it. He had to take a step back for you. Of course, he would be there for his children but Tom should be given a fair chance as well.

“I won’t be able to make it buddy. You enjoy with Mommy and Tom. I’ll take you and Mia to Disneyland this weekend as I promised.”

“Okay, daddy. Love you.”

“Love you too, baby.” Giving him to you, he turned to leave. It was hard for him to do this but it had to be done. Chris wiped his eyes discreetly as he saw you all laughing together. This was his fault and he would have to bear the consequences.

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Hiya again!! Can I please request a Mafia!Yandere OT7 BTS x female reader reaction where they kidnapped her but somehow made her lose her memory, so when she woke up, they immediately acted all worried saying something happened to her and that they’re her “boyfriend” who saved her? She of course believes them and trusts them and asks them to jog her memory? Plus BTS asking for cuddles and kisses?

Thank you for requesting! This is the second request what i’ve done, thank you, i hope you enjoy! 

P.S - Sorry for the late reply, here we go.

Fan fiction/ imagine, requested by @kpopgirlbtssvt

Pairing: BTS x Reader

Description: as requested in the box ^^

Warnings: Yandere themes, mentions of abuse and mafia on top of that, do not read if you are uncomfortable with the content, also, remember this is just imagination, that’s why it is called a fan fiction... (read more under the cut)

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Kim Namjoon

You felt like you’vebeen drinking for hours, the horrible headache that came together with yournew-found memory loss, was a disaster.

You didn’t evenrecognize yourself when looking in the mirror, when in hospital.

Namjoon was by yourside straight away, kissing the pain away, making you trust him again. You hadno idea, that the punishment you had received will make you loose yourmemories.

It was rare thatNamjoon lost control, but with you being a brat, and your foul mouth, came alot trouble, and his need to fix you to his perfect doll.

As a member of BangtanMafia, Namjoon had to show you, who owns you and everything around you. So onthe very same day, he took out his gun, aimed at you and boom.

When you fell, youbanged your head, and here you were.

-It’s ok baby, I amhere, - he reassured you, kissing your forehead slightly.

-Who are you? – youasked looking at him.

-I am your boyfriend,baby, I am the one who saved you, - “before you become a complete brat”, addingthat in his mind.

-M…my boyfriend? – youlooked at him, he had nice face, the one, that would make you fall in love overand over again. When he smiled he flashed his dimples, - tell me what happened?Who am i?

He just smiled andnodded, while having you in his arms again. This time he won’t let you go ever,and he will make sure, you won’t ever become the same person you were before…

 Kim Seokjin

-Miss, your boyfriendis here, - a nurse pointed to the door, - shall he come in?

You weren’t sure. Wheneveryou tried to remember it seemed like your brain had blocked the past, and nowthe only thing you could do- was ask a person, who knows you the most. Younodded.

First thing younoticed was the massive bouquet of roses and a teddy bear.

It flashed somethingin your mind, but you shrugged it off.

Jin watched youcarefully, as you approached. The doctor had explained that you do not rememberwho you are, nor what happened.

You had lost a greatamount of weight, thanks to Jin, who locked you in the basement, after the lasttime you barged in, when the member of his mafia where having a meeting. Whenthey saw that Jin had a girl, they understood, he had a weakness.

So, to protect you-and make sure you would never forget, Jin locked you up, your eyes begging forforgiveness, which never came. You were down there… slowly slipping out of yourown mind, not seeing anyone for that long, your mind and body just crashed.

-How are you feeling,my babygirl, - he whispered, leaning closer to you and kissing your cheekexperimentally. – can I have a hug from my girl…?

His lips made a pout.

You gave in. Somehowyou had felt safe when you saw him, as if he would make all your worries goaway.

-Let’s go home, yeah?– Jin pushed, and you nodded. – good girl.

 Min Yoongi

-Yoongi? – you askedseeing your boyfriend approach you.

-Hey baby, youremember me? – you nodded and got a hug and a kiss on the lips in return. Hewas sure you would be like a new born baby with no memories, but now, he has tofind out just exactly how much you remember.

Your memories werelost.

You remembered how youmet Yoongi for the first time, and how nice everything was, and what after?Yoongi and mafia? It was completely gone from your memories.

-Yoongi, whathappened? – you asked looking up at him. – what is this place?

You were currently athis mansion, the best doctors looking after you.

-This is our house, -and only then you noticed the ring on your finger, and you gasped.

-We… we are married? –he nodded pulling out his phone to show you your wedding photo.

Your wedding to amafia underdog was one of the most “gossiped” weddings there was. Every girlwanted to be you, and every guy wanted to be there when it went down. You werejust finished with the wows and going to the party, cutting the cake when therivals of Yoongi’s mafia burst through the door, blasting their way to get toyour newly-wed husband, hurting you on the way.

Here you were.

-When did we getmarried? – you asked, and he showed you the date stamp. Two days ago. So whyweren’t you able to remember. – what happened?

Yoongi just hugged youand smiled.

-All in good timebaby, relax, you are always going to be safe with me, - he pulled you intoanother hug, blaming himself for what happened.

 Jung Hoseok

He was the devilhimself.

-I hate you! – you hadscreamed at him, when he threw you over his shoulder.

-No now, - he hadsmiled wickedly, - your father and I had a deal… I am just filling my end ofthe bargain.

No matter what wouldhappen, you would make sure to hate Jung Hoseok with all you got, for what hedid to you, or your family.

You opened your eyes,and a bright brown ones were staring back at you. You jumped.

-Shh, baby, it’s ok, Iam here, - you had no idea who he was.

-I.. I don’t know you,- you said, leaning back to the bed post, trying to be as far from Hoseok aspossible.

He smiled even more.

-I know you willremember, eventually, so the doctors have told me, - he said, - I hurt you.

Your eyes widened; thefear clearly visible.

-I hurt you and now Imust pay, but babe, I won’t hurt you, unless you be good to me, it’s not like Iwill ever let you go, - the tears were forming in your eyes, - so, let’s startwith a hug, shall we?

You closed your eyesand pretended he wasn’t here.

-Baby, - he warnedyou, - don’t make me punish you this early…

You leaned in to hughim, your head resting on his shoulders, tears streaming down your face.Somehow you had a feeling, that last time you disobeyed him, was the one thathad left you in this condition, and you were sure, you won’t disobey him again.

 Park Jimin

He never showed any kindnesstowards you. The day your first encounter happened, was the day you had toleave everything behind. Once he had set eyes on you, you had no choice, but totry to escape him. You had heard a great share of rumors surrounding ParkJimin, who he was and what he did for living, you never wanted to be with thisperson. Ever.

So, you ran.

When Jimin ordered hisman to follow you, and accident happened, the car you drove were thrust up inthe air, leaving you on the surgery bed in the hospital later on.

Jimin’s henchman were killedafter this stunt that they had pulled on you and new people were now guardingyou.

Jimin was caressing yourhand, whispering sweet nothings in the air. How he was your boyfriend, who willtake good care of you, who loves you, and would never hurt you.

-Hey, - he smiled whenyou opened your eyes.

-Hello, stranger, -you said back. His face seemed familiar, but you couldn’t put a finger on it,have you met him before? Who was he?

-I am Jimin, youremember me? – he asked.

-No… - you took a pause,- are you my boyfriend?

So you must’ve heardhim, while sleeping. This was going to be even easier than he thought.

-Yes, I am yourboyfriend, - he smiled leaning in for a kiss. Touching your lips had never beenso sweet, and he was enjoying every second of it.

You smiled back.

-Will you tell me howwe met? – you asked, Jimin nodded.

Oh yes. He will tellyou. A sweet white lie never hurt anyone… right?

 Kim Taehyung

You had been like thisfor five months already. Your memories hadn’t returned, and you were going tosee every professional there was, to try to jog your memory.

-But I don’tunderstand, - you said, frustrated, - I am trying, but nothing comes to me.

You tried it all. Wentto see a psychologist, and a therapist, and on top of that hypnosis didn’t workeither. Little did you know, it was because, Taehyung didn’t want it to work. Hepayed great amount of money, to help you not remember.

You trusted Taehyungwith all your life, so you didn’t look into it. You were his lovely girlfriend,who escaped a “murderer”, not knowing that it was your boyfriend all along.

You had seen what youwere no supposed to see, and payed a price. But for Taehyung it worked evenbetter. This was a miracle.

-Hello, baby, - hegreeted you when walking towards you.

-I made dinner, - yousaid.

-How was the doctor? –Taehyung asked a bit worried.

-Still the same, babe,- you responded, - still no progress.

-It’s ok, you will beok, - he pulled you into a hug, his hands traveling to cup your butt.

-Taehyung! – you squealed.

-Can’t I want my girl?I have been wanting you ever since I left, - he smirked and you gave in, he wasthe one who saved you, how can you not?

One step more into thedarkness.

 Jeon Jungkook

 You looked closely toyour ring. All the trying to remember was killing you. It was a challenge, thatyou weren’t sure you ever will be able to fulfil.

A soft knock on thedoor interrupted your thoughts.

-Hello, - a soft voicesaid, after a moment a guy walked closer to you. He waved his hand, showingoff, how he had the same ring as you.

You were married.

How did you get hislucky? You thought to yourself.

If only you wouldremember, that there was a gun pressed to your parent’s heads when you were gettingmarried, and how your sisters were tied to a bomb, if you try to say a word “no”.How your tears fell down, when you had to kiss him. Your enemy. The person who’sguts you hated.

His smile warmed yourheart.

-Are you alright? – heasked you, squeezing your hand.

-I am ok, how.. how doI know you? – you asked.

-I am your husband.

You were in shock. He wasdrop dead gorgeous, you were definitely eager to know, how on Earth this waspossible, but Jungkook would make sure, you would be his princess, not knowing nothing…