#Gojo satoru x you
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á°áŠ motherhood and matrimony á°áŠ
ę¨ď¸ pairing. au ceo! satoru gojo x single mom secretary fem! reader
ę¨ summary. satoru gojo, the arrogant and irresistible heir to a billion-dollar corporation and the son of your boss, the ceo... but when satoruâs father dies unexpectedly, his inheritance hinges on a stipulation: he must marry and have a child, but the child doesn't necessarily have to be his, right? together, you strike a deal: a fake marriage that promises financial stability for you and corporate control for him. as the lines between business and emotion blur, you must decide if your partnership is purely contractual or if it could evolve into something real.
ę¨ď¸ warnings/tags. 18+ MDNI, nsfw, enemies to lovers, opposites attract, fake marriage, slow burn, smut, fluff, bit of angst, reader is single mom who recently broke off her engagement, satoru being a cute step dad, naoya is your crappy ex, some triggers of domestic abuse (emotional abuse from naoya but it can be a bit suggestive/interpreted as physical)
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ę¨ a/n. hello my mhm lovelies :') i've missed writing this fic dearly! please note, this is not chapter 7âhowever, i will be releasing ch 7 this month. this is just a fun little side chapter with some family domesticity for the autumn season. taking place sometime after reader/satoru become official. âĄ
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ch 6.5 // harvesting happiness
As the crisp autumn air has arrived, it brings with it a feeling of changeâand perhaps nature itself is subtly acknowledging just how much your life has shifted.
Itâs baffling. Your time in the Gojo estate has been nothing short of eventfulâand it feels like just yesterday you stood in front of Satoru, proposing an arrangement that was as unexpected as it was necessary. But now, with the leaves turning a fiery shade of red, orange, and gold, you realize just how quietly and quickly fall has crept in.
And with all this change, your relationship with Satoru has begun to reshape as wellâa new chapter, freshly inked. No secrets, no actsâjust the three of you, finding your footing in this new arrangement youâve embarked on.
But one thing hasnât changedâSatoru simply canât say no to Haru.
Itâs something thatâs too cute for its own goodâwatching him wrapped around her small little finger, treating her like the princess she is. AhhâŚbut itâs even cuter how he tries to hide it. Satoru has a heart of gold, and though he may use his wit and charm as a mask, youâve come to see through most of his tricks nowâespecially when it involves Haru.
And Haru? Well, lately she has really started to become attached to Satoruâin ways that even surprise you. Everything has been âtoru this - âtoru that. The trouble with it? Well... âtoru doesnât have all the experience of handling a kid, let alone a two-year-old. But day by day, he is learning.
Fall is Haruâs favorite season, ironic given her name translates to âspring.â She adores everything about itâthe cool, crisp air that calls for cuddles and cozy sweaters, the cinnamon pumpkin treats that have become a staple in the kitchen, and the magic of âspooky season,â as she calls it.
The latest item on her list? A trip to the pumpkin patch.
The idea had come up over breakfast, as you sipped your chai and watched Haru list off her autumn plans with boundless enthusiasm. The moment she had flashed those wide, hopeful eyes at you both, of course Satoru offered to take herâhe stepped in immediately and youâd been surprised but delighted by the offer.
And now, youâre embarking on this journey togetherâoff to the pumpkin patch. You head down the stairs of the Gojoâs estate with Haruâs little hand nestled in yoursâchattering excitedly about all the things she wants to do and see at the pumpkin patch.
âLetâs find a big pumpkin, Mama! I wanna pet the animals!â
You smile, nodding along, but as you reach the end of the stairs, glancing into the foyer, youâre greeted by a sight entirely unexpected.
Satoru leans casually against the banister, scrolling through his phone, but heâs dressed down in a way youâve never seen. Gone are his usual tailored suits and designer dress shoesâinstead, heâs wearing an oversized hoodie, a pair of well-worn jeans, and, most surprisingly, a black beanie snug over his white hair. The only familiar accessory he wears is that pair of round, dark sunglasses resting upon the bridge of his nose.
Once you reach the bottom of the stairs, he glances up from his phone, grinning.
âWell, look at you, Mr. Gojo,â you smirk, stepping closer. âYou almost lookâŚnormal.â
A low hum rumbles from his chest as he takes off his sunglasses for a moment, letting you catch sight of that familiar twinkle in his eyes.
âAlmost?â he feigns offense, pushing off from the banister. âAw man, thatâs disappointing, considering that this,â he gestures at his outfit, âis premium low-profile attire.â
You snort, reaching up to playfully tug on one of the strings of his hoodie.
âI didnât realize you had a whole âundercoverâ look ready to go.â
âWell⌠yeah,â he leans forward and presses a quick peck to your lips. âLife of a celebrity, sweetheart. Last thing we need is the pumpkin paparazzi swarming us. Iâd rather they didnât ruin Haruâs big day out.â
His words make you pause, a gentle warmth filling your chest at his thoughtfulnessâbut before you can respond, a tiny voice chimes in.
ââtoru, you look like a spy!â Haruâs small hand grips the fabric of his jeans, her face alight with excitement as she gazes up at him.
Satoru chuckles, turning his attention fully to her. As he crouches down to meet her gaze, his own expression softens.
âA spy, huh? Youâre onto something princess.â He gently ruffles her hair. âAlright⌠hereâs the deal. You can be my sidekick, but only if you keep my secret.â He puts a finger to his lips, and whispers. âNo one can know who I really am. Itâll be our secret mission.â
âSecret! I wonât tell,â she whispers with utmost seriousness, and her eyes beam with the thrill of this imaginary game heâs now given her.
âGood,â he murmurs, tapping her nose lightly, âI knew I could trust ya, kiddo,â and as he shoots her a wink, she dissolves into a fit of giggles.
You watch them from a few steps away, leaning back against the banister with your arms crossedâa soft smile tugging at your lips. Thereâs something endearing, almost mesmerizing, about the way Satoru allows himself to be swept up in Haruâs world, and youâre incredibly impressed at how seamlessly heâs growing into this roleâthis new chapter of his life, and yours. As you catch glimpses of the man heâs becoming, these small, unguarded moments bring forth a version of Satoru that feels both familiar and entirely new.
Just then, Satoru glances up and catches you watching him with that uncharacteristically soft expression. His gaze narrows playfully, and a mischievous smirk spreads across his lips as he stands.
âWhat, Mrs. Gojo? Enjoying the view?â
Your smile softens, and the words that leave your lips slip out before you even realize it.
âWho knew dad vibes could look this good on you?â
Ah, fuck. The second the words leave your lips; you feel a heat rushing to your cheeksâyouâve spoken without thinking, letting your admiration for him slip out in a way that feels a little too honestâmore vulnerable than you intendedâgiving him a titleâthat title. Youâre still getting used to this⌠this new, real relationship that you and Satoru share, and moments like this catch you off guard.
Satoruâs reaction is immediate; his eyes widen in surprise, and for a heartbeat, he simply blinks at you, processing what youâve said. Flustered, you bite your lipâyour gaze darting away for a moment as the heat in your face intensifies. There is no hiding the delicate pink painting your cheeks.
But then, his surprise melts into a grinâa slow, pleased smile that lights up his entire face, stretching into a smirk thatâs all too self-satisfied.
âOh?â his voice drips with amusement. âI didnât realize you were such a fan of my âdad vibes.ââ
Stepping forward, he tilts his headâstudying you with a newfound intensity, and it becomes very clear that heâs relishing in your flustered reaction.
Ugh. You donât know whether to be relieved or annoyed in his response. Clearing your throat, you try to salvage a bit of dignity.
âI, uh⌠I just mean, yâknow⌠youâre getting the hang of this,â you mumble.
You should know betterâthat playful glint in Satoruâs eyes tells you heâs not letting you off the hook. His eyes beam with mischief as he leans in close, and you desperately try to advert your gaze.
âOh, no, no, no. Donât backtrack now,â he smirks, turning your face to meet him.
The warmth in your cheeks intensifies under his gaze, and his fingers linger, brushing tenderly against your chin. Your breath catches the moment he moves in closerâlips ghosting just over yours.
âI think I could get used to is this kind of flatteryâŚâ
You suck in a breath and playfully roll your eyes. âThe last thing you need is an ego boost. Donât get too used to itâŚâ
âToo late,â he whispers back.
Before you can say anything else, a small, impatient voice breaks the moment.
âMama, âtoru! Letâs gooo! Pumpkins!â she pouts.
You both blink, snapping out of the moment as you glance down at Haru, whoâs now tugging on your hands with eager impatience.
Sheâs not about to let her pumpkin adventure be delayed by your moment.
âAlright, alright, princess, weâre going,â Satoru chuckles, ruffling her hair playfully. âBesides, Iâm not the only one going incognito today.â
Turning towards a nearby table, he reaches for a small shopping bag you hadnât noticed before, and you raise an eyebrow in curiosity as he holds the bag out to you with a smirk. The moment the bag is settled in your hands, you immediately open itârevealing your own matching beanie, followed by a pair of sleek designer sunglasses.
âGotta keep my partner in crime undercover too.â
âAh, of course,â you muse, grinning at you pull your disguise out of the shopping bag. âDidnât realize we were going full âspy modeâ for this outing.â
Satoru chuckles, but his eyes soften as he watches you slip the beanie over your head and position the sunglasses on the bridge of your nose with a flourish.
âHow do I look?â you pose playfully.
âLike the perfect accomplice,â he declares with a grin. âNo one will suspect a thing.â
Haruâs face lights up and she claps her hands in excitement.
âMamaâs a spy too!â she squeals.
The thrill in her voice pulls a laugh from both you and Satoruâsheâs completely swept up in this game. Satoru mirrors after youâslipping on his own sunglasses with an exaggerated flourish as he flashes Haru a mischievous grin. He shoves his hands into his hoodie pocket and whispers conspiratoriallyâas though letting her in on a top-secret plan.
âThatâs right, kiddo. Itâs a full family mission.â
Haruâs eyes beam with childlike wonder as she nodsâputting her finger to her lips againâmimicking his serious expression. Suddenly, Satoru pulls out a set of keys from his hoodie pocket and begins dangling them in front of you with a grin. The silver glints in the sunlight as he places them in your hand.
âCâmon, youâre driving today,â he says with an easy nonchalance.
It takes a moment for you to register that itâs your keys he had set in your hand, and you blink down at them for a moment while he steps towards the door. Itâs been so long since youâve driven your own car that it feels oddly unfamiliarâlike a relic from another life.
âOh, uh⌠yeah, sure,â you stammer, still caught off guard as you follow him out the door, with Haru skipping beside youâa cascade of excitement as she babbles about todayâs adventure.
Once you step outside, your gaze lands on your car waiting in the drivewayâa dark blue sedan with a soft, understated shineâa small piece of normalcy youâd left behind in the wake of Gojo's luxury. Â Itâs nothing extravagant, but itâs always been reliable.
Driving out of the Gojo estate⌠in your car? Itâs a strange, almost surreal concept after all the chauffeured cars and limos that have now oddly become routine. A rush of familiarity surges through youâremembering the simpler times, a glimpse of the life that once belonged solely to you.
While youâre lost down memory lane, Satoru strolls toward the passenger side. He pauses, glancing back to find you standing thereâkeys in hand, a touch of nostalgia softening you features. His signature smirk settles into place as he leans casually against the passenger door and muses.
âWhatâs the matter? Afraid youâve forgotten how to drive? OrâŚâ his eyes narrow with playful mischief as he raises an eyebrow, âare you too fancy to drive your own car now, Mrs. Gojo?â
You scoff, rolling your eyes before striding over to the rear passenger door, where Haru waitsâher small fingers clutching the edge eagerly.
âSays the one who never drives,â you shoot back, grinning as you pull open the door. âMr. âPassenger Princess.ââ
Your comment earns you a dramatic huff as he places a hand over his chestâpretending to be affrontedâthough the grin curling upon his lip tells you heâs anything but offended.
âExcuuuse me, but this âpassenger princessâ comes with premium commentary and a charming smile. Not everyoneâs lucky enough to have this level of company in the front seat.â
Shaking your head, you roll your eyes again as you reach down to lift Haru into the car.
âLucky me,â you mutter with a grin.
But just as you begin to settle Haru into her car seat, her demeanor shiftsâbefore you know it, sheâs twisting in your arms, pressing her hands against your shoulders, all while her little brows draw together in a determined pout.
âNo, Mama!â she wriggles freeâscurrying down to plant her feet on the ground. You blink the moment she crosses her arms and defiantly declares, âI want âtoru to do it!â
The request takes you off guard, and you find yourself momentarily speechless. Uhhh⌠come to think of it, does Satoru even know how to strap a toddler into a car seat? You glance over at him, and he looks equally thrown offâan uncertain smile curling at the corners of his mouth.
You can practically see his internal debate unfoldingâhe subtly glances between you and Haruâclearly flattered but just as visibly out of his depth.
Oh, Haru. She absolutely adores himâand while Satoru isnât exactly resisting the role sheâs suddenly assigned him, you know first-hand that heâs pretty much clueless with toddler basics. Car seats and sippy cups? Yeah⌠not exactly his area of expertise.
With a sigh, you kneel beside Haruâa gentle smile on your lips.
âHaru, honey⌠Satoru doesnât exactlyâ"
Satoru clears his throat.
ââuh⌠sure, I can do it,â he straightens, pushing himself off the side of the car with a nonchalant shrug as he gives you a small, uncertain grin. âHow hard can it be?â
A giggle breaks from Haruâs lips as he swoops her up, and her little arms wrap around his neck with delightâbut Satoruâs eyes narrow at the car seat like itâs some sort of complex machinery heâs about to dismantle. Oh⌠this is gonna be good.
He carefully lowers her into the seat, and his brows furrow with intense focus as his fingers begin to slip over the unfamiliar buckles.
âAlright⌠this goes here⌠or does it?â he mutters.
Biting back a smile, you marvel at how determined yet adorably out of his element he isâuntangling the straps. But as you watch him struggle, you are suddenly struck with the realization of how different this moment feels from anything you have ever experienced in the past.
Naoya? He would never have humored Haruâs whims, let alone spent time trying to puzzle out something as simple (yet surprisingly complicated) as a car seat. Noâit was easier for him to hand off the messy tasks of parenting.
But Satoru? Here he was, eyebrows knitted in stubborn determinationârefusing to give up on this minor challenge, simply because Haru had asked him to. Each small stumble, each adjustment he makes, only seems to fuel his resolve to get it right.
After a few moments, a sigh of mild frustration escapes him, and he pauses, staring at the tangled straps in front of him in defeat. Finally, glancing over his shoulder, he casts you a sheepish look thatâs so uncharacteristically vulnerable it melts you.
âUhh⌠Iâm doing this rightâŚright?â
Oh, heâs too cute. Heâs trying so hard, and something about it makes you want to lean in and kiss him, just for being so completely, irresistibly endearing.
Stepping forward, you smile softly, inspecting his work with a practiced eye.
âYouâre doing great,â you assure him warmly, reaching out to gently adjust the chest clip. âBut youâll want to raise this a little higherâit should be level with her armpits, and maybe tighten it a bit more.â
His eyes focus closely on your hands as you gently guide him through the adjustments, and he nodsâcarefully stepping back in to finish the task with a newfound confidence.
âOkay, got it.â
Your slight encouragement seems to have spurred his fingers to move more purposefully now. Tightening the strap, he gives it a final tug to check the tension, and with a small huff of triumph, a wide grin spreads across his face as he leans backâadmiring his handiwork.
âThere,â he announces, sounding both relieved and just a little proud. âOne secure kiddo.â
Haru beams up at him, her eyes sparkling with delight.
âGood job, âtoru!â her voice is filled with an adorable pride, as though sheâs the one teaching him.
âAnything for you, princess,â he chuckles, gently closing her door and casting her one last fond look through the window. Then, with an easy stride, he slips into the passenger seat beside you, settling in with an air of satisfaction.
âAll right, you two,â you exhale, securing your seatbelt with a satisfying click. âLetâs hit the road, shall we?â
After securing his own seatbelt, Satoruâs eyes flicker to yours with playful adoration. He leans back with a contented sigh.
âYup. And with you behind the wheel, I get the best view in the car,â winking playfully, his trademark smirk appears as he adds, âReady when you are, Madam Chauffeur.â
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The pumpkin patch sprawls before you like a painted autumn wonderland. Rows upon rows of pumpkins in every imaginable shape and size dot the fieldâtheir bright orange hues glowing under the soft, golden light of the afternoon sun. Rustic wooden signs swing gently in the breeze, directing families to activities like hay rides, corn mazes, and a âPumpkin Painting Station.â Youâre welcomed with the earthy scent of fallen leaves, mingling with the sweetness of spiced donuts and apple ciderâa warm nostalgic embrace of autumn.
Nearby, children dart between the pumpkins, shrieking with laughter as they kick up leaves. Parents snap photos, their laughter joining the symphony of crunching footsteps and cheerful voices. You glance at Satoru, whoâs paused just past the entranceâhis gaze sweeping across the scene with a mixture of awe and slight bewilderment. Thereâs a glimmer of curiosity in his eyes, like heâs trying to take in every detail of this unfamiliar world.
âWell?â you ask, nudging him gently with a smile. âWhat do you think?â
He shrugs, flashing a lopsided grin as he meets your gaze.
âHonestly? Iâm not sure what I was expecting. Maybe something a little more⌠contained?â his eyes flick to a group of kids whoâve just toppled over in a pile of leavesâsending a cloud of autumn colors flying around them.
âContained?â you echo, a smirk crossing your face. âSatoru, itâs a pumpkin patch, not a black-tie event. Consider it an adventure in rural living.â
He lets out a low chuckle, and his usual confidence is softened by a rare, boyish charm.
âMmm... well I guess Iâm overdue for an adventure like this,â his gaze drifts over the rows of pumpkinsâfamilies bundled in scarves and jackets as the haze of afternoon sunlight filters through the trees. His tone dips into something warm, almost tender. âHard to believe, but Iâve never actually been to one of these before.â
Your eyebrows raise in surprise. âNever?â
He shakes his head, looking almost sheepish.
âNah... letâs just say pumpkin patches arenât exactly a Gojo family traditionâŚâ he chuckles softly, but thereâs a bit of sadness coloring his voice as he scratches the back of his head. âI guess most of my autumns were spent in places a bit⌠less pumpkin-filled.â
His unguarded honesty tugs at something deep within you. Itâs easy to forget, sometimes, just how much of a different world he comes fromâhow even the smallest traditions, like visiting a pumpkin patch, mightâve been out of reach for him.
Without a second thought, you reach over, sliding your hand into his, your fingers curling around his in a gentle squeeze. He looks down, surprise flashing in his eyes, before his expression softens as he meets your gaze.
âThereâs a first time for everything,â you murmur softly. âAnd⌠now youâve got Haru and me to show you how itâs done. Weâre practically pumpkin patch experts.â
A soft smile breaks across his face, and for a moment, he looks like heâs letting down a guard you hadnât even realized was there.
âI couldnât ask for better teachers,â he squeezes your hand back.
Just then, a delighted gasp breaks the stillness as Haru tugs excitedly on Satoruâs handâher eyes are wide and shining with wonder as she points to a patch of particularly large pumpkins.
âLook, âtoru! Big ones!â she practically bounces with energy. âLetâs go! Pleeease?â
Satoruâs expression softens even further as he glances from you to Haru, and with a small laugh, he nodsâallowing himself to be pulled forward by her tiny but insistent hand.
âAlright, alright, lead the way, pumpkin expert,â he says, casting a quick, affectionate glance back at youâand your heart swells from the way his eyes twinkle with amusement, and maybe, just a hint of gratitude.
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âThis one?â Satoru asks, holding up a pumpkin with a proud grin.
âNo!â Haru exclaims immediately, her face scrunched up in disapproval. âToo skinny.â
Satoru raises an eyebrow, giving the pumpkin an exaggerated, doubtful look.
âToo skinny, huh?â setting it down with a sigh, he brushes off his handsâback to square one. âAlright, letâs keep looking.â
He takes a few steps, scanning the rows, and his gaze falls on another pumpkinârounder this time, but with a bit of a tilt to one side. He bends down to pick it up, then holds it out with a contemplative look.
âHmm⌠how about this one? Good color, nice and roundââ
âNope!â Haru cuts him off, shaking her head with a serious frown. âItâs bumpy.â
Satoru sighsâa huff of a chuckle. He places the pumpkin back down with mock solemnity.
âAlright, alright. No bumps, no skinniness. Got it.â
Glancing back, he casts you a quick lookâan amused twinkle in his eye as he mouths, sheâs tough. Stifling a laugh, you sit back on a nearby hay bale, watching their search unfold with growing amusement. Haruâs standards have always been impressively high, and Satoru, is finally getting a taste of that.
As they wander a little farther down the row, Satoruâs gaze lands on another contenderâa medium-sized pumpkin with a perfectly round shape and a smooth surface. Crouching down beside it, he inspects it with all the seriousness of a seasoned pumpkin picker, then holds it out, giving Haru a hopeful look.
âThis one? Look, itâs perfectly round and no bumps in sight.â
Haru narrows her eyes, stepping forward and scrutinizing the pumpkin with an intensity that belies her age. A tiny, dramatic sigh escapes her as she shakes her head in disapproval.
âNo, itâs not orange enough. Has to be super orange!â
âSuper orange,â he echoes with a dramatic nod. âOf course. What was I thinking?â He places it back with a sigh, rubbing the back of his neck as he searches the rowsâclearly determined not to give up.
Biting back a smile, you watch him crouch beside her yet again, leaning in close to match her intense expression. Then, he picks up another pumpkin and holds it out in front of her, trying to contain his hope.
âThis one?â he asks, almost pleading.
Haru barely spares a second glance.
âNope! The stem is too small.â
With a defeated sigh, Satoru watches as she continues her search, undeterred and unbothered by his less-than-stellar picks. After a moment, he walks back over to you and plops down on the hay baleâhis shoulders slumping in mock exhaustion.
âIs there such a thing as a perfect pumpkin, or am I just doomed to fail here?â
You canât help but grinâreaching over for his hand. As your fingers intertwine with his, you rest your head gently against his shoulder.
âOh⌠I think thereâs one out there somewhere,â you murmur, giving his hand a reassuring squeeze. âDonât give up now, Mr. Gojo. Just think of this as your first lesson in pumpkin-picking perseverance.â
A soft chuckle rumbles through his chestâlow and warm.
âPerseverance, huh?â looking down at your joined hands, his thumb brushes tenderly over your fingers, before his gaze lifts to meet yoursâthereâs a softness in his eyes, a kind of warmth that feels as comfortable as the autumn sun. âAlright⌠if you believe in me, I guess Iâll keep trying. But if she shoots down one more pumpkin, I might need a pep talk.â
You laugh, giving his shoulder a playful nudge.
âIâll be here, ready with all the encouragement you need. This is serious business, yâknow.â
He rolls his eyes good-naturedly, but thereâs a spark of determination there as he watches Haru continue her search with relentless focus.
âSerious business, huh?â he mutters, a slight smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. âWell⌠far be it from me to let a toddler outdo me.â
Before you can respond, a delighted gasp cuts through the air.
âMama! âtoru! I found it!â eyes wide and sparkling, Haru points proudly at a pumpkin nestled snugly in the dirt.
The triumph in her voice makes Satoruâs eyes light up. Standing from the hay bale, his hands nestle into the pockets of his hoodie as he strides towards Haru, with you following closely behind.
âReally now? Letâs take a look at this prize pumpkin.â
Crouching down beside it, Satoru lifts the pumpkin carefully with both handsâas though itâs the crown jewel of the pumpkin patch. His brow furrows with an exaggerated seriousness as he turns it slowly, examining every curve and contour.
âHmm⌠yes, I think youâre right,â he declares, voice thoughtful. âThis is one smooth, super orange, pumpkinâŚand just look at that stem!â he taps the pumpkinâs top lightly and flashes Haru a crooked grin. âYouâve got a great eye, kiddo. Iâd say you found the best one here.â
Haruâs face lights up with pride.
âYay!! Look, Mama look!â she beams, her smile stretching from ear to earâglowing with joy.
Crouching down beside her, you run your hand gently over the pumpkinâs surface. âWow, sweetieâI love it. Itâs absolutely perfect.â
You catch Satoruâs gaze holding yours for a momentâa soft smile stretching across his lipsâand then, he reaches down to lift the pumpkin effortlesslyâcradling it like a treasure.
âSo⌠do we take it home now? Looks like weâve got our perfect pumpkin, after all.â
You riseâshaking your head with a grin as you hold up a hand to pause him.
âNot so fast apprentice. You didnât think weâd leave without experiencing the whole pumpkin patch, did you? Câmon, weâll bring it up front, but check out later.â
Satoru chuckles, shifting the pumpkin under one arm as he raises his hands in mock surrender.
âAlright, alright. Guess I shouldnât rush the experts,â his eyes shift to Haru and his smile softens. âSo⌠whatâs next on our agenda, sweetheart?â
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As the three of you stroll hand in hand through the bustling market stalls, the air is rich with the warm aroma of spiced cider, caramel, and freshly baked treats. Each booth is piled high with autumn delightsâjars of golden honey, hand-painted gourds nestled among small pumpkins, and cozy knit scarves draped invitingly over wooden displays.
But Satoruâs attention is instantly captivated by the booth aheadâhis eyes brimming in boyish wonder as they land on a display of sweet treats.
âIs that cider? And caramel apples?â he exclaims. âCome on, we have to try these,â and heâs steering you both eagerly towards the boothâlike a moth to a flame.
You blinkâa little surprised by how openly delighted he is over something so simple. But soon, a warm smile breaks across your face, and you canât help but chuckle softly while he tugs you along.
âYouâre like a kid in a candy store right now.â
Glancing over his shoulder, he flashes you a grin so bright, it feels like a burst of sunlight breaking through the autumn clouds. His enthusiasm is contagious, and before you know it, youâre swept up in his excitement.
He eagerly orders three caramel apples and a steaming cup of cider to share. Then, turning back, he holds the treats up with a triumphant, radiant smileâgleaming with delight. Handing the first one to Haru, you watch as she sinks her small teeth into the sticky treat without hesitation.
âMmm! Yummy!!â Caramel smears her cheeks, but she looks up at you both, absolutely beaming.
Satoru chuckles, reaching down to ruffle her hair fondly before turning back to you. With an exaggerated flourish, he extends a caramel apple in your directionâbowing slightly as he adopts a tone of mock chivalry.
âFor you, my lady,â he says with a smirk.
Unable to hold back a grin, you roll your eyes at his theatricsâtaking the apple from him.
âWhy, thank you, kind sir.â
As you bring the treat to your mouth, the rich sweetness clings to your lips in a sticky kiss. But you canât resist glancing over at Satoruâand there he is, utterly lost in the simple pleasure of it. He bites into his own apple with unfiltered delight, like itâs the best thing heâs had all day.
A smile pulls at your lips as you watch himâlicking a stray bit of caramel from his thumb. Heâs entirely unbothered by the sticky mess, but then, as if feeling your gaze, he looks upâcatching your eyes with a glint of amusement. A slow, satisfied grin spreads across his face, unashamed and utterly charming.
"I didnât peg you as someone whoâd go for something this messy," you tease, taking another bite of your apple as he shrugs.
âYou say messy; I say worth it,â he counters.
Your eyes linger on a small smudge of caramel at the corner of his mouth, and without thinking, you reach outâbrushing your thumb gently across his lips to clean it away. But just as you begin to pull your hand back, he captures your fingersâholding them in place while his gaze meets yours. His lips curl into a smirk that promises nothing but trouble, and a shiver tingles up your spine the moment he brings your thumb to his lips.
Slowly, deliberately, he closes his lips around your thumbâenveloping the sticky sweetness in his warm mouth while sucking it off with a teasing slownessâleaving you breathless.
âYouâre impossibleâŚâ you mutter.
Releasing your digit with a soft, tantalizing popâyour breath hitches, and thereâs a smug delight in the way he studies you, reveling in the effect heâs stirred within you.
âWhat can I say?â he hums, licking his lips with a casual ease. âSweet things are my weakness.â
Your eyes are helplessly drawn to his lipsâwatching as his tongue glides over his bottom lip, catching the last traces of caramel. For a heartbeat, you canât look away; his lips look even more tempting than the caramel itself, and something about his self-assured gaze has you feeling flustered and captivated all at once.
âYour weakness, huh?â you breathe, finally managing to lift your gaze back to his, trying to sound nonchalant. âGood to know⌠Iâll remember that next time you act like youâre above everyone else.â
A rich, low chuckle rumbles from his chest as he leans in, and the air around you crackles with anticipation as his gaze drops to your still sticky lips.
âYou should,â he whispers, his eyes flicking back up to meet yoursâa glint of mischief and something softer. âEspecially since caramel apples arenât my only weakness.â
Before you can even catch your breath, he leans in, bridging the small distance between you until his lips hover just a whisper away. His mouth brushes against yours, feather-light at firstâa tentative, lingering touch that sends a shiver through you. Instinctively, you find yourself mirroring his movements, returning the kiss with gentle insistence.
As his hand comes up to cradle your face, his thumb strokes a slow, comforting line along your cheek, grounding you, though his lips leave you feeling weightless. The kiss is a delicate dance, as intoxicating as it is tender, and you can taste the faint sweetness of caramel mingling with the warmth of him.
Pulling back, his warm breath mingles with your own as he rests his forehead gently against you. His eyes, soft and half-lidded, meet yours, and a small, satisfied smile tugs at his lips.
âYou knowâŚâ he murmurs, caressing your cheek, âyou taste even better than the caramel.â
âSweet talkerâŚâ you mumble, your cheeks warming under his gaze as his smirk widens.
âMmm, but youâre the sweetest thing here,â he breathes, voice dropping as he draws close again. âBut⌠I think I need another taste. Just to be sure.â
This time, his lips press with a deeper, more assured insistence, moving against yours in a rhythm of warmth and quiet intensity. A low hum of approval escapes him, vibrating softly against your lips, and his hand slides to the back of your neckâfingers weaving through your hair as he tilts his head, deepening the kiss.
But just as you begin to lose yourself in the moment, a small, determined voice slices through the quiet intimacy like a record scratch.
âHey!â Haru scolds, stern and resolute. âBad âtoru! Donât squish Mama!â
Startled, you both break apart, blinking at each other as you catch your breath. You turn to see Haru standing nearby, her little arms crossed over her chest as she fixes Satoru with an adorably fierce look. Her brows are furrowed in a way that would be intimidatingâif she werenât so tiny.
Oh, Haru.
You exchange a quick, sheepish glance with Satoru, and he lets out a quiet chuckle, reaching down to ruffle her hair in an attempt to defuse her stern gaze.
âDonât worry, kiddo,â he says, grinning. âMamaâs tougher than she looks.â
Wriggling out of his reach, she stomps her foot with a determined huff.
âThatâs my Mama! You be nice, âkay?â
Satoru blinksâthe corners of his mouth twitching up as he struggles to keep a straight face. Biting back a grin, he raises his hands in mock surrender.
âRight. You got it boss,â he nods solemnly. âIâll be extra nice.â
Thereâs a brief pause as Haru narrows her eyes at Satoru.
âPromise âtoru?â
âPromise.â He taps his chest for emphasis, as if making a sacred vow.
After a long, scrutinizing pauseâdeciding whether to take his promise seriouslyâHaru nods, a satisfied âhmmphâ escaping her as she plops down beside you with her candy apple in hand.
âNo more squishing,â she mumbles around a biteâkeeping a wary eye on him.
Thatâs itâyou canât hold it in any longer. Laughter bubbles out of you, and Satoru glances up, catching your eye with a grin thatâs equal parts amused and exasperated.
âWellâŚâ he sighs, as if heâs been given the most impossible mission, âguess Iâve been told.â
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As the three of you meander through the pumpkin patch, Haru skips alongâtugging on your hands and pointing out each new discovery in delightâa scarecrow with a tilted hat, a butterfly fluttering briefly on a tall stalk of corn, a perfectly round pumpkin nestled under twisting vines.
Then, bouncing on her toes, she points toward a massive, lumbering tractorâits green paint chipped and worn, but still carrying an undeniable charm.
âLook, âtoru! I wanna ride it!â she exclaims.
As Satoruâs eyes narrow on the rumbling machine, you can see the gears turning in his head. Himâa man of luxury and refinement, clambering onto a dusty old tractor?
But after one look at Haruâs eager face, his resolve crumbles.
And of course, moments later, heâs perched on a bale of hayâHaru bouncing with delight on his lap as the tractor lurches to life. The wheels crunch over the fallen leaves, and Haru chatters happily, pointing out every bump and turn in the rideâblissfully unaware of the incongruity of a billionaire on a hay bale.
After the bumpy ride, the petting zoo became Haruâs next paradise. Dashing from pen to pen, her tiny hands pressed against each fenceâpointing at each animal with wide-eyed wonderâcalling out, âLook, Mama! Look, âtoru!â
Each discovery sends her gazing up at Satoru with curious eyes, expecting him to know everything about each creature, and he humors her with a quiet patienceâkneeling down beside her to answer her endless questions with a tender fondness that tugs at your heart.
But as youâre savoring this rare, serene moment, you feel a subtle shift in the air. From the corner of your eye, you catch sight of a woman a few feet away, dressed in a cozy autumn sweater and a scarf, her hair pulled back in a loose ponytail that spills over one shoulder. Sheâs dressed casual in appearanceâcompletely harmlessâbut what unsettles you is the intensity in her gazeâa gaze that lingers on Satoru a bit too long.
At first, you try to brush it off. Maybe sheâs just admiring himâafter all, heâs breathtakingly attractive, and his presence has a way of turning heads even on his most inconspicuous days. But then, her expression shifts, morphing from idle admiration to something sharper.
Recognition.
Your heart sinks as you see her eyes widen, her mouth parting slightly in surprise. Holding your breath, you hope sheâll just let it goâthat itâll be a fleeting thought.
No such luck.
With a quick, subtle gesture, she nudges her friend beside her, her excitement barely contained. The friend follows her gaze, squinting slightly before her eyes, too, widen in realization. Their quiet murmurs are punctuated by eager glances your way, confirming your worst fear: they know who he is.
The comforting illusion of anonymity youâd clung to hereâthe precious notion that, for once, you could just be a regular family enjoying a simple day outâbegins to fray at the edges, unraveling under the weight of their recognition. No matter how far you venture from the city, from his world of fame and fortune, it seems his reputation is impossible to outrunâconstantly creeping back to claim him⌠to claim you.
Taking a deep breath, you slowly approach Satoru, whoâs still kneeling by Haru as she excitedly babbles about the sheep. You crouch down beside him and gently place your hand on his shoulderâcatching his attention. Turning to you, his expression softens at the sight of youâuntil he notices the concern in your eyes.
âThey recognize you,â you murmur, tilting your head slightly toward the two women.
Following your glance, a shadow of something unreadable passes over his face as he takes in their intrigued, lingering stares, and for a moment, you feel the hopelessness creeping inâthe reality that moments like these are fleetingâvulnerable to the slightest shift in attention.
But then, something shifts in Satoruâs expressionâhis gaze sharpening with determination as he catches sight of the disappointment settling in your eyes. Glancing around, he begins assessing the layout of the pumpkin patchâsearching for an escape route.
Then, his gaze lands on itâa tall, winding corn maze, its entrance just a few yards away, partially hidden behind a cluster of hay bales.
Perfect.
Without a beat of hesitation, he leans in close to Haruâwhoâs blissfully caught up in a bunny nibbling on some hay.
âAgent Haru,â he intones with mock seriousness, âdo you remember our mission?â
Haruâs head snaps up, her face lighting up instantly as she turns to him.
âYeah!â she squeals, grinning with a spark of adventure.
âGood,â he nods, casting a quick, discreet glance toward the approaching women. âWe need to escape without being spotted by those two ladies over there,â he gestures subtly, grinning. âThink you can handle it?â
Haruâs face scrunches up in concentration, and her tiny hands clench into fists as she straightens up. Her expression breaks into one of fierce determinationâone thatâs both adorable and earnest.
âYes, âtoru!â she whispers back, nodding.
With a reassuring smile, Satoruâs on his feetâtaking your hand in one of his and Haruâs in the other.
âHold on tight,â he quips, a smirk playing on his lips as the three of you dash toward the maze.
The moment you break into a run, Haruâs delighted giggles mix with the crunch of leaves underfoot, and soon you plunge into the tall, twisting rows of corn.
You steal a glance back towards the petting zoo, half-expecting to see the curious women following, but the corn closes in behind you like a cocoon, swallowing them from sight.
Satoruâs hand is warm around yours, grounding yet electrifying, and his laughter mingles with Haruâs squeals. With a sideways glance, his eyes meet yours and his grin is wide and exhilarating. Giving you a quick wink, he turns forward again, tugging you along as you dive deeperâdaring you to keep up.
âAgent Haru, status report! Any enemies in sight?" he calls out in a mock-commanding tone.
Haru, bubbling with laughter, scans the rows of corn with exaggerated intensityâclutching his hand with fierce determination as her little legs pump as fast as they can.
"All clear âtoru!" she yells back, brimming with excitement.
In that instant, the lingering worry, the quiet ache of reality, all of it dissolves into the thrill of escapeâthe magic of this moment. Thereâs no fame, no recognition, no judgement here; only the unrestrained joy of play, of racing through a maze as though the world is nothing but this stretch of golden corn and laughter.
You weave together through twists and turnsâa blur of giggles and hurried footsteps until finally, you reach a small, secluded clearing tucked deep within the towering stalks.
Gasping for breath, you lean back against one of the tall stalks, and after a moment, you let yourself slide down to the groundâpulling your knees to your chest as you catch your breath, the crisp autumn air cooling your flushed cheeks.
Beside you, Satoru braces his hands on his knees, exhaling deeply before he follows your lead and sinks down onto the ground next to you. Though ahead, Haru seems immune to exhaustion. Sheâs already a few steps away, her eyes wide with wonder as she spots a butterfly lazily drifting through a patch of sunlight. Completely captivated, she crouches down, watching its gentle pathâmomentarily lost in her own little world.
Satoruâs eyes meet yours with a shared, silent thrill. Nudging your shoulder with his, a smirk tugs at his lips.
âDidnât know a pumpkin patch would turn into a covert operation,â he exhales.
You laugh, breathlessly.
âNot exactly what I had in mind for a relaxing day out,â you give his knee an affectionate shove with yours. âBut⌠I guess life with you is never boring.â
He chuckles, throwing his head back and gazing up at the autumn skyâa few streaks of orange and pink peeking through the corn tops.
âWellâŚâ his eyes flicker to yours, sparkling with that familiar, teasing gleam. âYou did sign up for the full Gojo experience. Adventures, paparazzi, occasional cornfield chases⌠itâs all part of the package sweetheart.â
You roll your eyes, though you canât help the smile tugging at your lips.
âUh-huh, sure, sure. I just thought it would involve more champagne and less running,â you quip, nudging him playfully.
âOh, you want champagne?â he grins, raising an eyebrow in mock challenge. âYou sure you can handle it? Remember that first charity gala? You were practically clinging to me by the end of the night.â
Your cheeks flush at the memory, and you laugh, slightly flustered.
âOkay, but did you expect me to be completely unfazed? My first gala, fancy dresses, andâŚ"
The words die on your lipsâthe memory of that night creeping in; the low lights, the glint of champagne glasses, and then⌠that kiss. Your first kissâwith Satoru.
A kiss that was completely under the guise of putting on a show for Naoya⌠though letâs be real, it was anything but pretend.
Satoruâs eyes light up with interest as he catches your hesitation, his smirk widening like a cat about to pounce.
âGo on. Fancy dresses and⌠what, exactly?â he prompts, a playful drawl.
As he tilts his head with that infuriatingly charming glint in his eye, you know, that he knows, exactly what you were thinking. Ugh. He can be infuriating. Â
Your cheeks burn as you try to wave it off.
âNothing! Just⌠the whole night was⌠overwhelming,â you mumble, trailing off as you divert your gaze.
A low, amused hum escapes himârumbling through his chest as his knowing look revels in your embarrassment.
âOverwhelming, huh?â he echoes, grin widening. âInteresting choice of words⌠considering you were the one who practically jumped me in front of your ex.â
With an exasperated groan, you roll your eyes in protest.
âWell, what can I say?â you sigh, feigning indifference as you rest your head on your knees. âDrastic times called for drastic measures.â
âMmm-hmm, sure, keep telling yourself that,â he chucklesâdropping his head to rest against his own knees. You hold your breath as his blue eyes catch yours with a quiet, teasing intensity. âBut⌠Iâm pretty sure you just couldnât resist meâŚâ his crooked grin grows, âafter all, that kiss was all you.â
You scoff, your cheeks heating as you stretch your legsâtrying to hide your amusement. âI think youâre misremembering things. If anything, you were the one clinging to me.â
His laughter spills out, rich and unrestrained. With a content sigh, he follows your movements, stretching out beside you.
âSure, sure. Believe what you want, sweetheart.â
The comfortable silence settles over you, and you find yourself glancing back to where Haru is still entranced by a butterfly drifting through the sunlight, her face lit with pure wonder.
Sheâs so⌠happy. And that fills you with a deep, quiet gratitude. Moments like these are what youâve always wanted for her. Itâs what she deserves, and it warms your heart to know youâre able to give her a day like this.
A sigh escapes your lips, and your voice softens into a gentle murmur as you nod in her direction.
âFor a minute there⌠I really thought weâd have to cut the day short.â
Satoruâs gaze flickers over to Haru, a fond smile softening his expression before he turns back to you. Without a word, he reaches for your handâfingers intertwining with yours, steady and grounding.
âNah,â he murmurs, quietly but firmly. âNot a chance. Nothingâs cutting this short. Todays about you and Haru.â
A warmth blooms in your chest, melting away any lingering traces of tension as his words sink in, wrapping around your heart like a gentle embrace. You smile, squeezing his hand in return.
âJust us, huh?â you whisper.
âJust us,â he echoes, brushing your knuckles with his thumb.
Then, with a soft sigh and a playful glint in his eye, he unclasps your hand to raises both hands to his mouth, calling out to Haru.
âHey, Agent Haru!â he shouts, âReady to finish our mission?â
Haruâs head snaps up, her eyes bright with excitement. She breaks into a grin and dashes over, grabbing each of your hands with her small, eager fingers.
âYay!! Câmon mama, âtoru! Letâs go!!â
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As the golden light of early evening filters through the trees, the day is winding down, and the three of you start making your way back toward the entranceâweaving through the brightly colored stallsâeach one bathed in the honeyed light of sunset.
But then, just as you reach the last stretch of the path, a delighted squeal breaks Haruâs focus the moment her gaze lands on a large, freshly raked pile of leaves just off to the sideâa mound of vibrant reds, oranges, and yellows stacked high like a miniature mountain waiting to be conquered. Without a second thought, she breaks free from Satoruâs handâdashing toward the pile with uncontainable excitement.
Zeroing in on the pile, she abruptly haltsâher tiny form silhouetted against the colorful heap. You watch curiously as she glances back over her shoulderâher eyes alight with mischief and her cheeks flushed pink from the chill in the air.
Beaming with the thrill of discovery, she flings herself into the pileâa burst of leaves scattering around her in a vibrant whirlwind as she bursts into a fit of giggles.
ââtoru, look, look!â she calls out, peeking up from within the pile. âCome play, âtoru! Come play!â
Satoru stops, watching her with a raised brow and an amused grin. He chuckles softly, though you can hear the reluctance coloring his tone. Diving headfirst into a pile of leaves? Clearly, thatâs a foreign concept for Satoru Gojoâitâs more of that childlike wonder he missed out on.
Noticing his hesitance, you step up beside himâgiving him a teasing nudge with your shoulder.
âCâmon âtoru, afraid of a few leaves? Donât tell me the âperfectâ Mr. Gojo is worried about getting a little dirt on him?â
He scoffs, rolling his eyesâthough a smile is already tugging at his lips.
âAfraid? Me?â his hands burrow into his hoodie pocket as he casts you a sideways glance. âHardly. Iâm just⌠yâknow⌠assessing the situation.â
Biting back a grin, you begin to take a few slow, deliberate steps backwardsâinching toward the pile where Haru is waiting as your eyes hold his with a silent dare.
âAssessing, huh?â you raise an eyebrow and smirk. âMmm⌠I dunno, sounds like stalling to me. Come on, live a little, Mr. Gojo.â
He smirks, but before he can respond, you twirl around and dive into the pile beside Haruâscattering a burst of leaves around you. Your laughter blends with Haruâs giggle as you sink into the softness, and immediately, she reaches for a handful of leavesâtossing them up in the air so they flutter down like confetti.
Satoru tilts his head, grinning but not budging as the kaleidoscope of autumn colors rain down upon you both. But Haru? Sheâs not about to let him sit this one out.
Peeking over her shoulder, her eyes immediately set back on Satoru, and her expression morphs into one of adorable determination.
ââtoooooru,â she whines, wide eyes practically glowing with hope. âPleeease. Come play!â
Oh, Haru. Heâs powerless against her persistenceâand perhaps, against the joy that radiates from the two of you in that pile of leaves. With a theatrical sigh and a reluctant grin, he finally pulls his hands from his pockets.
âAlright, alright,â he mutters, mostly to himself, and makes his way towards the leaf pile.
Standing at the edge of the pile, he kneels down to brush his hand over the crisp leavesâand then, with a sudden burst of resolve and dramatic flair, he lets himself fall back into the pileâflopping down as the leaves scatter around him. Haru wastes no time throwing herself on top of him.
An exaggerated grunt slips through Satoruâs lips, and Haru bursts into laughter as her small hands begin to bury him under a layer of vibrant foliage.
âOh no!â he lets out a mock gasp as she buries him deeper. âIâm being buried alive! Save me!â
Haruâs laughter bubbles up, uncontrollable and infectious, as she adds even more leaves. âStay still!â she scolds through her giggles, patting the leaves around his arms. âDonât move, âtoru!
âSo, Iâm supposed to just lie here and accept my fate, huh?â he huffs in defeat and glances up at her with wide eyes. âAre you sure this isnât some secret plan to take me out?â
âShhh!â she grins, putting a finger to his lips. âMagic leaves.â
âOh, magic leaves? Well, why didnât you say so?â his eyes glint with amusement as he lies still, trying to keep a straight face, though the laughter in his voice betrays him.
Haru continues to stack leaves atop him with a determined precision, until for a moment, she pausesâher eyes narrowing with that familiar glimmer of mischief yet again, as if sheâs calculating her next move. Then suddenly, with a burst of energy, she tackles him with all her mightâgiggling as she sends the carefully arranged pile of leaves flying in every direction.
âOh, itâs on!â Satoru laughs, his own grin widening as he grabs a handful of leaves to fling back at her. âYou think you can get me like that, huh?â
In an instant, theyâre caught in a whirlwind of laughter and autumn leaves. Seated nearby, you observe their playful battle unfoldâHaru shrieking with joy as she ducks and scrambles to gather more ammunition. The warmth in your chest blossoms, and you feel almost entranced by the sight before you.
As Satoruâs deep, unrestrained laughter blends with Haruâs giggles, you realize in this moment just how rare it is to see him like thisâcompletely carefree and unguarded. Gone is the man who must always play his part. Gone is the man who so often conceals his true self beneath layers of poise and duty. Here, with Haru, he is simply Satoruâsomeone who can laugh until heâs breathless and lose himself in a childâs game without a care.
You wonder how many other moments like this heâs missedâthe boyish enthusiasm makes it seem almost as if he, too, is experiencing this kind of carefree fun for the first time. And that alone makes this moment feel so preciousâsomething you wish you could capture and keep foreverâsuspended in time.
He deserves to feel this light, this unburdened.
âOkay, okay! I surrender!â he finally laughs, throwing his hands up in mock defeat before collapsing back into the pileâhis chest rising and falling with exhilarated breaths as Haru cheers in victory.
âGotcha, âtoru!â she declares proudlyâtriumphantly piling more leaves on him. âYouâre a leaf monster!â
Satoru chuckles, brushing a stray leaf off his nose as he props himself up slightly. âA leaf monster?â his eyes gleam playfully. âWell⌠you better be careful thenâI might come back with vengeance.â
She squeals with laughter and her eyes sparkle with excitement as she scrambles to her feet. âAhhh! Go away âtoru!â she shrieksâdarting away to dive into another pile of leaves nearby.
Watching her go, Satoruâs expression softensâa peaceful sigh slipping past his lips as he takes a moment to catch his breath. âSheâs got endless energy, doesnât she?â he murmurs, tilting his head up to meet your gaze.
Your heart flutters at the warmth in his eyes, and you lean back on your hands, letting your own smile mirror his as you watch Haruâs figure disappear into another pile of leaves. âShe does,â you breathe softly. âBut⌠I think youâre doing a pretty good job keeping up.â
A quiet hum of contentment escapes him, and a soft smile tugs at his lips. Almost instinctively, he shifts closer, letting his head nestle in your lap as he leans back into the leaves.
âMaybeâŚâ he trails off into a lazy, satisfied sigh. âBut I think Iâll take a break right here⌠if thatâs okay.â
As the dappled sunlight filters through the golden autumn leaves above, it casts soft shadows across his faceâilluminating the gentle warmth in his eyes. Your heart swells at the sight, and without a word, you reach outâthreading your fingers through his hair, each strand slipping through your fingertips, softer than you expected. He hums, sinking into your touch, his eyes drifting shut as a slow, contented smile spreads across his lips.
Around you, the world seems to quiet, holding its breath. Haruâs distant giggles mingle with the soft rustling of leaves stirred by a gentle breeze, wrapping the two of you in a cocoon of peace.
âYou knowâŚâ you murmur, âI think this is my favorite side of you.â
His eyes flutter open, a flicker of surprise giving way to something unguarded and vulnerable. Slowly, a tender smile forms on his lips as he reaches up, brushing his hand gently against yours.
âYeah?â he drawls, âDidnât know I had a âfavorite side.ââ
âYou doâŚâ your fingers trace gentle circles through his hair, savoring the feel of each delicate touch. âItâs the side where you donât have to be anything but⌠here, with us.â
For a heartbeat, heâs utterly still, as if each word youâve spoken has wrapped itself around his heart. His gaze deepens, and your breath catchesâitâs like heâs seeing you in a way that reaches beyond words. Gently, his hand comes up, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your earâhis fingertips grazing your cheek with a touch so tender it makes your heart ache.
âGuess I didnât know I could just⌠be that,â he whispers.
You lift your hand, covering his and pressing it to your cheek. âWell, you can. With us, you always can.â
His gaze holds yours, something vulnerable yet content in his eyes, but then, as if unable to help himself, the warmth shifts into a familiar glintâa spark of playfulness creeping back into his expression. âAlright, alrightâŚâ he lets out an exaggerated sigh, âletâs not get too sentimental. I gotta keep up my âmysteriousâ reputation, remember?â
A laugh spills from you, light and unrestrained, as you roll your eyes in amusement. âOh, youâre plenty mysterious. Half the time, I still canât tell if youâre serious or just messing with me.â
He lets out a long, exaggerated sigh, leaning back further into your lap as if heâs completely relaxedâthe picture of contentment.
âYou should know by nowâŚâ he murmurs, feigning seriousness as he closes his eyes, ââŚitâs usually both.â
The corners of his mouth twitch, barely hiding the smirk heâs trying to restrain, and you canât help but shake your head, grinning at his theatrics.
âWell⌠for the record,â your voice naturally softens, âI think a little tenderness suits you.â
One eye flicks open at your words, his brow quirking as he regards you with amused curiosity. Closing his eye again, his smirk deepens as he nestles further into your lap.
âOh, does it?â he murmurs lazily, but thereâs no mistaking the glint of interest coloring his tone.
âYup,â you reply, leaning back on your hands and glancing up at the sky with feigned indifference. âI dunno⌠itâs kinda cute, actually.â
The words slip out like a quiet confession, and you notice the shift in him immediatelyâa subtle but unmistakable change.
Unable to keep up his act any longer, a bright, satisfied grin breaks across his face as he sits upâlifting his head from your lapâand his fingers slip through yours, intertwining and pulling you near him.
âCute?â his voice drops as he brings his face achingly close to yours. âCareful now⌠saying things like that? Youâre gonna get yourself in trouble.â
You feel your heart poundingâthe thrill of his closeness electrifying as his breath fans your skin, but you hold his gaze boldly with a smirk.
âWell, maybe I like a little trouble,â you whisper back.
A playful growl rumbles in his chest, his smirk deepening as he tightens his grip on your intertwined hands.
âOh⌠now youâre really asking for it. Youâre officially in trouble.â
In one swift motion, he wraps his arms around youâsending you both tumbling back into the soft bed of leaves. The world around you blurs into a whirl of amber and gold as laughter escapes your lips, filling the crisp autumn air. But as you settle, your laughter fades, leaving only a quiet, shared breath between you and a gentle smile lingering on both your faces.
Hovering above you, his gaze softens as the leaves cradle you beneath their rustling blanket. Itâs as though heâs committing every detail to memory as his eyes trace each curve and contour of your face, and you take in a quiet breath as his hand finds its way up your cheekâbrushing over your skin and making you melt under his touch.
âGotcha,â he whispers, brushing his nose gently against yours.
A quiet gasp slips past your lips, your pulse quickening as his proximity becomes all-consuming. Still, you muster a playful eye-roll, though the warmth in your gaze betrays your affection.
âIs this your idea of âassessing the situation,â?â
âAbsolutely,â he murmurs, eyes softening. âGod, youâre beautifulâŚâ
The sincerity in his voice leaves you breathless, and a warmth blooms in your cheeks that reaches all the way to your heart. Before you can respond, he closes the distanceâhis lips capturing yours in a kiss so soft, so achingly tender, it leaves you dizzy.
As he deepens the kiss, a soft sigh escapes you, your fingers finding their way into his hair, pulling him closer. Each brush of his lips is slow, deliberateâand everything else fades into nothingness, leaving only the warmth of his touch, the press of his lips, and the steady rhythm of your heartbeats entwined.
But just as youâre about to melt entirely into him, a tiny voice breaks through the haze of warmth and closeness.
âHey!â Haruâs voice calls out, stern and unwavering. âBad âtoru!â
Pulling back, Satoru groans softly, chuckling under his breath. His gaze flicks to Haru, who stands with her hands on her hips, looking every bit the tiny but fierce protector. He drops his head in defeat, shooting you a look of amused resignation.
âWell, looks like weâve been caught,â he whispers, brushing a stray leaf from your hair with a soft, lingering touch.
You stifle a laugh, trying to keep your composure as you glance back at Haru.
âWe should probably get back to her before she starts scolding you again,â you sigh, rising to your feet with his help.
âYeah, I donât think I can handle another âsquishingâ intervention,â he mutters, intertwining his fingers with yours as you both walk back to Haru, whoâs watching the two of you with narrowed, all-seeing eyes.
With the sun dipping lower in the sky, it paints the fields in shades of amber and gold. The three of you make your way back toward the entrance of the pumpkin patchâHaru skipping along, her small hands clasped in both of yours as she chatters excitedly about everything she sawâeven as the day winds down.
But as you approach the entrance, ready to leave this little haven of laughter and leaves behind, a quiet warmth settles in your chestâa feeling that this moment, this fleeting, joyful day with the people you cherish most, is a memory youâll carry with you. This is your little family, and itâs worth all the chases, all the whispers, all the adventures.
For now, thatâs all that matters.
thanks for reading this special little fall chapter! satoru is such a cutie pie with haru 𼚠i really wanted to have this out before october ended, but alas, my perfectionism kept holding me back đ
anyways, ch 7 is indeed in the worksâthat'll be my next post, and it will be out by the end of this month. i appreciate you all being so patient, hope you had a lovely halloween đ -aly đ
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imagine Drabble where Gojo squeezes yn too tight in his sleep and yn wakes up. idk lol it can be fluffy or hurt/comfort đ
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Teen bf!gojo x teen!reader
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It has been few days after geto left. Even if gojo acted like he's well you could tell he's not. The distance between you and gojo is so obvious that he's not fine. You don't know if you know your boyfriend better than geto but your sure you know him so much that you could tell that his eyes are puffy from crying. You bumped into satoru after sneaking out of your dorm to take a walk since you can't sleep. And here you are standing Infront of him,his blue orbs eyes puffy and his pale cheeks flushed slightly stained with dried tears. Your face twists in worry before you could say anything satoru speaks
"what are you doing here?" Satoru looks away slightly, avoiding your gaze. "I came out to take a walk.." you gulp, slowly stepping closer to him.
"did something happened?" You asked, taking his hand and holding it carefully. as if you'll break him. Satoru shakes his head, You sigh, your another hand goes to cup his cheek softly. "Are you okay,toru?" You finally blurt out,you can't be ignoring he's health like this anymore. You don't want him to end up like geto because no one noticed anything about him. Satorus words fell dry,he doesn't says anything for s solid minute. The tears stained cheeks and those tired blur irises of his were enough to answer you. You pull him down for a hug, placing a kiss on his forehead. Satoru gets tense for a second but eventually melts down in your embrace. You take him to your dorm. Laying him down on the bed as you get in there too. Satoru doesn't says anything since he didn't had to,he knows you will take care of him like you always do. you gently pull his head to your chest as his long arms wraps around you. You place few pecks on his forehead, running your fingers through his head while rubbing his back softly.
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Satoru eyes shots open,taking breaths rapidly. As he calms down he finally realises he's resting in your arms,oh another nightmare where you leave him. He knows you would never but those dreams scares him more than anything for now. His arms tightened around you, burying his face in your chest. "Don't go away" he knows you wont but it slips past his lips. He feels his eyes get wet as his arms tightened around you even more,you shift slightly but it only made him hold you even tighter. Few tears slipping down his eyes. His grip on you becoming tighter and tighter. Your couldn't breath properly, resulting you in waking up. You look around,a thin layer of sweat covering you. Just then you notice the sound of the sobs. You look down at the satoru who was hugging you so tightly,tears slips down his eyes. Your sleepy expressions turns into worry again.
"t-toru-" you try to speak, tugging at his arms so it can loose a bit. And satoru realized he woke you up . His arms loosen around you slightly so you can breath properly.
"why are you crying??" You say, your brows furrowed in worry as you lean down to wipe his tears away. Satoru gulps,his lips still trembling.
"can we talk about it in the morning?" He mumbles slightly. Leaning his face in your neck as he places few kisses there,you give a nod. Not forcing anything. You pull him even closer, embracing him to sleep. Oh your baby.
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You forgot to give him affection last nightđĽş
Satoru x reader
Context: you came home really tired the previous night and forgot to give him his affection he desperately needs
The morning light filtered through the curtains, and you woke up to find Satoru still sulking by the window. His back was turned to you, but you could see his shoulders hunched in that dramatic, almost theatrical way he sometimes did when he was feeling neglected.
"Satoru?" you called softly, rubbing your eyes as you tried to make sense of what was going on. "Whatâs wrong?"
He didnât immediately respond, but you could hear him sigh in that exaggerated way he did when he was being overly dramatic. "Nothing. Iâm just heartbroken, thatâs all."
Your eyes widened in confusion as you sat up. "Heartbroken? What are you talking about?"
He slowly turned to look at you with those big blue eyes, a pout still firmly on his lips, but there was something almost pitiful in his gaze. "You didnât kiss me last night. You didnât cuddle me. You didnât even touch me," he mumbled, voice heavy with exaggeration. "I felt completely neglected."
You blinked in disbelief. Satoru Gojo, the man who was constantly surrounded by people fawning over him, was upset about this? You couldnât help but chuckle, even though you could see the genuine neediness behind his dramatic words.
"Satoru," you said with a soft smile, rolling over toward him. "I was just exhausted. I didnât mean to make you feel that way."
He sighed again, clearly making a show of his "suffering." "Iâve been alone all night," he said with a shake of his head, eyes looking down dramatically. "I was waiting for you, but I got nothing. Iâm just... crushed."
Your heart softened at the sight of him looking so... vulnerable. You couldnât resist leaning in to press your lips to his forehead and then press a kiss to his lips, kissing him softly over and over. He starts to grin. âIâm so sorry, Satoru," you murmured, brushing your fingers through his white hair. "How about I make it up to you? You know, with morning cuddles?"
His eyes lit up at the suggestion, his pout softening, and he nodded eagerly. "Yes, please. Iâll never say no to cuddles."
Without a second thought, you scooted closer to him, wrapping your arms around his torso from behind, pulling him gently against you. You guided him so that his back was facing your chest, and you let out a contented sigh, relishing the feel of his warmth against you.
Satoru immediately melted into your embrace, letting out a relieved sigh as you buried your face in the back of his neck, pressing a kiss there. He placed his hands on top of yours, his fingers brushing softly over your arms as he snuggled even closer.
"Mmm," he hummed, his voice full of contentment. "This is better than anything. I feel so much better now."
You smiled, holding him tighter as you rubbed his chest gently. "Youâre so dramatic," you teased affectionately, though you didnât mind. "But Iâm glad I can make you feel better."
He turned his head slightly, catching your lips with a soft kiss of his own. "Good," he said, finally relaxed in your arms. "Now, I think I deserve some belly rubs after everything youâve put me through. You were so mean to me last night."
Your brow furrowed in playful confusion. "Mean? Satoru, I was exhausted! I didnât even realize I didnâtâ"
"Iâm heartbroken," he interrupted, a teasing glint in his eye as he slid down just enough to expose his toned stomach, a dramatic pout still on his lips. "How could you not give me a single cuddle or touch? Youâve traumatized me, I think I deserve some compensation."
You laughed softly, giving him an exaggerated eye roll. "Oh, Iâm sure youâre really traumatized, huh?" But you couldnât resist, your fingers gently tracing circles on his stomach. He melted into the touch, his body relaxing completely.
"Mmmm, thatâs better," he sighed contentedly, eyes fluttering closed. "See? I knew youâd make it better. So much better."
You smiled fondly, continuing to rub his stomach as he laid against you, completely relaxed now that he had his much-needed affection. "Iâm sorry I was so mean, Satoru. Next time, I'll make sure to shower you with affection before bed, okay?"
"Good," he muttered, already half-asleep, his voice soft with satisfaction. "You owe me a lot, you know... But Iâll forgive you this time. Maybe."
You laughed, kissing the back of his neck once more. "Iâll make it up to you, I promise."
Satoru hummed contentedly in your arms, letting out a final, satisfied sigh. The drama had subsided, and you both settled into a peaceful cuddle, knowing full well that no matter how much of a baby he could be, youâd always give him exactly what he needed.
For a while, you both stayed like that, wrapped up in each otherâs warmth. Satoru was completely at ease now, still laying in your arms like a cat basking in the sun, his body completely relaxed, save for the soft rise and fall of his chest. You traced lazy patterns on his skin, enjoying the quiet, intimate moment, content in the knowledge that you could make him feel safe, cared for, and adored, even with all his dramatics.
After a while, Satoru let out a contented yawn and nuzzled closer to you, his hands now playing with the hem of your shirt. "You know," he murmured sleepily, "I think we should do this every morning. You, me, cuddles, tummy rubs... maybe even some more kisses... All of it."
You chuckled softly, holding him even closer. "Sounds like a plan, Satoru. But only if you promise to stop being so dramatic."
He lifted his head from your chest, his eyes twinkling with mischief. "But thatâs half the fun."
You couldnât help but smile at his antics, knowing that this was exactly how you wanted to spend your morningsâwith Satoru, wrapped up in each otherâs arms, as if there was no place else in the world youâd rather be.
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ęŞŕ§ ââ REAP WHAT YOU SOW â LOVE TO LOSE ďš JJK. ⤿ starring: gojo satoru x fem!reader.
ę° heart to none  if only he knew karma would come back to bite his ass a few years later. now he misses his ex while she's moved on.
𧡠¡ love, âsu: nothing much!! just moments of him suffering
co-parenting with satoru truly isn't all butterflies. as reserved and respectful as he is (to a selected few), satoru never hesitated to taunt you whenever you mentioned going on dates.
âa date? hmm, good luck with that.â
âif it happens to kick off, good for you, but i don't want him near my child.â
âhow exciting! i hope it fails.â
those are just some examples of his behaviour. he's vocal about disliking you and the idea of sharing you. had he known beforehand he'd become slightly possessive, he would've avoided you and relationships altogether.
loving someone his mind hates but his heart longs for isn't an experience he'd wish upon his worst enemy â it's too much. the wretched feeling in his chest deepens whenever he's with the kid; scenarios of you being beside him at that very moment flashes before his eyes, but his pride's too high to crash whatever you're doing.
that doesn't stop him from texting, however. he never had an issue with doubleâtriple texting you. if he had something to say (which is never anything important), he'll say it.
satoru: hey.
satoru: did you forget you have a family at home?
satoru: my child's asleep btw, we had fun all day.
you: my* child. not yours.
satoru: so what am i, an elf on babysitting duties?
you: sure if that's what you want. now stop texting my phone.
satoru: what if i'm dying?
you: i'd pop some champagne. throw something on the grill. light up a cigarette, even.
satoru: you don't even like cigarettes.
you: exactly. now bye i'll be there for six.
yeah, there's no doubt that you'll never entertain him again. he, too, wouldn't entertain himself if he was in your position. sure, he was an ass in the relationship butâ you're both older and wiser. maybe you can put the differences aside and come together? a flat no is what you'd answer.
satoru doesn't even hear from you often; most of your activity reports come from your child who excitedly tells their father the details, wishing he was there.
âyou guys had fun. i wish i was there too, bub.â
a sentimental tone settled in his voice. he's suffering the consequences of his actions, and he desperately needs you to help him through it.
just like old times: you'd be there for him, going along with whatever he needed to calm down. whether it's wanting to be in you or on youâ as long as your arms were wrapped around him.
but it's all a memory now. a bitter one.
do you show your vulnerable side to the guys you date, too? do you hold them the way you held him? do they even know what you like? do they know you the way he knows you?
jealousy, regret, longingâ everything mixes in his mind. his stomach aches. it feels as though his insides are hollow.
he adores your child. they look mostly like him, but the personality stems from you. the attitude, tantrums, even the way they hold things â it's all you. he guesses the kid's observed you and eventually picked up your habits. satoru relates; after all, he still has some of your habits he picked up.
as the clock ticks on, his fingers hover over the keyboard on his phone. somehow, he found himself in your pinned chatâ debating whether he should text or not. he's been typing and deleting for the past ten minutes. unless you're not on the app, there's no way you didn't notice the âtyping...â under his contact name.
satoru: i've been thinking.
(message deleted)
satoru: fuck your date let's get back together.
(message deleted)
satoru: or whatever you're doing right now. let me apologize â it's been years. our baby's four now.
(message deleted)
satoru: hey.
you: what's with these deleted messages?
you: are you okay?
he wonders. is he okay? would you come over if he said no? are you going to be mad if he re-sent what the deleted messages said?
satoru: uhhh yeah. everything's fine.
satoru: i'm bored that's why.
satoru: you should totally come over.
you: no.
you: talk to you later.
satoru: please? i'm serious.
you: fine.
satoru: might as well spend the night.
(message deleted)
satoru: thanks.
(message delivered)
âwell fuck...â he sighs, raking his fingers through his hair. he doesn't have anything to say nor do with you. actually, he does â he has quite a few, but he wouldn't push your buttons. he'd love to, but the chances of him receiving a slap is high.
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gojo satoru x female reader; 18+ content, minors or ageless blogs do not interact. established relationship. use of onahole, m. masturbation. lowkey perv satoru ૮ę°â¸â¸> ĚŤ <â¸â¸ęąá â masterlist here â
"sorry, man, but i'm really not available tonight. got a special date," he says with a wink, knowing full well he wonât be leaving his apartment.
or maybe he'll throw in a more casual, "you know how it is â my girl needs me tonight." when he's out with friends and the conversation veers toward dating, gojo doesn't hold back. "nah, nah, sheâs perfect. seriously, perfect," heâll say, grinning like heâs got the best-kept secret.
the truth? he does.
the onahole was custom-made down to every little detail â soft, smooth, and molded to match the perfect heat and tightness of you. heâd spent a little more than he shouldâve to have it designed exactly like you, with every lush curve and snug texture accounted for. hell, he'd even gone out of his way to add faintly scented oils, so when he closes his eyes and slips inside, itâs like he's right there with you, cradled in your warmth.
tonight, he has it all set up: dimmed lights, his favorite playlist humming softly in the background, and a bed of fresh sheets that smell faintly like your perfume. gojoâs grin widens as he positions himself, letting the warm, slick mold press against him just right. he closes his eyes and sighs, hips rolling with a slow rhythm as he whispers, "fuck, baby, you really do miss me, huh? so tight f'me, even when youâre not here..."
heâs just hit a blissful high when his phone lights up with your name. quickly composing himself, he picks up, voice warm but shaky. âhey, sweetheart. you done with work?â he asks, squeezing the onahole absentmindedly, breath a little quicker than usual. "yeah, missin' you like crazy... you been thinkin' of me too?" he chuckles low, stifling a groan as his hips shift involuntarily.
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You're not scared... are ya? (m)
Pairing: non-sorcerer Gojo Satoru/Geto Suguru x reader (afab)
Genre: Ghostface/Halloween + Smut
Word count: 7k
Summary: Youâve always loved Halloween. But this year, you and your boyfriend, Suguru, are planning something a little spookier than usual⌠Who doesnât love a good scare? You have to get in the Halloween spirit, right? Turns out, the trick is on you and the treats are for your boyfriend and his blonde-haired, blue-eyed friend who seems to like you a little more than a friend shouldâŚÂ
Warnings: uhhh i guess technically non-conâŚ? It depends on how you look at it, i guess (let me know what you think so i can tag it appropriately), fingering (f receiving), oral (m and f receiving), throat f*cking, penetration (vaginal, f receiving), choking, knife play, blood play, biting and hickeys, threesome, kissing (satosugu (if youâre not down with that uh⌠sorry lmao maybe not the fic for you)), primal play, use of ghostface mask and chasing/hide and seek, degradation and praise, sensory deprivation/play (blindfolds, gags), bondage (f receiving)... i think thatâs it lol oh and this is like 70% proof read I'm sorry I just wanted to get it out
A/N: sorry this is late ! i meant to have this out before halloween (at the very least), but the timing just didnât work out
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Halloween was easily one of your favorite times of year.
You loved the autumn season in general. From the colors of the leaves to the cool chill in the air, October in general had a special place in your heart. And it certainly didnât hurt that the brisk weather gave you an excuse to cuddle up with your boyfriend, not that you really needed another reason in the first place.Â
There was another aspect of Halloween you loved, of courseâŚ
âNo way,â Suguru states. âIâm not doing that.â
He didnât even look up from his phone upon your horror movie reenactment request. He continued to type away on his phone, no doubt texting his white-haired best friend whom heâs questionably close to. In fact, before you two got together, you were fully convinced your now boyfriend was dating his best friend, Satoru. You even remember the laughs they each let out when you finally brought up the matter.Â
After many questions asked, Suguru confirmed he was, in fact, single. And the rest was history.Â
Funnily enough, Suguru later confessed to you during one drunken night that he hadnât made a move on you originally since he thought Satoru was interested in you too. When you tried asking him about it the next day, unsure if the memory was fabricated, he said he didnât know what you were talking about.
But you canât imagine life any other way. Suguru truly was your other half.
Thereâs only one glaring difference between the two of you when it comes to the Halloween seasonâŚ
âIâm not dressing up in some ghost mask thing and chasing you around the apartment in the dark.â
Your boyfriend, ever the dream-crusher, didnât share your same passion for horror movies.Â
âItâs ghostface, Suguru,â you correct. âAnd, come on, baby. Donât you wanna make your lovely girlfriendâs dreams come true?â When in doubt, go for the guilt trip.Â
He just lets out a sigh and looks up at the ceiling in disbelief.Â
âBaby, if youâre having dreams like those, then Iâll be chasing you to a therapistâs office instead,â he laughs. âBesides, whatâs the appeal in this so-called âghostfaceâ stalking in the first place? Is this the result of some sort of repressed trauma I donât know about?â
âHaha, very funny,â you scowl. âBut, no, this isnât about some secret, horrifically painful backstory. Think of it as⌠primal play.â
His neck snaps back down and catches your gaze.
 âPrimal play?â he asks you incredulously with a gleam in his eyes. âHow come youâve never told me about this little secret of yours, hm? Next thing I know, youâre gonna be telling me about some piss kink of yours.â
You slap his shoulder, and he laughs at your disgusted expression.Â
âHey!â He raises his hands in mock surrender. âYou never know! Maybe you shouldnât knock it âtill you try it! Youâll just have to explore that side of your sexuality without me⌠some sort of solo piss-centric masturbation.â
Slapping his shoulder again, you pull away from his side and look him in the eye. âI canât really explain it all that well, but the idea of being chased and the fear of getting caughtâŚâ you trail off and lean to whisper in his ear, âIt gets me so wet that Iâm dripping.â
You donât need to look at his face to know his eyes widen and his mouth parts at your comment. Youâve got him right where you want him now. Based on the weighted silence as Suguru processes your words, you know heâs just about folded like a house of cards. Chase you around in a ghostface mask? Hell, he might even shave his head if you asked him too (not that you would ever want such a terrible thing).
âOkay,â Suguru breathes out shakily, picturing you sopping wet at the mere thought of the primal play kink. âSo⌠how would we do this?â
And just like that, the plans for your primal play ghostface dream fell into place.Â
Close to 9pm on Halloween, your boyfriend left your shared apartment and agreed to return in roughly fifteen minutes in which time you were to set up for the scene by moving all remotely sharp objects out of the way, changing into the appropriate clothing, turning off the lights, and finding a place to hide. By the time the fifteen minutes were up, you would be receiving a phone call from your boyfriend.Â
Once you had rearranged the apartment and changed into much shorter, might tighter clothes, you began turning the lights off around the shared space. However, you were startled when you heard a knock on the door. Confused, you walked over slowly and looked through the peephole.Â
You let out a sigh and open the door to find Satoru before you.Â
âHey, Satoru,â you greet quickly. âNowâs not really a good time. Suguru and I-â
Satoru, eyes still glued to his phone, interrupts you, âOh, yeah, Iâm here to see him, actually.âÂ
You click your tongue at his rudeness. When it comes to moments like these, you remember why you choose to believe that Suguruâs drunken confession of Satoruâs underlying feelings for you had to be false. There are times when Satoru treats you more like a doormat than an actual person- let alone the girlfriend of his best friend. Although it does make you question if Satoru really did have feelings for you boyfriend after allâŚÂ
âNo, Satoru, you donât understand,â you begin. âSuguru and I have something⌠planned. Heâll be back soon, but weâre staying in tonight alone.â You be sure to emphasize the last part of your sentence.Â
He finally looks up from his phone, and his jaw drops slightly as his eyes rake over your body. His brilliant blue eyes take in your bra-less chest covered by what has to be the worldâs shortest crop top with your nipples poking against the fabric of the shirt. His eyes fall to your tiny skirt that hugs your hips tightly and doesnât even reach midthigh. For the first time since you met the lanky menace, heâs actually speechless. You wave a hand in front of his face to snap him out of his trance-like state.Â
âSatoru?â you question. âDid you hear what I just said?â
He closes his mouth and gulps before making eye contact with you. If you had paid closer attention, you would have noticed the bulge in his jeans grow larger just from the mere look of you.
Shaking his head, he puts his phone away in his back pocket. He clears his throat before asking, âWhat were you saying?â
You roll your eyes at his behavior.Â
Heâs a complete jerk when he interacts with you normally but now heâs gawking at your appearance? Makes sense why he canât get a girlfriend. And itâs not like heâs about to pull Suguru as a boyfriend since heâs long off the market. Part of you wants to rub that in Satoruâs face whenever he acts up like this.Â
âSuguru isn't home right now, but he will be soon. Once he gets here, he and I have plans. So, respectfully, you need to leave.â you reiterate with more force this time to fully get the point across.Â
A.K.A. Fuck off, Satoru.
He scoffs at your attitude (as if it isnât 100% warranted) and turns around to leave. âFine,â he sighs in annoyance as if your simple request was a burden. âTell him I stopped by, and next timeâŚâ His eyes meet yours again and a smirk is painted on his irritatingly handsome face. âMaybe wear more clothes when you answer the door. You never know what kind of perverts might be lurking around.â
You smile awkwardly at the comment and finally close the door, letting out a sigh. You thought heâd never leave.Â
You jolt when your phone starts ringing and dash around the apartment to turn off the rest of the lights and scurry to your hiding place. Once youâve quickly collected yourself, you answer the phone.Â
âHello?â you speak, excitement already on the rise at the thought of whatâs in store for tonight.Â
A dark, muffled voice through a voice modulator on the other end asks, âWhatâs your favorite scary movie?â
Smiling at the iconic line, you grip your phone a little tighter and hum, âI donât know if I can pick just one. I love horror movies.â
You hear a chuckle. âReally? And whyâs that, princess?â
Your cheeks heat up at the use of the pet name- not in the original script but still making you weak in the knees.Â
âHm⌠Thereâs just something about the feeling of being scared⌠To be honest, it gets more more worked up than it should.â
Your ears perk up when you hear the apartment door unlock, and you carefully peer around the room from your hiding spot in search of your masked boyfriend. Perhaps itâs because youâre in the dark, but heâs nowhere in sight.Â
âWell, youâre in luck tonight, princess.â the silky voice practically purrs. âBecause Iâm about to give you a scare youâll never forget.â
The line drops, and you listen closely for any sounds of movement throughout the apartment. You finally hear shuffling down the hall from your hiding spot and prepare yourself for the chase should you be caught.
âCome out, come out wherever you are,â he sings, still utilizing the voice modulator to add to the horror element.
Eventually, your boyfriend steps into the room and proceeds to hum a song under his breath as he slowly looks around the room. Seconds feel like hours as you hold your breath, ready to dart away from your hiding spot if need be. You attempt to lean forward carefully- emphasis on âattemptâ because a wooden plank beneath you groans at your small movement.Â
His neck snaps toward you, and you can tell that even with that mask, he makes direct eye contact with you. You let out a little yelp as you dive out of the way of his attack. Heâs on the ground after his attempted grab, and you rush out of the room in search of another hiding place throughout your apartment.Â
You finally settle in a new spot and cover your mouth with your hand to silence your harsh breathing. It isnât long before your boyfriend enters the room again and begins searching.Â
âFuck,â he exhales, âI can practically track you by smell alone, princess. You must be soaked, huh?â
You push your thighs together in a desperate attempt to pleasure yourself from the friction alone. Itâs obviously not enough, but itâll have to do as your boyfriend chases you through the apartment while dressed as a serial killer.Â
âWhat a dirty little slut you areâŚâ your boyfriend calls out, taunting you. âAll this hiding and chasing has you worked up pretty good, huh? Why donât you just come on out and let me take care of that problem for you, yeah?â
As tempting as the offer sounds, you remain silent and watch from your spot behind the furniture.
âNo?â he asks in faux confusion. âThen I guess weâll just have to do this the hard way. I love a good hunt.â
Surprisingly, youâre able to move to another hiding place quietly right as he was about to find you. Your luck ran out when you realized that in your search through the dark, you had ended up in the bedroom which only left two spaces to hide: under the bed or in the closet.Â
âFuck me,â you whisper in anger. âCould this be any more predictable?â
You quickly weigh your options and opt to slide underneath the bed quietly. Not too long after, your boyfriend walks leisurely into the room. This truly seems like a game to him. And here you were thinking he would be more timid since he had never engaged in any sort of similar roleplay before.Â
He peeks around the room, giving it a mere once-over before stepping out. Thank god.
He really believed thereâs no way you would be dumb enough to hide in such horrible spots. Youâre both relieved and also offended in a way.Â
Thereâs no time to contemplate further when hands wrap around your ankles and pull you from under the bed, making you scream. Once youâre fully emerged, he flips you over on your back and pins you on the floor of your bedroom.Â
âHiding under the bed?â he coos. âPrincess, for someone who watches a lot of horror movies, I would have hoped youâd be smarter than that.â
âGet off me!â you shout.Â
Even though youâre pretending to fight back, you know full well that even if you were trying with all your strength to push him off, he could still easily manipulate your body.Â
âOh, but this is what you wanted, right?â he asks as he reaches beside him and grabs one of his belts off the dresser. âCompletely, utterly helpless.â
He makes quick work of your wrists, binding them together expertly with his belt. The belt wasnât meant to be a part of the scene, but fuck was it hot.Â
Once your hands are bound, he removes both of his black gloves and tosses them to the side. He brings his now bare hands to your collar bones that show from above your flimsy crop top. His cold hands brush against your skin, and he lifts up the fabric between his fingers.Â
âThis,â he begins. âis getting in the way.â
In the blink of an eye, heâs reaching into his pocket and brings out a switchblade. He cuts the clothes off of your body while you lay there in shock.Â
âA switchblade?â you ask in confusion. âSuguru, where did you get a switchblade? That wasnât part of our scene-â
He cuts you off by shoving his fingers in your mouth.Â
âThe only thing I wanna hear from this whore mouth is moaning, whining, and pleading,â he states firmly. âOr can a doubt slut like you not understand that?â
Your eyes are practically bulging out of your head. Not only did Suguru whip out a legitimate weapon (which neither one of you had planned), but he was talking to you in a way he had never done before. It was crude, cruel, and harsh. It was something you had never heard from him⌠but it was turning you on so much that you couldnât even bring yourself to question the change in behavior. He removes his fingers from your mouth, now covered in your drool, and opts for shoving his discarded gloves into your mouth instead, effectively shutting you up.
âNo bra, hm?â he questions as he runs the blade down your bare chest. âGood. Those nipples look even better bare anyways.â
Dragging the knifeâs edge along your breast, you hiss as he draws faint amounts of blood. He lets out a groan at the sight and pinches one of your nipples with his free hand. You whine around his fingers at the dual sensation, pleasure and pain. Your wrists pull at your confines, and you feel the leather dig into your skin.Â
Abandoning your chest, he moves his free hand lower down your body until he reaches the end of your skirt. With a quick flick of his wrist, heâs pulled up the fabric to reveal your bare cunt, glistening with arousal. Even in the darkened room, you know he can see your wetness.Â
âAnd no panties too?â your boyfriend groans at the sight. âWell, it must be my lucky day. This pretty pussy was calling my name from the beginning, huh?â
Had you been more lucid, you may have furrowed your eyebrows in confusion at his statement, considering you had mentioned to him before the scene what you planned on wearing. The thought flew out of your mind when you felt his long fingers collect your slick and move against your folds. You whine at the movement and try to clench your thighs shut at the for more friction.
âNuh uh,â he practically sings and shoves your legs apart. âYouâre gonna take what I give ya, and youâre gonna like it.â
At that, he plunges two fingers into you suddenly, not even giving time to adjust to the intrusion before heâs built a rapid pace. Your squeal is muffled by the black fabric shoved inside your mouth, but your sounds still echo throughout the apartment. Youâre certain youâll get noise complaints tomorrow- not that you cared.
While his middle and pointer fingers continue their brutal speed inside you, he brings his thumb upward to draw small circles on your clit which has you moaning impossibly louder. Your brain feels scrambled already; Suguruâs touch plus the anticipation of whatâs to come has you shaking.Â
âWho knew such a quiet, well-mannered little girl could be such a fucking slut,â he states with mock surprise. âGuess it just took some good fingerâfucking to bring out your true self, huh?â
Even if you werenât gagged, you wouldnât be able to respond. The speed at which he fingers you has you delirious, and if you werenât so laughably fucked out already, youâd be embarassed with how quickly you felt your climax approaching. Suguru feels you tighten around his fingers and laughs cruelly at you.Â
âGonna cum so soon? I thought a common whore like you would have built up a tolerance for someone touching this cuntâŚGuess not.â he laughs again.
 You can practically envision the sarcastic pout on his face from his tone.Â
âBut thatâs more than fine by me, princess,â he says darkly and ups the pace on your clit. âBecause Iâm gonna have you cumming so much that you forget about any other man aside from me.â
The possessiveness in his tone sends you spiraling over the edge and you clench firmly around his fingers as your pitiful moans attempt to spill from the make-shift gag.Â
Once you come down from your high, youâre met with your boyfriend holding up a blindfold to your face. You widen your eyes a bit at his actions since he hasnât mentioned anything to you about using blindfolds when you were planning your scene. Heâs certainly taking some creative liberties that stray from your original plans as well as the original Scream movie script.Â
âWhat?â he cocks his head to the side, and you imagine his smirk beneath the mask. âDonât tell me youâre afraid of the dark.â
You glare at him, still blinking back tears in your eyes from your recent and powerful orgasm. You try to speak, but the words are lost in the gag. He probably rolls his eyes as he sighs and pulls the fabric from your mouth.Â
You take a deep breath upon being freed from your muzzle and dare him, âDo your worst.âÂ
He chuckles at the taunt. âYouâre gonna regret that, sweetheart.â
He makes quick work of wrapping the blindfold around your eyes tightly, and youâre consumed by the darkness of the fabric. After heâs made sure you canât see anything, you hear some ruffling of fabric, and you assume heâs removed parts of the ghostface costume. Heâs silent for a movement, and youâre about to call out for him before you feel the familiar sensation of a blade along your thighs. You hear him groaning at the sight of you twitching and whining. Hissing at the sharpness of the blade, you feel some blood begin to trickle down your thighs. Leaning in, your boyfriend licks up the warm, red liquid with his tongue.Â
You gasp at the filthy action and shamefully feel yourself grow even more wet.Â
Before you have time to fully comprehend the dirtiness of your boyfriendâs actions, he latches his tongue to your soaking cunt, and you practically scream at the feeling. Your boyfriend has always been good with his mouth, but tonight feels⌠different. You canât quite put your finger on what it is, but heâs displaying this near savage, depraved behavior that you had never seen from him before. Youâre not sure if itâs for the scene or the holiday itself, but itâs turning you on in ways you had never experienced before.Â
âFuck, Suguru, that feels so good,â you whine. He lands a harsh slap on your cunt and you yelp. He practically growls against your pussy, and the vibrations ripple throughout your body, causing you to clench your toes and whine helplessly.Â
You want so badly to run your fingers through his luscious hair, but the belt pinning your arms above your head keeps your hands firmly in place.Â
Your body starts to shake as the sensations grow stronger once he attaches his mouth to your clit and sucks aggressively at the bundle of nerves. His hands grab hold of your hips and pull your lower body back onto the ground to keep you in place to experience the full intensity of his mouth on your mound. You clench your eyes shut and your face scrunches up as the pleasure increases and the knot in your stomach grows tighter.Â
Aside from his groans, your boyfriend remains quiet. Although heâs usually quite verbal and talks you through the pleasure, your boyfriendâs uncharacteristic silence actually turns you on. It sounds sick, but it makes you feel more like an object for him to use rather than his girlfriend.Â
âOh!â you gasp as he shoves his fingers back inside you again. His skilled tongue coupled with his long fingers has your mind reeling. âIâm close! Iâm so close, babyâ
He moans again against your pussy and uses his free hand to drag his fingers along the shallow cuts he made on your thighs. You hiss at the feeling and feel your orgasm crash on you, making you moan so loudly youâre sure your throat will be raw tomorrow.Â
Your legs are trembling as you come down from your high. Your voice is shaky as you mutter with a dopey, fucked out smile, âYou always know how to drive me crazy, Suguru.â
He chuckles darkly at your comment and your blood runs cold when you hear in a cocky voice ask, âCrazy, huh?â
You freeze at the sound of the voice.
Thatâs not Suguru.
âWhat- what the fuck?â you yell. âWho the fuck are you? Get away from me!â
The stranger laughs again. âWhat? You donât recognize me?â He leans in real close to whisper in your ear, âYouâre telling me youâre not as obsessed with me as I am with you?â
Your eyes bulge impossibly wider as you recognize the voice of the man.Â
âS-SatoruâŚ?â you question in a meek tone.Â
âDing, ding, ding! We have a winner!â He jokes with a dangerous undertone. He caresses your face softly, and you flinch away at the contact. He sighs in disappointment. âWhatâs the matter, princess? You were crazy over me a few moments ago. You said so yourself.â
You pull at your restraints and shout, âLet me go!â
Although you canât see, you assume he rolls his eyes as he covers your mouth with his large hand. He speaks with a calm tone, dismissive of your fear and confusion. âI donât get what the big deal is, really. I mean, Suguru and I share just about everything. Why are you the exception?â
You wiggle aggressively under his touch and he sighs before lifting his hand.Â
âWhatâs wrong with you? Iâm Suguruâs girlfriend. Iâm not some toy for you to play with. Now let me go!â you demand.Â
Satoru scoffs at your comment. âUgh, itâs always the same thing from you. Suguru this and Suguru that⌠How bout you show me a little love, huh?â
You can tell heâs smirking based on the tone of his voice. You continue to struggle to undo the binds restricting your hands. You try yelling for help, desperate for your someone- anyone- to come to your rescue.Â
Satoru just stares at your pathetic attempts to escape. Before you know it, his hand slaps your cheek, making you gasp. You feel your skin tingle as the aftermath of the hit.Â
Tears well up in your eyes as you cry out, âWhere is Suguru?â
Suddenly, a warmer set of hands run up your arm. Your breath hitches at the touch, unsure what to expect next.Â
You gasp again as someone leans in and whispers in your ear, âLooking for me, darling?â
Honestly, you could cry tears of joy at this point. âSuguru!â you yelp. âSuguru, please get me out of here!â Expecting to be freed from your confines, you wait for a moment before you hear your boyfriend chuckle.Â
âAre you sure thatâs what you want, baby?â he whispers. âYou seemed to be enjoying yourself when another man was between those thighs. Satoru is quite skilled with his tongue, isnât he?â
In another world, you would have asked how Suguru knew just how well Satoru moved his tongue, but your brain is too cloudy to question his statement. As fucked up as it is, you press your thighs together slightly at his comment. You try to be discreet so as to not give away how much the situation secretly turned you on, but both men caught the not-so-subtle movement and shared a smirk.Â
Satoru began massaging your thighs lightly and swiped up a bit of the remaining blood to bring to his lips. He moaned at the taste. He swore that every part of you tasted good.Â
Suguru spoke softly, âIf you donât want to continue, we understandâŚâ he began. âBut based on how desperate you are to have the sweet little pussy of yours touched, Iâd say you want both of us.â
You couldnât help the whimper that escaped your lips at your boyfriendâs words. Sure, Satoru was attractive. Hell, attractive would be an understatement. He and Suguru looked like they were sculpted by gods. But never in a hundred years did you imagine youâd fuck your boyfriendâs best friend.Â
âYou know your safeword, darling,â Suguru reminded you. âWe wonât go any further unless you want to.â
You thought about it. On one hand, you should be beyond pissed for this fucked up âstuntâ they pulled. But on the other hand⌠you couldnât deny how much you wanted to try Satoruâs cock.
The idea of taking them both at the same time practically had your mouth watering.Â
You gulped and muttered, âY-yes.â
Satoru just raised an eyebrow and smirked. âYes what?â
Whining, you spoke, âYes, please.â
Both men looked at each other with sadistic smiles. That was the only sign they needed. They both understood the goal: ruin you.Â
Suguru pulled the blindfold off you and tossed it to the side. âAs much fun as that sensory deprivation was, I wanna see your whole face when we fuck you dumb.â
Satoru groans at the idea, âFuck, I bet that pretty face of yours looks even better when your eyes are rolling back and your drooling from our cocks.â
Blushing at the comment, you try to turn away to hide your face. Suguru just laughs and grabs your chin, making you meet his gaze. âOh, no you donât,â he chuckled. âThereâs nowhere to hide now, baby.â
He lets go of your chin and begins to strip his clothing. He pulls his shirt over his head and then swiftly removes his pants and boxers. His cock is already rock solid, and you try to conceal your whimper at the sight. Suguru hears you anyway and laughs at your desperation.Â
You turn your face toward Satoru when you see him stripping out of the corner of your eye. Your eyes widen as he removes his clothes.Â
Fuck.
Although your boyfriendâs cock may be thicker, Satoruâs is definitely longer. You almost scoff when you see how good he looks. Of course his cock would be as pretty as the rest of him is. He catches you ogling him and shoots you a wink.Â
Before you realize whatâs happening, your boyfriend lifts you up and puts you on your hands and knees to face him. He pumps his cock a few times as he looks down at your eager face and saliva soaked lips. He just laughs at your presses and teases your mouth with his thick cock.Â
âYou gonna be a good girl for me?â he asks with a mocking pout. You hum as confirmation s you focus on his cock in front of you. Out of nowhere, you whine when he grabs your hair and tugs your face upward so your eyes meet his. âRemember your manners, baby. Look at me when Iâm talking to you, yeah?â
You blink repeatedly and nod quickly. He scoffs at the action and speaks, âWords.â
You snap out of your daze and reply, âYes, Suguru.â
He smiles at you and relaxes his firm grip on your hair. âAlright then, baby.â He exhales and caresses your face with his free hand. âGet to work.â
Wasting no time, you dive right in and take his cock in your mouth. His precum is sweet on your tongue and you suck thoroughly at the tip. He groans above you but clicks his tongue when you linger too long on the head. You take more of him in your mouth and begin to bob your head.Â
You find a good rhythm with your mouth and tongue, but your gasp is muffled by Suguruâs cock when you feel something press against the lips of your pussy. Behind you, you hear Satoru groan. âFuck,â he mutters in awe. âYouâre so fucking wet that youâre dripping.â
You blush at his comment but donât have much time to think about it before Satoru rams his cock into you. You would have screamed if it werenât for Suguru beginning to gently fuck your mouth.Â
Fuck, Satoru is huge.Â
You already knew that from seeing him, but he feels impossibly larger now that heâs buried in your cunt. He lets out a loud moan at the feeling of your pussy wrapped around his cock and stills for a moment to collect himself. He hisses at your tightness. âIf I knew you were this tight, I wouldnât have waited so long to fuck you.â he confesses as he picks up his pace. âHell, I would have taken you before Suguru did.â
Sweat begins to form around his hairline as he picks up his pace of fucking your throat. âHa,â your boyfriend scoffs at his best friend. âFat fucking chance. This golden pussy has been mine since day one. Isnât that right, baby?â
Even if your mouth werenât filled to the brim, you wouldnât have been able to answer from how good it feels with Satoru fucking you. You just whine at his question. Your answer doesnât seem to satisfy your boyfriend because he pulls out of your mouth abruptly and pumps his cock in front of you instead. You whine at the sudden loss and lick your lips to collect any remaining precum, desperate for another taste.Â
âI asked you a question,â Suguru glared. âDonât tell me youâre so cock drunk already that you canât answer a simple question.â
You whimper at his statement and shake your head in an attempt to clear your mind and reply. When you finally open your mouth to respond, Suguru cuts you off by shoving his cock into your mouth once more. You choke at the sudden intrusion and try to maintain your breathing. You already feel lightheaded enough from the pleasure, but now the lack of oxygen is making your head even more fuzzy.Â
Satoru begins fucking you with a fast and aggressive pace, moaning loudly at how good you feel. His cock reaches parts of you you didnât even know you had. You moan around Suguruâs cock, and the vibrations add to his pleasure. He lets out a groan and fucks your throat with more intensity than he ever has before, as if to claim you in front of Satoru.Â
âHa. Trying to show off?â Although out of breath, Satoru scoffs at the sight. âWell, two can play that game.â
Satoru rams his cock into you with such power that it has you choking on Suguruâs cock even more and your eyes bulge at the sensation. You feel stuffed in a way you never have before. You thought the pleasure couldnât get any better until Satoru reached between your thighs and began rubbing your clit in quick, circular motions.Â
If you werenât choking on your boyfriendâs cock, you would have screamed so loud that the cops may have been notified. Your moans and whines are muffled by Suguru, but youâre loud regardless.Â
You look up at Suguru and make eye contact with the man. He laughs a bit, out of breath as well.Â
âG-good girl, baby.â he stutters and moans. âYouâre doing so good for me.â
You blush at the praise. Even when youâre being fucked dumb by two men, your boyfriend always knows how you make you feel special.Â
Glancing downward, you see his stomach clenching and you know heâs close. You take a deep breath through your nose, and you push your mouth down to the base of his cock, gagging. He grabs the back of your head and holds you down for a few moments before letting you back up for air. As soon as you get a breath, heâs pushing you back down again. Tears are streaming down your cheeks at this point, partially because of your boyfriendâs large cock choking you but also because of Satoruâs unforgiving pace as he fucks you into the mattress.Â
When you think things couldnât get any hotter, you turn your head slightly to see Suguru lean forward, grab Satoru by the hair, and pull him into a searing kiss. You whine loudly at the sight.
Guess they really did have feelings for each other.Â
Satoru whimpers and deepens the kiss. He brings one hand to Suguruâs hair to tug on the silky strands and pushes his tongue into his mouth. The kiss is messy and some of the spit from it drips onto your back. As Suguru pulls away from the blue-eyed boy, you feel Suguruâs pace stutter, he lets out a loud groan, and his hot cum fills your mouth. You choke again as the warm substance spills down your throat and overflows from your mouth. Suguruâs panting as he comes down from his high, but he grabs your chin before you can swallow his load.Â
âNuh uh,â he chuckles, âOpen the mouth wide for me, baby.â
You do as he says and widen your mouth, drops of his cum dripping down your chin. He leans down, spitting into your open mouth. Your eyes roll back at the action and you whine. Laughing breathlessly at your response, he closes your mouth gently and hums, âSwallow every last drop, baby.â he smiles again with a devilish look in his eyes. âYouâve earned it.â
Following his instructions, you swallow his cum and open your mouth to show him you followed his orders to which he smiles at. Before you could close your mouth, you let out a particularly loud cry as Satoru hits your sweet spot, and he has you seeing stars. Youâre too out of it to realize that Suguru has collected with his fingertip the cum that leaked from your lips. He brings his cum-covered finger to Satoruâs lips and while Satoruâs mouth falls open with a moan, Suguru promptly shoves his finger into Satoruâs mouth.Â
The white-haired man widens his eyes in shock, but hums as he licks the salty substance off Suguruâs fingers. Satoru leans in close to you and whispers in your ear, âIâve gotta say, your boyfriend tastes pretty goodâŚâ he pauses. âBut he doesnât taste as good as you.â
You gasp at his statement, and he leans in closer with his chest against your back. Heâs so deep and so rough that it feels as if heâs fucking you like heâll never get laid again. His desperation for you is dizzying. The idea that you have this man wrapped around your finger makes you impossibly more aroused. To think that the man who acted like he hated your guts was now whining and moaning shamelessly from being in your guts was a concept that made you weak.Â
He groans behind you and looks crazed. âOh, now that Iâve had this pussy, Iâm never letting you go.â
Your boyfriend rolls his eyes at Satoruâs comment as he watches the scene unfold in front of him. Heâd let Satoru have his fun now, but you knew who you belonged to when all is said and done. And he also knew that Satoru was just as much a desperate whore for him as you are.Â
You whimper at Satoru's relentless pace, and Satoru manhandles you into a different position. Youâre now lying on your back with your legs raised and pressed against your chest. You scream at the new angle, and his cock is repeatedly hitting your sweet spot with every rough thrust of his cock.Â
âYeah, thatâs it, princess,â he coos. âTake everything that I give ya.â
You canât help but whimper at the praise. His fingers find your clit again and continue to stimulate the nub. A scream escapes you when he pinches your clit between his fingers. Although heâs panting, he manages to let out a dark chuckle at your reaction.Â
âYou like pain?â Satoru asks with a smirk although he already knows the answer. He knows you're too cock drunk to respond as youâre muttering nonsense and stuttering over your words. He leans closer to whisper in your ear so that Suguru canât hear. âWell, Daddy can give you all the pain you want.â
Even in your dumb and delirious state, your eyes widen as you process his words and you whine loudly. You didnât even know you had a daddy kink until Satoru uttered those words. All you knew was that you felt like you were going to explode at the rate Satoru was fucking you and that you were going to die if you didnât cum soon.Â
Laughing cockily at your reaction, Satoru brings his hand to your neck and squeezes tightly. His grip effectively cuts off most of your oxygen, and it has you seeing even more stars than you were a moment ago due to his fat cock.Â
He pulls his hand away for a moment, making you whimper at the loss and wish his hand was still wrapped around your throat. Instead, he leans down and leaves bite after bite and hickey after hickey all over your neck and chest, effectively covering you in red marks. His smile is almost manic as he examines his work. In that moment, youâre just a doll for him to fuck, just a canvas for him to paint on. And if he werenât planning on filling your little pussy to the brim with cum, heâd have painted your body with his load instead alongside the marks heâd left. Just as quickly as it left, he brings his hand back to your throat and practically chokes you. His other hand continues the never ending abuse on your clit, the bundle of nerves desperate for relief.Â
Suguru raises an eyebrow at the scene, intrigued. He wasnât ever that rough with you. But based on the look on your face, the tears in your eyes, and the drool from your lips, he knows that next time he fucks you, heâll be sure to give it to you even rougher than Satoru. Thereâs no way heâs going to let his best friend brag about fucking you better. No one knows your pussy like your boyfriend does. He sits in a chair beside the bed and watches the two of you as his cock grows hard again.Â
Satoru swears heâs never had better pussy in his life. How did he ever cum before your tight cunt was sucking him in? One thingâs for certain: Satoruâs not about to say goodbye to your pretty face and soaking wet cunt- not now or ever. He swears at the sensation and whines when he feels you tighten even more around him, signaling how close your orgasm is.Â
âFuck, fuck, fuck,â you manage to moan, tears freely flowing down your face. Satoruâs eyes darken at the sight and leaned over to collect the knife once more, releasing your throat. He brought the knife down to your boobs and made small cuts near the nipples. You let out a cry at the pain mixed with pleasure. Satoru then leans down and wraps his mouth around your nipple, using his tongue to suck the blood. âOh my god,â you sob.
This sends you over the edge and you scream at the feeling of Satoruâs cock impaling you coupled with the sensation of pain on your chest. Youâre sobbing now as Satoru continues this brutal thrusts, desperately chasing his own orgasm. âFuck!â He curses loudly before he shoots his cum deep inside your cunt, and you scream once again at the pleasure. âTake it all, princess. You donât wanna disappoint Daddy, do ya?â
You shiver and whine at his words. Satoru takes multiple deep breaths before he nearly collapses on top of you, and youâre both breathing heavily like youâve run a marathon. You whimper as you feel him paint your insides white, and you wince when Satoru pulls out. Even in his post-climax daze, he looks at your pussy in awe as he watches his cum spill from your swollen pussy. Youâre shocked out of your fucked out state when you hear your boyfriend clapping slowly as he walks across the room toward you both.Â
âThat was quite the show, Satoru.â Suguru whistles as he reaches the bed and stands beside you. You gulp as you look downward and see his solid length, as intimidating and hard as ever. Satoru looks up and meets Suguruâs gaze, a pussy drunk look on his face with blush to match.Â
Your boyfriend smirks before yanking you toward him and spanking your pussy, making you yelp and quiver. âBut I think I should show you how itâs really done.â
A Halloween with plenty of tricks and treats.
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Satoru has phone sex down to a science. Every word he utters is perfectly crafted, down to the little, or big, moans he lets out. He has to leave for work often, unfortunately forcing the two of you to take care of your own needs. But he refuses to be left out. Satoru will call you, no matter the time or place, just to hear you. The second he gets that text from you heâs dropping everything to find a secluded place. His words are like honey when he answers the phone, âhello, babyâ. They make your spine tingle. And he knows that, too. Knows the way you toss your head back when you let your hands drift down your body, knows the way you dip your fingers in your pussy while you listen to him talk.
He doesnât even need to be touching himself. In fact, most of the time he doesnât. Satoru gets off on hearing you more than anything. He tells you how badly he wishes he was there right now. How it should be his long fingers curling up into your cunt, not yours.
Satoru canât help but match your breathing when you begin to pant. His cock is so hard it hurts, but thatâs part of the thrill. He watches a wet patch begin to spread in his pants as his precum seeps from his needy cock. Your moans only add in getting him worked up even more.
Tells you how pretty your pussy is. How wet and tight it is. That he should be there. That youâre being quite awfully mean using your fingers instead of him, instead of his body. Even though thereâs no way you could use his body right now.
But oh, how badly he wants that.
How badly he wants to be of service to you. His body was made for yours. Made to please yours. Since heâs not physically there right now, heâll do the second best thing he can. Let you use his voice to get off.
âHow does it feel, baby?â
âRight there? You need me right there?â
âDeeper, honey. Faster.â
âLet it out for me.â
He doesnât stop until youâre a moaning mess. He keeps going until your legs are shaking and your body is covered in sweat. Satoru hums in response when he hears you settle down, a feeling of victory sprouting in his chest. This would have to do for now, but all bets were off when he gets home.
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thinking about your boyfriend gojo satoru who starts floating every time you kiss him on the lips, and you finally have your first make out session with him.
gojo satoru x gn!reader, suggestive
âbaby, puh-leaseeeee!â
being gojoâs classmate-turned-friend-turned-partner, youâre pretty used to the sorcererâs occasional pouting ân whining, but you donât think youâve ever seen him so desperate before.
youâre in the confines of his dorm room, seated on his bed, facing each other with your legs crossed and knees brushing against his.
it had been like any other lazy afternoon with each other, munching on snacks after the completion of another easy mission when your boyfriend had suddenly grabbed ahold of your hands with a single proposal,
âwanna make out?â
he swears up and down that nothing wonky will happen to his cursed technique once his lips are on yours, but youâre not too sure about that.
you toy with his slender fingers absentmindedly, âi donât know, âtoru..â
âsweetheart, youâre telling me you havenât thought about us making out before?â he huffs and puffs like a kid who isnât able to stick his hand in the cookie jar, but then again, that sounds just like satoru.
âwhat? no. i mean- i guess i haveâŚâ you try to brush off the fact that youâre getting kinda.. flustered. heâs just so damn insistent about this.
of course youâve thought about kissing him more.. passionately. itâs just that you also have placed thought in how it might goâwith you two up in the air.
a smirk tugs at the corner of his lips, but itâs not one of those smug, arrogant ones he usually offers his opponents. itâs something more along the lines mirth and affection.
âsoooooooâŚ.â
you roll your eyes. âfine.â his eyes light up and before he can cheer, you add, âbut the second something goes wrong weâre stopping.â
âyeah, yeah,â he says, but itâs rushed and hurriedâexcited. admittedly, you are too, as he shuffles closer with a giddy grin.
his eyes are unwavering in their stare even as the corners crinkle up along with his grin, and it only serves to make you smile fondly in return.
unlike your very first kiss, gojo moves in before youâhe leans forward and captures your lips with his. the two of you have never kissed for longer than a few seconds, but then heâs suddenly angling his head to deepen it and your breath is stolen.
where the hell did he learn to kiss like this?
you have no time to gather your thoughts, rather going on instinct as you feel satoruâs hand come up to cradle the side of your face, swiping his thumb over your cheek with a tenderness that makes you melt further into his touch.
gojo makes out with you like heâs been waiting for forever to do this, which might not be so far from the truth. you return his enthusiam, fingers tangling with the snowy locks at his nape.
heâs a bit sloppy with it, but you hazily think thatâs a given since heâs never made out with anyone before and holy shitâyouâre actually making out with him.
itâs the loud sounds of wet lips smacking against each other, all hot ân heavy, that make you blush and feel warm all over.
gojo hasnât started floating yet, and you only know that because heâs leaning forward even more, crawling and invading your space until its no longer yours, and you have no choice to fall back onto the sheets.
his arms cage you in as he hovers over you now, and his lips leave yours for only a few fleeting moments before heâs kissing you fervently again.
everything is going okay (more than okay), satoru is still in control of his powers, youâre getting a lilâ breathless andâ
uh oh.
gojo pulls away only by a few centimeters, lips still brushing against yours, but you can feel his panic as his eyes widen and heâs pulling even further away.
you know you said youâd stop if his powers started getting out of control but youâd be damned if this stopped now, so you grab him by the collar of his shirt and shove him back, a yelp leaving his throat when you straddle his lap.
âthere,â you huff out, the edges of a smirk on your lips now that youâve found a little solution to gojoâs floating problem. you laugh a bit breathlessly, ânow you canât float away from me.â
with his cheeks flushed a pretty pink and his sky blue eyes wide, for once satoru looks like heâs at a loss for words as he blinks up at you. he clears his throat, trying to regain his composure, âwell damn, babe, if i had known youâd be this forward i wouldâve done this a lot soo-â
you roll your eyes again with a slight grin. âshut up, âtoru.â
satoru grins, but you make good on your words by pulling him by his shirt again to effectively shut him up with your lips.
(and, well.. letâs just say something else goes up whenever you make out with him.)
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ICYMI <3
Satoru Gojo doesn't sleep.
Well, that's a lie. He sleeps, he just doesn't sleep well.
The man averages about two to three hours a night, when the average adult human should be getting about seven to eight consecutive hours of sleep. One could either blame it on the constant stream of input of cursed energy or information from his Six Eyes technique, or the monotonous flow of reverse cursed energy to try and keep his brain at optimum performance, or the busy schedule that's imposed on him due to his special grade status, being "The Strongest" and all that malarkey.
That is, until he started to share his bed and his home with you.
You remember how you pleaded with Satoru to try and get some rest after a day of lessons, the exorcism of a special grade curse that roamed the grounds of an abandoned primary school, and the paperwork that came with it. It seemed that had become his everyday schedule. Early mornings to mid afternoons, lessons. Afternoons to late evenings, missions. Evenings to the dead of night, paperwork. He barely had any time to take care of himself.
Even through the blindfold that he was wearing, you could see the bags were starting to bruise past his eyes and transcend to his cheekbones.
He was dog tired and in desperate need of rest.
You approached him as he was hunched over his office desk, typing up a report on the mission that had transpired that day. You noted that the plate of food that you had set out for him was picked clean, so you were at least grateful that he had taken the time to get something in his stomach.
You attempted to place a hand on his back, but were stopped with mere nanometers to spare by the invisible barrier that covered his body.
âYou know you donât have to use your Infinity with me around, right?â you gently chided.
He let out a soft sigh and the barrier lifted, allowing you to touch him. âIâm sorry. Iâve justâŚIâve got a lot on my mind,â he groaned, letting his head fall forward and land on the keyboard. Consecutive âFââs started to fill the screen where he had left off typing.
ââToru, itâs almost midnight. Youâve been at this report for the past four hours, and then some.â Your hand slides up his neck to get to his hair, oscillating between scratching and massaging his scalp as you threaded your fingers through his silver white locks. âYou should get some rest. You, of all people, certainly need it the most.â
âMmm⌠feels good, babe,â he moaned, his voice slightly muffled by the keyboard. He sits up straight, lifting his head off the desk. âAs much as I want to, though, I canât. I gotta get this report ready for Yaga so he can spare me a meeting with the higher-ups.â His nose upturned at the mention of the sickly, old, conservative bastards that sat behind paper screens.
âThe higher-ups can eat shit for all I care. Right now, Iâm concerned about you, âToru.â You crouched down beside him and pulled his blindfold off, allowing you to look him in his eyes. âYou keep going like this, and youâre gonna end up burning yourself out, my love. I wonât stand by and let that happen, not if I can help it, at least.â You reached up and gently held his cheek as you leaned forward to press a kiss to his forehead. âPlease come to bed.â
A moment of silence passed as Satoru drank in your concerns as well as your physical affections. He was a weak man when it came to your touch, being rendered to putty sometimes, with the euphoria that your body offered him. You were really the only person that he allowed freely to touch him, as no one else was really allowed the privilege.
You could have almost sworn that he started to purr underneath your fingers.
âOkay, Iâll go to sleep⌠if.â
You raised an eyebrow. âIf?â
âIf you come to bed with me. I donât like the idea of you going back to your apartment so late at night, especially if Iâm not there with you.â
You gave him a half-hearted smile with a breathy chuckled that followed. âSure, âToru. Iâll come to bed with you.â
You grabbed his hand and pulled him to a standing position, letting him stand to his full height. He nearly stumbled after you as you guided him to his bedroom.
Satoru, when presented with the large California King sized bed, damn near face planted into the covers.
He was more exhausted than he initially thought he was.
Satoru turned onto his side, and even in total darkness, you could still see the glow of his blue eyes as they searched for you. He made grabby-hands at you as he stretched out his arms towards you, trying to get you into bed with him.
You clambered up beside him, quickly being swept up into his embrace as he pulled you into his chest, his warm exhaled breath tickling your exposed skin.
âCan⌠can I try something?â You hesitantly asked, unsure if he was going to take you seriously or not.
He pulled away, giving you a mischievous look with a small smirk starting to quirk up at the edge of his mouth.
âItâs not like that, you perv. I wanna try something different tonight. I think youâll actually come to like it.â
He decided to humor you. He opened his arms and you maneuvered your way out of his embrace. You pulled back the covers and laid flat on your back with your head on his pillows.
âCome here,â you beckoned, patting the space beside you.
Satoru wasted little to no time, eagerly climbing up next to you, laying his head on your chest where he could hear your steady heartbeat. He nuzzled his nose into the crook of your neck, his breaths now lightly cascading over your collarbones. He wrapped you up into his arms, pulling you nearly inhumanly close to his front, almost as if he wanted to merge bodies with you.
âShh⌠go to sleep, âToru. Iâll be here when you wake up,â you softly cooed, your hand finding his scalp once again as you weaved your fingers through his hair, lightly scratching the skin there.
âMmmâŚpromise?â He sounded drunk.
âI promise. Get some rest.â You leaned down and pressed a tender kiss to the crown of his hair.
It didnât take long for his respiration to even out, letting out soft puffs of air, and his grip to loosen only the smallest fraction. He began to lean a little bit more heavily into you as he wasnât conscious to be mindful of his weight on top of you, but you didnât mind.
You laid there, staring at the ceiling as you continued to stroke his hair, listening only to the steady rate of Satoruâs breathing and the soft hum of traffic outside of his high rise apartment.
You honestly canât remember the last time that Satoru just took some time to breathe. Even on the rare occasion when he had downtime, his brain was still on high alert, no thanks to his Cursed Techniques and his high-ranked status in the Jujutsu world. He worried for his students and his co-workers safety, he fought the higher-ups on⌠basically everything, but his main concern, above all, was you.
You, the little non-sorcerer that managed to capture his attention by being at the right place at the right time. You, who knew nothing of the Jujutsu world, treated him like an actual human being instead of the weapon that he was always deemed. You have shown him genuine love and care, to the best of your ability, at least, trying to be a foundation for him to lean on even in his darkest moments.
It was an unorthodox relationship between the two of you, but you somehow made it work.
As time passed, Satoru remained in the same position with him tucked away at your side and his head on your chest. In his slumber, his hand started to drift up and grab hold of your shirt, fisting into his grip as he held onto you tightly, somehow afraid that you were going to slip away into the night and get away from him.
Eventually, you started to succumb to your own drowsiness, your eyes growing unbearably heavy as you laid there, the comfortable bed and the heat from Satoruâs body starting to lull you into a deeper sense of tranquility. You pressed another kiss to the top of his head and closed your eyes, waiting for sleep to come for you.
The two of you remained undisturbed for the rest of the night, finding solace in each otherâs embrace.
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ten reasons i love you
pairing: gojo x fem reader tags/warnings: angst, angst, angst, light fluff, smut, death, divider by @cafekitsune
word count: 2459
Reason #1: youâre patient
Sometimes, I get a little jealous. I wish I were like you, and I try to be, but no one could ever be like you. You handled every situation, every wrongdoing, every argument, every fight, with grace. A simple and natural elegance.
Every time, it proved why I fell in love with you.Â
But, I love when youâre patient with me. I know I can be hard to handle sometimes, annoying, or an âassâ, whichever name you decided to grace me with that day. You stayed with me, even when sometimes I wished you hadnât. Because I knew you deserved, deserve, better.
âCanât you just tell me all the reasons now?â
âNope, that would ruin the surprise. You get your next reason next week.â
A gentle kiss to the forehead, followed by one to your cheeks, nose, and then lips.
Reason #2: the way you laugh
I know itâs getting hard to do that now, but when you finally do, itâs the most pleasant sound my ears have ever heard, that my body has ever felt when you giggle against my neck. It sounds like a sweet melody, one that makes you warm. One that makes you smile, without noticing.Â
I donât think anyone could ever have as beautiful as laugh as you do. Even then, it wouldnât compete.
The way you laugh sounds so natural like you donât care who hears. I miss your laughs so much. Whenever I hear it, in that moment, everything is okay. Everything is perfect. Because youâre perfect.Â
Itâs the sound of joy that fills up a room and my heart. I wish I could listen to it forever.
âI didnât take you for a poet.â
Satoru laughs, dimple more prominent. âI can be cute when I want to.â
You smile, followed by your oh-so-precious laugh. He practically melts on the spot. He can hear the rattling in your chest heâs unfortunately become familiar with. But his face doesnât fall, instead, he holds you closer and presses a kiss to your hairline.Â
It feels like just yesterday when you both got the news, when your lives changed. Itâs the second week, but he just prays for time to slow down. For heâs not ready for the future.Â
Reason #3: your determination
Itâs so beautiful to see. The way you try and try, even after failure. The way you never give up. Maybe itâs because youâre a bit stubborn, but you never back down. Itâs a quiet strength about you that I hope you can make loud one day.
Youâre fierce, but quiet. Determinated, but timid. Iâve never seen those combinations before, but now that I have, I love it.Â
âI wish I was still strong enough.â
His heart breaks at the sight before him, along with your resigned tone of voice. Pushing some strands of hair out of your eyes. âListen,â he murmurs, head titling. âYou are strong, then and now. You will always be strong. Do you want to know why?â
âWhy?â
âBecause I know you. And I know youâre not ready to give up, just like Iâm not giving up on you. Weâll both fight this. In the end, Iâll buy you that ice cream you really like.â
Tears fill your eyes, a sad smile playing on your lips. âOkay, I canât wait.â
Reason #4: your creativity
I know youâre trying to find ways to take your mind off the now, I am too. I didnât think someone was capable of picking up on hobbies so fast, but the gloves you knitted me say otherwise. Oh, and the cute little crotchet animals that now take residency on my side of the bed. But Iâll let that slide, just for you. (The little gray bunny is my enemy, btw.)
I wish I was as creative as you. Itâs like your juices just get flowing and once you start, you donât stop. I love seeing it happen in real-time. It makes you happy, I know that. So it makes me happy too.
Iâve been getting more yarn now when Iâm out, itâs kind of just like second nature now, I guess. Theyâre starting to pile up, but I hope one day theyâll all be gone.Â
âKeep her off her feet more.â The doctor tells Satoru, who currently stands with a pensive expression, fingers curling around your own. âYour wife needs all the rest she can get, so if you can, keep her on bedrest with less strenuous activities.â
Bedrest.Â
That word alone shakes you to your core, a prime example of your deteriorating condition. You can hear your weakened heart pound in your ears, tears threatening to fall from your eyes. If youâre being advised to be put on bed rest, what hope is left for you?
Almost none.
Reason #5: how you care about people
âThatâs ironic, isnât it?â You huff out, a wince soon taking over.Â
Satoruâs comforting hand places itself on your pale one, smiling. âJust keep reading.â
With one final breath out, your eyes travel down to the small journal, reading todayâs entry.
You have a certain way of making people feel seen. Including others in conversation, making sure no one is left out. You listen when needed, comfort when needed, and give advice when needed. Even if youâre not doing the best yourself.
You make people feel important, make me feel important. You look beyond titles and hierarchies and just seeâŚme.Â
If someoneâs at their lowest, you make them feel seen. Iâve seen it, Iâve experienced it, and I love it.
You donât even know youâre reaching out for him until his arms wrap securely around your waist. Careful not to drop his full weight onto your frail body. But god do you wish he did, you missed how things were before.
Hot tears stain his shirt and Satoru feels his own set begin to let loose. Heâs always been good at comforting you when youâre crying, but that doesnât mean he doesnât cry with you.Â
Reason #6: the way you make the mundane beautifulÂ
âMundane.â You repeat, coughing.Â
âMundane.â Satoru confirms, holding your hands. âDo you think mundane is bad?â
âI feel like I canât even do mundane things now.â
His head shakes. âYou can, and you do. Life is mundane with you, but itâs also exciting, beautiful.â
With a jut of his chin towards the journal, you take the hint and continue reading.
How you can turn something so ordinary into something magical is still beyond me. Maybe youâre a secret witch (I would like that). You look for the beauty in things.
The way the sun hits the leaves, the sound of rain, or the way our hands fit together. You see the world in a way no one else does.
I see the beauty in you too. When your nose crinkles because of my âsmellyâ socks, your head tilting when youâre confused, or even that look you give me when I say something stupid or funny. I like admiring you, and I like the way you admire.Â
Reason #7: how you make me a better person
Thereâs a resounding thump noise as you throw the journal into the wall. Health slowly failing along with your own mental stability. Satoru holds back a frown, feeling himself uncomfortably shift beside you.
âWhatâs wrong, baby?â He gently asks.
âI donât wanna read anymore.â Your voice is bordering on unrecognizable, the rattling in your chest more prominent.
He heaves a small sigh, walking over to pick the book up and back to you. Sitting on the edge of the bed and carefully regarding you with an examining gaze. âWhy not?â
Many reasons. âI-It just makes me emotional, Satoru.âÂ
âWhatâs wrong with that?â
âEverything!â You shout, looking at him with a pitiful expression. âIâm already fucked up as it is, I donât wanna cry anymore!â
God, is this really testing his emotional resilience. But thatâs not what you need right now. âI know, I know you donât, baby. But look at it like this,â he scoots closer, fingers intertwining with yours. âThereâs nothing wrong with crying, it means weâre still human, it makes us feelâŚ.complete sometimes. And I know youâre trying hard to hold everything in, I see it. But please, just let everything out, donât worry about the mess. Because Iâm here.â
Your hands tremble, no longer fighting back your tears as you hesitantly reach for the outstretched journal and read, tears wetting the page. He holds you close.
You challenge me, in the best way. You push me to be more rational, logical, to be more punctual and caring. You push me to be the best me, you encourage my beliefs and ideas, and youâre there for me when something doesnât fall through.
Without you, I canât be who I am today. Without you, Iâm not me.
Youâve made me the best me, by just being yourself.Â
Next week, youâre saying bye to your forever home. Being forced to spend your last days in an uncomfortable hospital with a scent that you hate. This is the last time youâll walk these halls, use that stove, watch that TV, sleep in that bed.
You cling to him like a lifeline, sometimes you wish he was.Â
Soft cries fill the otherwise dim and quiet room, his arms wrapped around your body. Your arms are around his neck, legs opened wide enough so he can fully accommodate his body between them. The way he deliciously slides in and out, in the slowest and gentlest manner, all for your sake. Small moans and grunts fall from your guysâ lips.
The last time heâll ever make love to you.
âReason #8: the way you love me.âÂ
You almost break down even more at the sound of his cracking voice, noticing the shaky inhale he does as he looks down at you, hips moving in a steady motion.Â
âYou love me so fully, so unconditionally.â he starts off, grunting quietly as your walls squeeze around him. âItâs not about perfection with you. Itâs about the way you choose me. Every day, even when weâre not at our best. I know Iâm loved because you show it, every moment, in a thousand little ways.â
His lips kiss and gently suck on your pulse point, tongue darting out to lick and savor your sweaty skin. The tip of his cock hits your g-spot in a rhythm that has you whimpering out, nails digging into his shoulders. Your head tilts back slightly, he guides it back with one free hand and kisses you passionately.Â
He swallows your moans and tastes your tears. His tears fall onto your cheeks, mixing in with everything.Â
This isnât just about sex, but itâs about being one with each other. Itâs about savoring each other like itâs your last breath, melting into each otherâs bodies, and loving you in the most intimate way.
He commits this to memory.Â
Satoru stays by your side every day and every night. He doesnât leave, even when heâs prompted by you to eat and sleep. But he canât, not when this could be the last time heâll ever talk to you.Â
You look so fragile, so out of place in the hospital bed. The gown one size too big and he just wanted to take you in his arms and into a far-away place. Away from the hospital, away from this heart condition, and just with him.Â
You can barely even keep your eyes fully open, multiple wires running through your body to keep you conscious. But you still hold onto his hand, tightly, as if you never want to let go.
And you donât. Neither does Satoru,
Pale skin and dry lips. Everything about you screams illness. No matter that, you force yourself to stay coherent while he reads.Â
âReason #:9â, he looks at you, âthe way you feel like home.â
Satoru forces his voice to remain steady, smiling at you. âBeing with you is a safe place, a shelter from this cruel and dirty world. No matter where I am, where you are, where we are, Iâm exactly where Iâm supposed to be. You make me feel seen, understood, loved. Nothing else matters but us. Your touch, your voice, your presence, thatâs all home to me, and Iâm so happy I finally found my home.â
Warm tears slowly trickle down your cheeks, your smile feeling like itâs too hard to handle. âYouâre my home too, Satoru. IâŚ.I donât wanna leave home.â
A shaky breath. âYou wonât.â His hand squeezes you tighter, planting a chaste kiss on your cracked lips. âIâll always be here, Iâll always follow you. Just keep holding onto me, okay?â
âO-okay.â You croak out, sniffling.Â
That night, he falls asleep with you. Holding you like he always does. Whispering sweet nothings into your ear, thumb tracing lazy circles on your knuckles. Your warmth keeps him going, but it also makes him sleepy.
Itâs only then does he realizes something.Â
Heâs happy. Heâs so, so happy. Heâs with you, youâre with him, and everything else fades away. Because itâs just you two. As much as it hurts, he wants you to go peacefully, and with him.
So, as the hours pass and when he opens his eyes. Heâs met with a cold body, an unmoving form in his arms. And tears mixing in with your hair as he hugs you tight one last time.
âReason #10.â
He sets the bouquet of white roses down on the cold stone, kneeling down before it. Your name stares back at him.Â
âThe best one, in my opinion. You knowâŚ.I really hate how I couldnât tell you this last one in person. But youâre still listening, arenât you?â He places his hand above your name and a small gust of wind replies back. He smiles.Â
âThe way you taught me to live.â
âYou taught me to how to live, not just in âbig momentsâ, but in the small ones too. The moments that matter. The times we spent together, the quiet talks, the laughter, the shared silences. Youâve shown me that life isnât about counting daysâitâs about making days count.â
After leaving, he canât help but cry. Fingers twitching by his sides, ears ringing. He blocks out the world. Until thereâs a small rustling in the bushes beside him. He stops and looks.
He laughs.
âGuess youâre still keeping an eye on me, huh?â
Staring back, a cute little gray bunny. Its ears twitch, as if acknowledging him.
He takes a step closer, then kneels down, his voice softening. "Donât worry. Iâll be okay. I promise."
He looks at the bunny one last time before standing up and walking away, feeling an inexplicable sense of comfort.Â
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Satoru BF Headcanons
Pairing: Satoru x Reader
Warnings: none
Summary: my idea of how Satoru is as a partner
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bf!Satoru who is absolutely obsessed with you, you can do no wrong in his eyes and he will blindly side with you on anything and everything. Giving you absolute princess treatment and never letting you lift a finger when youâre with him.
bf!Satoru is super clingy and spends every moment he can with you. He wants your attention on him no matter what and he does not care if that means annoying you or embarrassing himself. Anytime he comes home from a mission he claims heâs been so exhausted that he simply needs you to stay in the house and cuddle with him for hours until heâs rejuvenated. Of course you know heâs lying, you always agree though, and remind him that he doesnât need to make excuses to get you so snuggle with him.
bf!Satoru already knows this but he likes the dramatics and sees his begging as a way to remind you of how much he loves you and how essential you are to his happiness. Since he often has to leave for missions you donât get as much time together as either of you would like, so he always wants to make sure you know how much he appreciates you.Â
bf!Satoru can be immature and annoying, but he also knows the importance of making his partner feel loved. Heâll spoil you in every way possible, with material goods, big romantic gestures, and sweet things he whispers so only you can hear. He
bf!Satoru brags about you to everyone who will listen, any event you attend features Satoru telling every person there how pretty and wonderful you are. Even in the middle of a fight he never has a bad thing to say about you, he canât stand the idea of you ever feeling insecure in your relationship. He always makes sure you know you're the center of his universe.
bf!Satoru is eternally doting and loving but he still has his fair share of annoying habits. Heâs immature in a lot of ways, not cleaning up after himself or teasing you about sensitive subjects. He certainly knows how to get on your nerves, but he also knows when heâs gone too far. He has no qualms about apologizing and while he is reluctant to give you space (heâd rather solve any issues as soon as they arrive) he will if you ask him. He doesnât believe in going to bed angry and will always push to solve issues before you go to sleep.Â
bf!Satoru is naturally protective, and certainly crosses the line into being overprotective around you. You rarely go on missions together because of this, but you're always there to take care of each other when you get home. Outside of work you donât mind his overprotectiveness as much, it often shows in strange ways you find quite endearing. Heâll carry you over mud puddles and make sure heâs always on the outside of the sidewalk, often he extends his infinity to you when youâre out to ensure your safety. He letâs the students pick on him all they want, but if they try it with you heâll assign them detention or challenge them to a fight.Â
bf!Satoru gets along with your friends wonderfully. He loves when you invite him to girlâs night and he gets to participate in the gossip. Heâs always especially interested in the romantic escapades of your friends, assuring them he has the best dating advice because he managed to get you to date him after all. He gets pouty when other boyfriends are brought along because he feels more special when heâs the only one that gets to come. His protectiveness of you extends to your friends too, heâs examining every drink you all order with his six eyes and heâs always happy to be the sober driver.Â
bf!Satoru works hard to make sure you know how loved you are and needs the same assurance from you. He loves any gesture that shows you were thinking of him. Picking him up his favorite sweet or sneaking a note into his suitcase before a trip is enough to make his whole week.
bf!Satoru loves laying in bed, his head on your chest and your hand massaging his scalp. Itâs the only time he can truly relax. He loves when you lay there and you pour your heart out to him, tell him how much you love and appreciate him and how he is your world as much as you are his. He loves pda, but treasures your moments alone much more. He loves feeling like it's just the two of you in the universe.
bf!Satoru loves the sound of your voice and finds it more comforting than anything on earth. If heâs having a bad day heâll ask you to read to him or sing to him while he falls asleep. He doesnât care if itâs over the phone or in person, or whether or not you think you're a good singer. To him your voice is the sweetest thing in the world. If you notice heâs upset and offer to read to him or sing to him itâll melt his heart and maybe even make him cry.Â
bf!Satoru only lets himself be vulnerable with you. Heâll tell you everything about him, his life and feelings are an open book. He needs that sort of communication from you too. Every random story you tell him is committed to his memory. His favorite dates are ones where you can spend hours talking and filling each other in on every little thing thatâs happened in your lives.
bf!Satoru is ready to get married the moment he lays his eyes on you. He knows instantly that youâre the one for him and never questions that for the rest of his life. You are his soul mate and his other half. He believes thereâs a gold string tying your souls together and he considers himself incredibly lucky to be tied to you.Â
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Gojo Satoru x Sick Reader Headcanons
I need this idiot YESTERDAY to straighten out my stubborn ass đ
Gojo is religious about keeping you at home and in bed when you aren't feeling well.
A simple case of the sniffles? Sprained ankle? Broken bones? Doesn't matter, every ailment or injury is the same in Satoru's eyes.
At even the barest hinted suggestion of you feeling discomfort he jumps into action. Calling in sick for you before scooping up your stubborn ass and tucking you into bed under a mountain of blankets.
He won't take no for an answer. And if you try to argue the point? He simply kisses the top of your head and dematerializes before you can summon the strength to argue - only to reappear exactly an hour later, arms laden with various medicines and a floral offering.
Peonies. Always peonies. On your first date, you'd stopped by a flower stand and he's never forgotten how your face had brightened at the sight of a white bunch of the fluffy flowers.
Now, whenever you're sick - or simply whenever he decides- it's something of a ritual that you'll be surrounded on all sides, and in all shades of your favorite colors.
White, powder blue, blush rose, and he's selectively deaf to your protests, simply kissing your fingers and tapping your bottom lip with a spoon laden with soup - autumn squash, your one weakness- with a hushed âjust one more sip baby, what do you mean? This is your favorite.â
And you finally decide to go back to work after only taking a day? He eyes you suspiciously, brow cocked at your adamant promises that âyes, you feel fineâ when you're obviously not fine - back stiff and your features pinching- Satoru wastes no time in gingerly lifting you and escorting you back to bed.
Nothing gets past his keen notice, and your cute little ass won't be leaving that bed until doctor Gojo decides you're better.
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you and satoru are probably the most unusual two people to be ever seen together in your friend group. why even is that? for one, you hate his gutsânot hate, per se. you just can't fathom how heâs always bragging about the new âgirlâ of the week.
itâs like being a playboy is something that he should be proud of. and it ticks you off, it just irks you how heâs got that million dollar grin on his face every fucking time. and certainly, satoru doesn't miss the way you roll your eyes, that's why heâs annoyed too.
yeah, he doesn't want commitments. he doesn't like being tied to just one girl and itâs none of your fucking business. so why do you make snarky comments at him every now and then? he fucking hates it.
why can't you just shut up and be all âlovey doveyâ with your asshole boyfriend, whoâs clearly cheating on you? but no, he doesn't make any comments about that, not when you told him that he doesn't get a say, because what did you say? ah, heâs just an asshole who doesnât know about relationships because heâs never been in a real one.
yeah, but all is good. you don't hate each other. you two just like to âpoke funâ with each other, no offense, right?
he doesn't hate you, he just doesn't like hanging alone with you.
but why did he offer his company when you sent a text on the group chat and no one was available? this was unusual.
he guess, he just sensed that you really needed someone that night and no one was available. shoko and utahime were supposed to be on your doorstep, because they were your best friends, not him.
âwhat are you doing here?â he doesn't miss the way you emphasized the word âyouâ to him. he was tempted to leave because he just couldn't take how you look at him with that frown. was his company that bad?
do you not like him that much?
âshut up,â he replies, and lifts the plastic bag full of all kinds of liquor that he was holding âi know you need someone. spill.â
but then again, you're in the same circle. heâs still your friend. maybe you can overlook the things that you hate about him for now. so, youâre both sitting on your living room floor, having a one-on-one drinking session with him.
âryomenâs cheating on me.â
he wanted to say, i told you so but he never did, instead, he handed you the liquor and just listened to you cry. sometimes, you forget that heâs a decent friend. that he could be that person, if he wanted to.
but then he says something sillyâand maybe, you both were drunk enough not to deem it as silly. maybe it was a good idea, not.
âget back at him.â
you giggled, your cheeks probably flushed, âhow?â
you don't know how you get back at your cheater ex-boyfriend by straddling satoru, pushing your tongue inside his mouth and grinding on his lap.
but, damn, this is really a good way to get back at your ex.
buuuut! would you still think itâs a good idea when you wake up in the morning with satoru's arm draped over your waist with nothing but this thin blanket covering your bodies?
well? thatâs a question you don't know the answer to.
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I hate feeling beneath you
Satoru x reader
Authors note: The reader and satoru get into a pretty heavy argument but end up making up at the end :) angst to comfort
It began as a small disagreement, something neither of you would remember later onâa harmless difference of opinion about whether a certain mission could have been handled more diplomatically. But it had snowballed, the usual tension between Satoru's easy arrogance and your determination to stand up to him boiling over. Youâd called him out on brushing off your input, and heâd responded with that same dismissive attitude that sometimes felt playful but tonight felt cruel.
âWhatâs with you tonight?â you asked, exasperated, after he made yet another offhand comment about how you âwouldnât get it.â
Satoru sighed, folding his arms and giving you that cool, detached look. âMaybe because Iâm actually thinking about the bigger picture here. You know, something that you canât really understand.â
You stared at him, the words sinking in, stinging more than you expected. âAre you serious? Just because youâre the strongest doesnât mean youâre always right.â
His gaze sharpened, a hint of irritation glinting in his eyes. âYou donât understand what itâs like for me. Do you know the kind of responsibility I carry? I donât have the luxury of being wrong.â
âAnd I donât have the luxury of being constantly put down by you, Satoru,â you fired back, voice shaking. âYou act like youâre untouchable, like youâre above everyone else, including me.â
âMaybe I am,â he muttered, barely meeting your eyes. âMaybe thatâs just how it is.â
Your chest tightened, hurt pooling in your stomach as you took in his words. His casual arrogance, the way he looked right past you as though you were just another ordinary personâit felt like a slap to the face. You could barely keep the tremor out of your voice as you replied, âWow, so thatâs what you really think? That Iâm just⌠what? Beneath you?â
He shrugged, dismissing the pain he could clearly see in your eyes. âI didnât mean it like that.â
âBut you said it anyway,â you replied, voice wavering. âYou just said I donât understand, that I never could. Like Iâm somehow lesser because Iâm not the strongest.â
His frustration flared, and he shook his head. âI didnât ask for this responsibility. But I have it, and it means I canât just worry about hurting peopleâs feelings.â
âThatâs not an excuse to belittle me,â you shot back, anger lacing your voice. âMaybe if you stopped putting yourself on a pedestal, youâd realize how youâre making me feel.â
He scoffed, clearly getting agitated. âOh, come on. Are we really doing this? Iâm not âputting myself on a pedestal,â Iâm stating facts. You just donât get it, and thatâs fine, but donât try to twist this like itâs something I should apologize for.â
You felt your fists clench, the frustration bubbling into anger. âYou think youâre the only one dealing with pressure, Satoru? Do you have any idea what itâs like to always feel like youâre standing in someone elseâs shadow, no matter how hard you work? To be constantly told youâre not enough?â
His jaw tightened, his gaze a mix of exasperation and impatience. âThatâs not what Iâm saying. I never asked you to compare yourself to me.â
âBut you do it anyway, donât you?â you said, feeling the bitterness slip into your voice. âEvery time you look down on me like this. You donât even realize how much it hurts because youâve convinced yourself that no one else can possibly understand.â
For a moment, he looked taken aback, but the hardened mask returned almost instantly. âFine. So Iâm the bad guy. Thatâs what you want to hear, isnât it? Iâm the arrogant, untouchable Gojo Satoru, and youâre the victim.â
A bitter laugh escaped you, and your voice dropped, icy and hurt. âYou act like youâre a god among men, like everyone else is just background noise in your life. It must be nice to think so highly of yourself.â
He looked at you, his offense and indignation flaring. âMaybe if you actually saw what I see, youâd understand why itâs this way. But noâgo ahead and make me the villain. If thatâs easier for you, fine.â
Your voice came out harsher, more biting than you intended. âIf you like yourself so much, maybe you should just fuck yourself in front of a mirror. Since apparently no one can measure up to you.â
His eyes narrowed, stunned for a moment, and you could see the offense sparking in his gaze. He took a slow, deep breath, his voice low and hard. âFine. Iâm going for a walk. I donât know when Iâll be back.â
You threw up your hands, furious. âGood for you. Why donât you go do that?â
The door slammed shut behind him, the sound reverberating through the room. The sudden silence felt cold and empty. You were left standing there, your anger quickly turning into a sick feeling in your stomach, the emptiness of his absence echoing painfully around you. You sank onto the bed, the frustration giving way to a painful loneliness as his words replayed in your mind, every dismissive, cutting remark hitting harder now that he was gone.
The hours dragged on, and as the anger faded, you found yourself lying in bed, the ache in your chest making it hard to breathe. You drifted in and out of a restless sleep, the sting of his words still lingering, a cold emptiness beside you where he shouldâve been.
When Satoru finally returned, the anger that had driven him out had long since faded, leaving only the raw ache of regret in its wake. Heâd spent hours pacing the quiet streets, the night stretching endlessly, each step sinking him deeper into the weight of his own words. The image of your hurt expression haunted himâyour eyes, so full of pain he hadnât been willing to see. For all his bravado and confidence, heâd crossed a line, wounded the one person he couldnât bear to lose.
He slipped into the room silently, the faint silver glow of early morning filtering through the window. His gaze landed on you, curled up on your side, arms wrapped around yourself protectively, as if shielding yourself from some invisible hurt. He could see the faint glisten of dried tears tracing your cheeks, and his heart twisted painfully. That he had been the cause of those tears tore at him, each breath tightening his chest with guilt and regret.
He moved closer, kneeling by the bed, watching the slow rise and fall of your breath, the quiet vulnerability of your sleeping face. His trembling fingers brushed the stray strands of hair from your forehead, tracing the soft curve of your cheek, his heart pounding with the realization of how deeply heâd hurt you. Without thinking, he climbed into bed, sliding his arms around you from behind and pulling you gently into his chest, his grip tight, almost desperate.
You stirred, his warmth waking you slowly from sleep, and your eyes fluttered open, still hazy and confused. âSatoru?â you murmured, voice soft and disoriented, as you registered his face so close, his expression raw and pained, his usually vivid blue eyes now dim and filled with an almost unbearable sadness.
He didnât answer immediately, his face pressed against the crook of your neck as he held you tighter, as if trying to hold together something fragile. You felt the way his body trembled slightly, and a soft warmth brushed against your neckâtears, spilling silently down his cheeks. His grip around you grew even more insistent, his hands clutching you as though letting go was unthinkable.
âSatoru⌠youâre squeezing me a little too tight,â you whispered, trying to keep your voice steady, though a small smile tugged at your lips despite the lingering ache in your heart.
His response was a shaky, breathless laugh, and he loosened his hold just enough for you to breathe, though he didnât let go entirely. When he finally spoke, his voice was broken, barely a whisper. âIâm so sorry,â he murmured, his face pressed to your shoulder, his tears soaking through the fabric of your shirt. âI didnât mean to say any of those things. I didnât mean to make you feel like you were anything less than everything to me.â
The vulnerability in his voice took you aback, and as you looked up at him, you saw the unguarded emotion in his expression, the way his usual confidence had crumbled. His white hair fell messily over his eyes, his beautiful, piercing blue gaze clouded with pain, regret shining in the tears that kept falling unchecked.
âThen why?â you asked, voice barely above a whisper, unable to keep the lingering hurt from your tone. âWhy do you keep acting like Iâm beneath you?â
He closed his eyes, a deep shudder running through him as he tried to find the words, his hands trembling where they held you. âBecause Iâm scared,â he admitted, his voice breaking on the words. âIâm terrified, okay? I put on this act⌠this untouchable, invincible thing because I donât know how else to handle it. Iâm scared that if I let you see⌠all of me, the weak parts, the parts that arenât enough⌠Iâll lose you.â
The admission cracked something inside him, and he let out a soft, strangled sob, his hands gripping your shirt desperately. âI need you, but Iâm so damn scared that one day youâll see past this⌠this âstrongestâ bullshit and realize Iâm not enough for you. That Iâm just a mess.â
He pulled you tighter against him, pressing his forehead to yours, his breath coming in shallow, ragged gasps. âIâm sorry,â he whispered, his voice breaking. âI love you so much, and I know I donât say it enough. Iâm sorry for every time I made you feel small, or like you didnât matter. Iâd do anything to take it all back. Please⌠just tell me what you need. Tell me what I can do to make this right.â
You reached up, wiping a tear from his cheek as his shoulders shook with barely controlled sobs, his usually confident face etched with heartbreak. His hands found yours, holding onto you with an intensity that sent a shiver down your spine. He squeezed your hands, as if grounding himself through your touch.
âIf you want⌠if it would make things right,â he murmured, his voice trembling with raw desperation, âIâll give myself to you completely. Iâll submit to whatever you want, let you have every piece of me. Just⌠please donât let me lose you. I canât lose you.â
His tears fell onto your hands, his gaze searching yours, a plea hidden in the depths of his blue eyes. The sheer vulnerability in his expression, the way he was willing to lay himself bare for you, stirred something deep in your chest.
âSatoruâŚâ you whispered, reaching up to cradle his face, your thumb gently brushing away his tears as you pulled him closer. âYou donât have to prove anything to me. I donât want some perfect, invincible version of you. I just want⌠you.â
His eyes softened, relief and love filling his gaze as he pressed his forehead to yours, his fingers threading through yours as he held onto you with a gentle strength, his breath hitching as he let himself feel the warmth of your forgiveness.
âI love you,â he whispered, his voice barely holding steady, each word laced with a tenderness that made your heart ache. He leaned in, pressing his lips to yours, slow and soft, a kiss that spoke of promises and apologies, of the deep love he held for you, a love that transcended his fears and insecurities. His tears mingled with the kiss, a bittersweet reminder of the rawness between you as he held you close, your hearts beating in tandem as you lay together in the quiet light of dawn, with only the two of you in that precious, fragile moment.
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Oh my good looking boy
︾â satoru gojo x fem reader â ââłđ
ę`đĽ ⎠fluff | smut nd 18+ content | cursed words | bf!toru to hubby toru:( |
Inspired by : good looking by suki waterhouse
His hair
After a long day at your school your finally able to cuddle your baby..oh satoru. His face is buried in your chest, you holding him as close as you can. Satoru and you have been dating almost a year. Both of you had never talked so much about some personal topics but. Whenever you see satoru coming back from one of his missions, not all the time but when you notice the tiredness in him your heart somehow sinks. He's still just a boy. A teen. Today is one of those days. Your usually the small spoon when it comes to cuddling but seeing him like this, you decided to hold him today, Whispering sweet nothings and few quiet i love you's. Your hand buried in his white locks. You press a kiss on top of his head, massaging his scalp. His six eyes were the reason of his almost unbearable headaches. But your alway there for him to make it bearable. His strawberry flavoured shampoo's smell fills your nose. Satoru softly groans, burying his face further in your chest. You smile before placing another kiss on top of his head, resting your chin on top of his head. Hus fluffy locks tickling your chin slightly but you don't care. All that matters right now is satoru. Your beloved.
His hands
Your sitting on satorus lap as satoru focuses on his paper work, his free hand interwind with yours. You had nothing to do for now but satoru had so many things to do. Yet all satoru wants is you. So here you are. Sitting on his lap as he fills uo the paper works. It kinda felt ridiculous yet your happy. Happy to be close to him. You snuggle closer to him. Tracing his veins on his hands, trailing up to his forearm then to his long fingers. Bringing his fingers up to your lips you press a small kiss on his pretty knuckles. You hear satoru chuckle slightly,he shifted his attention to you. Cupping your cute face in his free hand as he tilts your face,your eyes landing on his beautiful face
"you could ask for a kiss you know" satoru teases and you roll your eyes playfully, failing to stop the sweer smile appeared on your lips.
"then... just give me one already" you boop his nose with yours. Satoru grins, tenderly caressing your cheek before he leans down to kiss you.
His lips.
The room was filled with the heavy breathing of you and him sharing the first kiss of your relationship. Satoru looked like virgin fucking for the first time. (He is a virgin.) The little peck turned into making out. His tongue dancing with yours as he presses his lips to yours,you moaned in his mouth. His arm wrapped around you and you tenderly holding his face, pulling him closer. Both of your bodies pressed against eachother. You nibble on his lower lip gently and the pathetic whimper comes out of satorus mouth. God. You loved his lips. His lips were soft,sweet. Just testing like the candies you sneakily give him during classes. Your first lovely doubly make out session was going okay until the room's door slams open. A angry sugur standing there. The horror on both of your face was enough to make suguru laugh but he didn't. You and satoru now sitting beside eachother.
"you thought hiding in y/n's dorm would save you from me after leaving my clean room into a mess!!" suguru shouts, pulling satorus ear as if its a stretching toy or something, totally ignoring the seen he saw after coming in your room. You sigh,not knowing what to say. Satoru cries out in pain dramatically.
"suguru...dont be this much harsh.." you mumble out, trying to save satoru. Just then satoru pulls away pouting like a puppy who got scolded for eating food from dustbin. Hiding behind you. You slightly smiled just holding his hand.
"suguru, forgive him for now!" You simply said,suguru still thinks how do tou deal with a man like satoru..*pheww*
His eyes
"Your sure about this? I don't want to if you're uncomfortable.."
Satoru asks for the who knows how many time. You sigh, giving him a kiss on the cheek. Your hand rests on his bare chest. "Iam,toru. Or else i wouldn't have want this in the first place."
And here you two are.
His hips are gently thrusting into yours, his cologne filling up your nose strils. You gasp as he's long cock slides in and out from your tight hole. Your clinging onto him for dear life. Satoru's breaths are coming out shallow. Whimpering as your pretty hole clenches around him. Your eyes are clench shut as you feel him lean down to kiss you. Just then you hear a sniffle,yiur eys shots open,seeing a tear running down satoru's cheek as he his blue irises looks at you. You perk up on your elbow and cup his face in your hand, worry all over your face
"toru why are you cry-"
"your so pretty" satoru sobs out, leaning down to press soft kisses in your neck. His arms wraps around you, holding your bare body in against his warm chest. Your eyes wide in surprise,your face against rests,as a soft smile appears on your face. You again lay down on the bed, now holding in against you as he's sobs slowed downs slowly.
"your pretty too toru..* you coo looking at him,he pulls away to see your face. His blue eyes in the dark room looking like the brightest stars in the night sky. Oh..just like an angel. You don't know how but it starts to make sense slowly..satoru looks at you the same way, but with all these happening right he felt way too much lucky. "No your prettier" satoru pouts,you laugh softly caressing his cheek
"for you i am anything..toru" and then both of you continue your love making. His cock that was resting inside starts to thrust like before again. With so much love.
Him.
You stare at the white haired man in Infront of you. The veli on your face slightly making it difficult to see satoru. Your finally going to be his properly,satoru thinks is that how beautiful you were all the time? He always thought your soo much beautiful to him but today it kinda felt different. You looked like and angel who came from the sky to take hik away from thus cruel world. The white wedding dress on you looking perfect,the one satoru choosed it for you. The bouquet of blue roses in your hand,the shy look and blush on your face. The way you hair was styled. Everything felt like a dream. A dream he always had. Getting married to the woman he loves. His vision slightly gets blurred,the tears peaking out of hus eyes. He sees the cute smile on your face turns into worry
"s-satoru-"
"god your so beautiful.." satoru says before breaking into tears finally, cupping your face. He wants to kiss you,so bad. Kiss away the worry on your face. Somehow the worry on your face turns into a small smile, you giggle before speaking. Little tear peaking in the corner of your eyes
"maybe i wil cry soon because i am finally going to be yours."
A/N : sorry if i made mistakes and English isn't my first language:) posting drabbles since i am still working on the next chapter of my this series
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more than a late night snack â gojo satoru chapter 9: donutâ appetizer!
contents: gojo satoru x reader, really bad flirting attempts, swearing, fluff, gojo calls you babe, forced proximity summary: after returning from kyoto, gojo asks you to sneak out with him to get late night donuts. after he gives you a thoughtful gift, you can't help but admit that he makes you happy full wc: 5.2k ~ ish
previous chapter ll master list ll chapter 9 â coming soon!
 âi could teleport us there.â
â..what?! when did you manage that!?â Â
he smiles cockily, âearlier this week, when you were in nagoya!â he puffs his chest out, pleased with your impressed stare.
you knew that he was working hard to perfect his teleportation. more than a few times gojo would saunter in pompously during the middle of your sparring sessions with geto, somehow always annoyingly interrupting when you were on top of geto on the verge of pining him. you and geto would even started making a bet at the beginning of each sparring session as to when gojo would make his appearance. youâd laugh when you often won the bet, making the groaning geto buy your favourite chips or on the rare occasion when heâd win, his favourite seaweed rice crackers at the corner store at every win.Â
gojo would loudly insist that you and geto keep him company while he was training, complaining that he needed the distraction so that he would be able to easily teleport during a chaotic mission. heâd even make you stay after geto had retreated for the night, insisting that he still needed your help. begrudgingly you often found yourself sitting crossed legged on the gym mats, watching him with equal parts curiosity and exasperation. his usually blue buggy eyes closed in concentration, his brows furrowed, gojo was undoubtedly hardworking and persistent â most likely the results of strict training implemented when he was young.
âpleaseeeeee, letâs goooo. youâre thinking too hard about it grumps!â he turns to you dramatically, gearing up for a lengthy conversation to convince â beg you even â to go with him, but heâs used to it. gojo had a smart mouth, one that he cultivated during his youth. growing up heâs learned to weaponize his strengths, easily talking his way out of many things, easily convincing ieri and to a lesser extent geto to participate in some of his mischief. like that one time he convinced geto that the spiciest ramen in ginza wasnât even that big of a deal and that if anyone could do it, geto surely could. you could still remember gojoâs manic laughter as geto downed two cartons of milk as you patted getoâs back, rolling your eyes. or that infamous time last year before your arrival that ieri told you about when gojo had convinced geto and her to jump in the ocean with him in naha in october resulting in all of them getting sick for a week â yaga was not happy. gojo was used to getting what he wanted and never failed to resort to playing dirty if he really had to. although you were a harder case to crack, perhaps if he applied some logic to his fun, amazing, incredible adventure, youâll surely fold, right? he just had to approach it in the right way. âlook, I swear I can get us back in half an hour, tops. no one will notice, iâll even â â âokay.â he blinks at you. what? thatâs it? that was easy.Â
âw-what?â his trilogy of groveling disappearing instantly on his tongue at the sight of your teasing smile.
âletâs go, I wanna get that custard donut they have,â you say as you grin up at him, amused by his confused face. gojo watches you ecstatically as you stand to rustle through your dresser, quickly picking out a sweater and some soft pants, walking into your bathroom to change. gojo scoffs, almost disbelievingly, a bright smile creeping on his face at how you easily smiled at him. a few months ago, heâd have to almost beg you to do anything with him. hell it took him almost two months and daily nagging to get you to sit beside him at lunch when you first arrived. nowadays, youâd let him lounge in your room or even text him first sometimes, heâd catch you grinning at him more than pouting â the thought made him giggly.Â
happily he tosses his body deeper into your bed to cuddle bun bun, excitedly whispering to him about his plans. turning your head to see what he was up to, you shake your head with a smile, quickly shoo ingaway the warm staticky feeling that bloomed within you when you meet gojoâs warm expression as he comfortably laid in your bed, like he belonged there among all your personal belongings.
you hear his muffled laugh behind your bathroom door as you quickly change out of your pajamas. before you could wonder what he was up to, you see an alert flash on your phone: a photo from gojo. exhaling through your nose, you flip open your phone to see that he sent a photo of himself and bun bun, the stuffieâs pink little arms around gojoâs beaming face, the bunnyâs cheek leaning on gojoâs. You giggle, saving the photo immediately before shrugging your head into your sweater.
â⌠okay? so this will be our little secret, bun â iâm serious! iâm counting on you.â you hear him say seriously to the plushie as you shut the bathroom door, facing gojo with a raised eyebrow.
âwhat are you poisoning his mind with, gojo?â âsheesh, babe. nothing! just guy talk, you wouldnât get it.â you roll your eyes as he rises from your bed, ensuring that bun bunâs laid comfortably.
âokay, so how does this work?â you ask him, as he grunts, distractingly stretching out his too long body. âwell, the more surface area i'm in contact with while I teleport, the easier itâll be for me ââ your eyes widen. surface area? does that mean â âso, to get us to our destination accurately. which means, babe â câmere.â he moves closer to you, almost chest to chest, arms reaching around you. âuh â what?â you ask, surprised at the quick closeness, placing a hand on his firm chest to his eye roll, his arms falling limply at his side. âthis worked the best. i had suguru touch my shoulder, hold my hand and then hug me. naturally, the hug got the most accurate results. yâknow, babe â sugu actually smells so good, im not sure what it is but like, he definitely changed his shower gel â â
you cackle loudly. âpff â i bet suguru hated that hug. he probably showered twice to get the extra stupid off him.â you poke at him, deflecting easily hoping he doesnât sense your nervousness. âhey! thatâs not the point! The point is, thatâs what worked the best.â he cocks his head to the side studying your strange silence, â..hey, itâs okay to be nervous.âÂ
âmâ not nervousâŚâ you mumbled. sure, you'd let him believe that you were nervous just because of teleporting. âif youâre not comfy with it you can just hold my arm or something." you nod shyly, avoiding looking into his eyes. "guess i'll just have to work a little harder," he teasingly groans, hoping to make you smile. "i got you.â he says, head turning to decipher your loaded expression. âi wont let anything happen to you, i swear." he whispers seriously.
catching your breath, you meet his unwavering gaze before slowly lowering your hand on his chest. instead you move to gently hook your arm around his right bicep. he smiles encouragingly at you, using his other hand to soothingly rub your arm. you feel his towering stare as your cheeks heat up. his eyes twinkle, like being close this close to you was normal.
he lowers his head, "hold on tight, kay?" he whispers as you feel his arm wind around your waist.Â
âgojo, youâd better get us there or else.âÂ
âcâmon babe! i promise! whereâs the trust?â he say brightly as you scoff, shaking your head.Â
âyour ego is bigger than all of ââ âheh, not as big as my ââ for the second that night you find your hands over gojoâs mouth, berating him of his idiotic behavior.
ââkay, now letâs get those donuts!â he says enthusiastically after shrugging your hands away from his face, once again trying to ease the pout off of your face. Â
you squeeze your eyes shut, increasing your grip on him, concentrating on how his soft hand feels around you.Â
you trusted him before, this would be a walk in the park, right?
chapter 9 â coming at the end of this week! a/n: hi everyone! thank your for your patience â i'm still here! chapter 9 is going to be so cute and fun, thanks for sticking around.
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