#GODDDDD THE ANGST IS SOOO GOOD HE LOVES HER SO MUCH AND THIS BREAKS HIM BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T KNOW HE'S DOING ALL THAT TO PROTECT HER

[dengswei]

@asiandramanet creator bingo — black and white — yuan xia x wei ziqi | present, is present (2024) episode two

[icyfox17]

Chapter Three

YIPPEEE CHAPTER THREEEE and then bed time i think (catch me binging the rest of the fic all tonight /j i have work tomorrow...bUT ALSO I CAN SLEEP IN STILL SOOO)

That summary is scaring me jdjfjffkkdkskdjgjsshfhsjs aaaaaa

I LOVE CARLA!!!! I LOVE HER 😭😭😭 I LOVE HER ❤️❤️❤️

Wait.

HDFKDVSKFHSKFDJSKSBDN IS BUCK GOING TO MEET CHIMNEY??KDKFSKSHJDDD

Well im assumING THEY ALREADY KNOW EACH OTHER WHAT I MEANT WAS LIKE DHAKSJDDKD OH DEAR SIDLSJFFKS OHMHGOD SHDKSJSKFJFJFJ AAAAAA AHFKDKSHFKFKDNSJD IM SCARED SHDKDKDKSKS

Oh

Oh wait, is this just a place that chimney chose for themndkfksd

NVM HES FYCKINH HERE SHDKSJDKFJSBFJFJDNSKDBSKSFNKSJDKFHSJFKDJBFFKBSNGNDBFKGHDGKFJDBFBDJFKFJFNJGJGNDNGK

*high pitched inhuman noises*

IM LOSING MY SHITTJGNGNF

wAITFBOBBBYSANDNATHENAWARETHERETOO??????????????

SHDKFLSDKDKKFLDS?????

THIS ISNT HOW IT GETS REVEALED.....IS IT

KAREN !!!!!!

THE TENSION IS KILLING ME BRODKDDKD

IMSOSCAREDDJDKF

Now... Am i overreacting is buck not going to show up...

Awwwweeee found familyyfhfhsnm❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

OOHHH thats why he was acting weird about club okay no buck jumpscare here PHEW

HELP

Oh my god

Does buck get those kinks from athenahshdjDJFJD THAT FEELS SO CURSED TO SAY ALOUD HELP

Like mother like son AYE

HDKGKGZNSNFNCMD

STOPFFPFKZJSNDNSJDJFJDKDJDJSDK

IM TOO ACE FOR THISDJDKDKDKDKD

Hehehehfhhdhdhehehehehhehrhdhdhheheeheehdgdgdgdghdhdhshshehehehehehrhehhe if only u knew bobby... STOPFOFJD HES GONANDBDJDSJKDF BOBBYS GONAN FIND OUTNFDNDNDKD AND RHENNDJDKDDK GET FLASHBACKSJFNFDJF TO THIS CONVERSATIODJFKFKD

Oh well he deserves it after making buck see him and athena like THAT tbh

HDJFKDKD

OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW . OW. OW. OWWWWWW

INDONTLIKETHISJDKSD

Maannnnnnn

MANNNNNNNNMMM

HE IS NOT GOING TO BE HAPPY ABOUT BUCK BEING A FIREFIGHTER. YIKES.

THIS IS EVEN WORSE THAN I ORIGINALLY EXPECTED GOING INTO THIS FIC OH MY LORD OH DEAAARRR

DDJFKSHFJDJS OKAYOKAY GOING UNDER THE COVERS FOR THIS. GETTING EXTRA SNUGGLY. TURNING ON MY FAIRY LIGHTS. should i put on angsty music? Hmmmmm efforttjtkf

Uh ohhhh

Snfmfnsmd

Dnfkdksjfncms

Ixkdjasjdnmd

Sndksbskdjdjff

Shdkdshdjsbmdd

OHDKXGAODHSOSGFKZHSOFHSKSHDKXJAGDJFJDBSKSGDKFHSJSGKDDHSLDHKFHFKSHSLFJSGDDKDHFKFHDKDHDKFHDKDHDKFJDLSHFKFJDKFHDKFHDKDJKFHDKSDHFKEIRHCICJDNDKDJDJFBFKFKFNCKFNKDKDNFKDJDNFJFKDJDNFKDKDNFKKFKDNDJDSJDJFJFKFKDJDJDJFJFJDJFJDJDJDJJFJFJFJSJSHDJSHSJFKFJFJSJSJDJFJFJDJJDJDD

OH MY GODDDDD

SJDHFKHDSJNDNFNS

OHMYFUCJINGODODJDKD

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HOKYFUCJKFKDKS

OHMYFODJDJSKSJD

OUWWWWW

OW OW OW OW OWWW

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

OOOFFFJGJGGKF OWWWW WHDKDKSGDKDS OHKYGODJDJDKDJF

HOLYFUCKKK

OHMYGODDD

THIS ANGST IS GONNA BE BADDJDJFJD OHMYGODJDJDK

HDJFJDKDKFD NOT THE PULMONARY EMBOLISMSJDKDKDKD

And this man wants to be a firefighter 😭😭😭 oh my fucking god

Uh ohhhh

HSFJDKSKD JUST WHEN I THOUGHT WE HAD A BREAK FROM THE ANGST

BOBBY PLEASEJEJFJFF

HDHFJSKDJKDKF

JEDKDKFKJKFLG

SHFJFKKDSLS

Sjfjzjdjfjdjdd i love him so much dhskdkfkd this fic is so good amber dhdkdkss im going insane dhfjskdkfjdksjsjsj i cant do this dhdkfkdkss idk what im gonna do when its done but like theres 300k so that should last me a while dhdksksd and by awhile i mean. A week but HEYY better than nothing

STOPPPPP ILL CRYDHSHSJDJFJSJSJDJD WHATEHFHCUCKKDKFHKD

Okay. Yknow what Amber. ✋ Please stop

SJFNFKDNEKRNRNTMCKCNFMF

Ohmygodddjdjsjss he cares about him so much holyfuckingshithtfjfjf im actually so not okaydhhfjfjf whathehrcuckkjdnfnsjsd how am i supposed to go onndjfjdkd 😭😭

OH MY GOD IM GOING TO FYCKING CRY I CANT HANDLE THIS

I shouldve put angst music on

OKAY FINE ILL DO ITJGKFKDL

AAAAANDDD INSTANT TEARS LETS GOOOO

JSFNFJJDJSJDJFKDKSDHFKF

Ow

Ow

Okay

Maybe i shouldn't have put on the angst playlisr

HOLYRUCIFKDKSKAJSD

BROOOOOO 😭😭😭😭

WHAT THE FUCJFJDJSJAAJDFD

I CANTJRTHSJD I CANT DO THSISDJFKDD OHMYGODHFJDKDD OUWWWW OWWWW DJSJSJDJF TEARS TJDKFKFJD TEARS IN MY EYES DHDJDKSKDND OHMYFUCKIGNGODKDBDJFJFKFJD AAAAAAAA

NOOOOOOOOOO

BROOOO😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Im literally laughing and crying rn

The build uppo djdksjsksnddmwjejd

Dbfkslskfflsld

Captain roberts hasnt sent that info huhhhd dhsjsksbdnds

Djsldjflsd

Sjflskskfjfndls

SHFOSJSOFJDJSHFKFHSNDFHKSHDDJSHDJFJDJDJFJFJFJFKSHSJDFHKDHDKSJDLFHSDKFJDLDHDKDHDKFHFKDHDKFDHDKDHKDFHDKDHDKDHFKFHDJFJFKDHFKJFKFD

STOP THE IDENTITY SHENANIGANS ARE TOO GOODHFJDKSHDJS

Ah now my angst playlist is not matching the vibes but i like this song too much to skip...

Screaming

I. CANT. DO. THIS.

BRO.

Ooihdhhfjhs lordd dhsksdjdkd

😭😭😭😭😭😭

Ohdfhsjsd fuck fhskskdkds

NEVERMIND ANGST SONG WORKING PERFECTLY

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Roberts is the only one who knows everything lordddhdjdjd

DHFJFKDKDKFKDKDKF

STOPPPPP YOU DIDNTNTNTMTTKT STOPPP

YOU DIDNTNTJTMTTJTKT

STOPSTOPSTOPPP HE KNOWS HIM SO WELLIMKILLINGMYDLRFJDFJFKDKD SOSBSOSHSS

AWEEHRFJSJJDD THEYRE SO SWEET HES SO HAPPY IM GOING TO CRYDHSHSJDJ SOBSSKDBDSNS

THISISSOSWEETIMEXPLODINGJFKFKF SOSBSOSBSOSBSIDBS

UH OH

HRJFKDKFKF I KNEW IT WASNT GOING TO LASTDHFKFKD

MY ANGST PLAYLIST IS STILL PLAYING IN PREPARATION IM FUCKIGN SCARED BRO SHDKDS

Oh god.

My first thought was the fire academy but after that chapter opening... And the squeak..... I have a feeling this might be BONDAGE or he'll use that as an excuse at leastdhfjfkd

Screaming

Ohmyfucjkgkgk

OH MY GOD HES SO BAD AT LYINGJGFK😭😭😭 HOW HAS BRO KEPT THIS A SECRET FOR SO LONG FHSKDFKSKSD IM ENDING ITTJTKFD

Awwweehejshsjdjdd i love this man so much PLEASE ADOPT MEEEE I DONT WANNA BE A FIREFIGHTER!!! YOULL HAVE NO HEART ATTACKS W ME!! jk i work at a vet and have several scars bc of that... But surely thats still better than a firefighter right bobby?? Right??? 🥺

Ohmyfoddjd food being their love language im gonna kms i cant dO THIS!!!

DHFJFKFKGKG

THIS CANT BE THE REVEALDHFKD

Brosdjjjdjssk im on the edge of my seat

Im assuming the reveals gonna be the climax of the fic so very evidentky NOT chapter 3 BUT IM SO SCARED I DONT KNOWEHDKKD

Awweejdjds ohmgfuckingododjdd im going to be sickfjfkdjs IM GOING TO BE SICK

THERES A PREQUEL HERE RIGTT?? OF BOBBY RAISING BUCK?? OHMMGIMGOINGTOKILLMYSLRF

I WONT BE ABLE TO HANDLE IY

IM SORRY AMBER THE REVIEWS WERE LOVELY WHILE I COUKD DO THEM BUT THAT FIC MIGHT VERY WELL END ME

My fav trope from the dsmp fandom was phil and smol wilbur... That'll be the 911 version of this trope... ImgoingtoENDNITTTTTYJGJDKDS

Ohmygos hes so fatherly i cant do this

You know what playlist this calls for??? BOBBY AND BUCK FATHER SON PLAYLIST YASSSSS

Dancing in thr dark 💖💖💖❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰‼️‼️‼️💥💥💥💥

HELPSKFJFF

I LOVE THEMDMDKSKS

Sobbingngtncyingwaaikingngngg

The next step to me and my stepmom becoming buck snd bobby is for me to actually COOK

Shes taught me sm and i . Do not use it bc im scared of the stove ❤️ anywsys thats off topic back to sobbing over them

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Oh dont make this ANGSTY!!!!

Awwehrjdjsjsjdsjdnfnfksajshdjdjs STOPPPPDOFKDJSSJJDKZSK

😭😭😭😭😭

Oh mandbdjds yeah no buck hes going to be absolutely LIVID bro😭😭😭

HELLOOOOSIFJFJSK THATS HOW THE ANGSTY BACKSTORY CAME ABOUT???😭😭😭 thats si good

Welp

Chapter three done WOOHOO i should sleep butntjfkfkgkvkvkvckckvkvkvkvkckxkxksjsjssjdjjddk (we'll see) (i wanan read more so badly omfg)

ITS TIME BOIS. IMA BE LIVEBLOGGING MY REACTION TO THIS ENTIRE SERIES BY THE LOVELY @the-amber-raven

Im about to go to work so idk why im starting now but yknow :D better now than never !! YIPPEEEE

Be prepared for a long ass post... I tend to scream a LOT

And this series is LONG

But i am EXCITEDDDD (and scared, very scared. Tsunami arc im staring at you)

Chapter One

I havent read many aus for this fandom (despite only having read aus for dsmp fandom LMAOO)

OHMYGODHFKFJ YHR DRAMATIC IRONY IS GOING TO KILL ME 😭😭 DBFNFMDKFMGD I CANT HANDLE THIS ALREADYDHFJ

I am so scared for when bobby finds out bro ohmhgod 😭😭😭

OHMUGODHDJDJFJF AAAAA AHFJDKFKG AAAA DHFKDKFJFKDKD BOBBY AND BUCK BOBBY AND BUCK BOBBY AND BUCK BOBBY AND BUCK AAAA DHFKD

HES SO FATHERLY I'M GONNA KMS DHFKSJFKDND SOSBSOSBSOBSOSBS

SGFJDKDKD OHMYGODDD HE DIDNT TELL BOBBY HES BECOMJNG A FIREFIGHTER??? DHFNFNFKDKGKFJF OH DEAR

Buck Buckley, love it

Shfkfkdd

STOP LYINGGFJDJDJD

OHMGFOD HES SO FATHERLY STOPPPDKFKFKFKFKFLFKFKFK I CANT HANDLE THISSS OHMYFJCKJFJDJDHFJDJFJF

He called him sunshine IMKILLINGMYSLDF who needs more proof that buck is literally ctommy COUGHS sorry anyways

CAN HE ADOPT ME CAN HE LITERALLY ADOPT ME PLEASE IMNGONANSNJVLEHDLFKDD

ATHENAAA!!! MOTHER!!!!!

SCREAMING NOT THE RHDOSDJKFJDD NOT THE DHSKDJDJDJD NOOO NOY THE KITCHEN BATHENA SCENE DHDLDJDLGJDKDJFKFF

AWEEEEFJJFFKDKKDKFKGDK THEYRE ALL SO SWEEETETESYDHFKF EXPLODINGNGKGG

Buck did WHAT??DHRJFKFKDKR

IM CRYINGNGNGNGNGF HOW STUBBORN WAS BUCK LMFAODJFKFKFKF

Buck is so sweet i cant do this

AWEEEJFJFKSKFKFPD

Im staring at this leg mention, is this the firetruck bombing...

OHMYFODJDKDKFJF THEYRESOCUTEHEJDJF I'M EXPLODING AND IRS ONLY BEEN FIVE SECONDS DHAKDJDKD

Ah, im getting flashbacks to meeting my dads wife

They kissed and i was SHOCKED lmfao i was like THIS EARLY?? dhfkdksld

Oh my god this is so CUTE DHFKDKDKFKFKF BUCK IS SO GOOD WITH HIM I CANT 😭😭😭

Ohnygod I CANT I CANT AMBER I CANT DO THISSSJFKDKDKDF I CANT HANDLE THISSHDKFK

Ur so clever at keeping them from finding out the identity reveal naturally dfndkdkfkfjdkskd

I CANT DO THISHDDJD

IM FANNING MY FACE RN THEYRE SO CUTE AAAAA DHFKSKD

OH GODHDKDKD NOT BOBBY ASKIGN ABOUT BUCKS FIRE TRAINGINGNDJDKDHAOFHDKJDKFHSKFJFKDKDJFKSHFKFKF

OH GODDDDDDD

OH GODFFJFKSJSLFJDKD

BUCK IS IN DANGER

UH OHHH SHFKSKDJFLD

IM GIGGLING LIKE A MAD MAN ON THE BUS RIGHT NOW FUCJFJDJFKDKD

OHMYGODJDJDKD BOBBYS GONNA BE PISSED HES GONNA BE PISSED OH NOOOO HDKXKSJSK OH FUCK DHDKSKFLF

Okay why was bobby being sus that couldn't just be him being protective fatherly could it?? Is there some secret trauma OHMYGOD IS. IS BOBBY LIKE. SCARED OF BUCK BECOMING A FIREFIGHTER BC ONE TIME HE BROUGHT HIM ALONG ON CALL AND THATS WHEN THE BOMBER THING HAPPENED AND HIS LEG GOT CRUSHED AND SO THATS WHY THEY KEEP MENTIONING HIS LEG AND WHY HE GOT WEIRD ABOUT CHRIS BEING INVITED TO STAY AT THE FIREHALL AND AWAY FROM THE ENGINES OH MY GODDDD

OHMYGODDDDDDJDJSKAKKLL

Okay chapter 1 done AND JUST IN TIME FOR WORK TOO YIPPPEEEE

AMBER THIS FIC IS SO GOOD IT'S GONNA DESTROY ME IM SO NOT OKAY AAAAAA