#GIRL HAS FULL ON GROWN UP -- BUT ALOS YOU HAVE LIKE -- LITERALLY YOU'VE HELENA PROBS EVEN SPEAKING FROM EXPERIENCE WHERE SHE'S

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@xhelenaxleblancx | Continued from X.

Tears SWIRLED in chestnut eyes. Voice had escaped her. BETRAYED HER. She had been trying to... She had NO FUCKING IDEA what she’d been trying to do... Ever since Helena had broken up with Alex the two had been fighting MORE & MORE about Artie. And Seraphina had just... NEEDED HER TO KNOW. Redhead’s reaction was HEARTBREAKING to say the least. And the worst part of it all? She wasn’t even sure WHY. Why the FUCK was Helena pulling back? Be mad that she was STILL INVOLVED with another human. SURE. Think that it’s TOO SOON & BE SCARED OF COMMITMENT. She’d understand that. But MY GOD did Helena’s words feel more DAMNING than that. “Look, I know I was a little bit fucking LATE to the GROWN UP TABLE. But I’m hardly some fucking SCHOOLGIRL falling for the guy that PICKED UP HER PEN.” She fired right on back. Trying to ignore the PAIN in her heart as she watched Helena SHRIVEL INTO ANXIETY. The color drain. The fingers through her hair. POOR GIRL COULDN’T EVEN LOOK AT HER. Was she supposed to feel GRATEFUL? That she’d finally found something SHE could do that Helena COULDN’T. Was the greatest fucking TRAGEDY of them all. “ So what the fuck IS THIS then, huh? What do you call this? Who the FUCK do you trust to TREAT ME better than this? Better than YOU?!” Words were tainted with a sense of OFFENDED FURY. How could she possibly-- “NO ONE!”

                                                                             “THAT’S. FUCKING. WHO.”