#Don't act like your faves have never beat up a child come on

[the-cat-and-the-birdie]

Someone: reblogs my post and begins to angrily rant about and insult Miguel in the tags

Me about to tell them that actually I like Miguel as person and a leader, find him funny, and find his behavior completely understandable although not at all reasonable:

[blue-jisungs]

2K FOLLOWERS CELEBRATION :D (CLOSED)

first of all i’d like to thank you from the bottom of my heart for everyone who’s been interacting with my work!! and obviously, enjoying my content&&following me!! it’s unbelievable to me that 2k people now appreciate my writing (and my personality too i guess😌🤚)

that’s why i decided to do a small ask game! below i gathered a bunch of prompts and threw in some of my ideas!!

here’s how it works (although i think you know how such games work): you send me an ask. simple as that! now, the rules are simple as well. you just have to write a number with a prompt or quote it + a member. you can ask for up to 3 dialogue prompts and up to 3 action prompts (you can request them all together tho, eg. prompt nr 71, 75 and 40 for dialogue with nr 7 and 38 for action)

when it comes to members i write for bts, enha, skz, txt aaaaand *drum roll* svt!! i thought it’s gonna be a good opportunity to start writing for them as well :D

so, here’s the list (sorry for such a long intro ㅠㅠ). also!! the ones in cursive are my faves hehe :D

DIALOGUE

“shit, wait… i’ll patch you up”

“it reminded me of you”

“i’ll walk you home”

“can i have this dance?”

“can i hold your hand?”

“i’ve got you”

“we’ll figure this out, i promise”

“you owe me”

“be careful”

“i think i picked up your coffee by mistake”

“wait, are you jealous?”

“you’re kinda cute… you know, only kinda”

“can you come with me? i don’t wanna go on my own”

“i like my shirt on you, it looks cute”

“tell me about your day. let me make it better”

“you’re staring again”

“i missed you so much”

“im going to marry you one day”

“the bed is cold without you”

“can you carry me up to bed…?”

“i like having you here”

“i’m all yours. not going anywhere”

“it’s okay, you can sit here with me for as long as you’d like”

“just trust me, yeah?”

“will you just… hold me? please”

“let me take care of you, okay?”

“i can never say no to you”

“please look at me”

“why are you so stubborn?”

“oh don’t get so shy now”

“"what are you do-“ “look, now we match!”

“...who do I need to punch?”

“kiss me, old man”

“just one kiss?”

“hey, what's wrong? talk to me”

“i promised, didn’t i?”

“we have a problem”

“i just want to go home”

“i’ll protect you”

“that feels nice”

“don’t get up. i’m comfortable like this”

“i came as soon as i could”

“i don't think I'll ever get used to waking up next to you”

“wanna bet?”

“why didn’t you tell me?”

“i’m only here for the dog”

“my mom adores you”

“is that�� my shirt?”

“i’m sorry, what were you saying? i keep getting distracted because of your lips”

“say that again”

“don’t be ridiculous, there’s enough room on this bed for both of us”

“you might be an idiot but you're my idiot”

“did you just… bite me?”

“i’m not even that drunk…”

“make me”

“please tell me this is not why you woke me up”

“i have troubles falling asleep without you next to me”

“but admit it, you love it/me”

“did you just kiss me?”

“why are you avoiding me?”

“are you seriously giving me the silent treatment?”

“you’re acting like such a child sometimes”

“i haven’t seen you all day, i might pass out”

„your hair is so soft…”

“i’m not going to stop poking you until you give me some attention”

“c’mere, you can sit on my lap”

“are you warm enough?”

“it’s me! it’s me! calm down, baby, please”

“do you not have better things to be doing?”

“you’re being all cute and sweet, it’s making me want to kiss you”

“don’t touch me, i’m all sick” “it’s alright”

“sorry for waking you, baby. go back to sleep”

“you think i’m cute?”

“my heart is beating so fast right now”

“you’re stuck here because of me”

“take my hand”

“you were my first kiss”

“just like i expected, you’re much comfier than my pillow”

“i trust you. more than anyone else”

“i promise you that whatever you saw was just a nightmare. it’s not real, i’m here now”

ACTION

forehead kisses

knuckle/hand kisses

holding their/your waist

back hugs

ruffling hair

glancing at their/your lips

fixing their/your hair

blushing

cupping cheeks

hiding their/your face in their/your neck

playing with their/your hair

napping together

massaging their/your shoulders

nose kisses

playing with their/your fingers

resting head on their/your shoulder

tying their/yours shoelaces

holding hands

intertwining fingers

comparing hand sizes

piggy back ride

resting their/your head on their/your lap

bridal carrying

standing on your tip toes to reach their lips

smiling between kisses

dancing together

wearing your/their clothes

being tipsy

cooking together

cleaning together

wiping the corner of their/your mouth with their/your thumb

being sick

talking in their/your sleep

having a fight

waking up together

squeezing hands

midnight talks

snuggling in a blanket

dancing/running away from the rain

poking cheeks

taglist. @geniejunn ,, @luvhyun3 ,, @starlostseungmin ,, @elviransworld ,, @jnks6r ,, @sieunsgf ,, @lhsng ,, @ethereallino ,, @laylasbunbunny ,, @duolingofanaccount

[bloodyspade0000]

30-day knb challenge: Day 1- Favorite Male character

↳ Haizaki Shougo

I am not justifying Haizaki's behaviour. I think he needs a tall glass of respect woman juice and therapy. This is just meant to explain why he is my favourite character and help you better understand him as a character. Do not send hate or take my words out of context. You will be reported, deleted and cancelled. Thank you and enjoy. :)

My favourite character is Haizaki Shougo *dodges tomatoes* a lot of people in the fandom hate this guy for many reasons. It's kind of funny how many people hate him and the amount of hate he gets just for existing. Like bruh; he's sixteen, leave him alone. 😂

His whole existence is just sad. He was literally created to be hated.

Like straight up, Tadatoshi Fujimaki even admitted that he hated Haizaki. Haizaki's sole purpose of existing is to make the Generation of Miracles look better even though they’re just as problematic as he. No one is fucking perfect and is about time people woke the fuck up and realized it. Your faves are problematic move the fuck on.

Yes, the Miracles are redeemable but so is Haizaki. Yet, unlike the Miracles, he does not get redeemable. No, he disappears and is never seen again. Like bitch, what the fuck!? if you’re gonna introduce a character to only have them disappear for a long time and either have them show up again or just never mention them again. Wasting the potential they had to be a very good character or not having them redeem themselves while the other characters who were just as fucking problematic get a fucking redemption arc because they’re fucking main characters!? What’s the point of that character even existing in the first place? What kind of bullshit is that? Just to have them exist to make the main characters look good? How the fuck does that make sense? Like where is my Haizaki redemption arc? Do I have to write it on my own? I will write it. I am writing one.

Haizaki is the only character I could relate to. Being second best, struggling to find somewhere to fit in and overshadowed and replaced by someone everyone thinks is better than you. It's fucking depressing, okay? You spend your whole life thinking you’re not good enough, and it hurts. I don't feel like going too deep into it because I don't owe you a detailed explanation of my trauma, okay?. So I'll save that for my fics where I self-project half of it onto Haizaki. It’s a coping mechanism, okay? Therapy is fucking expensive.

The anime ruined his whole character, got rid of his whole arc and shorted it down, and made him worse than he really is.

A post explaining how the anime did him dirty and goes more in-depth about his character

I am not trying to justify his actions, i.e. him manhandling Alex and beating Himura up. He does terrible shit. We all do lousy shit sometimes, but that doesn't make us bad people. Making mistakes is a part of being human, and we're supposed to hold people accountable for their actions and help them realize what they’re doing is wrong, allowing them to grow and change. Not condemn them and ostracize them, which leads to isolation and a lot of psychological trauma and self-hatred, and as someone who has dealt with—is still dealing with all three. It is not fun. It makes living painful. Highly unrecommended.

Haizaki does not have a positive role model in his life nor anybody he can turn to, everyone has already given up on him. Even Nijimura and Kuroko didn’t even try to help him, being more focused on the Miracles. (Yes, I know kuroko tried to stop him from throwing his basketball shoes away, but that doesn’t fucking count because after that Kuroko just gave up on Haiazki too). Haizaki has probably grown grew up knowing only violence and not a single ounce of kindness, turning him into the bitter and angry little boy he is.

Haizaki had so much potential. But instead of making him a great villain that potential was WASTED on fucking Kise.

Also, the Kaijo vs Seirin match in the winter cup was completely useless because Kise already got redeemed and he literally got no character development from it.

And Seirin was gonna fucking win anyways because duh thier the main characters. 🙄

Now some headcanons I think about a lot:

1. He gets abused. Some psychological behavioural consequences of child abuse are unhealthy sexual practices and juvenile delinquency, and Haizaki exhibits all three which are some external behaviours of most (NOT ALL) male abuse victims. Haizaki's a womanizer, aggressive, hostile and violent. Yet, he backs down when someone stronger than him comes around and puts him in his place i.e. Aomine and Nijimura.

a factsheet explaining the long term consequences of child abuse and neglect

How to help a friend dealing with family abuse or neglect

How to Handle Abuse

2. He's a victim. And when you're a victim, you either become angry and cynical with everything and everyone around you, swearing never to be a victim again and struggle with gaining back control of your life. Not wanting anyone to see you being vulnerable because being vulnerable makes you weak. Being weak makes you shatter. You always shatter like glass, cutting yourself every time you pick up broken pieces, watching as blood trickles through your fingers.

Your body is constantly on high alert. The default is flight or fight—survival to the fittest.

Or you bite your lip and keep your head down, bottling everything inside and looking for escapes or seeking validation. You want to be wanted and loved because you struggle with loving and accepting yourself. There's always a voice in the back of your head telling you, you're not good enough or that it's your fault. That everything is your fault. Self-hatred and self-doubt are your tormentors.

Or it's a combination between both—a constant struggle.

And I believe Haizaki portrays both from the way he acts and presents himself. Especially since his motto is literally "Survival of the fittest,” and he had once told Kuroko, " there are bad guys and then the really scary people," or something along those lines, which I believe he is talking from experience. You learn from your experiences. They either make you or break you.

3. He's touch-starved.

What Does It Mean to Be Touch Starved?

4. He's bisexual and has a lot of internalized homophobia. I can just feel his internalized homophobia rolling off of him. Bruh, I just know cuz I am bisexual, and I have struggled with internalized homophobia and still sadly struggle with it cuz I grew up surrounded by homophobic people.

I still live with them. 😭

Also, we live in a society that thinks straight is the default.

What internalized homophobia is.

5. His sexual awakening was probably Aomine or Kise. Could be both 😂?

6. He cries himself to sleep every night.

7. He's observant and a great judge of character. It's a fact. This guy literally predicted the downfall of the Miracles. Straight up warned Kuroko too. Too bad Kuroko didn't listen to him.

8. He's hilarious. When he first appeared in the manga, he literally called Himura a loser, lol. XD

9. He's a closeted softie and a total tsundere.

10. doesn't know how to react to kindness and will think you're threatening him or will feel really awkward and uncomfortable but will cover it up with his scowl, or he'll have a breakdown.

11. needs a lot of reassurance and head pats

12. swears a lot. Has no filter.

13. His bother is in the yakuza or some high position of power, and he feels inferior to him. It also explains why Haizaki gets away with things because he would have been kicked out of school if his bother wasn't either-or. I'm talking about his bother being in the yakuza, lol. XD

14. He and Momoi dated for a while but broke up on a mutual understanding that thier relationship just didn't work out. They're best friends and hang out sometimes.

15. Haizaki's good with kids and just genuinely likes them. He would be a great father and try his best to raise his kids right.

16. He gets sick really easily

17. He's clingy

18. He has no friends, mainly because he doesn't want people to get close to him because he's afraid of getting hurt again. Also, everyone in knb hates him.

19. He watches cartoons cuz he was never allowed to watch them when he was a kid. His childhood is trash, okay?

20. He hides in the closet because that's where he feels safe the most—rhetorically and literally.

21. Sleep-deprived and only runs on caffeine and spite.

List of fics that portray Haizaki better than the anime:

Heavy is the head by extrastellar

Idle Hands by DarkWoods

Another Chance by regretting my username_ (777imou_offline367)

What Matters is that We're Together by StrawFairy

06:00:00 of Haizaki Shougo (4) by ReiClien

This Is Happening by SharkGirl

What is Love by voices_in_my_head

A completely uncalled catharsis by oddball

One-shots

intertwined, under a spell by kornevable

ԼƠƔƐ & ӇΛƬƐ by Arthuria_PenDragon

delirium by extrastellar

me with you by doublejoint

Turn My Camera On by wordsliketeeth

At Summer's End by doublejoint

Taste by Hibari1_san

I Can't Get Enough of You by HisDarkSecret

I don't care if it hurts by llowsywriter

Ashes by doublejoint

broken things by lowsywriter

Series:

Finally found each other by suzakukills

This Is Happening Universe by SharkGirl

DNA by flowerway

My WIPS:

Isn’t it lovely?

Broken Crown

Love me, Love me, Love me

Grey skies

Rabbit hole

A playlist of songs that I believe fit Haizaki

Kuroko’s basketball’s manga

In conclusion, You can hate Haizaki as much as you want. But just keep it to yourself. Haizaki is my baby and I will protect him with my life.