#Currently I'm focused on other things and not really into hetalia at the moment.

[estbela]

Uhhh i'll return to making (original) posts on this blog and writing and drawing hetalia stuff when the hetalia hyperfixation returns back with a vengeance, as I know it probably will

[ego-meliorem-esse]

dude but the whole face family is a mess of mental disorders and shit. At least if you want to nitpick. Australia and Murica are both ADHD, Canada a depressive lil shit, England is autistic and france bipolar as fuck. I'm still figuring out new Zealand so I can make bingo!

What happened to hi hello how are you 🥲

Im fucking kidding lets go

I have many thoughts on this topic. I just wanna say first that i dont really want to talk about specifically what mental disorder or whatnot each of these characters have. I have my personal hc that i keep private just cus ive strayed so far from canon or even the classic hetalia 2014 country stereotyping. They are my blorbos in the purset sense of the word. So, i feel like if i told you “yeahh murica is adhd on legs” i think it would come across as insensitive.

But on the other hand, in the past 2 years that ive been in group therapy on and off, i have come to be comfortable with talking about mental disorders and dont find it as triggering or offensive as i know some people do. Which is also very valid. People deal with things the best they can and when youre in the trenches of ocd, having a weirdo (me ✊😎) say a fictional character is going through it, it might not sit right. So i wanna keep this as non triggering as possible.

As almost everything i hc, this is something I’ve looked over. And i do agree to a point. Alfred is definitely someone who exhibits traits like excessive talking, impulsiveness, interrupting conversations, difficulty focusing at something that he finds little interest in etc etc. He is easily distracted and tends to find certain people boring. But he also does not have time management skills and he does not forget tasks and plans. Could this be adhd? Sure. Does it have to be? Of course not. So i tend to leave it up in the air. Some people might find comfort in interpreting it as adhd and some would rather stay clear. Both viewpoints equally valid.

I truly dont know about Jack or Arthur. Eleanor too. Honestly i dont really try to make up disorders for them. One thing i dislike is the labeling. If someone, even a silly character, does show traits of some disorder, id rather not have it outright mentioned. It can be cristal clear that Matt has a full on depressive episode, but let me figure that one out myself, chief. I am all in favour of making these fuckers complex and give them shit to shovel, but the moment we start throwing mental disorder labels around, i think the focus strays. But again, only my preference. To someone else, its a comfort.

However, as he is my knight of the highest order, my highest ranking babygirl, my worst punching bag: Matt is depressed as shit. He functions but, God, at what cost?

Does he have depression? Probably. Will i ever make a serious post about his depression specifically? Probably not.

Francois though. He has no disorders, no hardships or difficulties. Makes it easier for me to actively and effectively hate. We are currently negotiating a stalemate, as ive, just today, heard Sous le ciel de Paris after forgetting that song existed. Good fucking song tho. Willing to negotiate the terms of Francois’ surrender.

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🌿 Welcome

A pinned post that I'll try to edit with time to keep track of ongoing projects/drawings, fandoms, as well comic parts (and if they're on hiatus etc.)

So, welcome. I draw mostly fanarts, comics, mostly focused on ships or on a story with sprinkles of a ship here and there. Can be wholesome or angst so be ready. Sometimes I post WIPs. I really want in the future to do original stuff too.

I also want to learn to make a video game, so I'm practicing on a short story I wrote and you could see sometimes here and there progress on that.

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Comics

Newest to oldest. Ship included, otherwise it's not ship focused/no ship involved

[ Moomin ] - The gramophone ▸Moomin's parents, then Snufmin ▸Part 1 | ▸4 pages ▸Ongoing

[ Danganronpa ] - School trip ▸Togafuka as kids ▸Part 1 | Part 2 | ▸6 pages ▸Paused

[ Danganronpa ] - Reverse AU ▸Togafuka but no "ship" moments. A reverse AU where Byakuya is obsessed with Toko. It's represented like in the game. ▸Initial idea | Free time events | A peculiar thing | Genocide Jack | First touch | Attention : Byakuya’s Fantasy ▸19 pages

[ Danganronpa ] - Last moments ▸Togafuka ▸7 pages ▸Completed

[ Danganronpa ] - Room makeover ▸Togafuka ▸4 pages ▸Completed

[ Danganronpa ] - A hands-on bet ▸Togafuka ▸Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 ▸18 pages ▸Completed

[ Danganronpa ] - Togafuka week 2023 ▸Although togafuka focused, a big part is friendship, other characters involved, and it's a story of their character development as a duo. It's up to interpretation if you want it to end as a ship or not. ▸Prologue | Fantasy | Gift | Falling | Desire | Silence | Comfort | Pining | Kiss | Travel | Balance | Confession | Together ▸228 pages ▸Completed

[ Danganronpa ] - My adorable bully ▸Not a ship, Toko's childhood ▸Part 1 ▸5 pages ▸Don't know if will continue

[ Danganronpa ] - The reunion ▸Not a ship, Byakuya and Aloysius  ▸3 pages ▸Completed

[ Danganronpa ] - Holding hands ▸Togafuka ▸1 page ▸Completed

[ Danganronpa ] - His first kiss ▸Togafuka ▸1 page ▸Completed

[ Danganronpa ] - On the ship ▸Story focused, DR2 cast, multiple ships appear ▸Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | ▸36 pages ▸Old, don't know if will continue

[ Danganronpa ] - A cup of tea ▸Togafuka ▸3 pages ▸Completed

[ Danganronpa ] - Good night ▸Komahina ▸1 page ▸Completed

[ Danganronpa ] - At the beach ▸Komahina ▸Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 ▸19 pages ▸Completed

[ Danganronpa ] - Orange Juice ▸Komahina ▸1 page ▸Completed

[ Dreamtalia × Coraline ] - I only want what’s best for you ▸Not ship focused ▸1 page ▸Completed

[ Hetalia ] - Italy's confession ▸Gerita ▸1 page ▸Completed

Again, newest first, oldest last.

Fandoms

Currently :

Moomin

Danganronpa

Not obsessions / Not as involved at the moment / Past :

Avatar the last Airbender

AI : The somnium Files

Loki

Good Omens

Pikmin

13 Sentinels : Aegis Rim

BOTW

Undertale, Deltarune

Steven Universe

Hetalia

(I cited relevant ones you can still find drawings of)