#Constant headaches n stuff y'know. The usual :3 | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

burden-boy · 7 months

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Could try to accept I'll never have a normal life and I'll always struggle with loneliness, autism, ADD, broken family/home issues, drug dependencies, not fitting in anywhere, no passion/goals in life, keeping jobs, making payments etc, and fucking struggle n stumble and suffer my way through it all, or... I could learn to accept being found hanging on a rope in a forest isn't that scary and everything I leave behind will survive without me fine burdening them.

#Yea I'm more scared of how I'll be found and by who than actually dying by suffocating but I'm just slightly socially anxious lol #Also leaving things behind is hard because that 'what if'#But ugh I just wanna jump in a void and not exist anymore #Nothing to fall back on anymore tho. If this job shit doesn't work then I'm pretty much going to quit #And man am I douptful of this magically working out with all my mental shit being unresolved by those wankstain therapists #Here's the real male privilege. 3 options. You tough it out and make it work. You become a loser bum. Or you commit suicide #I either make it work or I commit suicide if I can't stand on my own feet I don't wanna stand at all lmao #Anxiety attacks go brrrrr #Constant headaches n stuff y'know. The usual :3

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