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Hi, Mar!! Following your idea, I'm sending you a question too, to celebrate this anniversary! 🔟❤️
You have the chance to give Tommy one (1) gift. But this gift is from this century, something that not existed back in 1900. What would you like to give him? 🤔
Flor I’ve to start this apologizing for taking forever to reply I’m so sorry!
At first you caught me off guard and I didn’t know what to give him because he already has it all, or he has an easy access to everything (almost) and then time flew but suddenly I had an ide of something that would touch his heart ♥️ Thank you a million times for sending in this ask!
I finally found the perfect gift for Tommy and I turned it into a little story 🎄I got the inspiration from a one shot I did back in the day so this would be like “their present day” “The Photoshoot”
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It’s not about the gifts under the tree
Y/N stood in a corner next to the fireplace whilst everyone focused on their Christmas presents. They had full house, Ada had her Spotify playlist on, the kids enjoying the moment thrilled about the last adventure of the elf on the shelf and Santa’s presents.
And of course there was the empty chairs, the people who had passed away. And Y/N noticed that ever since Polly wasn’t around anymore it was taking a toll on Tommy, they were one, their bond was so profound, at another level… they understood each other completely.
“I think there was a present missing under the tree.” Y/N whispered presenting her boyfriend a box.
That caught Tommy’s attention, he hadn’t seen that box before, it was wrapped in a delicate deep red fancy paper with reindeers silhouettes as pattern.
“Love you didn’t have to give me anything.” It was strange for him the feeling of getting presents, when he was just a boy his parents didn’t have a lot of money to spend on gifts so he grew up with that feeling that it wasn’t necessary spend money on him, all the contrary because he went above and beyond for everyone.
“I know, but I wanted you to have this, so why don’t you hurry up and open it?” She encouraged softly, eager to see his reaction.
It was a big box with several boxes inside, there was a frown in Tommy’s forehead. Y/N bit her lower lip in an attempt to conceal her excitement.
As he ripped the white and gold paper, Tommy found a portrait that when he turned it around, he found a photograph in color of his beloved mother.
Time froze and his heart returned to normal as his fingers touched his mother’s features.
“How…” a million questions crossed his mind just as tears blurred his vision.
Y/N came around to circle him from behind, resting her chin on his shoulder. “Months before passing away, Polly gave me a few boxes of photographs, she thought I’d know what to do with it.
“I remember this photo, but it was damaged and it was in black and white.” Tommy choked, taking a deep breath to try to keep his emotions at bay.
“I edited it love, deleted the stains and colored the photo.” Y/N explained.
“Thank you.” He was fighting hard the lump installed in his throat.
Because as he took another box, he found a small album filled with Polaroids of pictures he had never seen before. His mother appeared in a couple dressed in a light blue dress in what seemed like her birthday celebration.
And before he could even ask Y/N how or when she got those, she whispered with a smile. “Found them in one of the boxes, then I learned how to convert film negatives into digital photos.”
Tommy couldn’t find the words to thank her for her thoughtful gift. Those photographs held memories of his loved ones, the only link he had to his keen and his past, and somehow she brought it back to life.
One by one, he revisited his past, his background through each Polaroid. And that was priceless.”There’s something else at the bottom.” Y/N pointed out when she noticed Tommy’s eyes were fixed on his mother portrait.
He blinked and looked at her in confusion. More? As if this wasn’t enough?
To his surprise, there was something else, a frame.
But it wasn’t any frame, Y/N plugged it and it came to life, showing Tommy a digital image of him and his mother.
“I might have used Photoshop a bit.” She explained nervously because of his silence.
The edited image showed him next to his mother and a blurred background, and making it look as if they got their picture taken together. His heart skipped a beat and suddenly another image appeared. It was Polly this time, a fabulous photo of her on her wedding day.
And so on many more images he had never seen filled the screen. He was mesmerized and shocked at the same time.
“This is the best present you could ever get me.” His words were full of gratitude. How could he ever top this?”How did you do that?”
Tommy asked so emotional when he saw an animated version of his mother, she was smiling at the camera, then looked away and finally she looked up in the sky laughing.
“I put together the series of photos I found, turned it into a video and looks like she’s moving.”
“Come here.” He pleaded, not finding the right words to thank her.
This wasn’t their first Christmas together, but it was definitely different. After been living together for almost a year, Y/N deserved the world, she had been so supportive after the sudden passing of his beloved aunt, she had been a wonderful step mother to Charlie, she practically took charge of everything to make this gathering for his family for Christmas to try to make it smoother for everyone specially the children.
Taking her hand, he placed a gentle kiss on her knuckles, his eyes saying more than his lips could.
Over the course of their relationship, she had been in charge of immortalizing several family portraits and important events like birthdays, holidays, school milestones… she loved it and to have a piece from his past as well captured in digital photographs was so important to her.
“Rose sent the Christmas card earlier.” Y/N added in an attempt to lighten the emotions he was going through.
“How could I miss it if you left it on my desk?” It was a family photograph Y/N took of her best friend Rose, her fiancé Alfie and their dog Cyril.
A soft giggle escaped her lips, their teasing would never end.
“I also happen to have another present for you.” Tommy added after a minute.
“Dad, Y/N look here.” Charlie interrupted their conversation, he was waving the instant camera she gave him and the kid had been snapping Polaroids of everyone.
“Charlie bring me my phone please.” Tommy asked pointing at the other side of the room. While his son skipped happily moving up and down the photo he took, he returned with a smile and handed the phone. “Show Y/N the wallet app.”
“What’s this?” Y/N was trying to process what she found on the screen.
“We’re going to Scotland tomorrow love, to spend New Year with your grandmother.” Tommy explained running his hand up and down Y/N’s back.
Now it was her turn to feel emotional over the gift she just got. Her grandma couldn’t travel anymore and she wasn’t in position to host a big party, but Tommy organized everything to spend a few days with her.
Leaning on his shoulder, she wrapped an arm around his neck, her free hand inviting Charlie as well. To them it wasn’t about the presents under the Christmas tree, but the people around it.
Thank you again so much for reading! Remember your feedback is the best gift you could give 🎄♥️✨🥰
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Across the Stars: iFoto's Profile Picture Maker Weaves Christmas Magic into the Digital Cosmos
In the vast expanse of the digital universe, where the twinkling pixels of social media galaxies entwine and connect us all, there lies a particularly wondrous phenomenon that occurs each December. It's a time when the stars line up, not in the night sky, but in the warmth of our hearts, as we prepare to celebrate the joyous season of Christmas. In this cosmic dance of festivity, an innovation from the creative minds at iFoto has been quietly spreading cheer: their Profile Picture Maker, a tool that changes the ordinary into the extraordinary, infusing our online personas with the spirit of the holidays.
Imagine a world where every profile picture on every social media platform is a window into the festive wonderland of Christmas. With iFoto's Profile Picture Maker, this vision is no longer confined to the realm of imagination; it's a reality accessible to all who seek to imbue their online presence with holiday magic. But how does it work, you might ask?
As I navigated through the endless stream of digital interactions, I stumbled upon iFoto'sProfile Picture Maker almost by accident. It was like finding a hidden portal, an interstellar gateway that promised to transport my social media avatar into a realm of seasonal splendor. With a click of a button, I was prompted to select a photo — a simple, everyday snapshot. And that's when the magic happened.
iFoto'sProfile Picture Maker didn't just change my photo; it reimagined it. It was as though the Profile Picture Maker was a cosmic artist, wielding pixels like brushstrokes to paint my image with the vibrant colors of Christmas. Snowflakes began to gently fall around me, and the background changed into a winter wonderland, complete with twinkling lights and the faint outline of a grand, frosted pine tree. My friends and followers were taken aback; they commented on the sudden festive glow that seemed to emanate from my digital persona.
It's not just about the aesthetics, though. The Profile Picture Maker allows us to carry the festive cheer into our daily interactions online. It signals to others that we are not only connected through the wires and waves of the internet but also through the shared moments of joy and celebration. As my profile picture traveled from one feed to another, it carried with it a message: Christmas is here, and it's time to embrace the joy.
Now, you might wonder, what makes this tool so special? iFoto has managed to distill the essence of the holidays into a software algorithm that resonates with the human heart. They've asked, "How can we make the digital space as warm and inviting as a Christmas fireplace?" And with theirProfile Picture Maker, they've answered their own question in spectacular fashion.
With each swipe and scroll, my changed profile picture became a beacon of holiday cheer. It became more than an image; it was a story, a narrative of connection and joy that exceeded the cold, sterile confines of digital communication. It reminded me of the timeless adage that a picture is worth a thousand words — especially when that picture is a portal to the festive season.
So, as the world prepares for the annualPage: 1 2 3 Next → celebration of Christmas, I invite you to join me in this digital tapestry of joy. iFoto's Profile Picture Maker isn't just a tool; it's a bridge to a warmer, more connected online experience. As we festoon our homes with garlands and lights, let's not forget to adorn our digital profiles with the same spirit. Let's share not just our holiday moments, but the very essence of the season, through the magic of iFoto'sProfile Picture Maker.
And as you gaze upon the profile pictures of friends and strangers alike, each adorned with the touch of Christmas, remember that you're part of a grand, interconnected story. One that whispers of joy, peace, and the wonders of the season. This Christmas, let's make our online presence a reflection of the warmth we feel in our hearts. After all, in the vast universe of social media, isn't that the greatest gift of all?
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This Christmas, I found myself once again diving headfirst into the world of digital art. It’s becoming a tradition for me—creating festive-themed artwork that captures the magic of the season. This time, I participated in another draw-this-in-your-style challenge, hosted by Alix_M_P. I’ve always admired the creativity that comes with these challenges, and this one was no different. The original design was so beautiful and joyful that I couldn’t wait to give it my touch. The result? A vibrant piece featuring a girl in a stunning red Christmas dress, surrounded by the warm and glowing cheer of the season.
The character herself is a perfect embodiment of Christmas joy and elegance. Her infectious smile lights up her face, her soft pink lips curved in a way that immediately draws you in. Her wide, sparkling blue eyes are alive with excitement, and they shine with a crystalline brilliance that reminds me of freshly fallen snow under a winter sun. Her cheeks have a slight rosy tint, as though kissed by the winter cold or the warm glow of a crackling fireplace. A small red heart sits playfully just below her right eye, adding an extra touch of charm and personality to her cheerful expression.
Her hair is captivating—a cascade of deep, dark blue locks that flow in soft waves and twin braids. The two small buns atop her head, secured by little twists, give her a playful and whimsical look, while the braids add a touch of neatness and grace. Nestled in her hair is a sprig of bright green holly with plump red berries, a festive accent that ties her entire look together.
Now, her dress—what a masterpiece! It’s the kind of gown that belongs at a grand Christmas celebration. The deep red fabric is rich and elegant, with a flowing, voluminous skirt that seems to swirl around her as though caught in a gentle dance. The dress features soft yellow frills along the off-shoulder neckline and cuffs, adding a touch of festive lightness. A crimson ribbon tied into a bow rests at her neck, perfectly matching the Christmas aesthetic and highlighting her graceful shoulders. The bodice has delicate laces crisscrossing down the front, enhancing the fit and giving it a classic, vintage look. Around her waist sits a large golden bow, cinched perfectly, giving the dress a regal touch while accentuating her silhouette.
The background complements her vibrancy, filled with the magic of Christmas. Behind her, a warmly lit fireplace crackles with an orange glow, casting light and shadows across the scene. A beautifully decorated Christmas tree stands in the corner, adorned with glowing lights, red ribbons, and shimmering ornaments that add to the festive mood. The whole atmosphere feels alive—warm, cosy, and brimming with holiday cheer, like a scene from a Christmas storybook.
As I worked on this piece, I took my time with every detail—from the gentle shine in her hair to the folds and movement in her dress. I wanted to capture her festive spirit as accurately as possible, ensuring that she not only looked beautiful but also radiated the joy and magic of Christmas. It felt like I was crafting a character straight from a winter wonderland, someone who would spread cheer wherever she went.
Finishing this artwork gave me such a sense of satisfaction. There’s something special about creating art that celebrates the season, and this piece, inspired by Alix_M_P’s design, is one I’m truly proud of. It’s a reminder of how art can bring people together—how one artist’s vision can inspire others to create something equally heartfelt and beautiful. As I signed the piece and admired the final result, I felt that familiar warmth of Christmas creativity once again. This artwork, for me, is not just an entry for a challenge—it’s a celebration of the season, of creativity, and of the joy we share when we come together as artists.
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[ID: a diptych of two digital drawings which are fanart for Ace Attorney, centred around the implication of the main trauma in Miles Edgeworth's backstory.
The image on the left is framed as a Polaroid with "Christmas '01" written on the margin in pencil. This image shows Gregory Edgeworth and Miles Edgeworth in their house as seen in episode 13 of the anime. There is a small plastic Christmas tree sitting on a table, decorated with cute hand-painted ornaments. Bookshelves are visible in the background. Miles is a 9-year-old boy with greyish hair in curtain bangs. He is wearing a pink sweater over his red flannel pyjamas. He has a huge smile on his face as he holds up his gift: a Signal Samurai action figure set. Gregory is a 35-year-old man with slicked-back dark hair and no facial hair, wearing square black-framed glasses. He is sitting on the arm of the brown leather couch, wearing jeans and a red sweater vest over a white shirt with rolled-up sleeves; he is also wearing a silver watch, and holding a golden mug with the scales of justice emblem on it. He is grinning fondly at Miles in a "gee I've got a great kid" kind of way.
The image on the right is in a gold frame with a plaque reading "Christmas 2002". This image shows Manfred von Karma, Franziska von Karma, and Miles Edgeworth in a house loosely based on the mansion shown in season 2 episode 6 of the anime. There is a large potted Christmas tree, decorated with shiny turquoise baubles and gold/silver tinsel. The fireplace is partially visible; a turquoise vase of lilies is on the mantlepiece. In the background, there is a window dressed with dark turquoise curtains; the night sky with falling snow can be seen through the window. Manfred is an older man with intimidating features; he has shoulder-length grey hair and no facial hair, and is looking directly at the camera with a neutral expression. He is sitting in an ornate armchair with wooden trim and turquoise upholstery, wearing the outfit he wears in the games (indigo old-timey suit with black and gold accents, reddish-purple waistcoat with gold trim, white jabot held in place by an oval turquoise gem set in gold). Franziska is a 3-year-old girl with neck-length light blue hair. She is sitting on Manfred's knee, looking up at him with a little smile. She is wearing an ornate dark turquoise dress with gold and lace accents, and a white bow around her neck held in place by a rectangular turquoise gem set in gold. She is holding a riding crop in her left hand. Miles is standing to the side of the chair, with his hands clasped in front of him, and Manfred's right hand on his shoulder. He is wearing a very dark red suit with black lapels and silver buttons, a grey waistcoat with silver buttons, and a white jabot/cravat similar to the one he wears in the games. He is looking directly at the camera with a neutral expression that is subtly sad and tired.
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(also PLEASE read the companion fic by my friend and mutual beta reader team_stepladder! this fic answers the question "what happened to those signal samurai action figures?")
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Brightest Blue (series)
PART FIFTEEN (final chapter)
Pairing: Josh & female!Reader Warnings: 18+ ONLY, sexual content, alcohol, feelings Summary: Things are changing. New state. New school. New roommate. You just pray things are going to click into place. Notes: What an odd feeling this is. I love writing fics, but when you work so long and hard on something, it’s hard to let it go. I’m really pleased with how it turned out though, and I’m so incredibly grateful to everyone that read it and interacted with it. A big thank you to my editor, @lantern-inthenight for sticking with me through it, and thank you again to everyone on my taglist.
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There was a plant in the Kiszka house that you couldn’t stop looking at - you found yourself making your way to the kitchen, just so you could peek in on it. It was a Christmas cactus placed on the south-facing window sill above the sink, spilling out of the sides of its terra cotta pot in long tendrils.
Shapely, dark green, and perfectly healthy - it was the perfect metaphor for the household that loved it. The fuchsia pink buds on the tips of every trailing vine were promising to open every day since you’d arrived, and - perfectly on queue - the first one opened on Christmas Eve. It had been tightly closed when you greeted it in the morning as you sipped your cup of coffee, but by the time the family was snacking on a veggie tray and cocktail weenies at lunchtime, it was fully open, facing the floor in a way that reminded you of a ballerina’s tutu.
“You like this thing, huh?” Josh had asked, audible to just you over the lively conversation and music filling the kitchen and dining room. He was standing closely behind your right shoulder, charmingly trying to get the same view of the cactus that you were - as if that could help him appreciate it better.
“Isn’t it lovely?” you replied, turning your head and realizing at the same time that you could kiss his cheek if you leaned in closer. The two of you shared a lingering look that you put an end to just before you could start feeling physically warm.
He hummed in consideration after a moment. “It’s pretty,” he agreed and then smiled weakly. “It kinda just looks like another plant to me though, if I’m being honest.”
You turned to face him then, giving him a warm look. “There’s a lot of beauty to be found in things that other people don’t know to consider. It gives you kind of a selfish satisfaction.”
The slightly suggestive tone you’d taken put a puzzled smile on his face. He gave you a look that somehow perfectly let you know that he’d be back to pry at the deeper meaning of this conversation later when you were alone.
“We got this for Christmas for my mom one year when we were little kids. Sam and Ronnie liked the color.” He smiled at it past your shoulder. “It used to be so tiny.”
It certainly wasn’t anymore. As a matter of fact, it was currently threatening to take over the whole sill - swallow up the little knick-knacks peppered around it.
“It’s really happy,” you agreed.
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Dinner that night was photo-worthy. Laid out on the table were dishes upon dishes of different comfort foods, each with its own oversized serving spoon. Jake had been trying to make homemade bread through the entirety of your time there - the first night was his very first time making it and it was a little raw, then the next night it seemed a little hard, then the next it looked a little overcooked and dense. Tonight, however, it looked worthy of a cooking magazine cover.
PERFECT BREAD ON THE SIXTH TRY! it would read triumphantly.
No one had a claim on any of the specific spots at the dining table, so it was free game - which was how you were able to finagle your way into sitting between Jake and Sam for that evening’s meal. You liked them a lot, for the record, but you had been thinking a lot about your earlier interaction with Josh, and that was the reason for your chosen position.
You wanted to stare at him without arousing suspicion - or rather, any more suspicion than was already present amongst the six of you.
He had given you a questioning look as he sat directly across the table from you, scooting his chair in until he could rest his elbows on the wood. You offered him a reassuring smile as you settled in, but secretly you reveling in the fact it’d seem awfully non-platonic if he questioned your choice out loud.
While you ate, he only caught you looking at him once, to which he responded by playfully poking his tongue out at you. Otherwise, you listened intently to a story that Sam was telling you about a fated time he found a designer jacket in a truck stop bathroom and it fit perfectly. You also chatted lightly with Jake - who was sitting to your right - about each of your classes and he graciously listened to you gripe at length about the weather and its lack of consistency, which was obviously very kind of him.
When dinner was over, the family changed into their pajamas before meeting in the living room with their wine to sit around the tree and open one present each of their choosing. It went around in a circle, starting with Josh who received a new cutting board and a set of knives that his mom jokingly assured him he couldn’t have until he was ready to go back to Ann Arbor. You were unabashedly visibly excited to be able to use a knife that could cut without having to use a sawing motion.
Jake had unknowingly chosen to open the present you got for him, which was a leather-bound journal and fountain pen that cost more than you wanted to admit but after you saw it at the store, you couldn’t stop thinking about it. You had felt incredibly cool while purchasing it, so in a way, it was kind of a gift for you too.
The gift you opened was a wool sweater from Josh’s parents and when you lovingly clutched the forest green fabric to your chest, it was a genuine gesture. You reminded them that they didn’t have to get you anything, but thanked them profusely when they informed you that you were being silly.
After the designated presents were opened, warm conversation was had as the Rudolph Christmas movie played quietly in the background. It was one of your holiday favorites though, so you probably paid more attention to it than the rest of the family.
Once 10 pm hit, there was a sharp rise in the frequency of yawns, and shortly after that people started turning in, one by one. Everyone was wished a good night, knowing that when they woke up again, it would be Christmas.
After Jake turned in around 11:30, you and Josh were the last ones standing - or sitting rather.
You were sitting next to each other on the sofa, about a foot apart because despite Jake having been privy to your relationship, it was just good practice when any member of his family was around.
As soon as Jake’s bedroom door was closed, Josh seemed to visibly relax his muscles, though his fingers still fidgeted with his jeans every few moments.
“Are you liking being home?” you asked and then took a sip of wine, already knowing what he was going to say.
He gave you a low, pained-sounding hum through a grimacing smile. “We should have just told my family what the nature of our relationship was - I don’t think I can handle not touching you much longer.”
“M’kay, couple things to address here,” you started through an amused smirk. “You were able to handle not touching me for months - I think you can handle literally one and a half more days. And two-”
He cut you off with a finger against your lips. “Yeah, but had I known you wanted me to, it would have made a lot of difference.”
You pressed a kiss to the digit before he quickly pulled it away with an accusatory squint in his eye.
“And secondly,” you tried again pointedly. “What would you have told them? ‘Hey guys, I have very very fuzzy boundaries with my roommate and that often results in us sleeping together, both literally and as a euphemism’?”
He shot you a teasing smirk. “Cute. You’re very cute,” he said sarcastically.
After a very long, comfortable silence, you spoke again, voice low and hushed. “So, can I scoot closer to you now?”
He looked over at you from out of the corner of his eye, still holding that smirk. “Please do.”
You shuffled until your thigh was touching his.
Of course, you had missed it right away, but you hadn’t really realized how much you’d missed being physically close to him until you caught the now-familiar scent of his cologne.
Another comfortable silence fell upon the room, quiet enough that all you could hear was the quiet crackling of the logs in the stone fireplace.
“Can I kiss you too?” you asked, looking over at him through the sheer curtain of your hair.
He looked like he was truly mulling it over as his eyes flicked down the hall to his siblings’ rooms, and then across the living room and up the set of stairs to his parents’ room. After a second, he let out a huff and said, “Fuck it.”
He reached over and tugged on your various limbs until you were sitting in his lap, face to face.
It had been so forbidden to you up until then, that when he leaned in and caught your lips, you let out a groan under your breath.
“I missed you,” he breathed, almost directly against your mouth. “I love knowing you in any aspect, but I’ve been burning for this.”
It made the heat rise to your cheeks, as well as your lap - but you couldn’t let him know he’d turned you on so easily, so you replied breathily with, “That’s an awfully fancy way of telling me you’re horny, babe.”
He was biting back a laugh for a split second before, grabbing your hips a little tighter to gain back what dominance you had borrowed from him with your teasing.
You pressed your luck. “Really, very eloquent.”
A look of contemplation flashed over his features as he was obviously deciding what to do next. He lifted you with little effort and then pressed you firmly backward until your shoulders hit the seat of the couch. Then he crawled over you and stared down into your eyes triumphantly.
“Aren’t you worried about someone coming out here?” you challenged through a grin.
He leaned in until he could drag his teeth across your cheekbone, making your skin prickle. “I don’t care anymore,” he replied, and then - in a show of brutal honesty - pressed his crotch against your hip and ground down just enough to show you how hard he was.
Your breath caught in your throat, and involuntarily, you bucked up against him.
You kissed him so forcefully that it was almost more like just mashing your mouths together for a long moment. His hand slipped down between your bodies until his fingers brushed over your navel, the ticklish feeling making the muscles jump under the touch. It was the anticipation of his next move that fucked you up the most.
He was dragging his fingers lower, just about to dip under the band of your pajama pants when he seemed to have a moment of clarity and pulled his hand away altogether. You frowned at him, pushing your hips up to meet his hand instead, to which he responded by placing his palm on your stomach and pressing you back down with a laugh.
“Let’s go to my room,” he suggested.
“No, wait.” You gave him the softest eyes you could. “It’s so romantic out here right now - the lights on the tree, the fire, the soft couch. Would you just kiss me here for a bit?”
The look on his face could only be described as enamored. He stared at your face for a few long seconds before you finally asked if he was alright.
“I’m lucky to have you.”
He said it under his breath, so sincerely and honestly, that you weren’t sure how to respond until you could catch up with your thoughts. You cupped his jaw in your right palm, raking your fingers through his hair and he careened your touch in a way that had you feeling like a melting scoop of ice cream.
“You know, I sometimes think about how poorly the whole ‘moving across the country to a place you’ve never been for school’ thing could have gone. There were so many variables that had to click into place, and somehow I still ended up living with a person that,” You paused to brush your thumb against his cheekbone, hoping to portray your meaning through your touch. “Might be a literal angel.”
He raked his front teeth over his bottom lip subconsciously as he consumed the compliment. You could see his brain chewing it over as he snickered a laugh.
“Though, I think angels are supposed to deliver good tidings and not black eyes,” you teased.
You couldn’t name the look he adopted then, but it seemed somewhere between solemn and proud reminiscence. The frown forming on your features was not lost on him, and you quickly spoke before he could change the subject.
“What’s wrong?”
He hummed and met your eyes. “I never wanted you to find out about that,” he said like an admission.
“What do you mean?”
“There were a lot of things I did to get your attention, but that was completely reactionary. I’ve never been a violent person - well, to anyone but my siblings anyway-”
You huffed a laugh at him but nodded for him to continue.
“You were right,” He met your eyes with an intense sincerity. “I am a lover. Not a fighter.”
“I know,” you whispered as you brushed a stray curl from his forehead. “But you must have known I would find out, right?”
“I wasn’t thinking about that at the time, but yeah - in retrospect - of course, you’d find out. But I did it. I sought him out and it just-” He bit his lip for a second to take a pause. “I saw him and all I could think about was you crying on my shoulder that night.”
You didn’t say anything. You just let him gather his thoughts as the crackling of the fire served as a placeholder in his silence.
“He’s lucky he only got a black eye because I wanted to kill him for touching you.”
It was clear after a moment that he was waiting for you to respond, possibly even hoping for validation at such a vulnerable moment.
“If I’m being honest, Josh, I still can’t believe you could do that - I can’t even imagine you yelling at someone in a way that was anywhere near serious.”
He stared at you for a few long beats, and you watched the reflection of the Christmas lights twinkle like stars speckled over the dark canvas of his eyes.
“Yeah, well,” he started, just above a whisper. His brows were tipped into a look of contemplation - the spacing of his words making you think that he wasn’t sure how to proceed. “You do crazy things to protect the people you love.”
It wasn’t voluntary in any way when your breathing stopped, it just happened - like your lungs were locked up for a few long seconds as you waited for one of you to say something.
“You’re my best friend,” he said like a confession, looking more serious than you’d ever seen him. “And I love you.”
Undeniably, your face was peachy pink - you could feel it tingling warm. You weren’t sure what to do with your hands, but you knew you wanted to touch him. His skin tightened around his jaw when you ghosted your fingers over it.
“You love me?”
He nodded at you, a small but confident motion. “You fill a lot of different positions in my life. I’m not in love with you yet - I don’t think - but I want your permission to be.”
Without wasting another second, you caught his lips in an earnest kiss, your chest feeling like it might implode. It only lasted for a moment before he was pulling you back up until you were sitting in his lap.
“Was that romantic enough for you?” he asked, trying to shade his voice with humor but it came out sounding breathless instead.
“I literally can’t imagine anything more romantic,” you agreed with a weak laugh and then teased, “Unless you proposed. You’re not going to propose, are you?”
He adopted a disbelieving smirk. “Do you want me to? I’m sure I can fashion a ring out of something. Maybe there’s a cock ring joke in there somewhere-”
You rolled your eyes playfully and cut him off with, “Please shut up and take me to bed. Right now, okay?”
He ushered you off of him with a breathy laugh before gently nudging you in the general direction of his room. “Hurry along then.”
The two of you padded quietly down the hall, shutting the door without making a peep.
The only light in his room was what you could see of the Christmas lights that framed the front door, casting a white-gold glow over the setting.
When he laid you out over the bed, it was significantly gentler than you were expecting as was the kiss he placed - first on your cheek and then your jaw and down your neck to your throat.
His hands slipped under your pajama top, tugging lighting at the buttons on it from the inside and letting his fingers make the skin across your navel tighten. Instinctively, your fingers tangled into his hair, keeping him close enough that the pointed tip of his nose was resting on your sternum. The warm humidity of his breath hitting your skin was both calming and exciting at the same time in a way you couldn’t describe if you tried. His fingers worked to undo your top with relative ease, sliding it off of your chest after.
You eyed the way his bicep flexed as he held all of his weight on it, and wrapped your fingers around it to give it a squeeze. He reacted by dragging his teeth across your breast with just enough sting to make your hips lift off the bed. The way he sucked one of your nipples into his mouth and rolled it around with his tongue made you squirm, fingers flexing into his tense skin. A tingly, warm feeling set over you as you wrapped your legs around his hips and sat up to shrug your shirt off.
“I don’t think I’ll ever get used to this,” he stated simply as he ran his fingers down your bare chest.
You hummed at him through a smile, pinching his chin in your fingers and tilting his head up until he had to look you in the eyes. He gave you a grin as he bit his bottom lip and then leaned in to press a kiss against your cheek. In your heart, you knew the gesture had you blushing, but it was confirmed for you when he smugly rubbed his thumb across your cheekbone.
The chill in the room made your newly-naked skin prickle as he tossed your pajama pants to the floor, followed quickly by his own. With all of your clothing discarded into a pile, he pulled you up onto your knees, cupped both sides of your jaw with his hands, and tugged your face closer until your noses were touching. You listened to his shaky breathing for a moment before you dug your fingers into his hips, pulling him back over you as you laid out on the bed.
You knew your nails were digging into his skin - probably a little too deeply - as he pushed into you, one of his hands wrapped around your thigh to keep it hitched over his hip. This was confirmed for you when you heard him suck in a breath that sounded more like a hiss, though you got the feeling that he liked the sting of it.
Through the entirety of the time he was fucking you, he barely pulled his body away from you at all, instead opting to just rock himself against you until you were near tears. The biggest challenge was barely making a sound as you reached your peak, your face buried in the humid crook of his neck and shoulder.
You weren’t positive how much time had passed, but as you laid together, post-orgasm, you realized just how exhausted you were.
Neither of you had said a word for quite a while, so it sounded too loud when you spoke into the dark room.
“Are you going back to the living room?” you whispered.
“Nah, fuck it. I’m not going anywhere,” he replied, nuzzling the top of his nose into your hair as you laid, half on his bare chest. Just before you fell asleep you remembered the very first night you slept in his bed, and how much had changed since then - and how much had not really changed at all.
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You had meant to set an alarm - really. But you hadn’t gotten around to it the night before, which is why when you came stumbling out of the bedroom with Josh close behind you, you were met with a few pairs of eyes staring at you from the living room. Trying not to look like the most guilty human on earth, you ducked your head and quickly made your retreat to the bathroom. Neither of you said a word as you brushed your teeth together, sneaking playful glances at each other in the mirror.
By the time you had both showered - Josh first and then you second - and changed into your clothes for the day, it was 9:30. You both found the dining room table hosting his entire family and enough breakfast food piled on top of the worn wood to satisfy a small army.
The two spots that they saved for you were next to each other, so you settled in and tried to prepare for the most awkward meal of your life thus far.
“You almost made it to the end,” Jake quipped, apparently happy as hell to deliver the first blow.
You watched Josh’s eyes flick up at him, delivering him a chilly look.
“Okay, it wasn’t really a secret before, but it’s definitely not anymore,” Jake finished, rolling his eyes as the bowl of scrambled eggs was passed to him.
Josh poured himself a glass of orange juice and then gestured for your glass too. “If I were in the living room last night, Santa wouldn’t have come. Really, you have me to thank for the gifts you receive today.” He finished filling your glass and set the carton back down before continuing. “And I’ll take that thank you in the form of you shutting up and minding your own business.”
Jake snorted a laugh as he dished himself out some breakfast. He opened his mouth to tease Josh further, but when he looked up and met your eyes, he let the next remark die on his lips - instead just settling for a smug smirk.
No one mentioned anything else about it, but as the meal went on, you realized that you really had nothing to be ashamed of. You brushed your fingers against Josh’s under the table and then let him lace them together as his sister was telling a story about the best gift she’d ever received. You didn’t share a look with him, but you didn’t have to as his thumb swiped over the top of your hand, over and over.
After breakfast was eaten and presents were opened, Josh found you on your way out of the restroom and motioned for you to follow him to his room.
“I have something for you,” he started as he took your hand and sat you on the bed. You crossed your hands in your lap, settling into your spot with a smile. He closed the door behind him and then lifted the bag he’d packed from home onto the dresser.
He pulled out a little box like a magician would pull a rabbit from his hat, and then held it out for you to take.
“It really isn’t much, because we obviously don’t have a lot of money, but after what you did for Penny- Well. I wanted to do something meaningful too,” he explained sheepishly.
The box was wrapped in mint green foil and marked with your name on a brown paper tag.
You took a lot of care removing the wrapping, and gently opened the top of the box as you held his eyes.
Inside was a 4-inch terra cotta pot, decorated with delicately painted sunflowers on a white background.
“It’s obviously not perfect-” he started, but you didn’t let him finish before you set the pot on his bedspread and wrapped your arms around his neck.
“It’s perfect,” you stated simply.
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He slept with you again that night, this time sparing any sneaky behavior - and this time, when the two of you emerged from his room, no one even batted an eye. It took you only a few moments to pack your things up, but over an hour to say all of your goodbyes.
You watched as his mother hugged him again, just like she had when he’d arrived - tightly, like she could barely stand to let him leave. This time, she hugged you too, nearly just as warmly.
Josh helped you get your bags into the trunk of your car, being decidedly less gentle with Jake’s belongings, and the two of you crawled into the front seats as Jake was ribbing his much taller younger brother at the front door.
“Hey, I got you this. I looked it up on my phone and the wiki page said I could just rip it off, so I did,” he explained as he placed a long arm of the Christmas cactus into your lap.
You look at it for a long moment, your chest feeling tight.
He must have mistaken your silence for apprehension, because he continued on, letting a concerned tone shade his words. “It said it wouldn’t hurt the plant and that it would eventually just grow roots. Is that right? So you can have one of your own, you know? Since you liked it so much. You could even use the little pot.”
You let your eyes meet his as you tried to choke back the feeling in your throat that was threatening tears. Embarrassingly, your voice was a little shaky when you stated, “I love you too.”
He looked completely stunned, but he only had a moment to fix his expression before Jake was opening the back door and sliding effortlessly in.
“You guys good to go?” Jake asked as he leaned forward and snatched the aux cable from where it was rested on the center console.
You gave Josh an expectant smile, but when it was clear that he wasn’t going to respond, you leaned over and pressed a kiss against his lips, prompting him to say through a beaming grin, “Let’s go home.”
#brightest blue fic#Brightest Blue#josh fic#josh kiszka#josh x reader#josh kiszka smut#josh kiszka fic
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[ID: two variations of a traditional drawing done with paint pens. Drawing depicts a thin white person with short black hair in a red sweater, blue jeans and white shoes. They're sitting in a chair in the bottom left hand corner of the image, staring down at a mug they're holding with a glum expression. The background is a somewhat abstract depiction of a fireplace with a Christmas wreath hanging above it, done entirely in dull blue, purple and grey tones. A light blue-grey border surrounds the image. Only difference between first and second image is that stylised ghosts have been drawn digitally overtop the image in the second one. End ID]
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#art#tradtional drawing#traditonal art#shout-out to iris beloved besite mutual for saying they'd still think I'm cool if I posted this#that's all i needed lmao#there's not a lot of thought process too this beyond like. holiday season melancholy?#lead up to Christmas has been weird this year and that's. kinda what this was ig#any way uhhh yeah take this I've got an exam for the rest of the day <3 I'm shaking but it's fine#wish me luck besties!
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i present to you;;; the anderperry christmas fic i wrote like three years ago!! enjoy hehe
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Winter break was a distant, looming storm cloud to Todd. Despite the voice in his head instructing him to not grow dependent on Neil, by the time December rolled around he found himself irrevocably attached. The idea of spending a month alone (with his family, but nevertheless alone) made him want to jump out of his dorm room window.
When the last day of the semester did come, Todd grieved. He sat on his bed as Neil finished packing, having packed his own bags beforehand in his anxious turmoil. As Neil went to place his composition notebook in his bag, he stopped and approached Todd.
“Do you know your phone number?”
Todd instinctively sat up straighter, grabbing the notebook and pen from Neil’s hands. He nodded.
“Write it down in there, will you?”
Excited at the idea of having contact with Neil over the break, Todd obliged, jotting down the home phone number and making sure each digit was perfectly legible.
Later that day, as Neil’s taxi pulled up to the front of the school, after giving Todd a quick hug (that made Todd blush despite himself) Neil said “I’ll call you,” and, before Todd could respond, was gone.
Being back at home was, put simply, torturous. Todd had all-too-quickly forgotten the endless torment of living in the same house as his parents. Their quips, remarks, jokes at his expense made him shrink smaller and smaller as his frustration grew. Not to mention the endless praise for his brother, or the complete shift in attitude once Jeffrey did arrive.
The only thing that kept Todd from going completely insane was waiting for Neil’s phone call. Although he was disappointed after a week had passed, he knew Neil well enough to know that if Neil said he would call, he would call. It was only a matter of when. And waiting-- boring as it might seem-- kept Todd occupied enough to refrain from taking a bath with his mother’s shiny toaster.
Christmas day was nice enough; although the gifts his parents gave him were more reflections of what they wished he would be (a football, an introduction to corporate law textbook) Jeffrey had gotten him his favorite chocolates and a pair of binoculars. After present opening and Christmas brunch, Todd sat by the window, watching snow fall gently and wondering what his friends might be doing.
Around 7pm Todd heard the phone ring, and, as usual, jumped up at the sound. His mother answered (as she usually did) and Todd waited for her familiar greeting to the person on the line. Instead, to Todd’s amazement, her voice rang out from the kitchen:
“Todd? It’s for you.”
Todd walked so fast he was scared he might trip over his own legs.
“Hello?” he said, eager.
“Todd! Merry Christmas.” Neil’s familiar tone reminded Todd of the warmth of the fireplace.
“Neil! Merry Christmas to you too? How have you been?”
“As good as can be expected, I guess. You?”
Todd thought for a second.
“Same here.”
“Ah, well. We’ll be back soon enough. Did you get anything good today?”
“My brother gave me some binoculars.”
“Awesome! We can go bird watching now.”
The very thought of Neil bird watching was enough to make Todd laugh. Neil barely had enough patience to wait for the water to get hot before showering.
“Sure. What about you?”
“Eh, nothing exciting. A new Harvard sweatshirt.”
Todd could sense some bitterness there, but decided not to make Neil feel any worse.
“That’s nice.”
“Yeah, I guess so.”
They were both silent for a moment, until Neil said, “Did you miss me?”
Todd’s mind seemed to freeze for a moment out of surprise, and his response was less than eloquent:
“You- well- I- Uh... Yeah. I did. I mean, I do.”
He thought he could hear Neil laugh quietly on the other end.
“I miss you too...” A voice spoke lowly in the background, and Neil’s tone changed slightly.
“I have to go. See you soon, Todd. Merry Christmas.”
“Merry Christmas.”
And it was.
#i remember writing this in my ib biology class lmao#dont mind my old writing it's not the greatest#anderperry#dead poets society#dps#neil perry#todd anderson#christmas#dark academia
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Christmas with a stranger
This is my submission for 'gift of cheer' by @cordonianroyalty and @texaskitten30. This is the fluff one shot requested by @anjanettaexcordonia.
Characters belong to pixelberry
Pairings:LiamxRiley
A/N: this is the first fic I have ever written, so i apologize for any mistakes. Criticism is openly accepted, negative or otherwise. Feel free to say anything!
Tags: @texaskitten30 @cordonianroyalty
@kat-tia801 @eadanga @xxrainbow-princessxx @knightthunderis @kingliam2019 @anjanettexcordonia @stuti-singh @queenrileyrose @bbrandy2002 @twinkleallnight @bebepac @ladyrileyrussel @hopelessromanticsposts @dcbbw
Summary: Two strangers spend Christmas day with which each other, which changes the rest of their lives.....
Song inspiration: All I want for Christmas is you
Word count:2683
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
Don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas Day
I just want you for my own
It was the morning of Christmas, and Riley was overly excited. She always waited for this time of the year, especially Christmas. Nothing is more enjoyable than sipping cider in the presence of her beloved and enjoying the Christmas meal, she always thoughts. Orphaned at 4 ,she didn't had a blood family to celebrate with , but was blessed with a great deal of foster family and friends. Every year, during Christmas, as a sort of tribute, she spends the entire day celebrating with the children of her previous foster care. Watching those kids playing merrily reminded her of her own good days in the past.
She quickly ate her breakfast and made her way out of her NY apartment, whistling and softly humming to the tune of All I want for Christmas is you, her favorite song.
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
Baby....
She was so engrossed in her little singing gig that she barely registered the stranger coming towards her, and crashed right into his broad chest, spilling her reticule's content on the sidewalk.
"Oof"she yelped, rubbing her forhead.
"Oh! I'm so sorry! Let me help with those! " the stranger apologized.
Riley and the stranger kneeled down at the same moment to collect her scattered belonging, and for the first time the two glanced into each others eyes. Ocean blue eyes locking onto dark ones. Damn... Those eyes.. Riley swallowed.
"Ahem" she softy cleared her thought, quickly collected her belongings, and stood up.
"Sorry for that. Should've watched my steps. " then she quickly disappeared into the crowd, not noticing the stranger eyes on her from behind.
Riley finally arrived at the foster care. Loving hearts. A bit strange name, but filling her chest with warmth nonetheless. She rummaged through her reticule for her Digital key card, but it was not there.
"Uh...?"she muttered. "Where the hell is my keycard? "
After a few moment of searching she gave up. "Im not going to get in there without my key card...."
"Excuse me Miss.... But I belive this is yours. " a voice behind her startled her.
Riley turned around and found herself staring at the pair of those same dark eyes she encountered earlier. I'd recognise those eyes anywhere, even though I had stared at his eyes for less than 5 seconds. The (cute) guy i bumped with!
"Ahem" the stranger let out a exaggerated cough and riley realised that she has been staring at his face for a solid 10 seconds.
"Right.. Ahem... Sorry... I mean... Thank you for returning this. You totally saved my ass--, i mean my...my...job". Way to make a fool of yourself Riley.
The stranger laughed quitly. "Well then I am glad I could save your job. But I should get going."
Just as he turned, a little voice in the back of her head called out to her, and instinctively she reached out and grabbed his sleeve.
"Er... Sir... I know this is extremly forward of me... But if you would be kind enough to spend the day with volunteering at the orphanage I work at? We are kinda short-staffed tonight, and there aren't much volunteers. Those children at the orphanage will be quite happy to see a new face. You could spend the with them. And me. If you are free, that is?
Crap. Crap. Crap. This i really asked a random hot stranger to volunteer?! Snap the hell out of it Riley!
Plz say yes. Plz say yes. The little voice inside her screamed.
To her surprise, he gave her a smile. "Id be happy to. I don't have any special plans for today. Btw. "
He smiled, and stuck out her hand to shake hers.
"Liam Rys"
"Riley Brooks". She said she she shook his hand. A familiar electric tinge sparked through her veins as she held his hand. His hand impossibly smooth underneath her. Woah! Are guys even supposed to have this soft hands? I wonder what kind of moisturiser he uses....
"Miss Brooks --"
"Call me Riley. "
"Well ahem, Riley.. it is rather cold outside. What say we make it inside? "
"Oh right."
She quickly swiped her keycard and stepped inside, sighing contentedly as the warm air from the heaters enveloped her. She melted a little inside as she felt Liam's warm body alongside her. Brushing this aside, she focused her attention on the scenario in front of her. Numerous gift boxes piled beneath the Christmas tree... Children merrily running and there... Volunteers mingling with each other and the children... The aroma of the food... And the Christmas songs softly playing in the background. A wide smile played on her lips.
While Riley was busy observing the surroundings, Liam found his sight stuck on the beautiful women he had known for not more than 15 minutes. She was beautiful, in a way that the noble ladies back at home in Cordonia arn't. And seeing her here in here element, smiling widely without giving a damn about public decorum or whatsoever, he found himself attracted to her. And without a second thought, he agreed to volunteer. We'll see how the day goes...
Liam cleared his throat, claiming her attention. "So what needs to be done? "
"As you can see this is a orphanage, so the children here dont have any families to celebrate the holidays with. So each year, myself and many other gather here to celebrate the celebrate with them. Thats what we have to do. Mingle with the children, play with them... And make them feel loved. "
"Sure. I can definately do that. I actually volunteered too at orphanages back home."
"If I may ask, Where are you from?
Liam immediately stiffened at the question. When he asked his father for a quiet getaway before the beginning of the social season, meeting Riley was not on the itinerary. And the fact that he was leaving Tommorow didnt helped either. The last thing he wanted to do was to lie with her, but he wasn't going to destroy these good moments he had with her by revealing that he was the crown prince of cordonia.
"I'm actually from one of the small islands surrounding Greece. "
Before she could open her mouth to ask more, Liam immediately turned away to play with one of the children.
The day went on quite peacefully and quite enjoyable for Liam. Holidays back home were anything besides spending with families. It was all about press conferences and photo ops and disguised motives hidden away in gifts. But here I was a lot more different, the sight of children playfully jostling each other without giving a damn made him smile, as that was the part of childhood he missed.
He suddenly felt a small hand on his shoulder and his pulse quickened at the feel of skin over his clothes. Behind her was Riley, holding a eggnog mug in her hands.
"Not to ruin your volunteering gig, but I got you something. "She said as she handed him the mug. Their fingers brushed, and lingered for just a moment longer.
"Ahem. Thank you. " Liam blushed, his ears turning pink.
Riley chucked softly at his antics. He is already so cute, and looks extra cute while he blushes.
Night came quickly. After winding up all the activities for the day including the gift exchanging and christmas dinner, all the children were put to bed and the volunteers were bidding their goodbyes. Only the foster care staff plus liam was left behind.
Riley glanced around. All the staff were mingling on the rooftop, with only her and Liam left in the main hall.
"Hey.... " she softly asked Liam, who was lounging in a chair beside her.
"Yeah? "
"Will you accompany me for a little walk around the times square? I just wanna clear my head a bit. " And hopefully spend some time with you...
He smiled. "Sure! Just let me get my coats. "
The pair walker out of the building and into the cold, brisk night. Celebrations were in full swing outside. Its called the city who never sleeps for Nothing.
Outside was really cold, and with the softly falling snow Riley barely suppressed the shiver that ran up het spine. Suddenly she felt strong arms around her shoulders and a moment later a coat was wrapped around them.
"I would be a terrible gentleman if a let a beautiful lady like you freeze to death. "
"Beautiful, huh? " she teased.
He blushed. That blush.
They both arrived at the square, staring at the enormous Christmas tree situated in the very middle. The glow of the lights and mini bulbs bathing them both in a gentle bluish light.
"Its really beautiful, isnt it? Riley asked. Just as she turned her head towards him liam's eyes quickly found their ways towards the decoration. Was he really admiring me than the beautiful decoration in front of him? Was it possible that he was feeling the same fluttering in his heart that she felt whenever they interacted? No, it can't be. I am reading onto this too much. We are strangers. Strangers.
"Indeed it is. " Liam quitly whispered, hiding the blush in his cheeks. Crap, she caught him staring at her. I hope she doesnt think i am creep or something. To Liam even the most beautiful decorations paled in front of her, she was more beautiful than any sights he had laid his eyes on. Don't get too attached, Liam. Its temporary. You are going to leave tomorrow. There can nothing be between you and her. You have a duty back home. This is just a little escape from reality. They are strangers. Strangers.
Just then the local band striked up a a waltz. All around them peoples paired up, with Riley watching the couples with a hopeful gleam in her eyes... which didnt went unnoticed by Liam. And in that moment, he knew what he had to do.
Liam bowed a little in front of her, and held out his hand, his other arm draped around his back. "May I have this dance? "
She smiled as she put her hand into his, her pulse quickning, "It would be my pleasure. "
She awkwardly bowed, earning a chuckle from Liam as he sweeped her in his arms, her one hand on his shoulder, his on her waist, their free hand twined together. They elegantly twirled together on the makeswift dance floor, stepping in time to each rhythm. As they glided together, liam couldnt help but gaze down at her angelic face, illuminated by the surroundings. His gaze strayed to her lips just as Riley glanced at him, they met each other halfway as their lips come together in a magnetic kiss. Time seemed to stopped when his lips met hers, and the flutter in their chest intensified. Riley's finger gently curled in his coat as liam tangled his hands in her soft brown curls. She smelled like jasmine, a scent that liam is all too familiar with. Their hands tighten around each other, almost desperately, refusing to let go, their lips moving against each other in perfect harmony. Liam tightened his arm around her waist, pulling her into his chest, and Riley softly sighed as she breathed in the scent of him.
For that moment it was only the two of them in the entire world, all the surroundings fading into nothing. Their little bubble of heaven was broken as the pair heard the the sound of clapping and soft cheering. Flustered, Liam grasped her hand and led both of them out of the dance floor and into the streets, grinning all the way.
The two of them found themselves at the threshold of a quint restaurant, and they both collapsed onto the stairs, still holding each other while wearing goofy smiles.
"So... That was.... Something else.. " Riley chuckled.
"Indeed it was. " Liam snickered.
As he glanced down at the lady in his arms, Liam felt a sudden tinge of guilt in his chest. I still haven't told her who I am. I have to tell her.
After her laughter had subsided, Liam gently took her shoulders in his hands and looked square in her eyes. "Riley, can I have a word with you? "
"Yeah... What happened? "
"I haven't told you where I am from, or what I am doing alone in a unknown city without my family. The truth is I am the Crown Prince of a small country called Cordonia. "
Riley stared at him, then burst into laughter. "Haha, Liam, nice joke. If you are a crown prince then i'm Kate Middleton." She stopped laughing when she saw the look on his face. "Oh, you are serious?"
Liam nodded. "Of course. I have no reason to lie to you. I just wanted to let you know that....that...." He struggled to move forward. "That i'll be leaving for Cordonia Tommorow morning. My social season will commence once I get back. I have to choose a bride from all the noble ladies presented to me as suitors. "
Her face fell. "You... You are really going back... I just thought we.... " She trailed off.
"I knew Riley, and I am sorry that I didn't told you sooner. I understand if you are mad--"
"Of course im not mad Liam. You did what you thought was the best. You just wanted a nice time without wandering about your duties."
"I... I wished we had more time together Riley." He whispered.
"Then lets make the most of it. We just have this night tonight, Liam. And I want to make it count. For just this one night let's just be Riley and Liam, two peoples without any obligations.
Riley pointed to the mistletoe over their head, then leaned forward to capture his lips in a heated kiss. He immediately responded, his hand cupping the side of her neck tenderly as she ran her hair through his dark hair. They pulled apart, staring into each others eyes, then their lips came together again, more passionately this time.
"Merry Christmas, Riley."
"Merry Christmas, Liam."
The night was spend together in Liam's suite, tangled in the sheets and in each other's arms.
************
The next morning
Liam woke up in his room.... Alone. He glanced around, none of Riley's belongings were in sight. A single note was on the coffee table beside the bed.
Liam,
I want you to know that the short time I have spend with you more to me than I could describe. You gave me the one thing I wanted most for Christmas...Family. I'm grateful for that. I'm sorry that I had to convey this to you by a letter, but i thought it would be better for both of us. Perhaps we will meet again.
Riley
Liam reached and wiped the lone tear that has escaped on his cheek. "I'm grateful for our time together too, Riley.
**********
Cordonia
It was the evening of the masquerade ball in the palace. Liam was dressed in his usual black regalia with a matching ornate mask. No matter how hard he tried, his thoughts managed to make their way back to Riley. Be a good prince, Liam. She's gone.
Liam stood in the huge elegant ballroom, a queue of noble ladies in front of him. Each lady he encountered, whether it was the poodle loving lady Penelope, the diplomat's daughter Kiara, or his best friend Olivia, made him realize that none of them were her.
The next lady approached, who was adorned in a white angel costume, with a literal halo above her head, her blue eyes peeking out of the glittering mask. Why are those eyes familiar...
"Hello..." Liam greeted her politely. "I don't believe we have met... Have we?"
The women smiled, then reached behind the back of her head to loosen the mask strings, Liam caught a glimpse of a familiar face as she removed her mask.
"Riley..."
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Shards Of Winter
The high croon of whipping winds and the frosty chill of the night air signal the beginning of winter on a normally quiet Thursday evening for Alec Lightwood.
Sat by the window, warm forehead pressed to the contrast of cold glass that spreads a delightful tremble down his spine, Alec watches the night descend with the twinkle of stars in the sky and flutters of snowflakes on their way from high above. It’s a sight he cherishes every year, a new snowfall, a new story, a new adventure.
A new chance to find his soulmate.
Faded, but still there on his wrist lies his soulmark, a pale white snowflake with a blush of blue on the branches. Someone out there, perfectly complementary in all the way he hopes, in all the ways he imitates late in the evening when the desires for touch and the longing of love overcome him. The press of fingers against his skin, the chilling voice that whispers ice against his ears and wracks his body with tremors, the almost forgotten flash of glowing green that still lingers in the back of his mind. It calls to him on nights like this, the first snowfall, and Alec knows they’re connected.
It has to be magic that pulls him in. Magic, in all it’s raw and delightful glory, slithers in tendrils around each finger, digit by digit until it’s grasping at his wrist and pulling him out into the night.
And this is no different, because where the warmth of his body heat had pressed against him and soothed the cold now swishes frosty air in the emptiness as he stands out in the falling snow, beckoned by the call of hope.
Hope, the kind to summon light from the darkest of days, the same one that fuels every action and choice. The same hope that he holds close to his heart that he’ll find his soulmate soon, that they’re closer this year than the last. The same kind of hope that so many people in his small town have lost for him because of the way his mark fades against the white of his skin more and more every year.
But their thoughts don’t matter to Alec, and instead of dwelling on the worries of others that have already been matched, he sets his eyes up to the sky and lets the vision of snowflakes calm the physical manifestations of the cold from his body.
Out here he feels free. Encased in the silent affection of what’s meant to be, surrounded by the delicate winter that presses the first cold kiss to his cheek. A droplet slides down the side of his face as it dissolves into wetness, and then another against his nose. Eyes fall shut, the flutter of lashes as a snowflake descends gently onto it, a succession of loving pecks along his greedy skin that soaks it all up.
A whistle then, a trilling melody that the snowfall sings to him, and a hum as Alec sings along.
This feels right, this feels fated. It feels magical.
Eyes flutter open, hazel to absorb the blinding white that drifts closer and closer still.
Time seems to halt in the presence of magic, slowing to a blur. The snow trickles down, covers his vision until he feels it pierce his sight, feels it spread through his being and invade deep into his core. Magic, darker than the flash of snow, darker and heavier than the hope that spills out of him every morning and evening.
It doesn’t hurt, not until the confusion dissipates and leaves Alec feeling hollow and frozen. Only then does his eye twitch, and only then does he fall to his knees onto the damp grass before him with a cry of anguish and a hand to soothe the ache in his skull.
But it doesn’t work.
No matter how hard he digs blunt fingertips into his socket, or how tightly he curls his fist around the blades below him, the pain continues to pulse and gnaw.
It isn’t until his sister is calling his name and guiding him back into the house blindly that he starts to feel some relief, that the cold sunk deep in his bones seems to thaw with the heat of the fireplace.
---
When Alec awakes in the morning, it’s with a thudding migraine and aching joints that are only exacerbated by the scratchy sheets of his blanket. Water seems to fill his head, sloshing and drowning his thoughts until all he wants to do is paint the windows black so the harsh sunlight can’t sneak through the cracks and blind him further.
His name, whispered softly from the opening of the door is still too loud, and his sister’s face greets him with worry. “Are you feeling any better?”
“No,” he manages, barely a croak. “I feel like shit.”
“What happened last night?”
A question he has no answer for, because if he’s being honest (and Alec is never anything but), he has no idea. “I’m not sure,” he shrugs, “the snow fell in my eyes.”
Izzy steps closer and tilts his chin up with uncertain fingers, examining any damage she may believe him to have suffered. Under any other circumstance, Alec would have let her. Usually his sister’s care for him makes his chest bloom with fondness, even if it borders on fussy and unnecessary. But this - this just feels wrong. Her fingers on his skin feel too warm and uncomfortable, the scrutiny in her gaze feels malicious and her gentle touches too rough.
He pulls away in a rush and tries not to catch her frown in his peripheral. “Let me be, Izzy.”
“But Alec - “
“Go away!”
She doesn’t have to speak for him to feel the hurt that radiates off of her, and he doesn’t have to see her face to know it’s furrowed in confusion. But the part that triggers a spark of worry in the recesses of his mind is the lack of shame he feels in letting her leave the room like that. The lack of anything but callous indifference and low-burning annoyance.
---
The days that pass grow darker in Alec’s vision, days that once held a purpose and thoughts of a brighter future, a different future with the search of his soulmate, now hold stifling monotony.
He doesn’t want every day to be the same, he doesn’t want to sit around and wait for his soulmate to show up and whisk him away. He’s stronger than that. This small town filled with people’s pity and whispered gossip grate on him like the bright light of the sun that stings his eyes and he can no longer control the snap of snark from his lips when he comes across it.
Days are lonelier with Izzy keeping her distance, his only companion while Jace and Max are still visiting their parents. Even Lydia, his calm rock and pleasant tide of positivity in his day-to-day routine has kept him at an arm's length. Alec can’t blame her, it had only taken a half hour in her presence for him to realize the blind optimism and strict work ethic was bullshit and she was clearly trying to cover her own insecurity from losing a soulmate at such a young age.
The world has changed for him, and if nobody else can see all the bad that really surrounds them, then is that really his fault? Just because people don’t want to open their eyes to the true nuisance that haunts them all in the form of ‘soulmates’, if they refuse to accept that dark magic is what weighs above them and promises true love… Is Alec the bad guy for seeing it all so clearly?
No, he won’t be ostracized for being the only one to see, the only one to really look.
---
Outside of his small home, the wind shrieks foreboding, boiling water in a kettle high and warning. But Alec won’t listen, because as the sole of his boot sinks into the crunch of white snow beneath him, he remembers the sparks of green from visions before. The hint of a voice he knows calling him out into the dark of night, out into the flurry of white that offers comfort from the life he thought he wanted.
The winter, his favorite time of the year, the time that crooned hope into his dreams, that gave him visions of a future expected and believed, it pulls him close in its embrace. It wraps him up in freezing arms, a stoney embrace of what he knows and what he wants. The love he needs is here, following this path, and all Alec has to do is walk forward.
But something is pulling him back, something is planting his foot into the lush ground beneath.
Izzy.
A grip on his wrist, rough and tight against his skin where the sleeve of his glove and the hem of his jacket expose his soulmark. His sister tugs and tugs, but she makes no progress as Alec twists his arm from her grasp.
“Alec, we’re in the middle of a blizzard, what are you doing?!”
“I don’t belong here,” he calls out, but Izzy either doesn’t hear his words, or she chooses to ignore them.
“You need to come back inside, you’re going to get hurt!”
Another step, another cry from his sister. He can hear her scrabbling behind him, can hear her hurried footsteps as she rushes to keep up with him. The woods are close now, another step and he’s breaching the top of the hill with his sister still fumbling in the cold behind him. He wonders if he remembers what it feels like to have worry or care, if he can pretend to feel these things for her now.
But he doesn’t, not anymore. The only thing that fills the cavern of his heart is the cold winter, the helplessness of his destiny being lost on him, magic pulsing into his arteries and feigning life.
The further he goes into the woods, the louder the magic rushes through his ears. Izzy’s voice is no longer a distant wail in the background, now only the whizzing of snow pelting him sounds around him, and it’s almost too much.
Alec grips the bark of a tree, hard and snagging on the material of his gloves, but the support gives his shaky knees some relief. Just a little longer, just a little further. Keep going.
“Are you sure that’s really what you want to do?”
The twinkle of a voice chimes in the night, a mimicry of the snow in his visions. Alec turns left, then right, and then his eyes catch on shimmering green behind him.
Is this… a dream? Is he asleep? Has he fallen into the snow and this is his last thought before he becomes frozen in the woods?
Elegant shimmering iridescence of a crystalline crown and swirling gold-green eyes contrasting the backdrop of night meet him first. Time seems to refuse passing in this presence, akin to the night Alec caught snow, and as much as he wants to drag his eyes away, to take in any other sort of threat or danger besides the freezing ice around him, he can’t.
“You’ll die out here if you keep on that path,” the presence calls out, and without a sound and unaffected by the blizzard around them, they step closer.
“I don’t care,” Alec murmurs, wondering if his voice gets lost in the howl of the wind. It must not, because as the figure steps close enough for Alec to make out any features, he’s rewarded with a beautiful face marred by a small frown tugging down on plump lips.
And oh, what a change this is to feel anything other than emptiness inside of him. How different it is to feel a twist of attraction, to note that something in this world is beautiful, is deserving of his praise. Even if it is a stranger in the middle of a blizzard.
“You may not care, Alexander,” the man begins, traveling closer still until he’s standing in front of Alec. As tall as he wants to stand, as much as he’s used to towering over people he finds his weight shifting instinctively, he feels himself sinking into the slush beneath him. It’s cold and he feels the seeping chill in his bones, feels his teeth chattering of their own free will as he peers up at the glow of beauty before him. “But I do,” he whispers, bending down to press a single soft kiss to Alec’s welcoming lips.
Warmth floods him, maybe not actual warmth, but the cold pulls from the deepest parts of him and fades away, releases itself through his pores and out of existence. Alec, chin tilted upwards and lips parted, opens the eyes he hadn’t even realized he had closed.
Those eyes smile down at him, a hypnotic swirl Alec longs to get lost in. Maybe he does, he’s not sure how long he’s on the ground for, he doesn’t even feel the throb in his knees from extended use. But there’s a fluttering in his hair now, cold fingers that press against his scalp and twirl around strands, and Alec can’t help but lean into the touch, so starved from weeks of anger and animosity towards anyone who would ever come near him.
“Who are you?”
The fingers in his hair don’t stop, but trail lower to brace the delicate point of his chin and tilt his head to the side. A gentle puff of air brushes against the side of his face and Alec struggles to contain the shivers that tremble down his body.
“Magnus.”
Alec tastes the word on his tongue, feels the tingle as he says it aloud with reverence. Magnus, he wants to say again. Magnus, please.
A rush travels through him, blood working in overtime to keep him warm, to keep him alive, and it overcomes his mind. “Close your eyes,” Magnus hums above him, and Alec listens. “Let’s take you home.”
Alec wants to protest, but when he opens his lips he’s silenced with a calming finger. Sleep descends on him then in the cold night, and the last thing he feels is the press of Magnus’ long white winter coat soft against his skin, sheltering him from the frostbite that threatens to take him.
---
Sleep doesn’t come easy for Alec.
It’s not that the plush luxuriousness of the bed he finds himself in is uncomfortable. On the contrary, it’s far superior than the bed he left back home. What nips at him in the dark midnight is the fact that he left his only sister struggling in the cold, and he still feels nothing.
Confusion hits him, for where there remains a hole in his heart for compassion and guilt, it’s simultaneously filled with overwhelming growing attraction to Magnus, burning brighter and stronger than anything he’s ever felt before.
But in his mind he knows how he should feel, he knows that he should think fondly of his sister and home, of his little town that he’s helped cultivate memories and a life.
And yet… nothing.
---
Tomorrow comes and goes for Alec in the blink of an eye.
It’s a palace he finds himself in when he finally wanders out of his room to seek out Magnus, and to appease Alec’s curious eyes, Magnus takes him around the grounds.
High ceilings and columns of glass fill his view, chandeliers made of ice, and windows stained with a myriad of blues, pinks and purples. Archways extend, stairs trail higher above and down below, and the view from the balcony is breathtaking when they make their way into the frosty air. It doesn’t feel real, it doesn’t look real, but somehow it is. Somehow this fantasy exists, and Alec would be remiss if he didn’t pinch himself for reassurance that this isn’t just an elaborate dream.
Even Magnus looks ethereal, with the crystal crown high on his head, pale blue eyeshadow around sparkling eyes and long muscled limbs that Alec can make out through the thin white he wears around the palace. Outside on the balcony however, he dons the same white winter coat Alec remembers the night before in the forest, lined with puffed white and a thin layer of shimmer that catches twinkling light when he moves. He looks regal.
“Where are we?” Alec hears himself asking as he leans against the railing overlooking hills and mountains covered in snow.
“We’re in a realm that doesn’t exist to common folk, through a break in the mountains that magic keeps hidden. Sometimes those with the sight wander in, but for the most part only magic folk tend to traverse these parts.”
It’s all said matter-of-fact, with a wave of nonchalance that Alec wonders what he’s stumbled into.
“And who are you in all of this?”
Magnus turns to him with a disapproving frown. “Forgotten my name already, have you?”
Alec rolls his eyes and motions to the palace behind them with a wide gesture. “I mean in all of this, who are you?”
The frown doesn’t falter, instead stays firmly planted on Magnus’ face as he turns around to face the grandeur of his own palace.
“I’m sure you’ve heard the stories of the Snow Queen,” Magnus starts, pausing only to wait for a nod of agreement from Alec. It’s been years, but he remembers the stories. “Her name was Lilith, this used to be hers until she was banished several hundred years ago. She ruled over the winters, she controlled the season and consequently became hungry with power. She would steal people in the blizzards, in the night when nobody would notice. But people eventually did notice. My father, particularly. He came to conquer her authority, and in the end he won.”
Magnus trails off for a moment, as if remembering. “Lilith, at the end of it all, was corrupted. She couldn’t see the good in what she had created anymore, couldn’t see anything that was just and fair. She only saw the dark, only saw what was ‘rightfully hers’, and didn’t care about maintaining secrecy. With her last breath in this realm she shattered her crystal staff and descended her darkness on those who she deemed vulnerable. Every year, the first snowfall leads to darkness for some, something only light magic can cure.”
The pain in Magnus’ voice feels tangible, and Alec has to clench his fists to stop himself from reaching out. “Is that what happened to me?”
A hum, soft and distant as though Magnus is in another place, and then a nod. “Yes,” he admits. “You fell prey to Lilith’s dark magic, despite my attempts to warn you.”
“Warn - warn me?” Alec stutters.
Magnus turns to face him fully then, eyes piercing and narrowed. “Was it not a warning every winter for you to stay away from the first snowfall?”
Like a sputtering fish, Alec’s lips fall open and shut, once, then twice. “So it was you?”
“Who else would it be?”
“I-I’m not… sure,” Alec shrinks into himself, shoulders hunched and eyes cast downward towards the snow below them. “I thought - I hoped it was you calling to me, trying to reach out and find me… my soulmate.”
Silence wraps around them, slow and gentle, prodding hope from where it sprouts back into life inside of Alec. Carefully, Magnus reaches over to run silver polished nails along Alec’s hand until he’s extending his palm face up.
“You’re right,” Magnus says softly, fingers tracing the pattern of the faded snowflake on Alec’s wrist. “I was trying to reach you, but I needed to keep you safe, Alexander. I wanted to warn you before it was too late, but I failed anyway. I wasn’t able to help you afterall.”
Alec frowns and turns to face Magnus, whose hands continue to trace his skin, entirely too distracting. “But you did. I felt the darkness, I lost hope, I - I stopped - “
Magnus silences him with a look. “I didn’t protect you like I wanted to, not fully. I messed up, and I’m paying the price for it now.”
“What price?”
A smile, so sad and full of answers fills Magnus’ features, and Alec wishes he could decipher it all, wishes he could ease the sorrow so prominent. “To see you, to have you so close, and know that this can never be. Not as long as I’m here.”
The desire to reach out and touch Magnus, to sink before him and beg him to let this be, to let Alec stay so they can be together is so strong that Alec has to forcibly grip the banister of the balcony to keep his hands in place. Magnus notices, of course he does, but he doesn’t comment on it.
“Alexander,” he trails, glancing at the scene before them, the beautiful snow pristine and untouched on mountaintops no higher than the top of the palace. “As long as my father is still banished with Lilith to keep her at bay, I must stay here and watch over the winter.”
“Then I’ll stay with you,” Alec shrugs as if he’s solved the problem. “You’re my soulmate.”
Magnus sighs. “I can’t be, not anymore. Haven’t you noticed how faded your mark has become? It’ll disappear eventually, as long as I’m required. And no, you can’t stay here with me.”
“Why not?” Alec huffs, indignant.
“You have a family,” Magnus explains. “Your sister needs you.”
The guilt he knows should be there never manifests, the gnawing pulse of regret at leaving her behind, none of it forms inside of him. He had just left her, had just run away like a child angry at the world for not giving him what he wanted, angry for being vulnerable enough to fall victim whether he knew it or not. He wonders if he should voice these thoughts aloud, but he chooses not to.
“I need you,” he murmurs, pathetic even by his own standards.
Lightly, Magnus steps closer, offering a small hint of a smile through the stern look on his face. “You have me,” he says into the small space between them as he lifts a hand to Alec’s chest, pressing insistent fingers to the spot where his heart beats rapidly. “Right here, Alexander. Always.”
He wonders if it’s enough to keep Magnus in his heart, the soulmate he’s been waiting for, the other half of him he didn’t know he needed this much until now. He wonders if he can survive without him, without even knowing him more than the flimsy hours around the palace and on the balcony.
At the very least, he needs more time.
---
Magnus allows Alec a few days' time before he has to return home, and Alec soaks it all up in time spent at Magnus’ side.
They talk about everything. Magnus explains light magic and dark magic, glosses over the bits he deems boring, and from there they develop different theories on how to free Asmodeus from Lilith’s banishment. Her dark shards from the snowfall still hold her power, and Magnus has theorized that destroying one of them would negate enough of her magic that Asmodeus may be able to escape her clutches. Without a way to test it, however, it remains just wishful thinking.
So they turn to displays of magic, and Magnus delights in showing Alec small tricks with the flick of his wrist and flecks of glitter that fall to the ground when he snaps his fingers. Magnus, by all regards, is the most magical being Alec has ever seen in his life.
The only one, really, but that’s beside the fact.
Magnus is… incredible. Perfect, even. Magnus tells him tales of witches and warlocks, tells him stories of the past and famous figures that Alec never knew existed, but can tell of their importance from just Magnus’ recounting. He finds himself hanging off of every word Magnus says, mooning after each sway of his hips in the thin material of his pants, and eyes stuck when his shirt falls open to reveal a sliver of the chest beneath.
Alec wants him, he realizes quickly. More than he’s wanted anyone or anything before. There’s a pull between them, undeniable when they stand close, and excruciating when they’re far apart in separate rooms. It’s unwise to think Magnus doesn’t feel it too, because if the wistful looks Magnus shoots his direction are anything to go by, he’s struggling to stay away just as much as Alec is.
It’s on the last night Magnus has allowed them that Alec finds himself dropping to his knees in front of Magnus who sits before him on his throne of ice, a plea on his brow and a whimper on his lips.
“Magnus, please,” he whispers, bowing his head.
“Please what, Alexander?”
The force and strength in Magnus’ voice sends a thrill down Alec’s spine, and he presses his palms into his knees to steady himself. “I need you,” he breathes. “I need more than this.”
The halls around them seem too quiet, an impossible hush befalling the empty palace with the sound of the hammering in his chest being the only noise in Alec’s ears. Finally, after several powerful seconds, Magnus stands before him. “Look at me.”
Immediately, Alec’s focus snaps up to Magnus above him, intoxicatingly beautiful.
“Alexander,” Magnus says, the glowing pierce of his gold-green eyes penetrating Alec’s stare.
“Y-Yes,” he responds, breathless.
“Stand up.”
Perplexed, Alec does as he’s told and rises to his feet quickly. Magnus levels him with a stare that Alec can read clear as day in front of him. Confusion, anger, sadness, longing… All of it so apparent, so openly shown to him, and yet Magnus is resisting.
“You’re going home soon,” Magnus states.
Brow furrowed, Alec shakes his head. “I want to stay here with you.”
“Alexander,” Magnus sighs his name, exasperated in nature but still said in a way that makes Alec’s legs tremble. “You can’t. You belong back at home, you belong in the real world.”
“I belong with you,” Alec snaps, balling his fists at his side. “You’re my world.”
Stunned wide eyes peer back at him, and if Alec could feel anything other than this desperate longing for Magnus, he knows he’d feel embarrassed at his outburst. But he means it, he feels it. This is what he wants, what he needs, just Magnus.
“Just,” he chokes on the word. “At least kiss me. Just once.”
At that, Magnus casts his gaze aside and frowns. “I can’t.”
“Why can’t you?”
A shake of his head, perfectly crafted strands of black and blue swaying with the motion, and then Magnus is stepping away from Alec. “I kissed you once, in the blizzard,” Magnus explains. “Twice would remove your memories of your old life, free to fill with whatever I desire or command. And a third would kill you.”
The words hang between them, the implications heavy and the appeal entirely too enticing to Alec at the prospect of Magnus practically handing them their chance together on a silver platter. “Then kiss me, make me forget.”
Magnus laughs, loud and sarcastic and unbefitting the magical entity presents himself as in that moment.
“I will not. You deserve your free will, you deserve a chance to live, I will not take that from you, and I will not let you waste away at my every beck and call.” Before Alec can protest, Magnus silences him with a raised finger. “We have company.”
The click of heels along glass, the sound of them scraping the ice below in a wincing grind irks Alec's nerves, makes him grimace and turn to face the intruder.
Long black locks and deep brown eyes greet him when he turns to see his sister’s face, and the annoyance that swells within him rises to the surface.
“Izzy, what are you doing here?”
“I’m here to save you,” she manages through gasps of air, the adrenaline seeming to fade with every lungful. “I’m bringing you home.”
“How did you - “
“I gave her the sight,” Magnus interrupts. “I had a feeling you wouldn’t choose to leave on your own, so I called in reinforcements, so to speak.”
Alec scoffs, anger striking hot the fire inside of him that sparks to life. “I finally found my soulmate after all these years, and even he doesn’t want me.”
Izzy’s confused lilt of “Soulmate?” is drowned out by the rush of Magnus rounding on Alec in his own rise of anger, looming over him in a way that Alec tries not to find exciting.
“Do not ever accuse me of not wanting you, Alexander,” Magnus growls, leaning so close Alec can feel the harsh breaths on his face. “I fear I want you too much, and I may do something stupid if I’m not incredibly careful with you. But this cannot be as long as my father is trapped with Lilith, please believe me.”
This close, Alec almost caves, almost gives into the temptation to kiss Magnus. This close, he can smell the trickle of winter that radiates off of Magnus. The snow, the trees in the forest, he can smell the blizzard that first night. All of it fills his senses, calms the rage that bellows to take what’s his, what fate has decided he is worthy of. But Magnus’ eyes, surrounded by the same glitter that sparked from his fingertips the nights before when they had sat side by side enjoying each others’ presence, hold a pained resignation that quells the hurt and injustice Alec wants to cry out against.
Slowly, so slowly it almost hurts, Alec takes a step back, and then another. A hand wraps around his wrist, grips the spot that holds his faded soulmark, and tugs gently until he’s walking back out of the throne room with his sister leaving Magnus, a fading vision before him like so many dreams come and gone.
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The trek back home is filled with silence, so much that the wind hardly swirls around them. It’s calm, serene, full of regret that Alec wishes he could feel but only paves the way for the urge of defiance he has to forcibly tamp down on.
He wonders if Magnus made the trip back easy for them, if he commanded the winds to cease and the snow to stop midair, only to descend once they’ve passed. Izzy says very little, asks questions only when a misstep causes an interaction between them, but even then Alec’s responses are quick and unmotivated.
It isn’t until they reach their home, exhausted and wet from melted snow, that his sister finally cracks.
“That was Magnus,” she begins, hesitant, “and he’s your soulmate?”
Alec nods, not able to manage much more than that when the images of glowing green fill his memories.”Yeah,” he croaks, throat burning from more than the cold air outside.
“He wasn’t some crazy evil guy that stole you away and turned you horrible?”
Taking the moment to try and stifle down the anger and aggravation that starts to kindle itself with its own fire, Alec shakes his head and takes the small living room in as though he has never seen it before. It’s adequate enough. Still too small, too worn, too lived-in. But this is what he’s being forced to choose, and leaving doesn’t seem like such a viable option anymore when the results of that first attempt led him straight back here.
There are arms around him then, soft and comforting and warm. Izzy.
“I’m so sorry, Alec,” she mumbles into his back where her face is pressed and pooling tears onto his clothes. The irritation is swift to draw forth, and he’s about to push her away when the sobs wracking her body stop him short. “I was so scared I had lost you.”
Confliction forms inside of his heart and mind at her words. The darkened part of his mind wants to shove her aside, wants to tell her to stay away from him, that she cost him Magnus. But the part deep in the crevices of his heart where light begins to shine, where he once held so much love and adoration for his sister wants to pull her into his arms and comfort her, to ease her worries for his safety. A battle begins to stir, rages into a storm and whirls around until it becomes a culmination of excruciating pain that builds behind his eyes. Every throb, every sting, every burn, all of it draws a cry of agony from him until he’s sagging to the floor with his sister crying out his name behind him in a familiar display.
The pain seems to last forever, a relentless tide that Alec can’t seem to surface from, and he wonders if this is what he gets for entertaining the thought of staying with Magnus when he didn’t deserve to. He wonders if Magnus can see this, if Magnus knows what’s happening, if Magnus knew this would happen.
The torturous slew of pain continues to rise, more and more, higher still, until finally - finally - it peaks and clatters a small crystal onto the floorboards beneath them. Confused, Izzy moves to pick it up, holding it high to the light to examine what it could be.
“Glass?”
Alec blinks the remnants of the ache from his eyes slowly, breathing labored and Izzy’s hand on his shoulder no longer aggravating the disgust that slowly dissipates from his heart. He turns to his sister, watching her wide-eyed and guilty.
“Izzy,” he gasps, rushing to pull her into a tight hug. “Izzy I’m so sorry. I’m so, so sorry.”
There are more tears that fall onto his shoulder as they continue to hold each other, Izzy’s watery explanation of the past few weeks, her worries, all the confusion pours out into muffled words against his chest. He soothes the hurt, soothes the pain as best as he can, and hopes that any damage he’s done can be repaired over time.
As freeing as it was to feel no remorse, no regret or sorrow, it’s even more freeing to give into the emotions, to give into basic human decency and begin to patch things back up.
---
They talk for hours, wrapped up in blankets by the fireplace once the tears have subsided, and Alec explains everything that happened after he left her in the blizzard. He speaks of Magnus, of magic and ice palaces. They laugh about some of the tricks Magnus showed him, and sober up at the story of Lilith and Asmodeus.
When Alec talks of their theories, Izzy’s eyes brighten and she retrieves the small shard of glass from the floor.
“Do you think…” She trails off, watching him carefully.
Realization hits Alec, and with an eager nod he gives Izzy the honors of what he hopes to be the right decision.
With a grin on her face, she stomps the small shard between the ground and the heel of her shoe, snuffing out any remnants of dark magic left inside.
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The good thing about small-town life, Alec tells himself, is that it’s easy to get back into.
After reconciling with his sister, apologies to anyone he wronged when he was infected with dark magic was next on his to-do list. Lydia had welcomed him back with a genuine smile and a warm hug. Maia had punched his arm rather harshly and let him know if he ever acted like that again she wouldn’t hesitate to leave a mark. Simon claimed to notice no difference, but accepted the apology as an extension of friendship that Alec quickly had to retract.
All in all, things were looking up. The next months pass easily enough for the Lightwoods, but sometimes in the dark of night Alec finds himself still waiting by the window, cheek pressed to the cold glass that he wishes was stained blue, wondering if anyone will show. But nobody ever does, and even his dreams leave no possibility of hope. Where Magnus once called to him, once offered the touch of his affection, now he receives nothing.
The mark on his wrist still fades a little more each day. It melts into his skin like a real snowflake, and though Alec longs to feel the touch of the snowfall on his skin in the early mornings, that, too, has ceased. Snowfall comes only at night when Alec is asleep, something he’s rationalized as intentional on Magnus’ part.
Where hope once buried itself, now remains content patience. He knows the truth about his soulmate now, he knows why Magnus made the choices for them that he did, and he only regrets the way he left. Despite the process of events, and the bridges that he almost burned, Alec wouldn't change knowing Magnus for anything. For as long as he’s allowed his memories, he’ll remember the longing glances exchanged across the room, each and every subtle touch when they would brush past each other in the halls of the palace, and the heat from Magnus’ body when they would sit beside each other and talk for hours.
A knock at the door brings him out of his thoughts, and though Alec isn’t expecting guests, he hurries to pull it open.
Magnus - beautiful, incredible, wonderful Magnus - greets him on the other side. Warm white coat, silver flecks of glitter around his eyes, and a hesitant, hopeful smile.
“Magnus,” Alec hitches, breath catching in his throat at the sight.
“Alexander,” Magnus responds warmly. “Can I come in?”
“O-Of course!”
Alec steps aside to let him in, affording himself the few moments of silence as Magnus walks in to appreciate the sight of him in his small, cozy home. Magnus doesn’t belong here, Alec knows that he doesn’t quite fit in, in all his grand splendor, but Alec can’t deny how good he looks here.
They’re on the couch by the fireplace when the errant worry that maybe the fire is too hot for the Ice Prince sneaks into Alec’s mind. Before he can ask, however, Magnus speaks. “You did it, you know. I wanted to thank you personally.”
“It worked?”
Magnus nods. “It took some time, but as soon as I felt the change, I knew what had happened, and I knew it was successful.”
“So your father was able to keep Lilith banished?”
“Yes,” Magnus smiles, shifting closer and making Alec’s heart race. “When my father returned he gave me a choice. I could stay and watch over winter, as I had been for years. I could stay and remain a fairy tale that people who have the sight will go back to tell their families. Or I could leave and be free.”
Alec swallows, glancing down at the space still separating them on the couch, scrutinizing every thread he can make out in the over-used cushion. “What did you choose?”
Fingers tread closer to his, dance across the couch and along Alec’s thigh until they’re clasping through his own and slowly, he lifts his head to Magnus’ eager smile.
“I chose happiness, Alexander. I chose you.”
Relief rushes through rapidly, bubbles a laugh from Alec’s throat, and Magnus pulls him into a tight embrace that they hold for longer than either of them care to put a number to.
They take solace in each other now, sitting comfortable and warm, with bodies pressed together and Magnus’ fingers treading through the thick locks of Alec’s hair. It feels... Amazing. It feels unreal, unbelievable to be sitting in the arms of his soulmate, to feel Magnus’ even breathing beneath his weight, to know he’s actually here, and that they can truly be together. That he has finally found his soulmate.
“Magnus,” Alec hums lightly after what feels like hours tangled in each other. Magnus offers a small noise of content in response, but refuses much more than that. “Hypothetically, if you were to kiss me… would I still lose my memories?”
When Magnus laughs, it doesn’t sound out of place like it did in the palace. It sounds natural and free, a full blossoming spring of affection. “Why don’t we find out?”
Alec wrinkles his nose, “I would rather like to keep my -”
Lips against his own cut Alec off, a warm pressure so different than their first time in the blizzard. A moment, just a moment of hesitation, and then Alec is leaning into the kiss. It’s slow and soft like the delicate snowfall they shared for so many years, until the storm rises and it soon becomes a flurry of pecks, a quick succession of kisses greedy for more, hungry for what was refused for so long.
Suddenly, Magnus pulls back.
“I think it’s safe to say you remember everything, so no need to keep going.”
Alec rolls his eyes, the grin on his lips betraying the annoyance he feigns as he pulls Magnus back to him by the front of his still worn coat.
They’ll have to explain what happened when Izzy returns and figure out what Magnus is going to do now that he’s not locked up in an ice palace for all of eternity. But for now, wrapped up and kissing lazily in the warm cocoon of new love, the only thing that matters is that they have each other, at last. Two souls connected, two hearts matched forever, and they have all of that time to figure out what the future holds for them, together.
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Happy holidays! 🕯️✨🎄 I wish you a relaxing and joyful end of the year! Here's a commissioned watercolor & digital ink illustration for a crossword puzzle from earlier this year.
[ID: Watercolor and ink illustration, of a snow-covered red cabin. Through a window we see a fox lurking in front of a logburner fireplace. On the left side of the room we see a Christmas tree. In the yard, we see a little elf in 80's stle glasses. He's just tripped over, sending three gifts flying. In the background, a frozen lake under a starry night sky.]
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December
[Yes it’s another @whumptober2019 drabble named after a different month. Not proofread because I am falling asleep but too stubborn not to write something.]
He’s never been alone for this long before and it’s deeply unpleasant. The house is silent and dark, with only the lamp’s switching on and off to guide him through the days. It comes on at four, when sunset begins, and switches off at ten, when he should be sleeping. Then it’s on again at eight. If he fails to sleep the full ten hours, which is frequent, he has no choice but to lie in the dark.
The house is cold. The only heat comes from the water. He is allowed a bath every three days, and he stays in them until they are too cold to bear. Then he leaps out, wrapping himself in his towel and scrubbing off quickly, before burrowing back into the blankets he was given.
Master is away for the holidays. He’s been gone for two days. He packed some things, left Ellis some food, and drove away. Master has family, like most people. He has people to visit. He loves his pet, but he has to go. Just for a week.
-
“Alistair!” his mother cries with a huge smile, reaching up to hold and kiss his face. “Hello, my darling, come in.”
Alistair smiles and laughs, hefting his bag over one shoulder as he follows her into her home. The fireplace is blazing and the kettle’s rumbling boil sounds from the kitchen.
“There’s my boy,” says his father, though he doesn’t get up from his chair. Alistair goes to him, leans down to hug his frail shoulders. “Good to see you, Ali.”
-
Ellis wakes up on the third day and his breath clouds in the air. He feels like he’s barely slept. He’s under the blankets in the bedroom but the blankets aren’t enough. It’s so cold in the night. He shivers himself awake.
He crawls to the bathroom and runs the warm water through the sink. It’s not a day he can bathe, but he’s desperate. He runs it over his hands, and then lets it drip down his arms and splashes it over his face. It brings back a tingling sensation out of his numbness, but it doesn’t last. He’s shaking constantly and the water drying only makes things worse.
-
He loves to come down in the morning and take a portion from the porridge pan his mother makes on Christmas week. He jostles with his sisters for the jam and brown sugar, and they pile back into the living room to sit around the fire, eat, and bicker. He laughs along with the jibes about his lonely lifestyle and his workaholic tendencies. His mother nags him to give up smoking.
The oats are warm and homely. The laughter, even more so. He relaxes in his corner of the sofa, legs warmed by a fleece blanket on top. They gossip about his aunts and uncles, who will be coming over on Boxing Day.
-
It’s harder and harder to motivate himself to eat. He can’t taste the food, and he can barely hold it to his mouth. His hands judder, clumsy, numb fingers slipping and sliding over the fruit and pre-wrapped bread. He drinks warm water from the tap, not trusting himself to hold a glass without smashing it.
He wakes up one morning and it’s snowing. Huge white flakes come down around the house and he watches them cluster on the windowsill with heavy dread in his chest. It will get worse, now. The blankets aren’t enough. No matter how tightly he rolls himself inside them and curls his limbs together, he feels like he is cold-blooded. There is no kernel of warmth to make the blankets toasty.
He doesn’t have permission to speak, but some part of him craves the burns and the heat they give him. So he begs.
“P-p-p-please M-Master, c-c-come back-k...”
-
It’s Christmas Day. Alistair has been up since eight. He has helped prep vegetables for the kitchen dinner, and pushed his father’s wheelchair on their annual family morning walk. He is just shaking the snow off his boots when he hears the voice through one of his many borrowed senses.
His pet is talking. He knows the voice, though stammering mars his sweet, pleading tone. He must be scared, to be left on his own, but it can’t be helped. Nobody can know about him except Alistair. Nobody can see him, and nobody can touch him, except Alistair.
Nevertheless, it perks him up, and he greatly enjoys the quiet background noise during his day. He opens presents and coos over the new wallet, the scarf, the hand-knitted sweater from his mother. He doesn’t like it, but his pet will look adorable in it. Christmas dinner is delicious and hearty, the conversation light and easy.
I n-n-need y-ou, M-Mast-er.
He’s having a wonderful day.
-
Master doesn’t come back. Of course he doesn’t. Ellis gets what he needs, not what he wants. He’s cold, but he’ll be fine. The way his skin is numb and his hands devoid of feeling... It’s scary, but Master knows best. He just has to run his bath. He has to get up and run his bath.
He can’t get up. He’s crying, because he needs the warmth, he needs the relief...but he can’t move. His limbs are so heavy, he’s barely slept, shivering without rest has exhausted him. He can’t move, and he can’t bathe, and he’s disobeying. He’s a bad pet, and he needs punishment, but Master isn’t here to give even that attention.
His Master’s hands are so warm, and so gentle. He imagines them for hours at a time, carefully picturing their stroking touch bringing like back to his body. Master rubbing the circulation back into his fingers. Master holding him against his warm chest. Master’s warm, strong arms wrapping around him.
He’s sorry. He doesn’t know what he’s done, but he’s very, very sorry.
-
Boxing Day brings the extended family to his parent’s home. Alistair takes charge as the eldest son, the most able. He opens the door, greets the guests. He makes tea and coffee with impeccable memory. He listens in on his mother as she talks to his relatives.
She tells multiple people about how well he’s doing. His important government job, and the money he brings in, is a frequent topic of conversation. She also vaunts his generosity, as he helps support her and his father in their old age. The family members he likes, they nod along, praise him in their own ways.
The ones he dislikes, they are more cautious. They ask questions about his job, his personal life, and sometimes they bring up one of his few mistakes of the past. His mother, well-trained, breezes past them and sings his praises. He’s whispered unconditional love into her dreams since he was nine years old.
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He thinks he’s dying. He can’t feel a thing. He can’t even feel the cold, anymore. He’s not shivering.
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She laughs off Auntie Mag’s concern that he’s not changed his domineering ways from when he bossed around her son when they were both children. His mother laughs it off, points out that such an attitude helps in the right job.
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He’s sorry, he’s so sorry. He doesn’t know what he’s done to make his Master abandon him.
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She argues, when his cousin Rae, the sensitive one of the family, Rae has never liked the way he relates to others, talking about his feelings, and it’s unfair as she tells his mother she’s been drawn in.
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Ellis lies in the middle of the rug, curled in on himself in a pile of blankets. He’s even pulled the rug itself up around him. Every shallow breath makes his skin feel colder.
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There are always people like his, at family gatherings. He makes mental notes of slights and slurs, for the year to come. He’ll find small ways to pay each of them back for doubting him.
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His lips are tinged with blue and visible puffs of air flutter from between them. His skin is bone-white. His long, pale eyelashes sit against his cheeks.
Alistair is home. He lifts his pet, who barely responds to the movement. In his arms, he carries Ellis downstairs to the living room. He has lit a fire. He has made porridge. As a treat, he has added brown sugar and jam.
He sits before the fire grate and gently rubs warmth into Ellis’s fingers, each bony digit flushing pinker with the loving attention. He holds Ellis against his body, gifting him warmth from both sides. When a faint, relieved moan puffs from Ellis’s mouth, it’s so cute he forgives the transgression instantly. He’ll punish the begging later. Right now, his sweet thing needs loving care.
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hiii! after reading that blurb about science stuff I need a blurb about and artsy reader (aka me) bc I hate all things STEM (no offense I went to a stem school with a terrible arts department) and so I need a tom or haz one with that. I like to write poetry, create films, digital art (like photoshop paintings) as well as traditional art! thank you so much sweets! also how are you? -🍯
Hey, you know, you like what you like. No offense here, at least not from me. Science really wasn’t my thing either (although I did take an earth science class that was pretty cool). I’d love to learn computer programming but Ben just got his associates’ in it and I have, like, zero idea what he’s doing half the time lol
Also there’s that whole ADHD thing
But anyway, I’m fine! I really thought work would slow down a lot after Christmas and then our ASM’s mom got sick. So... it hasn’t really. But at least I am still employed! Also I am so excited because this is going to be a good year for movies.
Also my mom dragged me to Costco today and the TVs were playing Infinity War. “Is that Robert Downey Jr.?” Yes, Mom, it is. “Oh, he’s still so cute.” Yes, Mom, he is.
I digress, though. Onward!
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You squint at your computer screen a little as you start to shade the picture you’re working on. You’d had an idea for your portfolio in your Digital Arts class and you had to stop what you were doing to work on it.
Unfortunately, it was 3AM when inspiration struck. And what you were doing was sleeping.
“Love?” Tom’s voice is groggy, slightly scratchy. “Love, what’re you doing? Come on, come back to bed.”
“Can’t.” You start to color in the background. “Gotta finish this, then I will, okay?”
“It’ll still be there in the morning.”
You sigh. “Tommy, baby, you know how my brain is. I get an idea, I have to follow through with it.”
“I know, and you’re so talented, really. But it’s three in the morning.”
“I’m almost done.” You put the finishing touches on your artwork, then save the file. “Come here and look, tell me what you think.”
Tom stumbles sleepily over to where you’re sitting with your laptop. “Oh, wow, that’s amazing. That would look great printed out and hung in the kitchen.”
You can feel your cheeks grow warmer. “You really think so?”
Tom nods. “I’d love to print out a lot of your things and hang them, actually. And it’s not just me, you know. Mum and Dad loved that piece you did, Tessa in the garden? Mum says she’d love to have a copy of that framed for over the fireplace.”
“Tom, that’s so sweet.” You love art, love creating art, expressing yourself without words. Your art is for you. But when other people love it too? That’s just the cherry on top.
Tom lazily drapes his arms over your shoulders, pressing a soft kiss to your temple. “Good. Now please, come back to bed?”
You laugh as you save one last time for good measure. “Okay, I’m coming.”
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Beautiful Christmas Mood Music to Relax and Feel Happy with Piano Strings and Bells - [The Night]
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