#Catch me on my Gay Agenda as I'm confident enough to be gay online now I guess

[augment-duke]

Dietrich was a man who always memorized the details, he knew that, he also knew he couldn't hide his mistakes forever; but as he lay there, comfortable and bare, watching the way that stoic brow creased with some unspoken sorrow. He wished he could. Just to keep that pain from his heart. "I was desperate when BAEL first found me...Then... I was left alone, unable to die." A shiver of a whisper crossed his throat, bobbing those violent scars done by his own hand. "It didn't work. Nothing ever did I mean-" "Never again." It was a harsh whisper, a declared vow that interrupted him, the softest touch of genuine affection pushed snowy locks aside as that gaze rose to meet him. It was not pity, it was not judgment. It was earnest and understanding compassion. "I promise Alexander, never again."

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[[Me on my bullshit for my own novel work???? Maybe so. This fuckin book (and these two) are a fucking slowburn so I ain't gonna get this actual scene context properly written till like the summer LOL. So here's me just fuckin around with the draft of it. I'd rant more about the whole of this scene and book things cause Im FERAL but I'll save that for... actually writing it.

I am enjoying writing it though! Sappy as I be!

I'm colorblind so I can't be bothered to color things apparently (its so fuckin hard sometimes so I'm going back to lines) but here's a color layout below cut to save space]]