#But I still placed every pixel by hand and it took a while. I'm proud of it x3

[daveashburn]

Bday gift I made for my gf @doodleggoat

[angelicfluffs]

𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙱𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚈𝚘𝚞 : 𝙲𝚊𝚕𝚞𝚖 𝙷𝚘𝚘𝚍

↳ 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 : 1293 (without lyrics)

↳ 𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 : Calum and yourself are FaceTiming due to missing eachother and missing each other’s bodies

↳ 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 : kinda long but I’m kinda proud of this :) enjoy !

↳ 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦 : nasa

I've been thinking 'bout you

Yeah, I been missing you

Where the hell are you, oh, when I need you?

I could still hear your voice

I ain't got no choice, 'cause I'm here all alone

I know I can't wait 'til you get home

Calum was currently on tour with the boys and so it was natural for me to miss him, but not as much as this, both emotionally and sexually. The usual phone calls and face times to him were our little routine but you could tell their was frustration coming from both of us.

The boys were allowed time for themselves and talk to their loved ones although the strict regime of them waking up early for their performances at that city. I always made sure I was comfortable with everything calum could see in the tiny screen, whether it be me lounging in a pair of sweatpants and a hoodie or rocking zero makeup and a messy bun.

Calum crossed my mind every possible way. When I was working, when I was with family or even when I was simply on my phone, his face would appear and our memories flooding back, making me smile. Tonight, me and Calum had told each other we were gonna face time each other and so I was more than ready for this call to begin.

Oh, I don't have you here with me

But at least I have the memory

I tried to make it through the night

But I can't control my mind

The ringing of the little tune that played made me more anxious as the awaited moment has come. Slowly but surely, his tanned completection filled the pixels on my screen. He shouts “hey babe!” As a larger than life smile grows on his face. I reply “hey baby!” as I smile and stare at him. He responds calmly “I’m good, I’m good. What about you and little dukey? Huh?”.

I silently giggle and add “me and dukester are doing are best, aren’t we buddy?” As I point the camera to him and pat him leading it into a stroke onto the pups back. He laughes and starts “you know baby, I can’t wait to finally see you again”. I was taken aback from his comment and smile as I try to be just as sentimental as him “no baby, when I see at the airport, you’re gonna get a tackled hug when you see me” and we both burst into laughter.

His eyes seemed lively and refreshed as he looks at me while I’m talking. “Honestly baby, I cannot wait for when you come home and we can spend as much time together”. He takes a moment for it to settle in as he adds “yeah, I enjoy these FaceTimes but nothing beats being in the moment with you”. I comment “you’re being sooky. What do you want?” As we both laugh.

I'm just thinkin' bout you

I'm thinkin' bout you, I'm thinkin' bout you

He reveals “babe, I know it’s gonna sound crazy but I cannot wait to get home and fuck the absolute shit out of you”. He make a shocked face jokingly and respond “I beg your pardon” as you both silently laugh. He continues “seriously baby, you are just too good to go without. Your smile, your body, and don’t get me started on your -” interrupted by me clearing my throat and makes a face where his eyes where the predominant feature seen on the screen.

I try and make the conversation neutral now “I know babe, I’ve been missing you too damn much. I never knew I could be this sexually frustrated all the time”. We smile at each other as he connects the last sentence you said “I feel you on that one. My hand is gonna fall off with the amount of -“ and you overlap him “oookkaayyy, anyways” as you both nervously giggle.

There’s a moment of silmence until “I’m sorry babe, I feel a little weird talking about this stuff in general let alone to you but I totally get and respect were your coming from”. He nods and responds “thanks babe. As we were saying, yeah, when I get back home, bed, naked and -“ I make a surprised face and we both burst into a laughing fit.

Got these thoughts in my head

Ain't no way to forget

Got me losing my breath

Nobody got me the way that you did

Had my eyes rolling back

Had me arching my back

Now you love me so good

I wish you would hurry up and come back

After while, me and Calum could talk about the majority of stuff until we returned to a certain subject. “Babe, what’s one thing you wished you knew about me before we met?” Said Calum curiously. I took my time answering “hmm... I think it would be... about how stubborn you are sometimes” and nod with my response. I question him “what about me babe?”. He makes the usual thinking face and starts “just how your look could kill anybody” and i nervously giggle.

He smiles seeing me smile and it almost like a cute cycle we fall into. Calum speaks “but baby, just the thought of you in bed, doesn’t make me tired. I just wanna you scream my name till we are breathless”. I look down as when Calum was passionate about something and staring into my eyes, i couldn’t take it. He finishes and I say “ugh, baby, you know I I’m dying just to be in your arms... and in your pants too”. We smiles and jokingly laughs while looking down.

As my sentence finished, Calum’s face seems serious and darkened as he speaks “but seriously baby, as soon as I get home, you know I’ll have you on that bed, making every noise under the sun. Touching you, feeling you, tasting you will be my favourite thing”. It was nice the fact that calum didn’t need to go around hooking up with groupies and have me and not just sexually, emotionally too. It was good for Calum’s mentality being known and in the band, you could just tell he felt like a weight was lifted off his shoulders because somebody ( me) was there for him.

Baby, I don't want no one, no one else

So hurry, cause I need some, need some, need some help

And I'll be waiting patient, patiently

'Cause I don't have you here with, here with, here with me

But at least I have the memory

We just looked into each other’s eyes through the camera and occasionally looking down at other features made up by pixels on the screen. I fuelled the conversation again “so babe, hopefully I’m not making you stressed while being on this tour. You deserve to enjoy this time with the boys and yourself.” He smiles and replied “thanks love. You know, I didn’t expect to firstly, be with the woman of my dreams. Two, be in a band and do something that I love with people that I love. And three, be happy with everything going on in my life”. I could almost cry with what just came out his mouth.

I get a little emotional and say “aww baby. I love you” in a high toned voice, almost like how you would hear parents talking to babies. He smiles like he knows what he’s up to but you knew he meant what he said. His train of thought continues “but you know babe, it’s everything I’ve ever wanted. Be in a band with my four best mates, have a hot girlfriend and have people that love and support me, inner and outer circle”. I nod and add “you deserve it baby ! You’ve worked so hard for so long and the universe always has a plan”.

While the hours grew later where I was, the phone call was gonna near a end soon so I tried to use my time wisely. The sky outside my window was darker than usual. Sometimes it was a light dark blue or some days, pitch black which supposedly was one of those nights. I start “well baby, I’m gonna have to go soon but I just wanted to say that I love you and I cannot wait to physically be with you. Your just making me so proud and I’m just so in love with you babe. We’ll talk tommorow, ok?”. He nods and quickly says “I love you so much baby, take care of yourself, ok?” And I nod. We both quickly so bye as I placed duke where he could see calum and pick up his paw to wave at him. We both laugh until the call ended and until next time, I’ll think about him.