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Loyalty Chapter 14: Rhaast

Kayn Pov

He was just angry. But on what or who? Kayn had definitely screwed up, but was it really his fault? He could only remember the action meagerly. Was it because he repressed the situation or because he was simply not himself anymore? Zed was right. He has lost control of his mind, not his body. He was sure he wanted to kill Nakuri. But why did he want that? Kayn glared at the scythe. It was guilty. In rage, he just threw the stupid scythe on the floor and himself into bed. The day was definitely over.

You can not handle me like that!

Kayn jumped when he heard the same voice as in Noxus. This dark and malicious voice. "Who are you and what do you want from me?" Down here, Kid! Kayn sat up and looked at the red eye of the scythe. "Do not tell me now, I have an annoying, talking weapon now." You are the nuisance here, Kid! Kayn got up, picked up the weapon, and went to bed with it. He lay on his back and scythe right next to him. "Why have you been largely silent so far?" I did not know if you were worth it. Actually, I wanted to take over your body immediately and make short work of this world. But somehow I manage only to manipulate your puny mind. Very annoying.

"What do you have? Rewritten my thoughts or what? And you stupid scythe you give it too?" Caution. I am Rhaast. Just call me that. "Anything else? You are just a toy. How should you be dangerous to me? And what kind of name is that? Rast. How is that even written?" Kayn felt a little pleasure in putting on a Darkin weapon. If he wants him to never be manipulated again, then he has to show him who is wearing the pants. And that was definitely Kayn.

R.h.a.a.s.t. You'll see what you got from it, Kid, if you underestimate me. Your mind is weak little one. Granted you obeyed me less than others, but still, it was enough to kill your 'brother'. "The same game applies to you. I am not a child. Call me by my name." Kayn leaned close over his eye and glared at him. What do you want? I have no idea about your name. "Ah, come on, Rhaast. My name was dropped 1000 times before." And if so. When I'm bored, I fall asleep. Besides, I just realized that you howled like a castle dog. Unbelievable that you do not break up to dust. Kayn looked away from Rhaast again. He was annoyed. Once in his life, he showed weakness and then right in front of the eye of a Darkin weapon.

"I'm never like that otherwise. I was desperately okay? That does not happen to me again. I'll master you." * Laughs * You do not believe that yourself, or ...? K ... Anything with a K or? "Kayn. K.a.y.n. And if I believe that. You underestimate me greatly. Why do not you see that I'm worthy of you?" I saw many men who looked far stronger and more powerful than you. Unfortunately, all disappointments. Everyone disintegrated after one minute at the latest. I do not really decide that to be worthy. That's why I do not understand that you, of all people, should be the first person who can guide me. It just does not want to be clear to me.

Kayn did not understand what his damn problem was. His body was perfectly trained. Who should please look stronger and more powerful than him? No one remembered except Zed. But he, too, would not believe he could handle Rhaast. "Well. You certainly claim that you are the most evil being in this world? Nothing and nobody could resist your darkness. But what if your counterpart has an even darker soul. You have no idea who you are using." You're right. I do not know you. I do not need it either. You are just a host. Not more.

Kayn chuckled and battled with pleasure. He would never indulge in such a stupid weapon. "Wait until we get out of here. Then I'll show you who dominates whom here. Congratulations on the rest for this stupid action. If you had not killed my brother, then I would have returned home as a celebrated hero and could grant me the greatest privilege." Yes. You would have fucked with your beloved master. I do not care. The Order does not interest me. I break in the stupid walls and come out of here. Did you ever get locked up? These sliding doors have no lock right?

"Nothing is torn down here. We stay nice here. And no, we are not really included. If my master says he imprisons me, he only addresses it to my sanity. I am a person you can not just imprison. How should I say, I live in walls practically." In? In plain language, you can walk through walls. Extremely practical. Tell me Kayn, how do you do that? Where did the sudden interest in his person come from? One thing was clear, Rhaast was not to be trusted. He did not exactly make a nice impression. He did not need that either. As long as he was willing to cooperate, that was enough for him.

"If you did not notice, I did the Shadow Step non-stop during our escape. Anyway, I'm sure you 'slept'. But now to write. You are here in the Order of Shadow. We are assassins who use a forbidden technique of shadow magic. I can not explain to you how I do it. I was given this gift." Shadow Magic. Darkness is a start ... Maybe one day you'll be nice * laughs * Kayn did not believe him. Sympathetic in another life maybe. No matter how nice the chat with the idiot, his stomach began to speak. With all the talk about house arrest, he did not even think about how he would be fed. Eating, drinking, laundry and etc. Who should take care of it if Kayn was not allowed to leave the room?

A glance at the clock told him it was mealtime. All his comrades dined with their master and Kayn crouched 'alone', half-starved and still a little bit desperate. He knew that Rhaast certainly was not eating cherries well. If they squat too long, they are sure to rip each other's heads. Still, but how long will it take for Rhaast to yearn for blood again?

Half an hour later, unexpectedly there was a knock at his door. "Come in!" Kayn called to the unknown visitor. Carefully, someone peered in his room as if he were entering a cave inhabited by a monster. When the air seemed pure to his visitor, he dared to come in. Kayn recognized Han as the man. One of the people Kayn did not like. To his surprise, Han brought him food and a container of water. He placed both at the door and paid no attention to Kayn. "Master Zed demands to know what you did to the corpse."

"On the southwestern coast is a farm. Ask the farmer, he will show you the grave." Han snorted contemptuously. "The noble knight has buried his brother on home soil. How come monsters develop compassion?" Do you really allow him to talk to you that way? He really could not use Rhaast in this situation, but apparently, only Kayn could hear him. He could not stand Han's ass either, but he was not allowed to look like he was under control. "Thanks, Han, for bringing me the food. I wish you a good night." Kayn tried to counteract him with a fake smile. Han was silent and left the room. He seemed visibly confused. No wonder.

Kayn got up and got his food. The portion was definitely too puny, but at least he got food. While he ate, Rhaast was silent. After that, he poked holes at him with questions that were only based on not killing the guy earlier. Rhaast was generally just about killing. But Kayn did not feel like it. He just mucked it into the night until Kayn's collar exploded. "Hey, Rhaast. How about a deal? Each person may order the other to shut up for 3 hours a day. How about? So I think that's fair." Do I annoy you? " In fact you do. I'm mad at you and you're still chopping on me. If you think it's just one-way, you're wrong. I can get on your nerves much more than you do me."

Always remember. In the end, it was your hands that killed your brother. Not mine. You were weak. You are weak. You are a disappointment for your master. For the person, you worship and love. How are you feeling? Rhaast pulled a sneaky grimace with his eye alone. His words hurt. He was right. Kayn was weak. His punishment was actually still too mild. He had even had some fun with the quarrels in the last few hours. Somehow he had a desire to punish himself. Not by penance, but something should remind him of his mistakes.

After much deliberation, Kayn finally fell for something. He pulled an exercise mat out of his closet and laid it out beside his bed. He threw down another pillow and two blankets. He did not deserve a four-poster bed. A hard mat will remind him of his mistake. But that was not it. Kayn opened his braid and decided to sleep with his hair open. That will be punishment enough for him. Pretty. Are you a girl or why are you wearing long hair? "I do not know. I was an orphan before I met Master Zed. A hairdresser's visit was not in it. They were just longer and I realized that I look really good with them. So I left it that way."

Kayn reached for the scythe and threw it on the mat. He also was not allowed to stay in the cuddly bed. Worse. He will torture Rhaast overnight. He wrapped his grip in one of the blankets. What will you do, Kayn? Are you kidding me? "No. Incidentally, I am a full-time sadist. And I think such a soft wrapping is incredibly good for you." Kayn blew out the candles before he sat down to Rhaast on the mat. He took one part of the grip between his legs and the other part around his arms as if he was cuddling with a human. Only that it was a weapon in a rolled blanket. Well played. Rhaast answered until they finally fell asleep.

Rhaast Pov

What's wrong with this boy? How dare he use a Darkin weapon to cuddle so much? Who was he for? Such a disgrace would not let Rhaast sit on with impunity. Kayn should suffer. And he already knew how. Since the band insisted on cuddling with Rhaast, he made it incredibly easy to look in his head. In their sleep, humans offered the largest attack surface anyway. Just like Kayn. Rhaast snuck into his mind. His dreams were about his master. The child apparently really loved him. What if he hears that his beloved Master really hates his student? Rhaast slipped Kayn's dream into the role of his master and showed him something. You're a no good Kayn. And you want to be better than me? You want my love? Not in a million years ...

Rhaast's trick worked, and he saw Kayn's eyebrows wince in agony. He squirmed a little in bed and groaned 'Master'. Oh yes, Rhaast will be his new master, not the jerk behind the mask. Rhaast tortured Kayn with nightmares all night. As a reward, he saw light beads of sweat forming on Kayn's forehead. He had him right where he wanted it. Plagued by his nightmares, Kayn rolled back and forth, breaking the link with Rhaast. So the fun was eaten for Rhaast. Still, he had his fun and Kayn got what he deserved.

Zed Pov

Zed did not get a wink all night. Far too much took him the events of the day. What had he thought as he sent Kayn on this mission? In the end, he was guilty of all the misfortune. With a Darkin weapon was not to joke. He should have known better that Kayn was taking this weapon. His mind was not equal to that of a Darkin. And now he had to carry through Zed's recklessness, the consequence. Unfortunately, Zed did not think that he was actually punishing himself.

Only at dinner did he actually realize how hard he himself will suffer. His men stared in confusion at the empty seats of Kayn and Nakuri. Nobody dared even say a word. Kayn left a huge hole at the dinner table. Of course, everyone wondered what had happened and Zed owed them all an answer. He straightened and turned to all his men. "Everyone is listening. Unfortunately, I have something important to announce to you. We had to take heavy losses today. Our friend and brother Nakuri has fallen ... " His students were stunned. The otherwise shy Haru was the only one who dared to ask who was responsible. Understandably he reacted that way. After all, they have worked very closely with each other in recent years. It broke Zed's heart that he had to tell the truth.

"His killer is Kayn ..." Even greater horror spread. There was whispering, even the act denied. Nobody wanted to accept that. Kayn was their role model. It was quite unbelievable that a man who did everything for the Order would commit such an act. "To understand that, I have to say that Kayn was not himself. I sent him on a mission with Nakuri to bring a Darkin weapon under his power. Unfortunately, the weapon's will was stronger, so he took over Kayn's body and killed his brother. And here we come to the important part of the meeting. Kayn has decided, despite the incident, to keep the weapon. Because of this, he will stay in his room for weeks now. There are always 2 guards in front of his room and 2 in front of my room. Safe is safe. One will always volunteer to bring him something after the meal. It is best for all if you avoid all contact with him. He is dangerous and unpredictable right now. "

"With all due respect, Master, but I do not think it's such a good idea to just let Kayn live among us. He can escape with ease. How do we know he really stays in his room? I would not do it in his place." Asked him Fuko, a student of the weaker sort. "Because he's still Kayn. He is Loyal to me until no more. Even under the control of the Darkin, he followed my command and dropped the weapon. We have no choice but to trust him. Even I can not take it with the Darkin. So make sure Kayn does not get mad or angry. Otherwise, we can all say goodbye to life." Zed's speech was hard. No one dared to speak for the rest of the dinner. Han was also the only one brave enough to bring Kayn food and drink. He also gave him the job to ask where Nakuri's body is.

Zed scrambled to his room and greeted his guards. He, too, was afraid of Kayn. He was afraid that the story would repeat itself. When Zed came to new power, he killed his master. Why should Kayn not do the same? Very easily. Kayn loved his master, unlike Zed. Yet he could not trust him. He could not trust the weapon. Zed lay down in his bed, took off his mask and pulled the curtains from his four-poster bed. It was strange to know that Kayn would not be with him for a long time. It just hurt when he confessed his love because it was just a moment when he was not allowed to reciprocate his feelings. Kayn was right. His love for him was not like Zeds. Still, he loved him. Like his own flesh and blood. Why did he do something stupid like that? Everything could have been different.

A few minutes later there was a knock on his door. "Come in." Zed heard someone enter his room and stop at the door. "Master Zed, I came to give you the information you wanted." He recognized Han by his voice. "Spit out.", Zed asked him a little rude. "Kayn confirmed the location of Nakuri's body. He buried him on a farm on the southwestern coast." "Here in Ionia? After all, he kept a spark of his conscience." "I also said something in the direction. He then thanked me for the food and wished me a good night." That sounded like Kayn rather than the monster of noon today. "Good, then I wish you good night, too." "Thank you, Master." Han left the room and released Zed into his sleepless night.

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Loyalty Chapter 3: Revelation

Kayn Pov

When Kayn woke up, he felt the same way he did two years ago. His whole body was fucked up. However, he found himself again in a soft and comfortable bed. But not being. Looking closely, he recognized the room in which he was. It was clearly Master Zed's room. But what was he doing here? As far as he could, the young acolyte turned his head to the right, where Zed's desk was. Just as he already thought, a man sat with his back turned to him in a chair. Seemed like he was writing something. The light in the room was very dimmed so Kayn could venture to guess. Nevertheless, he could swear that the man wore short, white hair. Was that really his master? Without a mask?

As he continued to turn to him, a violent pain ran through his whole body. "Nghh!" He said unintentionally. "Kayn? Are you awake?" The boy had no doubt. The voice usually sounded rougher and more echoing through the mask, but it was definitely Zed. "Master, why am I in your room?" Kayn could feel the bandages all over again. Was he his savior? So he hoped.

Zed got up from his chair and started to turn to Kayn. He quickly turned his head away and closed his eyes. Somehow he did not feel right to face his Master. "Kayn, why are you turning away?" He could feel his Master approaching him and sitting down on the edge of the bed. "You do not have a mask on." Kayn could hear a slight snort from his master. "If that's your only problem, I'm glad." "Sorry Master, but I do not deserve it."

"No Kayn. I'm the one who did not deserve you." For a moment he had to swallow hard. He understood nothing. Where the sudden change of mood. What did his Master want to do? "I do not understand ..." "Then let me explain it to you,  Kayn. I ordered the torture. I wanted to test your loyalty. And frankly, I have never felt so shitty. Such a good student like you does not deserve a master like me. "

"M-master?" Kayn's voice trembled. It was a shock. He would never have thought that the man he so trusted could do such a terrible thing to him. Everything just a test? "How? H-how did I give you a reason to distrust me? I have always been loyal to you. I have always executed every command. So please tell me the reason." Kayn had to really pull himself together. He did not want to show weakness. Neither sad nor angry. He could not explain it to himself, but he still trusted him.

"It was not something you did wrong, it was me. You are very similar to me. That's all. " "That's all? That's one reason to torture your beloved student?!" For a moment Kayn could not control himself. In all honor, but does his master still have all the cups in the cupboard? "Well, that's not all. I'll tell you. A few years ago, I killed my master so I could steal the chest. I was worried that you would do the same. That's why the whole shit. I'm sorry Kayn. I have failed. I just wanted to let you know that you have my fullest confidence now. "

"And what if I'm craving revenge now?" "You do not. I understood that now too. Please forgive me Kayn." Master Zed was right. He was not angry or resentful. Not to him. Even if he wanted to, his hatred stopped at Zed. He adored him too much. And somehow he could understand him. Kayn was the evil in person. So why should not he deceive his master? Very easily. Because he loved him. Since the first day. Zed had something that fascinated him. No matter what it was, he would always be faithful to him.

"Kayn? Could you please say something again?" The boy only realized after he had regained his voice that he was quite absorbed in thought. "If you still trust me and want to stay true to me, then please look me in the face." Suddenly Kayn's heart beat a few bars higher. He could not believe it. His Master asked him to face him? He really insisted? For a moment the boy quarreled with himself. For one, he was afraid of what to expect, but for another, his master considered it as a vote of confidence.

Somewhat pained, he turned back to the other side and opened his eyes. He had to blink a few times until he got a sharp picture. On the bedside table some candles were lit, so he had good visibility. His gaze shifted from Zed's thigh to his upper body and a little further into his face. As he had guessed, his master wore short, snow-white hair. He had an amazingly beautiful face. Something scarred, but that did not break his leg. The most visible was one vertical on the lip and left eye and one horizontal on the bridge of the nose.

But that was not the most noticeable thing about his face. Kayn just could not resist a grin. "What is it?", His master asked almost annoyed. "Oh, nothing. You look just fucking young." "Really? What better do you not think? You're really killing me, boy." My boy. That almost sounded wrong without a mask. "Well, as a dad I can not look at you anymore. All at most as a big brother. How old are you?" "I'm just 22 years old. The Order exists not that long. What did you expect? "

So 22 was already fucking young. Amazing that he was so strong. Somehow, Kayn was even more impressed with his master than before. "So with the mask, I thought about the mid 30th. Without, I could even give you the 19 years. But seriously, Master, who were the two of them and why did they even enjoy it?" Zed's gaze became more serious again and he jammed aside. It was the first time he could really see his feelings. And it killed Kayn. He did not want to see that sadness in his fire-red eyes.

"Hm ... the pigs really enjoyed it? I'll have a serious talk with them. So I told them that you knew the hiding place and they should get it out of you. They really have no idea. This made it very close to a real scenario. However, I have forbidden them to rape or mutilate you. That would go too far. Therefore only punches and light cuts. I know, not exactly encouraging or even a justification. I'm so sorry. I should have really trusted you. I wish I could turn back time. "

As good as he could, Kayn tried to sit up so he could hug his Master. It hurt like hell, but he did not care. Zed just should not be too worried about guilt. "All right, master. Let's just take it as a ritual of reception and hook it all together, okay?" Zed returned his hug and stroked his tied hair. At last a nurse checked that it was impossible to sleep node-free for a certain length of hair.

Kayn enjoyed this closeness to his master. Then he noticed for the first time how incredibly good his counterpart smelled. He almost did not want to let him go. This moment between them could last forever. "Kayn, why are you so good to me? How did I earn it?" "Quite simply. You gave me a home. A reason to live. And above all, strength. I do not need more. Until recently, you've always treated me well. I always get a hot meal and enough to drink. I have enough friends here and I'm generally very happy. And most importantly, although I'm one of your best men, you've never sent me to war or on a mission. You renounce my talent. That is really impressive."

At the last set, Zed had to laugh diabolically. As he always did when he cracked a joke in his eyes again. Unfortunately, Kayn said it dead serious. He really counted himself among the best. However, it did not bother him when Zed made fun of him again. The main thing he was not sad anymore. Well, the man behind the iron mask was just a human with feelings. Maybe that's why he was hiding. Or he felt too beautiful for this world. Kayn's thoughts darted in the wrong direction again.

After Zed calmed down, he broke away from the embrace and helped Kayn lie down again. He covered him up again and got up. "Hey master. If I rest here in your bed, where do you sleep then?" That was a most legitimate question. "Oh, we can find a solution. The bed is big enough for 3 people. Let's just tweak two." "How? You and me on a bed? Would not it be better if you carried me into my room?" "No." Zed's voice sounded very serious. As if he had said something wrong. "I want to take care of you personally. No other acolyte, only me. I owe you a lot and I hope you accept my services as a nurse. "

A dream came true for the boy. His master really wanted to take care of him personally. Did that also mean that he had doctored him and ... "Master? Did you braid my hair?" Even in the faint light, Kayn could see that his master was blushing a bit. "I realized that it's not that easy. Sry, if it's crap." Kayn felt his way along the pigtail, realizing it was not a masterpiece. In the end, no matter. Alone the thought counted. The young Akolyth hoped for this event, a future friendship between master and student. Although they were still far away, Kayn was only 12, but maybe when he turns 18.

Even though his master was currently losing his role, he did not lose his authority over the boy. He liked the nice Zed anyway, rather than the strict teacher who constantly ignored him. He enjoyed the attention. Since the few scratches and stains did not matter. As long as Zed would not treat him shitty again as soon as he gets well again, the torture was forgiven and forgotten.

Zed Pov

One hour later, his young pupil finally fell asleep. Zed did some cautioning paperwork before closing time. Unfortunately, he did not do much, because his mind was on Kayn. He was deeply impressed by him. After all the shit he still held to him. Somehow he had hoped that the boy would chat. But no. The idiot did not tell the lie any further. As a precaution, Zed had put a dummy under his bed, but even he did not try to steal it. The only way to test his loyalty was by trying to squeeze the secret out of him. A fatal mistake, since Kayn is silent like a stone. Respectively his attacker provoked and insulted.

Actually, it was not planned for Kayn to escape. He wanted to inform him about the situation the same evening. But he was not there. Instead, he found a broken chair and a fresh trail of blood. Not far from the track, he found Kayn fainting on the floor. Immediately he took him on the quickest way to his room and looked after him as best he could. He did not want anyone to hear about this scenario. That's why Kayn had to stay in his room. Zed was not a doctor, but luckily Shen had taught him first aid. That fool insisted that he could at least get the basics.

Fortunately, he was able to retrieve this repressed knowledge. Kayn actually deserved real medical help, but as he said, no one should get wind of torture. He explained to the two idiots who took the job that everything was just fake. Kayn was innocent. His knowledge was falsified anyway. When the two learned the truth, they got a pang of conscience. Zed begged them to shut up and best keep away from Kayn. Should he recognize their voices, there could be serious consequences. The two would not stand a chance against Kayn even in a handicap match. And knowing his devilish side, Zed believed he would punish them with death. But maybe he was wrong again in Kayn. He really had to stop comparing him to himself. After all, he was far more funnier than Zed. The reasons he was loyal are a joke to Zed. The boy had really low expectations. In addition, he was allowed to take Kayn anyway only with 16 years according to ionic law. But of course, he should calmly believe that he renounces his talent out of love and care.

Zed put down his pen and went to his dresser. He quickly dressed in more comfortable clothes and went to bed to Kayn. The boy was so sweet moved slightly to the side so that he was no longer in the middle. Amazingly,  for Zed, it was not an overcoming to show him his face. He was ashamed of his scars. It was a sign of weakness to him, but the boy could only look for one thing, his age. He would never have expected his reaction like that. Kayn seemed happy and relieved. According to the motto: My master is not an ugly old man.

That he deleted him from the father list was okay for Zed. Then he was his big brother now. With 10 years difference much more realistic. Nevertheless, Zed could not help but behave like a guardian. Even if he was obedient, he still needed a lot of education. But all with his time. In the next few days, he can still be his cool brother. With this intent, Zed cuddled up behind him and took his arms before falling asleep.