#Bpd is 'my parents shamed me out of being able to deal with my emotions in a healthy way and they made that
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I would not wish BPD on my worst enemy.
#Bpd is 'my parents shamed me out of being able to deal with my emotions in a healthy way and they made that#Everyone else's problem' disorder#I have such a strong sense of shame for everything about myself ever and no matter how much I manage my symptoms#It just never goes away#I'm literally a social worker in a supervisor position making 60k a year in a healthy marriage#With my own apartment and financially independent#Not even touching my contributions to fandom or writing#And all I can think about is how much I loathe myself. I hate feeling like a fraud and feeling like#Someone is going to find out I'm much more of a mess on the inside than I let on#I manage well I'm successful sure but on the inside I'm still that same teenager who hates themselves and wants to. Well.#I'd continue that sentence but I don't want to alarm anyone. I'm safe and nothing is going to happen but#I wish I had an off switch for my brain sometimes#Anyway that's my little vent for the moment
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