#BUT I also!! half fixed a v f*cked up muscle somehow. how?? idk. but I've been close to tears for the past few weeks due to pain from it | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

thewaterisblackwithvenom · 5 years ago

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Added more pics to my constantly changing laptop bg. Closed my browser to be hit with a gorgeous pic of Arthur and his horse at sunset and definitely didn’t tear up and stuff. I’ve been 100% emotionally stable this lovely November.

#dflksjf it's been so selective??#like..... I've been my usual stable self but like. weird 'not at all emotional' sh*t that I love has been setting me off lsdfkj #like tf. why.#I feel like I've just been... what my overall understanding of drunk + hungover is like lsdkfj #foggy head + feeling bleeeeehhhhhh with random fits of manic laugher or emotional sobbing over. nothing important.#today has been so GOOD man not only am I feelin much much better for god knows what reason #BUT I also!! half fixed a v f*cked up muscle somehow. how?? idk. but I've been close to tears for the past few weeks due to pain from it #and somehow I managed to make half the pain just. Poof. essentially I got pissed off a pain and make it like. hurt as much as possible lmao #do NOT as I do!! I was incredibly confused at how my rage.... didn't make things 90% worse #I'm a dumb*ss genius. who is in much less pain 🙌🏽#now if I cal sleep soundly when my head hits the pillow tonite tomorrow should be LIT #anyf*ckingway #I gotta check my save files but it's either been or about to be a literal year since I metArfur nnnnnn I'm emo #that time period of my life was so SH*T and that was....... a whole year ago.......#yeah uh life advice: go to the doctor the first time you get the flu #not the second #and by GOD not the third #I am the biggest dumb*ss I thought it was allergies!! not that i actually WAS dying!!#I mean I was fine bc I knew how to take care of myself lsdkfj but apparently you CAN die from the flu so.#that was my justification for feeling like death #and straight up being convinced I WAS dying once or twice there #ya that was fun #I've given up ok at this point my tags can't be stopped I'm sooooorry #anyway. much better. also saw the sun set for the first time in like a week and that has some healing power let me tell you #10/10 recommend #Shut up V

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